Group role-play: Briana and Ordici
Note:
This is compiled from both Briana
and Ordici's storyboards to
make reading easier
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Briana
It had been a month since I had made my way back to Sendar and my
family home. I had since taken some of the money I earned working
with Uncle Dunrick, and bought myself a small cottage of my own.
It wasn't that I didn't love my parents, but I was by now, accustomed
to being on my own. I spent a lot of time getting know the woods
and trees surrounding my new home, before making my way in to Sendar.
I browsed the shops, getting a few items repaired, and buying supplies
for the cottage. It was on one of these forays in to Sendar that
I first laid eyes upon him. He was standing in market square with
another man, and the two of them were jokingly sparring and insulting
each other. I couldn't be sure of his age, but I marked him as being
slightly younger than me.
For reasons I cannot explain, I couldn't tear my eyes from him as
they continued their joking. Inexplicably, he looked up and his
eyes met mine, and he stilled as we both looked at each other, eyes
locked. This contact was finally broken as his friend nudged him
in the side, saying, "Come on Ordici, we better get moving
or Urm will have our heads". He yanked at the one named Ordici's
sleeve, pulling him along after him.
I watched the two of them go, fascinated by the one named Ordici.
He turned one last time to look back at me before hurrying to catch
up with his friend. I stared after them long after they were out
of sight. I finally shook myself free of my thoughts and went about
my business. But from that moment on, young Ordici was ever at the
edge of my mind.
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Ordici
Ordici is seen leaving Camaar through the North gate as we catch
up to him. He is on foot and alternates between brusquely walking
100 paces and jogging 100 paces.
As the sun is falling beyond the western horizon Ordici stops to
take a look at the scenery. The forest he is walking through looks
peaceful and the horizon has turned into the orangish-red that Ordici
finds so peaceful.
All of the sudden the face that has been haunting his dreams comes
into his mind. The beautiful Sendar girl who couldn't be that much
older than him. Ordici mumbles to himself,
"Who is she, and why can't I get her out of my head?"
Stopping at a small stream Ordici decides to rest his tired legs.
He has been travelling for several hours and he is kind of beat.
As he rests his head on his clasped hands and looks into the sky
he sees a cloud that reminds him of this young woman that he desperately
wants to find again. He shakes his head as he remembers her face.
"I didn't even ask her name, I could have approached her. I
am an Idiot,” he tells himself.
Finally after about a half an hour he stands back up and resumes
his journey to Sendaria. As time passes he finally finds himself
in front of the gates to Sendar. Knowing it is in the middle of
the night he decides to stop at the tavern in the guild of the rangers.
Out of the corner of his eye he sees the waitress passing his way,
and he catches his breath. It's Her. It's the young Sendarian. Not
wanting to be rebuffed again he stands up from his stool and walks
over to the Serving wench. As she turns to ask him his order, his
heart sinks. It isn't her.
He tips his hat as he walks out the door thinking to himself, "I
need to get a hold of myself. What is wrong with me?" As he
pays for his room at a different inn he heads decides it is time
to rest. He takes his key and goes to his assigned room and locks
the door behind him. Without removing his clothes he jumps onto
the bed and buries his face in his pillow.
The sun is shining brightly in the window as Ordici raises his
head from his pillow. He reaches over like he is going to grab somebody
and finds nobody next to him. He jumps up and looks around.
"Damn, Just my rented room. But it seamed so real!” As
Ordici looks around and rubs his eyes, his face takes in his reflection
in the mirror. "Oh! It's hopeless,” he groans. "How
could she want somebody like me?" Ordici sighs and takes one
final look around wishing his dream would have been reality as he
heads out of the room.
As Ordici is heading out into the street he remembers the letter
in his shirt pocket. Urmela did want him to take that letter to
the priest at the temple of UL. Running his hand through his hair,
making it worse than it was, Ordici turns the corner to the temple.
As he sets eyes on the holy temple he thinks about the time that
Maochro and him were here last. Two blocks south is where he first
spotted his fantasy girl.
"Man, I hope she is there again. But that was two weeks ago.
There is no way she would have remembered me. Someone that pretty
has to be walking out with some guy," Ordici mumbles to himself
as he takes that first step to the temple.
Ordici delivers his letter to the High Preist of UL and then heads
back to the market square. When he gets to the Market Square he
walks over to the same pub that Mao bought his ale.
"I'll have an ale please," he said, lowering his voice
to pass for an adult.
"Ale? Son you can't be more than 8 and ten. How about a hogshead
of goat milk? Freshly squeezed today-" The tavern worker replies
with a laugh.
Ordici sits on a stool, keeping his eye on the market square. From
his vantage point he can see the full square. Ordici sat there until
after dark. He paid the tavern keep what he owed and started heading
to the west gate of Sendar, hoping to spend some time in Vo Mandor.
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Briana
I walked silently through the forest, stalking my dinner for the
night, my bow and quiver of arrows across my back. I glanced up
at the sky, and inhaled through my nose. A storm was brewing, and
I could smell the rain in the air. I could only hope I made it home
before the water fell from the sky. I looked at the ground, looking
at the prints of the deer I had been following for the last half
hour.
I finally found the small buck eating foliage from an ivy bush.
I silently pulled an arrow out of its quiver, grabbed my bow and
took aim. The sound of the twang had the buck lifting his head,
just as my arrow struck him in the heart. A clean kill, for which
I was grateful. I hated to see any animal suffer, so just to make
sure, I moved in and slit his throat, his warm blood pooling on
the forest floor.
I did the grisly task of gutting, skinning, and cutting off the
chunks of raw flesh I planned on taking home. I wrapped the meat
up in the skin of the deer, and made my way back home, barely making
it before the skies opened and the rain began to fall. I went about
the task of cleaning myself up from my rather messy task of dressing
the deer. Once that was done, I began making up a large pot of stew
and went about curing the rest of the meat while I waiting for dinner
to finish simmering.
