ESCAPE THE SHAME
I don't know what I thought I was doing
I only know what I've done
I'm left only with thoughts of poison
I'm left with me self respect gone
I tried to be someone I'm not
I tried to act like I knew
I pretended I didn't care what they thought
I pretended they couldn't see through
CHORUS
But now I'm alone with a red face
I'm never going to leave my room
I look at my walls I've found my place
I'm never going to leave my room
I can't handle the shame, I'll claw my eyes from my face
I'm never going to leave my room
With my head up my ass, I opened my eyes
With my head up my ass, I didn't see
I tripped over my own mistakes
I tripped and can only blame me
I'm a stupid bitch who fucked herself up
I'm nothing more than a stupid young girl
The blood on my wrists means nothing to me
The cuts will only let me be free
CHORUS
I'll die in my room
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