My Diary


2003年6月15日 星期日

嘩，又好耐冇寫喇。。。。。。真懶。o係呢段時間裡面都發生o左幾多o野o下，等我續一講o下啦。

對上一次我寫o個陣時先o岩o岩考完試，而家。。。哈哈，我都就o黎考summer course個final喇！本應我上次考完試之後都覺得考得唔係太掂 ，但係點知原來出o黎o既結果都唔錯，仲可以話係幾好o忝，應該都有USP。我而家take緊Labour Relations，呢個course係一個超級悶o既 course，而且個prof講書又悶o窩，仲要晨o甘早8：30上堂（我好耐冇試過要o甘早起身上堂喇），唔fall asleep就假喇！唉，不過算啦，求求 其其讀完佢就算喇！

UBC Commerce突然改o左名，而家叫做Sauder School of Business，好奇怪o既一個名。。。。。。

好想返香港呀！其實肺炎而家o係香港已經冇o甘厲害，不過始終都仲係有o的驚o既。但係Vivian會返去呀！Iman又已經返o左去（佢o岩o岩畢o 左業，返去搵工做，短期內都唔會返o黎o架喇），唉，我會o係度悶死o羅，但係我7月尾又要去覆診，要返都要等到8月啦。唉，唯有試o下o係 度搵份summer job做o下啦。

我終於決定o左幫我o架車裝Koni Yellow Shocks喇，deposit都俾埋喇。係就係貴o左o的，但係為o左我架車，就任性一次o甘多，大手筆o的啦 ！

死，越o黎越肥，唔得，一定要減肥！

嘩，時間過得真係快，我細佬o甘就19歲喇！大個仔喇，希望佢會生生性性啦。

正正正！好正好正！hehehehehe


2003年4月28日 星期一

考完試喇！真係鬆晒！上個禮拜三考完最後一科394，完全唔知自己寫過o的乜，不過算啦，at least they're over！其實感覺上我今個term o 的final exams做得真係幾差o下，尤其是係最後o個兩個353同394，so much writing to do！But at least I got back the marks for the other 2 courses and I did better than I've expected。Oh well, at least they're over and I can finally go out and enjoy the sunshine！

Well it's playoff season. The Vancouver Canucks won the 1st round of the playoff by coming back from being down 3 games to 1. It's amazing how they fought back and beat the St. Louis Blues. They're playing the Minnesota Wilds in the 2nd round and the series is currently tied at 1 game apiece. Hopefully they'll go all the way to the finals! And the NBA...well, I want Dallas to win, and they're currently up 3 games to 1 on Portland. Hopefully they can finish Portland up the next game. Other than that.....I just want the LA Lakers to loose because I just don't like them. Haha

非典型肺炎呢個問題越o黎越嚴重，好似完全冇跡像會好轉o甘，唉。。。日日聽新聞睇報紙都係講SARS，都冇乜好o的較為開心o的o既新聞。唉 。。。Hopefully, the best is yet to come。


2003年4月8日 星期二

張國榮先生於2003年4月1日於香港文華酒店跳樓自殺身亡。當我聽到哩o個消息個陣時我仲以為係April Fool's joke，但係點知原來係真o既。 好多人估計佢自殺既原因係either感情問題or because of depression。我覺得係咩原因都唔重要，只係覺得尋死並唔係解決問題o既方法。我 真係好佩服佢生前o甘勇敢去承認佢同唐鶴德o既同性戀關係，但係佢既然可以o甘勇敢去面對哩樣o野，點解佢唔可以再勇敢o的o甘去面對佢而 家o既問題呢？佢係一個好全面o既藝人，唱歌，演戲樣樣都o甘好，佢既死真係好可惜。R.I.P.

我好憎我自己個種臭脾氣，成日動不動就發脾氣，I really hate myself for that。I feel bad for my family and friends who have to bear my temper all the time。Sorry...

I'm not feeling too good lately...exams are coming up, and it feels like all the symptoms are coming back. Losing a lot of hair...soon I'll have no hair. Hands are shaking like crazy. I can't sleep at night no matter how late I sleep. All the things that I want seem to be so far away from me and they're impossible to reach. There is no incentive for me to try whatsoever. I'm about to give up.


2003年3月13日 星期四

哈哈，我哩個所謂o既"日記"已經變o左。。。ummmm，not even 週記喇！哈哈！唉，冇辦法啦，近排實在太忙喇，唯有有時間先寫啦。開始接 近term end，有好多projects同essays都就o黎要交喇，不過我都仲未開始做！唉。。。下個禮拜Gov't & Business有個debate，三個禮拜後要 交policy essay，四個禮拜後要交logistic paper，仲未計中間o個o的accounting assignments！唉。。。真係要努力加油喇。

嘩，琴日真係好刺激，一次過派晒兩個accounting midterm！首先派返financial accounting o個個，成績都唔錯，同我預計o既差唔多。之後 就輪到cost accounting喇。。。派o個陣時我真係好驚，好緊張，簡直連個心都跳埋出o黎！不過，我竟然冇fail，仲幾高分o忝(well, after scaling that is)！竟然俾我撞o岩o左其中一o的answer，其它o既都有o的part marks o既。phew~鬆晒！

Sigh, I'm so slow on learning how to drive a stick-shift car。已經上晒兩堂lesson喇，drive師父架車就冇問題o既，不過一坐到落架 G35Coupe度就完全唔同喇！馬力好大，尤其是對我哩的新仔o黎講，好難好快o甘配合到個clutch同埋個油門。不過drive哩架車真係好大壓力o 架，架車o甘靚，又係新車。不過我而家都係差o左起步個陣時太慢唶，other than that我都okay o既，唯有繼續練啦。