The rain was coming down hard, pounding the roof, the winds shaking
the shutters. I built the fire in the hearth a little higher, trying
to heat the drafty room. I looked at the deerskin that still needed
scraping, and I knew Uncle Dunrick would be disappointed in me for
not taking care of it right away, but I just didn't have it in me
to worry about the hide tonight.
The truth of the matter was, I was feeling lonely, and sorry for
myself, and I have no shame in admitting it. As I sat in my now
cosier cottage, I rocked next to the fire thinking of young Ordici,
what he would think of me if I ever dared approach him. Would he
think me too old for him? Too ugly? Was he already spoken for? He
looked liked a great catch. Of course I was basing this all on fantasy.
I saw him a couple of times in the street. For all I know, he was
a total idiot. But that just didn't seem to fit what I saw of him.
I sighed, feeling hopeless about the whole situation.
I was startled out of my reverie by an insistent knock at the door.
I knew no one who would be out this time of night, and grabbing
a small dagger I went to open the door. My mouth dropped open in
shock, and I was completely speechless.
Did I fall asleep in front of the fire or was it real? for there
on my doorstep was Ordici, soaked clear through to the bone and
shivering. His eyes widened as he looked at me and we stood there,
staring before I finally gathered my wits together and invited him
in. With a shy smile, he entered the cottage.
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Ordici
Ordici is nervous as he sits under his canvas shelter.
The rain that started as a light drizzle had just become a full-blown
storm. Cold and wet, he is cursing the day he thought of camping
out. Why couldn't he have just stayed in Sendar? With a sigh he
once again looks at the pile of deadwood that just refuses to light.
Sighing, he gets out from under his shelter.
'Belar,' he says, 'This isn't turning out the way I thought it would.
Sure, save a copper or two, Ordici. You are one with any forest!
Geez what I wouldn't give to be dry right now!'
Hoping he can make it back to Sendar and a cheap hostel, Ordici
begins to pack up his things. He knows that Maochro would give him
hell for packing up his canvas shelter wet. But Ordici isn't about
to freeze to death in the cold.
Ordici starts back to Sendar carrying his things, muttering curses
all the way. Suddenly lighting strikes a tree not 30 paces from
Ordici. Ordici gets thrown by the force into the mud. Cold and suffering
he beats his palm against his ears.
Nothing is worth this. I am going to die out here if I can't
find some place dry tonight!
Cold and hungry, Ordici starts back in the direction he thinks he
was going. After about an hour Ordici realizes that he is lost.
Knowing all he would have to do is walk south until he hit the road
to Camaar he berates himself for not knowing the direction. He can't
get a proper direction until he can check the sun. And the moon's
big sister won't be up for a while, if the clouds don't hide her!
From out of nowhere a man appears directly in his path. There is
something very eerie about this man. Ordici can barely make out
the details, but he can tell the man is gnawing on an old pipe.
The man points to the right and Ordici looks off in that direction.
There is nothing but forest in that direction!
Looking back at the man for guidance, Ordici finds him missing.
Ordici looks closer at the mud the man was standing in, and notices
that no footprints have been left. Shaking in fear, Ordici, with
no better destination in mind, starts walking the direction the
man… no, the spectre pointed out to him.
All of the sudden, in a small clearing Ordici spots a small cottage
with smoke rising out of it. It only takes a minute for Ordici to
decide. I just hope the people are friendly! Ordici knocks
on the door. He hears the most beautiful voice yell 'Give me a minute!'
as he hears the locks being drawn.
I must be hallucinating, Ordici thinks. This can't be real!
For standing there, is his dream girl. Her auburn hair is just as
he remembered it. Her eyes are a very attractive shade of silver.
Eyes that look right into his soul. He is mesmerized by this girl.
After what seemed like hours, but was only a few minutes the girl
says,
'Get in here out of the rain. You're soaked through!'
Ordici enters the cabin he realizes as he looks around, dripping
mud and water all over a floor that looks freshly scrubbed.
'My name is Orrr... Orrr.. Ordici... The uh.. Ordici the Youthful
Ranger.'
She shocks him by saying, 'I know.'
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Briana
I ushered the soaked young man in to the cottage, directing him
to my large hearth.
'You'll have to get out of those clothes or you'll catch your death,'
I told him, as he looked up at me, his cheeks blushing. For the
longest time I could only stare at him. I tentatively reached out
for a wet strand of hair that had fallen across his brow. It was
if I had to touch him to be sure that he was really here.
'How did you know my name?' he whispered, a look of bewilderment
on his face.
'I've seen you and your friend in the market square in Sendar. He
called you by name. I...I've never forgotten it. Or you,' I said,
turning away to hide my now crimson cheeks. 'I'm going to prepare
a hot bath for you, get you warm, and see about drying out your
clothes. I'm sure I have something here you can wear'.
I could feel his eyes following me around the room as I pumped water
in to two great buckets. He jumped to his feet, reaching to take
them from me, in the process getting us both wet.
'I..I...I'm sorr..sorry,' he said, blushing again his teeth chattering.
I couldn't help myself.
I caressed his cheek, and whispered, 'It's alright, it's only water'.
I went in to the other room and poured the buckets in to the big
tub before returning to get steaming hot kettle from the hearth.
'Come along, Ordici' I said, smiling at the shy youngster. I poured
the boiling water in to the tub, mixing it around.
'It's not hot, but it's warm. I'll get more water heating while
you get undressed and get in. I'll bring more hot water in a bit'
I told him, turning to leave the room.
