Hyouhyou Kodori
Chapter Four
by
Ina-chan
Finished: October 31, 2002
Revised: December 8, 2002
History: Won "Best Drama Fic" for the 2002 FRUITY
GROUP Fanfiction Contest
As it starts to calm its fury
We finally realize it fully
The undeniable need
For a raging tempest’s speed
For one thing to be born
Another has to be torn
While we danced and danced and danced
~~*@*~~
/UAAAAAAAA!!!!/
I couldn’t help letting out a cry of admiration at the
view around me. The lake’s calm waters lapped at the sides of
the rowboat as it carried us in its gentle rocking motion. I
knew that the lake here in the summerhouse already looked
beautiful, seeing its panorama from the shore. But seeing this
world from its centre… it was definitely a different and
exhilarating experience. I sank back on my seat, enjoying the
peaceful feeling that the calm waters brought with it.
From
the shore in the distance, I could hear the faint sound of
Momi-chan’s voice calling out to us. I turned toward him to
return his enthusiastic waving. Haru-chan stood quietly beside
him, a safe distance away from Momi-chan’s dangerous flapping.
Haru-chan still looked a little peeved at the fact that the boat
can only hold two people at the time. And he lost the janken
pyon game to have a chance to go around the lake with Yun-chan
first.
This
weekend trip to the summerhouse to end Golden Week was
definitely the best idea Shi-chan had ever come up with. It was
just too bad that we couldn’t convince Kyou-kun to come along,
despite all our efforts together. Haaaa! It was so unfair. After
Golden Week, the new school term will start. Then Kyou-kun will
be entering senior high school soon, and poor me will be in my
final year and having to face the dreaded college entrance
examinations. I would have loved seeing this view with Kyou-kun
before that… though I know that was probably an impossible
dream by itself… knowing how well Kyou-kun got along with
water.
DAMN!
I’m doing it again!
I
stole a glance at my silent companion, and let out a sigh of
relief, seeing the equally astonished look of admiration on his
face.
Good,
he didn’t notice.
It
was so difficult to be around Yun-chan lately. Being around him
was like walking on eggshells. Specially with that matter that
happened two months ago still hanging over everyone’s heads…
I heard bits and stories here and there. But everyone who knew
exactly what happened was tight-lipped about it. Even Yun-chan
pretended that it never happened at all. But still… Though he
still looked a bit pallid and a bit gaunter than usual, there
was almost no indication that he was released from the hospital
only a little over three weeks ago.
Actually,
the recent events seemed to have gone in his favour. Though, I
was a bit surprised at the arrangements. Akito-san allowed him
to enter that co-ed public school that Yun-chan wanted to go to.
Not only that, he was also allowed to move out of the main house
to live with Shi-chan. It would be naïve to pretend that this
arrangement had nothing to do with what happened two months ago.
Though personally, I didn’t like the direction my own
presumption was heading. It would only confirm the rumours as
truth. I simply didn’t want to believe that Yun-chan would do
anything like that.
/If
you had a choice on what Jyunnishi animal you would be cursed
with, what would it be?/ His quiet monotone voice
finally broke the silence
/Eh? I don’t really know. I
never really thought of it./ I
replied honestly after a few moments. It was the truth. The
thought never really occurred to me. I admit, there are times
when I do wish that I wasn’t born cursed, but I never really
gave the idea of being different from who I am now any serious
thought.
/I think I would have liked to be
the bird/ He simply stated.
I couldn’t help but frown at that,
/The bird? But Yun-chan, the
mouse is special./
/The mouse is special…
perhaps…/ He echoed as he lifted his chin, looking
at the clear blue sky above.
I
can’t help noticing the eerie empty quality in his eyes.
Lately, they’ve been blank and lifeless. Sometimes, it even
looks as if he’s seeing something that only he can see. Like
now, /But at least… the bird has the
choice of using his wings to fly out of the cage when the
opportunity arrives./
/Yun-cha…/ I began,
not really liking what I’m hearing. He changed. This person
sitting in front of me… this impostor replaced the timid
little boy who would cling on to my sleeves to ask for
reassurance. Something
happened… something I don’t know and don’t understand
happened… and it changed him.
/Ne, Kagura-neechan… can I ask you a favour?/
He interrupted, looking back at me
I
could only give a silent nod in reply.
He pulled out a small leather-bound journal from the
pockets of his coat and held it out to me. I took it from his
hands wordlessly and opened it. Its pristine blank pages
reflected the glare of the sky. I raised my eyebrow to meet his
gaze.