呀！我o既二寶果汁糖呀。。。夠竟邊度可以搵到我最喜愛o既二寶果汁糖呀？？！


2003年3月4日 星期二

終於考完midterm喇！上個禮拜o個個cost accounting真係唔好提。。。I just hope that I can pass it. 今晚o個個financial accounting 就好o的，起碼都係BS o者。Oh well, 都考完咯，唔諗住喇！

最近可能太忙，太stress out喇，個病好似又開始發作o甘，又掉好多頭髮，體重又一路o甘上升，真悲哀！唉，希望休息多o的就會冇事啦！

我上個禮拜日終於學o左點drive manual車喇，原來都唔係o甘覆習o者，比我想像中容易（須然亦都唔係o甘簡單）。學o左兩個鐘，基本o既o野 都OK o既，係要再練多o的囉。不過我之後都試過drive架G35C喇，大馬力o既車果然真係唔同o的既！Can't wait to be able to take it out to the highway! =P


2003年2月22日 星期六

哈哈，都成個禮拜冇寫。。。都係因為懶同埋跟本冇乜特別o野寫。o岩o岩哩個禮拜係reading break，我就真係用o左佢o黎read喇！日日唔係 返UBC做o個個stupid accounting project，就係留o係屋企睇書同溫書（但係o的cost accounting溫極都仲係唔明，禮拜三個midterm都唔知點 死！唉。。。），完全冇出過去玩。唉，又要等到考完final先有得輕鬆o下喇。

講開final，個exam schedule已經出o左。我估唔到佢地竟然可以將兩科所有accounting major都要讀o既accounting courses放o係同一日考！ 仲要係exam o既第一日就要考！真係過份呀！佢想我地死咩？！好在我令外o個兩科就隔幾日之後先考，都夠時間溫o個兩科o既。

UBC o的TA星期一開始會strike，不過對我都冇乜影響，因為我o的功課都係要照交，考試都係要照考！唉。。。

我細佬架車終於到o左喇，但係我都唔drive得住，要等到我學o左manual先drive得！唉，買咩manual車o丫。。。真係煩！但係我又唔捨得唔 drive佢o窩，冇理由買o左架o甘勁o既車返黎唔drive o架嘛！唉。。。其實架車靚唔靚真係見人見志，I think it has a big ass。都係我個 架靚o的！=P


2003年2月15日 星期六

今晚就係盧巧音個concert o既大日子。我同Cat同Penny先去o左食飯，大約八點四十五分到達Queen Elizabeth Theatre。我地坐樓上dress circle（本應有得坐好前好前可以好近o甘睇到盧巧音o架，但係得兩張飛，而我地就有三個人，damnit！），睇就唔係睇得好清楚o架喇，但係 都okay o既，因為我最主要都係去聽歌o架嘛。個show本應就9點開始o既，但係我地等到9點20分佢先開始。一開始先由隊band o係度play o左 一段強勁o既instrumental introduction，然後冇幾耐盧巧音就出現o係台上，一連唱出3首節拍強勁o既快歌。佢唱live o既功力真係進步o左 好多好多！！記得以前聽過佢唱live都覺得佢唱得麻麻地，但係佢今次真令我另眼相看！佢今晚真係唱得好好！須然間中會唔記得少少歌詞， 但係已經好好o架喇！唯一我有少少失望o既就係佢冇唱o的比較舊o既歌，例如<<快感飛行>>同<<同居覺落>>呀o甘，可能哩o的歌真係太舊啦。 不過個show o既production真係好正，尤其是係隊live band，超勁！冇去睇o既人真係錯過o左喇！
盧巧音話佢暫定五月會o係紅館開個唱 ，希望佢可以遲少少先開啦，so that我可以趕得切返去睇，六月底就perfect喇！
以下係盧巧音今晚唱過o既歌：
1. 吶喊
2. 愛將我們撕開
3. 天下
4. 生於和平區
5. 刀槍不入
6. 女魔術師的催眠療法
7. 周日床上
8. 深藍
9. 垃圾
10. 很想當媽媽
11. 風鈴
12. 暖色
13. 夠膽戀愛
14. 無痛分手
15. 自學青年
16. 代你發夢
17. 大細路
18. 喜歡戀愛
19. 好心分手


2003年2月14日 星期五

今日係情人節，對於我呢o的冇情人o既人o黎講，呢個節日當然係冇乜意義。本應諗住自己一條友留係屋企度悶o既，點知細佬要同女朋友o係屋 企慶祝情人節，結果就踢o左我出街。一條友cruising around town，from Vancouver to North Vancouver back to Richmond，之後就同朋友 去o左打邊爐，真係好無聊。

o黎緊哩個禮拜係UBC o既reading break，不過我都會幾忙，因為break之後仲有midterms同assignments要交。唉。。。不過起碼唔洗上堂同交 功課o既。

聽晚就係盧巧音個concert喇！I can't wait！ ^^

前幾日去o左醫生度覆診，佢話我好多blood-related o既o野都正常返，但係個腎就唔係太好，同埋我而家重係處於哩個病o既活躍期，所以要 繼續留意住。哩個病真係完全o甘改變o左我o既生活方式，我而家連籃球都唔可以打o甘多。唉。。。但係冇辦法啦，當我唔好彩啦。

<<至高無上>> - 陳小春


2003年2月13日 星期四

不作過高的期望 = 悲觀？
給自己太大期望 = 壓力？
It's so hard to strike a balance between them.

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