'NO!' he yelled, then flushed again. 'That is to say, this will
be fine ma'am, you don't have to come in again' he said, his eyes
a little wild and wide with embarrassment.
I smiled. 'Don't worry, I promise not to look. And please, call
me Briana' I told him, and with a wink, I left the room to refill
the teapot.
As I hung it on the hook over the fire, I heard water moving around
and I smiled. My skittish colt had entered the tub. I went back
in to the room, my back to him trying to save him any embarrassment.
'I'm just going to hang your things by the fire to dry' I told,
gathering his soaked clothes and boots, hanging them on a line by
the fire. He stilled, and once again I could feel his eyes boring
in to me. I wanted to turn, but willed myself out of the room to
dry out his clothing.
The water was soon boiling in the pot, and I called out to Ordici,
'The hot water is ready'.
'Ummm that's ok! I'm finished, if um...does your husband have some
clothes I can wear?' he asked.
'I'm not married, but I have something here for you. I'll just set
them inside the door' I called. That really was my intention, honestly,
but I couldn't help myself. I had gathered some of my Uncles old
things together, and was just going to drop them inside the door.
Honest to Belar I was. But I admit it - I peeked. What I saw took
my breath away. All wet and glistening sinewy muscles. I just stared,
awestruck. He must of heard my gasp, because his head flipped around,
and seeing me, he dropped back in to the tub. 'I...I'm sorry,' I
muttered, dropping the clothes and running to the other room, utterly
embarrassed. How in the world could I even face him again?
I bustled around putting a bowl of hot stew on the table, along
with a chunk of bread, trying to get myself together. What in the
name of Belar was I thinking? I promised him I wouldn't look, yet
what do I do? I look! I was feeling like a total fool when I heard
a throat clear behind me.
I turned to see Ordici standing in my Uncle's old clothes, obviously
far too big for him. He had rolled up the sleeves, and the cuffs
of the pants.
'Little big,' he said softly, looking down at himself. I smiled
shyly, and nodded.
'Sorry, it was all I had. They belonged to my Uncle and he was rather
tall and lanky' I informed him. 'Come, sit, get some hot food in
to you' I said, motioning him to the table. He walked to the table,
his eyes never leaving mine, and sat before the steaming bowl of
stew. I sat down across from him, watching him silently. 'You aren't
joining me?' he asked.
'I've already eaten,' I lied. The truth was my stomach was tied
up in nervous knots. The man who had been in the core of my mind
for weeks was sitting across from me. I wasn't sure what to say,
or do, and I knew I was being unbelievable rude, but I couldn't
help but stare. He was by far the most handsome man I had ever seen.
His face flushed and he finally looked away, first staring down
at his bowl, then around the cottage itself. I saw his body stiffen
as his eyes landed upon the rough sketch of my Uncle Dunrick.
'What is it?' I asked, a bit alarmed as I saw the colour drain from
his face.
'Who is that?' he asked quickly, jumping to his feet to examine
the sketch. 'Who is this man?' he demanded, rather forcefully.
'It's just a sketching of my Uncle Dunrick, nothing more. Ordici,
what's wrong? You've gone white as a sheet' I cried, rushing to
his side. 'Talk to me, Ordici, what is the matter?' I implored.
'He's dead, isn't he' Ordici whispered. I nodded mutely, 'For near
on a year now. Why? Why is it so important?' I asked.
He turned to me, his face still pale. 'I saw him,' he said, his
voice shaking. I just stared, wide eyed.
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Ordici
Belar! How could I have been so stupid? Ordici thinks to himself
as he looks into Briana's beautiful eyes. Her expression turns from
one of shock to denial.
'No!' she whispers, 'You have to be wrong. Uncle Dunrick is dead!
How could you have seen him?'
Berating himself silently, Ordici attempt to take Briana's hand
in his. Briana pulls back as he touches her hand, her expression
becomes one of deathly fear. 'How could you have seen him? Ordici
he is gone!'
I can't do this to her. How can I tell her what I saw without scaring
her more? Ordici thinks as he looks into her silvery eyes. I can't
lie to her. It wouldn't feel right. How can I do this?
'Briana,' Ordici says with a broken voice. Please sit down. I will
tell you everything. Allowing him to take her hand Ordici leads
her back to her chair. He sits back down across the table from her
and looks down at the table. He tells her everything that happened
to her out in the storm, as he is absently unrolling and rolling
his right sleeve. When he is finished he looks back up into Briana's
beautiful eyes.
Dreading what he would see there, he is surprised to see tears falling
down her cheeks like two small rivers running down her face. Ordici
stares for a couple of seconds, not believing his eyes. His dream
girl is crying. His Briana! Jumping up from his chair he rushes
around the table and kneels in front of her. Belar, how could I
ruin this. I have broken her heart all over again with this news
I brought. Ordici thinks as he puts his arms around her. Briana
clings to him as if her life depends on it. She begins to cry into
his chest as Ordici rubs her back thinking Please Belar, Please
let me be able to make this up to her.
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Briana
Feeling embarrassed, I pulled away from Ordici and began
walking back and forth in front of the fire, feeling suddenly cold.
I looked at him and could see the pain in my heart, reflected in
his eyes. He stood, and reached for me, but then his hand fell away,
his face looking helpless.
I gave a small laugh then. 'Uncle seemed to always have that pipe
in his mouth,' I said, wiping away the tears. My Uncle wouldn't
want me crying, not over him. And I had done my grieving once already,
and had promised not to relive the pain of his loss. 'I'm sorry
Ordici, I seemed to have got your shirt wet all over again,' I said,
trying to lighten the mood.
He gave me a tender smile. 'It alright, it will dry. I'm so sorry
Briana, I didn't mean to upset you like that. I was just so caught
off guard by seeing the spirit in the forest in a sketch on your
mantle. Can you ever forgive me for the pain I've caused you?' he
asked, his face a portrait of torture.