/What
is this?/
He
didn’t say anything or do anything. He simply sat there and
stared at me, silently watching. I gave him a nervous smile as I
turned my attention back to the journal and backtracked on its
empty pages until I reached the very first page. There it was,
in his neat and perfect calligraphy.
It
was a simple poem.
Despite
its simplicity, the poet’s emotions carried through each word
that I couldn’t stop the tears that formed behind my eyes. I
quickly shut the book, not being able to bear looking at the
words any longer. I knew all at once who wrote it. Yun-chan was
never the type of person who is able to express his emotions
freely. So I know how much love and effort… and courage he had
to muster to be able to create this simple piece of verse.
/It’s
beautiful/ I managed to whisper hoarsely, trying to
regain my composure
/Do you want it?/ He
asked monotonously, the full weight of his question bearing down
at me
I let out another sob and wiped away another round of
tears falling down my face at his words. Why is he doing this? I
already made it more than clear enough a long time ago that this
isn’t what I wanted from him. I just wanted us to be like how
we were back in that New Year when we first danced together. The
fragile little boy who was small for his age with sad eyes who
would frown at me to say ‘Ah! Kagura-neechan, you’re
late.’ I just wanted that old Yun-chan back. I wanted the
little brother that I never had.
With a long shaky breath, I bowed my head and handed the
journal back to him, /I’m sorry… I
can’t accept this./
/Why not?/ It was his
quiet and emotionless voice. After all, he already knew my reply
beforehand
/Because this is the type of
thing that you’re supposed to give to the woman that you will
love forever, the kind of woman who will love you back./
/Why not?/ His voice
was still quiet and emotionless, but I could sense the intensity
of his insistence to force me to say the reason out loud.
I ground my teeth and finally raised my head to meet his
eyes, /Because its very difficult to
love you that way./
/I see… it’s very difficult
to love me,/ He echoed, quietly. The breeze blew
chilly gusts of air around us, his hair dancing along with it,
framing his unemotional face. He met my gaze with silence,
watching me intently with blank unemotional eyes, before closing
them and bowing his head to allow a small sardonic smile to line
his lips, /…but it’s easy to love
Kyou./
/Why are you doing this? Why are
you forcing me to choose between the two of you?/ I buried my
face helplessly into my hands, / I don’t want this. Why
can’t you understand that I don’t want this from you? I
never wanted this from you. I just want us to be just how we
were before. I just want my old Yun-chan back. Please come back,
Yun-chan. Please./
/Ne, Kagura…/
He spoke again
I couldn’t help but frown. This is the first time he
called me with just my first name.
/Would
you have cried over me two months ago if I died?/
/What!?/ I
automatically lifted my face him.
He
still had on that uncanny smile as he leaned backwards. I could
only gawk in silent shock as I watched the dark frigid waters
swallow his body below. The water rocked violently in annoyance
at the sudden disturbance of their serenity for a few moments,
before settling as if what had just transpired never happened.
It was only then that my numbed body was able to receive the
commands from my shocked brain as a loud scream tore from my
throat…
“WHAT
ARE YOU THINKING!?!?”
I
literally jumped out of my skin as the scream rang through the
soundless corridors of the Main House. I closed my eyes and
covered my ears, knowing exactly what had just transpired.
One hour ago, this year’s Jyuunishi party ended. I
didn’t have the chance or the courage to face Yun-chan or
Tooru-kun with what happened the week before. I’m sure that
Yun-chan didn’t tell anyone, Tooru-kun, most specially. But
Tooru-kun being Tooru-kun, she could sense an uncomfortable lump
caused by a pea under a hundred mattresses. And Tooru-kun being
Tooru-kun, she tried her best to straighten out any problems to
the best of her ability. Tooru was the first and only close
friend I ever had outside the Jyuunishi circle. It felt
absolutely horrible shutting her off like this… but there’s
just no way I can face her.
Not after what I said and what I’ve done to Yun-chan…
…to the both of them…
I was finally able to breathe a sigh of relief when she
left for her New Year’s trip with her friends. Of course, it
was just temporary. She was, after all, just half of the problem
of the entire picture.
Whether Yun-chan hated me or forgave me… he gave no
indication of it whatsoever. I even made futile non-verbal
attempts during our dance. Again, he gave no indication of
either understanding or acknowledging any of my signals. All
throughout the party, he didn’t show me any of his normal
warmth… but he didn’t show me any of his notorious icy
enmity either. He was the picture of perfect civility. For some
reason, the treatment of this courteous and polite Yun-chan was
ten times more painful than the temporary sub-zero hostile
treatment he used to give me after one of our bad fights when we
were younger.
