Is there a place for me somewhere?

Why is it that people with mental disabilities are seen as second class citizens, not worth anything? Do people think we asked to be how we are? Do they think that the abuse given a child will just disappear?
The truth is it effects people differantly. I am sorry I can't be what others want me to be. I wish so much that there was someone to love me out there. Someone that wouldn't mind taking on the care of a child/woman, that would give all she knows how, gives as much love as she can. Is there someone out there to take the fear away and make a girl feel safe.
I pray that there is. I pray I have found Him in Hayal`Seyyal, but i wont know for along time i fear. God Bless You All. I will add to this when I can think of more.