I went to him then, wrapping my arms around him. 'There is nothing
to forgive, dear one. It warms me to know he is still with me, and
still looking out for me. After all, he brought you to my door,'
I said softly, pulling back to look in to his eyes. For a moment
I was lost in their depths. He leaned in, kissing me softly, then
drawing back, almost in surprise at his actions. I smiled as he
blushed. 'How old are you, Ordici?' I asked, suddenly curious.
'Sixteen' he said, rather proudly. 'I'm also a member of the Adventurers'.
'Yes, I know. I talked to your leader about your clan. Unfortunately,
I knew either too much, or too little to join you,' I said, laughing.
'How old are you?' he asked.
'Seventeen' I answered. He grinned widely at that.
'So, um, well, would it be alright if I um, kissed you again?' he
asked.
I just smiled, kissing him for an answer.
Ordici and I broke our kiss, both of us blushing furiously. 'Go
finish your food before it gets cold,' I told him, needing a moment
to get my heartbeat under control again. He went and sat at the
table and I made a fuss at his clothes drying by the fire before
returning to sit across from him.
We started getting to know each other, talking about our childhoods
and how we came to be where we were now. When I asked him about
his childhood, I saw him tense up immediately. I wasn't sure whether
to push him about it or not, but I wanted to know everything about
him, so I did. 'I can tell you don't want to talk about it, and
I won't ask you to bring it up again' I tried. He let out a long,
deep, sigh.
When he spoke, his voice had a definite bitter edge to it. 'When
I was 13, my father decided he couldn't afford to keep me under
his roof anymore and sent me out to make my own way in the world.
I won't speak of some of the hells I went through. When I was 15,
I joined the Adventurers and I haven't looked back' he said, drinking
deeply from his mug, signalling the conversation was over. 'What
about you?' he asked.
'I had a rather happy childhood I suppose. But I was always
restless. From the time I was little, my Uncle Dunrick would come
by once or twice a year and regale us of stories of being a Ranger.
I wanted to be just like him when I grew up. Finally, at 15, my
parents consented to let me go with my Uncle and learn the ways
of the Ranger. He taught me much in our short year together'. I
tried to keep my voice from cracking as I told Ordici of Dunrick
giving his life for mine. How he was killed by leeches in Sthiss
Tor, and for the last year, I had pretty much been on my own, trying
to learn as much as I could. I had looked at different clans, thinking
maybe I could find my place somewhere, but so far, had no luck and
had pretty much given up on the idea. I was happy here in my cottage
out in the forest.
We talked long in to the night, and before we knew it, bright sunlight
was coming in through the curtains, chasing away the shadows of
night. We looked at each other in surprise. We had talked away the
night without any awareness of time passing. Ordici cleared his
throat. 'I suppose I should be going. My friends will be wondering
where I got off to' he said, but didn't move from the table.
'Yes, I'm sure your things are dry by now as well' I said, staring
at him and not moving. The moment seemed to last an eternity before
the spell was broken by a sneeze from Ordici. We both laughed. 'I
hope you haven't caught a cold,' I said, my voice laced with concern.
'I'm well, don't worry yourself' he said, still not moving from
the table. Finally he spoke again. 'Briana, would it...can I...well...c..c..can
I see you again, sometime?' he asked his voice stuttering and breaking.
He quickly added, 'You can no, I would understand, I don't have
much to offer and I know...'
I cut him off. 'I would love to see you again Ordici,' I said smiling.
He let out the pent up breath he had been holding and smiled.
'Good, I would like to see you as well' he said, finally standing.
'I'll just go change then' he informed me, getting his clothes and
going in to the other room to change. When he returned, there was
a kind of awkward silence as he gathered all of his things. 'Well,
um...I guess I'll be going then' he said, staring at me.
'I'll walk you out,' I told him, and we walked to the door together.
We stood there for a moment, just looking at each other before he
leaned in and gave me a chaste peck on the cheek. 'I'll see you
soon' he whispered, touching my hand briefly, before walking out
the door, back towards the city of Sendar, not knowing he already
owned my heart.
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Ordici
Ordici takes one final look back into the woods from which he has
come. As he begins the journey to Camaar he let's out a groan and
begins mumbling to himself,
' How am I going to do this? She doesn't even know that I have been
dreaming of her since I have seen her in Sendar. How am I going
to get
her to fall in love with me?'
As he continues on his way he looks at the scenery. The rains from
last night have made walking the road unpleasent, but the flower
still have beads of water on their petals. As Ordici sees a pretty
yellow flower, he plucks it from its stem and inhales its sweet
frangrance. As he continues to study the flower, he remembers a
game that he saw his little sister Oriana and her best friend Dalchar
used to play.
Ordici resumes walking up the trial smiling at this memory. Just
to see what would happen he begins to play the game. Ordici removes
petal number one and says, 'She loves me' and then he removes the
second petal. 'She loves me not.'
As he sees Camaar in the distance, he gets to the last of the ten
petals. 'BELAR!!! he screams, scaring some birds into flight from
some nearby bushes, 'HOW COULD SHE LOVE ME NOT!!!'
With a tear falling down his cheek and catching in the scar on his
chin, he resumes his desolate walk back to Camaar. He begins thinking.
That was only a child's game. I just need to learn what women
like in a man. He silently wipes the tear out of his scar as
he begins to think about the problem. As he enters the gates to
Camaar, he suddenly snaps the fingers on the his right hand.
' I got it! I will ask Reidia! She's a woman! If she can't help
me out, then nobody can! I'll show that flower who loves me not
when I finally have Briana declare her love for me!'