Just
fifteen minutes ago, Yun-chan was finally granted private
audience with Akito-san. I know for sure that Shi-chan, Ha-niichan,
and Aya-chan would be standing nearby… just in case. Momi-chan
and Ha-chan were not far behind. I wanted to be there with them.
I wanted to be there for him as well…
But
after all that was said and done, would he still want me to?
That
was the reason why I was standing here in the shadows of the
corner of a nearby corridor from Akito-san’s waiting room.
Aunt
Keiko’s black and grey tabby wandered towards my hiding place
and stopped in curiosity as it found an unusual obstacle
situated there. I sat on my haunches and held my hand out to
it… desperate for any form of company. Instead, the cat froze
and watched me with suspicious eyes. Stupid cat. I wasn’t
going to hurt it. I just wanted to give it a small affectionate
pat. So I quickly leaned forward to grab it and hold it in my
arms. However, it twisted and howled and scratched to get free
from my grasp, then ran through the darkness of the corridor.
Leaving me once again, to be alone, hiding in this corridor to
nervously wait for the results of this moment of truth...
Waiting…
…waiting…
…waiting…
…for
Akito-san’s indignant screams
“WHAT
ARE YOU THINKING!?!? WHAT DO YOU THINK ARE YOU DOING??!!! WHY
ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?!?!!”
…for
the sounds of a struggle and a loud crash
“AKITO-SAN!
CALM DOWN!”
“SHIGURE
LET ME GO!!! WHY DON’T YOU DO SOMETHING TO STOP HIM!!!!”
“WATCH
OUT!”
“YUKI!”
…for
the sounds of simultaneous yelling of various voices accompanied
by scrambling feet.
“WHY
ISN’T ANYONE DOING ANYTHING TO STOP HIM!?!”
“CALM DOWN AKITO!”
“OH MY GOD!!! TORI-SAN HE’S BLEEDING!!!”
I
leaned back against the wall for support as my cousins’
panicked voices still reached me despite my covered. Images of
what Akito-san did in the past during his bursts of rage flashed
in my mind’s eye. Ha-niichan… Kisa-chan… Isuzu…
“HATORI
STOP HIM!!!! STOP HIM!!! STOP HIM!!! HATORIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!”
“THE BLOOD WON’T STOP!”
“AYAME!! SHUT!! UP!!”
“HARU, MOMICHI, GET YUKI OUT OF HERE NOW!!!"
… Yun-chan…
I
forced my numb legs to move. The moment felt so unreal. It felt
as if I was watching myself from above as I moved in a slow
zombie-like pace. Time, itself, had slowed down. I even remember
silently screaming at myself to move faster, but my body
didn’t have the ability to obey. By the time I reached the
proper corridor, it was already abandoned. Akito-san’s waiting
room was empty. Shi-chan or Ha-niichan must have taken Akito-san
back to his quarters.
There
were distinguishable droplets of scarlet littered and smeared on
the floor from the scuffle that occurred there… and a
noticeable intermittent trail of drops of dark liquid leading
out of the room and through the corridor.
That familiar sharp searing pain pierced through my chest
once again, forcing me to fall on my knees. I found myself face
to face with a drop of scarlet on the floor. With shaking hands,
I reached out to touch it and watched with detachment as the
crimson liquid stained my fingertips.
It
was real…
…there
was blood all over the floor…
…and
it was real…
Yun-chan…
Only
then, my heavy body was freed from whatever invisible force was
holding it down. Before I knew it, I found myself trying to
catch my breath from the engawa of Ha-niichan’s office. I
mutedly made my way to the partially open sliding door and found
him seated on Ha-niichan’s chair, his back to me. Haru-chan
was bending over him, holding a bloody washcloth on his face
while Momi-chan stood watching at the side with a bloody basin
at hand.
“I
think the bleeding finally stopped,” Ha-chan’s bland murmur
announced as he lifted the washcloth from Yun-chan’s face and
scrutinized it, “Hatori-niisan will need to stitch it.”
I
saw Momi-chan made an involuntary wince, “Eeeew… To-ru is
not going to be happy when she comes back to see that…”
“That’s
why you’re not going to say a single word to her about it,
understand?” Yun-chan’s firm voice echoed strongly from the
seat
I
made a spontaneous sigh of relief, realizing that he was okay.
