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Quote of the Blog:
"You just want to persuade people that you love them so much that they ought to love you back."
- Citizen Kane, Orson Welles

Thursday, September 15, 2005
3:06am

*sigh*...yes...I know...it's late...or extremely early, depending on how one views it. I woke up from a weird Citizen Kane/school-related dream at 2am and couldn't fall back asleep...

So tired, and yet my mind hasn't stopped running with weird random tangents of thought - including some not-really-innovative design for wheelchair accessibility in lecture halls, whether my love for the people around me is defined by the quote I've chosen for this blog (which I've come to conclude is not), whether or not it would be courteous to call and wake anyone up at this ungodly hour to chat (and no...cuz this is quite the ungodly hour), and last, but not the least, am I so tired that I've become delirious...cuz am I hearing voices?...(and NO, I am NOT delirious, but a crowd of maybe 20 or so must've been...cuz they ran into my residence courtyard chanting some long thing...of which the only phrase I could catch them shouting was "NOT A REAL COLLEGE!" quite a few times in a row.

Yeah...CRAZY people I tell you...

Anyhooey, I figured I'd jump online, update my blog since I was too busy studying earlier to do so (and I was up anyways), and try to tire myself out enough to fall back asleep. Plus, I thought the slight randomness of my sleepy thoughts may...hmmm...how should I put it?...amuse you in some way or other=P

Soooooo sleepy,
Zzzzz...
     Angela

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Quote of the Blog:
"One of the most difficult things to give away is kindness - it is usually returned." - Cort R. Flint

Sunday, September 11, 2005
11:35pm

So...today has been an extremely eventful...or well, emotionally eventful day. Other than it being 9/11, it was also the last time my worship team led the English congregation in worship, and my first night sleeping in my res...

Yet it all feels so surreal still...

This morning...leading worship...it was...how do I say it...different, somehow. I think it was during Amazing Love...Hubert had started the song by himself...and I was supposed to come in when we repeat the verse...and when it was just Hubert and the congregation singing, I closed my eyes...and felt this overwhelming and uplifting feeling flow through me...and I swear I could hear the angels in heaven singing with us. I hadn't felt something like that...or at least of that magnitude since Worship Together a couple years back.

It was a very calming sensation...as if no matter what happens, I know I'll be okay...because God loves me.

Sometimes, I wish I could go back in time...back when I was in Juniors...or in grade 9...back when everything seemed so much more comfortable, safe, and understandable...but I can't. I wish I could go back to the times when people laughed, shared, and listened to me...but I can't.

I can only thank God that I've had such moments to remember...and that I've had such great friends who have made their mark (big or small) in my life. And I can only pray that I will have friends to share more great moments with in the future.

Anxious from anticipation,
     Angela

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