Suddenly feeling his old self since he left Briana, he runs through
the city of Camaar, not stopping at the Old Man for a chat he just
waves as he runs into the Adventurer's Hall on his way to track
down Reidia.
A freshly bathed Ordici is closing his bedroom door.
He checks over his clothing meticulously and then begins to walk
down the hall in the direction of Reidia's and Wylset's room.
As he is walking through the halls of the keep he begins to remember
the past, as he always does. He remembers a time when Maochro and
he were sitting by that window over there with Maochro embellishing
a story about some lass who gave him a kiss.
'You, Ordici, when you get older, you will need to know how to catch
and hold a girl,' Machro was explaining, 'It's all in how you act.
You can't be afraid to tell a woman how it is going to be. Women
respect a man who orders them around.'
'They do?' a younger Ordici asks in awe, 'But what would I say to
her?'
'You just walk up to the filly,' Maochro tells him, 'And you tell
her 'You are looking good today. We are going to go dancing tonight.
I will pick you up three hours after sundown!' That always works
fella me lad.'
With a groan at the memory Ordici mumbles, 'I did it all wrong again.
I wasn't supposed to ask her if I could see her again. I was supposed
to tell her that I would see her. And give her the time. I am never
going to get my Briana to love me.'
As Ordici knocks on the door to Reidia's and Wylset's room he begins
to fidget. Opening the door wide Reidia looks out and with a smile
invites him in.
'Ordici, what a pleasant surprise! Come on in and have a seat.'
Ordici catches his breath as he looks at Reidia. Belar she's
beautiful! Ordici thinks as he takes his seat. Ordici doesn't
hear Reidia's question, he is only thinking about the turmoil in
his heart. Is Reidia going to laugh at me? Will she help me?
Belar what am I to do?
After several minutes of just staring at Reidia and only seeing
Briana's face Ordici swallows and says, 'Reidia, I have a problem.'
Reidia laughs and with her rich voice says, 'I knew something had
to be going on in that head of yours, Tiger. You haven't heard a
word I said in the last five minutes.'
Ordici blushes a deep red at Reidia's laugh. What a fool she
must think I am. Aww, how did I get myself into this? he thinks.
As Ordici tries to speak, his heart is in his throat. He attempts
3 times to ask the question he has came here for as Reidia smiles
and watches him suffer. Finally he can speak.
'Reidia, I met a girl and I can't get her out of my mind. I think
I love her, but all I managed to do is make her cry!'
'You think you are in love with her?' she asks him, as he blushes
harder, and finds it harder to swallow.
'It's more than that Reidia. I love her, but I am at a loss on how
to get her to love me! What am I going to do? How am I supposed
to act? I really love this girl Rei!' Ordici finally says in a rush.
By Reidia
I began to giggle as I stood there looking at Ordici.
'Come in, have a seat and I'll see what I can do to help ya.' Ordici
shuffled his way in, looking bashful. He sat on one of the overstuffed
chairs near the fireplace, never taking his eyes off of the floor.
'Would you like a cup of tea? I just made some.'
He just shook his head. 'I have always thought of the day you would
welcome me into your bedroom, but it was under entirely different
circumstances, ' he chuckled shyly.
'We all grow up at some time Ordi, and move on.' Sitting down opposite
to him, I looked at him pointedly. 'OK, you are head over heels
in love with this girl, and you don't know how to win her heart,
right? ' He nodded. ' It's very simple, just be yourself. Don't
listen to ANYTHING Maochro tells you, and seduce her.'
Ordici just about fell out his chair. 'Seduction? Me? Umm.... Rei,
I never have.... Umm... Well…'
I giggled at the blushing boy. 'Ord, you have met her and fumbled
all over yourself. In a seduction, you are in control, you hold
all the cards. It's not just about sex. It's about winning her over,
making her feel special. That's is the way to a woman's heart.'
Ordici nodded, blushing furiously. 'Every time you see her, talk
to her. Don't try to impress her but tell her how amazing she is.
Don't over-flatter her. Show her that she's on your mind. Once you
have her attention, do something nice for her. Pour her a glass
of her favourite drink, hold open a door for her. Then when you
are alone, sit close to her. Hold her hand, touch her hair.' I begin
to giggle. 'Hair touching is a DEFINITE turn on. Light candles,
make a mood. Listen to what she has to say, and don't talk too much
unless she asks you to. But most of all: be yourself!'
Ordici nodded and stood up. 'Thanks sooo much, Rei! I will try and
remember everything you have told me. ' I stood watching as he walked
down the hall towards his room, looking much more confident. With
a tear in my eye, I sighed, thinking that was one lucky young lady.
I smiled as I felt the loving arms of my Wylset embrace me from
behind. Turning around, I smiled.
'Howdy hun!'
'I could lose myself in your eyes for hours. Your
hair is the loveliest I have ever seen. How about you let me take
you out tonight?' Ordici says to his reflection in a mirror.
Nervously he reaches out and tenderly kisses the mirror. He can't
stand it any longer and begins to laugh. As he laughs he hears another
laugh behind him. Turning around quickly he stares straight into
the face of an amused Qethia.
'Ordici, What in the world are you doing?' Qethia asks as Ordici
turns a deeper shade of red. Seeing his blush Qethia begins to laugh
in earnest.
Oh Belar! Ordici thinks to himself, I will never be
able to live this one down. Soon everyone is going to know. Why
was I so stupid? Didn't I lock my door? Out loud Ordici gasps,
'Qethia what are you doing here?'
Qethia sticks her head out the door and looks both ways, noticing
that the hallway is empty. As she gently shuts the door, she whispers,
'Shhh... I think Maochro might be coming.' Qethia silently walks
to Ordici's bed and takes a seat, then pats the bed next to her
as she invites Ordici to join her. 'What were you doing Ordi? I
didn't mean to intrude, but your door was wide open!'