“But
still… when it heals, I think it’s going to be a very nice
looking scar,” Haru-chan commented as he cocked his head to
one side
I
almost toppled over to the floor upon hearing him say that.
Haru-chan was probably the only person in the world who would
come up with something like that at a time like this.
“Really?”
Momi-chan leaned closer to stare at that spot on Yun-chan’s
face
“Yeah…
girls dig scars like that. It’s very macho.”
“Heeeeeh…
maybe I should get one too…”
Now
THAT was just too much! “WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU
TWO!?!? YUN-CHAN IS HURT AND BLEEDING AND ALL YOU TWO CAN THINK
ABOUT IS LOOKING COOL WITH A SCAR!?!?!”
“Haaaa!
Gura is finally here,” Momi-chan commented without missing a
beat as he looked up to greet me with a big smile
“Kagura-nee
is suddenly angry…” Haru-chan intoned, “Mystery.”
“Haru,
I think I’ll need some more ice,” Yun-chan stated quietly
Haru
made a knowing nod and proceeded to leave the room, pulling
Momi-chan by the arm with him, “Come and help me get more
ice.”
“Eh?
Why do I have to?” Momi-chan protested but walked out with him
anyway
“Because
I said so…”
The
room was eventually engulfed by silence as their voices faded
away. Yun-chan didn’t move from where he was seated, and I
stood by the doorway silently. We stayed there in relative
silence, waiting for the other to make the first move. Then
finally, Yun-chan swivelled Ha-niichan’s chair to face me.
Tears
of relief threatened to spill out of my eyes as I saw the extent
of his injury. There was a small but a very deep and
angry-looking gash cutting through his left eyebrow, just barely
missing his left eye. The area around it was starting to bruise
and swell. There was also the beginning of a light swelling over
his left cheek. His left eye would probably be swollen shut by
the next morning. Momi-chan is right. Tooru-kun won’t be happy
to come back home to this. Though, it still looked pretty bad,
it still wasn’t as horrible as I originally imagined.
“From
all that commotion, I thought you were dying or something…”
I stated lamely
“That
was just Ni-san over-reacting as usual,” He rolled his eyes at
that and made an involuntary wince of pain, “He’s just plain
annoying. Hatori took him somewhere to calm him down., while
Haru and Momiji stayed with me. Shigure stayed to take care of
Akito.”
“What
happened?” were first words that spilled out from my mouth.
“I
fell,” was his simply reply with a small shrug
I
couldn’t help but frown at that, “THAT IS NOT FUNNY!”
“No,”
Yun-chan shook his head, “I really did fall. It was stupid.
Akito started to go ballistic after I told him. He became
unsteady on his feet so we were worried that he was going to
fall and hurt himself. In the chaos, I ended up stumbling and
challenging the corner of a table to a fight… and lost.”
I
let out another long breath. “So… Akito-san was pretty mad,
huh?”
“Yeah…
but I think he’ll get over it eventually.”
“What
do you think he’ll do?”
“I
don’t know… frankly, I don’t really want to think about it
right now.”
“And
you?” I paused and watched him cautiously before speaking,
“Are you still angry?”
He
gave me a thoughtful look for a few moments before giving me a
weak smile, “I think I’ll get over it too… eventually.”
I
didn’t stop the flood from flowing freely down my face at the
sound of his words this time, as rushed in and knelt down in
front of him. I took his hands and planted a grateful kiss on
his knuckles before resting my forehead over them and continuing
my uncontrollable sobbing, softly mumbling my apologies over and
over.
Yun-chan
let out a sigh of exasperation as I felt him shift to slide off
Ha-niisan chair to sit down beside me on the floor. He pulled
his hands away from mine to wipe the tears off my eyes with his
sleeve, all the while glaring at me in genuine annoyance,
“What is it with you women and tears and emotional black
mail?”
I
couldn’t help but give him a small smile, despite of myself,
“I’m really sorry… I didn’t mean any of what I said back
then. I don’t know why I said it. I was just so angry… and
you didn’t deserve any of that at all. I know you and Tooru-kun
were just trying to help me. So I’m so so very sorry…”
“I
know,” He replied softly as he took one of my hands again to
give it a reassuring squeeze, “I’m kind of glad you actually
said it out loud.”
“What?”