'Ahh, Qethia. I... I... I didn't mean for anybody to see me. They
are all going to laugh at me now!' Ordici groans as a tear falls
down his cheek.
Qethia gently wipes the tear off of Ordici's cheek and tells him,
'Not from me they wont, but what were you doing?'
So Ordici tells her all. About how he first saw Briana and how they
met, but he leaves out the ghost's part. No reason to make her think
I am going loony, he thinks to himself. As he tells her what Reidia
told him to do, he begins blushing harder and can't meet Qethia's
eyes. He finishes by saying, 'Qethia, I have never felt this way,
and I have never known a woman in that way. I... I just needed to
practice! I can't BELIEVE I didn't shut my door. But how am I to
approach her?'
'Ordici,' Qethia says gently, 'It doesn't matter if you fumble or
stutter. All that matters is that you show her how you feel. Reidia
was right, be yourself. If she feels the same, then it will not
matter if you get flustered.'
Ordici calms down a little as he realizes that Qethia isn't going
to tell everyone about this. As he gets calmer he actually can meet
Qethia's eyes. He smiles a little smile and says, 'I hope you are
right Qeth, because Briana takes my breath away at the sight of
her. And I just lose all perspective. I've got it bad don't I?'
'That is what you should tell her Ordi, just be truthful,' she tells
him, 'Don't lie, and DO NOT listen to Maochro!! He is full of really
bad advice.'
As Qethia rises to leave she kisses Ordici on the cheek and Ordici
blushes harder. As she reaches the door she turns around and says
in so low a voice that Ordici has to strain to hear, 'And don't
worry, I won't tell anybody!' She giggles as she opens the door
and walks back into the hall. And as she shuts the door softly behind
her Ordici breathes a sigh of relief.
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Briana
I walked the streets of Sendar, stopping in various shops to restock
my supplies. I knew that Ordici was on his way back to Camaar, that
he had to report back to his leader. Yet I found myself looking
for him despite myself. I even stopped a man on the street, thinking
it was him, but when he turned, I realized my mistake. The city
was crowded with people, and I was beginning to feel on edge.
I stopped at a fountain to refill my canteen before heading back
to my cottage when I saw two small children playing in the streets.
I led my horse to the shade of a nearby building and watched them.
I wondered about their parents. Was theirs a marriage of love? We're
they thrown together by two families for monetary or property reasons?
Did these kids have some unknown destiny they were bound to fulfil?
Or were they going to grow up and be simple farmers, blacksmiths
and ferriers? Were their bloodlines important in the eyes of Belar?
So many questions came to mind as I watched them play their simple
game in the dirt.
I nudged my horse and pointed her towards home, letting my mind
wander. What could be so important that my bloodline had to join
with Ordici's? I tried to think back in to my family's history,
but could think of nothing of any significance. Maybe it was time
to pay a visit to the home of my parents. Perhaps they had some
books, or old stories that might be of use to me. I decided that
would be the next logical step, especially since I had no idea when
I would be seeing Ordici again. Maybe he had something in his line
that he was aware of. Then again, he was tossed out at 13, and considering
his circumstances, I couldn't see him going home to ask.
Time to prepare for another journey. I was going home.
I spent two days on the road, making my way to my
parent's farmhouse. I had spent a lot of time thinking, and decided
that no matter what I found out in the family histories, I wasn't
going to tell Ordici of my talk with my fallen Uncle. If he and
I were to be together, it would have to be because he loved me,
not because of some bizarre request from a dead man. He would probably
think I was insane if I told him anyway.
My parents were shocked to find me standing on their doorstep late
that night.
'Briana, what in the name of Belar are you doing here?' my mother
exclaimed, throwing her arms around me. I held her tight, suddenly
happy to be within my mother's embrace.
'We'll talk about that tomorrow,' I said, as father came from the
kitchen carrying a lamp, wearing his nightshirt. 'Tonight I just
want to enjoy being home again,' I said, leaving my mother's arms
and going to my father and hugging him tightly. I could see mother
looking at my father strangely, and knew they both must be wondering
at my odd behaviour. But I just didn't care. Just for tonight, I
didn't want to be strong, and independent. I wanted to be home.
I told my parents of Ordici, and my feelings for him. My father
asked many questions about him, and reminded me, that he was still
my father, and if the young man was serious about me, he had better
come to him and get his approval. I laughed, thinking of Ordici
standing before my father, asking his approval to court me, or to
marry me. He would be a nervous wreck. I almost giggled, but managed
to control myself.
We spent the next few hours talking, my parents catching me up on
the goings on of my old friends. Elyian and Doran had gotten married,
which wasn't surprising. She had been chasing him since childhood.
I was happy to hear she had finally caught him. We talked of father's
crops, and generalities for a while, when father announced it was
time to retire, for he had to be up with the dawn to tend to the
animals.
'Father, before you go, do you have any writings on the history
of the family? Any old records I could look through?' I asked as
he rose to his feet.
He thought for a moment before nodding. 'If I recall, in that bottom
drawer over there is a bunch of scrolls and parchments full of writings
from our family line. It's not in any sort of order though. Why
do you want to look at that old stuff?' he asked.
'I'm just curious about my heritage father, that's all,' I answered
innocently, 'I'll see you both in the morning' told them, and watched
them head off towards bed. I was suddenly wide awake, and couldn't
wait to get my hands on those parchments.
I read long in to the night, not sure exactly what I was looking
for or hoping to find. I just knew that I would know it when I saw
it. I had been shuffling parchments and scrolls all around me on
the floor, trying to make some kind of order of the chaos. My eyes
were feeling gritty and tired when something caught my eye. It was
a mention of the name Torak that had my blood run cold. I found
it on an old, faded, scroll that I almost overlooked. There was
a short passage that I had to read many times before it began to
sink in.
'And
there shall come a time, when the two houses
shall be joined by blood, for it is only by this
joining that destiny shall be fulfilled. Though
it shall be a small act the fruit of this joining
needs be perfrom, it is critical in the fight
against Torak One Eye. If the bloodlines are not
joined, many shall needlessly die at the hand of
the evil one's minions.'
I
read the passage one last time, then sat staring out the window
as the first light of dawn broke the horizon. I could hear father
and mother stirring, ready to get about their days labour. I was
too tired to think, or make sense of why this had to be. I carefully
rolled up the scroll, and tucked it in to one of my packs, then
hastily cleaned up the papers scattered all around me.
I joined mother in the kitchen and helped her prepare breakfast,
then went and spent some time in the fields helping father, keeping
busy so I didn't have to think of the scroll in my pack. By nightfall,
I was exhausted, and fell in to bed, and in to deep, dreamless,
sleep.
I
spent a week with my parents, before returning home to my little
cottage in the outskirts of Sendar. After I got myself settled,
I pulled the scroll from my pack for the first time since I had
found it. Reading it again, I felt a shiver run down my spine. Did
this prophecy really pertain to me and to Ordici? How do you tell
someone that if you do not join houses, and blood, people will die?
He would think I was crazy, or trying to trap him in to marriage.
So did I take the risk of not telling him, with the hope that he
falls in love with me on his own? Or did I tell him, and risk he
felt I was trying to trap him in to something, and he runs scared
like a hunted rabbit. Belar, what was I to do?
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Ordici
(About a week has passed since the meeting of Briana and Ordici.)
As Ordici makes his way over the next rise he is amazed at how beautiful
this forest actually is. He is holding a document pouch in his hand
as he turns down the small, unmarked path that leads to Briana's
cottage.
Ordici notices the smoke coming out of the chimney and grins. Yes
she is home! I think this just might work. Briana's going to love
me for this, I am sure! He mumbles to himself as he walks in
the opposite direction of the cottage. Ordici goes to his first
destination, a deadfall tree, as he looks around for a good spot
to put his letter. He takes the letter out and reads it over one
last time.
First stop brings you closer, but you didn't think it would be that
easy! Now you got to go south. Look for the hill of relatives. That
is where you will find your next clue.
As Ordici heads for his next destination he can't help but to giggle.
I hope this works. Belar, She's a Ranger, like me, she HAS to approve!
Finally spotting his target he pulls out his next letter and reads
it.
'This small gift is beautiful, but compared to you it's beauty
means nothing. Next and last stop. Find a woodcutter's trail to
the east, and follow it to the old deadfall. Turn east and walk
through the clearing. Just over the rise you will find what you
have been searching for.'
Ordici smiles to himself as he lays a single red rose on the letter
away from the enormous anthill, on a tree stump that is clearly
visible 20 paces beyond the hill.
As Ordici makes his way back to Briana's cottage he begins to have
self-doubts. Briana is looking for a man, and here you are playing
games! Ahhh... This is never going to work. But it has to! She is
a ranger! She has to like it!
As Ordici gets near the cottage he stalks quietly around the clearing
and comes from the east, hoping that the trees on that side would
hide him better. As he nears the cottage he attempts to sneak to
her door. He re-reads his letter, hiding behind the well, hoping
he won't be seen he pulls out his first letter and reads it through.
'Briana, I can't seem to get you off of my mind. If you would
find it in your heart to give me a chance then I ask you to follow
these simple instructions and you will see a sight that is almost
as beautiful as you. To the west you will find an old deadfall.
It is here you must make your first commitment.'
Ordici smiles to himself as he takes his letter and places it on
the porch. As Ordici goes back to make sure he has everything in
his hidey-hole he returns to the door and knocks. After knocking
he runs as fast as his legs can take him back into the bushes as
he hears the sweetest voice in the world sing out,
'Who is it?' As the door opens Ordici ducks deeper into the bush.
He watches Briana bend over to get the letter and smiles as she
begins to read it. When she closes the door, he heads back to the
final destination to wait for his beloved.
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Briana
'Who is it?' I called out, putting down the leather pair of pants
I was mending. I went to answer the knock on the door, my heart
pounding in my chest with the sudden thought of Ordici. I opened
the door, and my heart dropped, then I looked around in confusion.
There was nobody there. Then I noticed the piece of parchment lying
on my porch. I picked it up, and as I read it, a smile broke out
on my face. It was from Ordici! And it appeared I was going on a
bit of a scavenger hunt.
I ran inside the cottage, pulled on my boots and ran a brush through
my hair before setting out to find my next clue. I walked south,
trying to figure out what in the world a hill of relatives meant.
I kept my eyes moving, looking for a clue as to what it meant. Finally
I saw it. There was a giant anthill. Of course, ants! Relatives!
I went to the large mound and looked all around me. About 20 paces
off I saw a tree stump with a rose lying atop it. I beamed and ran
over to it, grabbing the paper there and reading it.
I picked up the rose, inhaling deeply before turning east and searching
out the old woodcutters trail I knew so well. I followed it for
a time, until I came to the old deadfall, then looked to the east,
grinning. I was near my final destination and was suddenly nervous.
I stood rooted to the spot now, willing myself to take that next
step. My heart was pounding like an anvil in my chest, and I took
a moment to compose myself.
Finally, I was able to get my feet to move and I headed in to the
clearing. I walked slowly now, making my way up the hill. As I topped
the rise I could see a blanket, spread out on the ground, and large
basket sitting in the middle of it. I walked down the rise, looking
around, hoping to see Ordici, but there was no sign of him. Maybe
there was another clue in the basket. I walked down the rise to
the blanket and bent down to look inside the basket.