I stared at him, “Are you sure when you hit your…”
“No,
I mean it,” he interrupted, “It forced me to do a lot of
thinking. And you were right. If things continued the way it
did… the marriage would eventually fall apart.”
He let go of my hand to wrap his arms around one knee,
that unconscious insecure mannerism of his, “I didn’t really
realize it at first… but I’ve been procrastinating having to
deal with the… uh… sex… since the beginning.”
I
rested a hand on his shoulder, silently prodding him to
continue. Even when we were children, Yun-chan rarely had the
courage to verbalize his innermost thoughts and emotions to
anyone… perhaps except with Tooru-kun. I could sense that this
was something that he truly wanted to tell me. If he were to
loose his nerve now, the opportunity would be lost forever.
“It was driving me insane,” He continued with a small
laugh, “For the longest time… It was in my head all the
time… but when it came to… uhm… doing it for real… I
couldn’t get myself to… pursue it… I kept made excuses. At
first it I said after I get my own place… then after I finish
school… after I get a real job… after we get married…
after this whole thing with Akito is done with… If things kept
on as it was, even after tonight, I probably would have come up
with another excuse… I think.”
I flinched inwardly, finally understanding what Yun-chan
was going through every time I would make a playful jab about
it. I definitely wasn’t helping with his problem every time I
teased him…
“What you said forced me to realize that what I’ve
been doing, really, was that I was just running away,” He
concluded, “Running away has become somewhat like second
nature to me. For the longest time in the past, I’ve been
doing it without realizing it. I’ve always felt insecure about
myself because of the curse. I thought that I’ve already
overcome it… but it seems that I haven’t… at least not
entirely. Even though I wanted it so bad… I was just more
terrified of disappointing her. In the end, in doing that, it
only showed that I didn’t have a strong a faith on her love as
I originally believed.”
I wrapped my arms around his shoulders comfortingly,
“So now that you know all this... what are you going to do
about it?”
He made another small shrug, “What else is there to
do?”
“So have you stopped running away?”
I felt him stiffen in my arms and made an unconscious
effort to put some distance between as a flush started to rise
from his neck, up his ears and face, and to the roots of his
hair. I saw a small-embarrassed smile lining his lips before he
covered his mouth, his eyes looking straight ahead, before
making several slow nods.
“Oh, my God…” I couldn’t help but choke with
disbelief at his silent answer. My jaw almost literally dropped
on the floor before a mischievous grin made its way to my face,
“When?”
“Kagura… don’t,” He sighed, “This is very hard
for me to tell you as it is, so please don’t push…”
“Okay, I get it, sorry!” I raised my hands out
between us and backed off
He took a deep breath and continued to look straight
ahead, “The other night… and the day after that…” He
then closed his eyes and raised both his hands to hide his face
“…all day.”
This time I couldn’t stop the laughter from erupting
out of me. Highly amused by his almost feminine virginal
confession. This was definitely a far cry from the prince-like
image Yun-chan carried ever since he was a teen-ager. I tried to
curb my mirth as I saw him cower even more in total
mortification.
“I suppose it was very difficult letting her go
today,” I commented, measuring his reaction
“Don’t even start,” was his muffled reply, “I
couldn’t even meet Hanajima-san’s eye this morning when I
dropped off Tooru at the station.”
“Do you feel better?” I said, shifting in a more
serious note
“Yeah,” He took down his hands and turned to face me,
“How about you?”
I looked at him with a start. To tell you the truth, the
thought didn’t even occur to me. I searched my feelings for
whatever sense of envy or hate or resentment that always
accompanied me when we had similar conversations like this the
past couple of days… and realized with wonder that… there
was none. Whatever monsters and demons plagued me after escaping
that small box seemed to have been exorcised.
Once
again, I reached out to take his hand in mine before turning
back to him and to give him a genuine smile in reply. We sat
there enjoying the comfortable silence and each other’s
company for a few moments as we watched the New Year’s stars
twinkling, just like back when we were children, from the
partially open engawa of Ha-niichan’s office.
“Ne, Yun-chan…” I finally spoke, as a question
that’s been nagging at me since the week before popped back
into my mind, “About what I said back then… if you never met
Tooru-kun… would things have been different?”
He looked at the sky thoughtfully for a few moments
before speaking, “Of course things would have been different
if I didn’t meet Tooru. But the real question to ask is…”
He began before turning to me with an equally serious thoughtful
expression, “…if I never met Tooru, would the way you see me
have changed?”
I blinked in surprise at the question he threw back at me
as the familiar image of his fifteen-year-old self, from one
particular incident in the past, sat in front of me. He hugged
his legs, his chin resting over his knees, and his blank
unseeing eyes stared far ahead as he slowly rocked back and
forth, oblivious to my presence.
/WHAT ARE YOU THINKING!?/
My shaky voice finally spoke out angrily /Why
did you do that?/
/It was an accident,/
replied his emotionless monotone as he continued to stare far
ahead and rock, /I was still feeling a
bit weak. I fainted and fell overboard./
/You know very well that’s a
lie. You jumped overboard just to spite me!/ I
snapped angrily at him as I knelt down beside him to force him
to face me, /Stop ignoring me, damn it!
Turn around and look at me!/
With that, he stopped rocking, raised his head and slowly
turned around to face me. Amusement evident on his eyes, /So…
it seems that you would cry over me after all./
His grey eyes… the same identical grey eyes… looked
at me… mocking me… Something inside of me snapped. I
didn’t even hear the loud clap echoing across the room until I
felt the sting on my hand and the reddening imprint on his
cheek. I stood up and turned around, taking several deep breaths
to regain my composure. Without another word, I took the leather
bound journal from my pocket and handed it over to him, /Here.
I don’t want it./
I felt him take the small item from my hand. Then gape in
shock as I saw it suddenly sail across the opposite side of the
room and hit the wall. I turned around to face him again. He
returned back to his original position, hugging his legs,
staring far ahead, and rocking.
I can only swallow the small painful lump starting to
form in my throat, /You would throw
away your feelings just like that?/
/I don’t need it anymore,/ was
his simple reply.
He
might as well have said ‘I don’t need you anymore.’
I
walked toward the opposite side of the room and cradled the
abused book on my chest. Fury continued to burn inside me. Even
though I couldn’t accept it, it was still a beautiful part of
himself that shouldn’t be thrown away.
I don’t understand the reason why he’s become like
this… I only know that no matter how hard I try, I can’t
reach him. I was not the person who can reach him. This poem was
one of the few visible reminders that the beautiful person I
knew since I was a child still existed. I couldn’t let him
throw that part of himself away. I won’t let him.
But
what can I do? I don’t know what to do…
All
I have right now is this uncontrollable anger and hurt from this
ugly person in front of me, impersonating Yun-chan.
/You’re right. Kyou is much
more easier to love. At least he won’t intentionally hurt
other people out in spite. Specially the people he claims whom
he cares about the most./
He threw back his head and let out a scornful laugh, /You’re
a bigger idiot than him./
“Kagura?”
I turned my attention back to the Yun-chan of the present
and gave him a grateful smile. He was right. If Tooru-kun
didn’t come into our lives, things would have been entirely
different. He was also right… that even if Tooru-kun didn’t
come into our lives, my feelings wouldn’t have changed. My
heart was already set on a goal, long before Yun-chan and I
became as close as brother and sister… long before
Yun-chan’s feelings for me. So now… just like Yun-chan, I
just have to continue doing my best to move forward and closer
to that ultimate goal.
“By
the way,” He stated, “I heard from a talkative rabbit that
there’s a stray cat hiding out in Haru’s place.”
I raised an eyebrow, “I see…” So that’s where
he’s been hiding…
“But before you go, let me tell you something about
stray cats that I learned from observation,” He began with a
serious expression, “You know, cats over all, are really
arrogant, prissy and stupid. A stray cat is the worst. He just
thinks that he’s the boss of the world or something. You
can’t force your affection on him or he’ll just run away.
First, you have to create a situation that will force him to
come to you… you know make him believe that it’s HIS idea.
It’s really easy, since cats are really stupid. Wave something
in front of him that’s looks very tempting to chase. Before
you know it, you’ll have him purring and rubbing himself
between your legs on his own volition.”
He
was still looking at me with that serious expression on his
face. My jaw dropped in embarrassment upon hearing those
un-Yuki-like words spouting from his mouth. It felt so weird
having the tables turned on you. My hand shot out automatically
to push him away, which unfortunately fell on his sore cheek.
“ITAI!
Kagura! Watch it!” He yelped, his eyes watering in pain, as he
pulled away to nurse his injury
“It’s
your own fault,” I stated unsympathetically, before switching
into a more serious tone, “Since when did you become so
smart?”
“Heeeh?
Didn’t you know?” He simply raised his eyebrow and gave me
an impish smile, “The mouse is special.”
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Three
Continued on Epilogue
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