Suddenly, I heard a voice clear behind me, and a pair of arms wrapped
around me from behind.
'Hello Briana' a voice whispered, causing me to shiver in pleasure.
He was here, my heart, my Ordici.
'Hello
Briana' the voice whispered from behind me, causing a shiver to
run down my spine. I turned around and came face to face with Ordici,
and my breath caught in my throat.
'Ordici' I whispered, my eyes locked with his. His face flushed,
and he finally looked away in embarrassment.
'I got you something?' he said.
'You did?' I asked, getting excited.
'Err...can I give them to you?' he asked shyly.
'Sure' I answered, smiling encouragingly. From behind his back,
he pulled a dozen white roses. I gasped in surprise. 'Awwwww Thank
you, Ordici, they're beautiful!' I exclaimed, inhaling their scent
before giving him a peck on the cheek.
He blushed a deep crimson as he said, 'They can never be as beautiful
as you are, Briana'.
I blushed. 'You have the tongue of a poet you know'.
'N..nnn...nno I..d..dont. Www..when I see y..yyou I.. I .. it takes
my breath away!' he stammered. 'I... II lose my power of speach'.
'I know how to fix that,' I told him.
'I jj.jjust www..wish I cc..could tell you...wait, how?' he asked.
I put a finger to his lips, whispering 'shhhhhh' and kissing him
softly. I leaned back to see his blushing cheeks, and as he was
about to speak again, I kissed him again, a little longer this time,
making both our knees go weak.
I pulled back, smiling. 'You see love, you don't always have to
talk to express yourself' I told him.
'I think I love you. .. I .. I mean if that is ok with you' he whispered.
I wrapped my arms around him in a loving embrace. 'I know I love
you, so it is definitely ok' I whispered.
'I have been wanting to do that for a long time now' he told me
'I'm glad you finally got the courage to do so, for I have been
waiting for a long time. Just for you'
'For me? So you have no other, someone as breath taking as you?'
'My heart was yours the day I first saw you' I told him. 'I have
given thought to no other since then'.
'But why me? I... I mean I can't get you out of my head. I love
your hair, the way it looks and smells, and I love your eyes, I
can lose myself in your eyes.'
'And I love your boyish grin, and that adorable scar on your chin
that crinkles when you smile like that'.
Ordici continued, 'And I love the feel of your lips, on mine. I
love the taste of them'. He flushed, looking at the ground. 'I..
I went too far, I am ss..sorry'.
I put my finger under his chin, lifting his face. 'Look at me love'
I whispered.
'I...I can't. To look at you is to lose my soul. I have never felt
this way before' he said, still unable to meet my eyes. 'Would you...
I... I mean could you love someone like me?' he asked.
'Have you not been listening? I already do,' I told him gently,
smiling.
'You...you do?' he asked, an amazed look on his face.
'Of course I do!'
He kissed me then, long, and much more sure of himself. Then, with
a rushed voice he asked, 'Will you walk out with me?' I beamed at
him.
'I would love nothing more' I answered. He pulled me too him, unsure
at first, then pulled me close, whispering,
'I am the luckiest man in the world. I just hope I can make you
the luckiest woman'
'You already have, I answered' my heart soaring within my chest.
He loved me! But what happens if I tell him about what my Uncle
told me. And what I found in the old scroll? Will he believe I truly
love him, or just think I'm using him to fulfil that which is required
of us? Feeling a sudden sense of fear, I held him tightly,
suddenly unsure of what to do.
After eating the lunch Ordici had prepared (or rather his friend
Xanya had prepared for him), we took a walk, hand in hand along
the stream, talking and getting to know each other. We were both
rather nervous, but for different reasons I think. His was boyish
nerves; mine were of a deeper nature. If he were ever to know
of the prophecy, would he believe that I loved him for him, not
for some old, worn scrap of paper?
We finally made our way back to my cottage, our bodies in constant
contact, rubbing shoulders, and holding hands. Already he was like
a part of me. A part I knew I would be utterly lost without. But
how could I tell him that? We hardly knew each other after all,
yet for knowing him such a short time, I knew he was for me. We
were fated to be together, even before Uncle told me it must be
so.
We finally reached my cottage, and he shuffled his feet nervously
on my doorstep unsure of what he should do next. I smiled at and
leaned in to kiss him on the cheek.
'Will you do me a favour, Ordici? Go wait inside my cottage for
a moment? I have a surprise for you, but...I need to go get it from
it's hiding place'.
His eyes opened wide in surprise. 'For me? You don't ever have to
get me anything Briana, just being with you is enough' he replied.
I smiled.
'Even so, will you wait for me inside?' I asked.
'Of course' he said, going inside, not before looking over his shoulder
to smile at me.
As the door closed, I hurried off to my secret hiding place. There
was an old, dead tree not far from my home, and I had the habit
of storing my most valuable things deep within its trunk. I pulled
out a small box, wrapped in brown paper, and smiled nervously. I
had noticed that the golden stud in his ear was getting rather tarnished,
and I had gone to my friend, a jeweller, and she made one exactly
like the one he wore now. Except this was shiny and new. I hope
he liked it, and wasn't insulted by it or anything. Maybe he would
think I was foolish. Oh well, either he would like it or he wouldn't.
I was walking past the window towards the front door when I stopped
dead in my tracks. 'Oh no' I whispered, 'no, not now, not like this,'
I prayed. For there, standing in my living room stood Ordici, reading
the scroll I had brought home from my parents. The one that talked
of the joining of bloodlines and houses. My stomach dropped and
my heart was in my throat. I wanted to cry. He would never want
me now. How could he?
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Ordici
I can't believe it. She loves me! Belar, what did I do
to have the woman I love return that love to me? And now, how am
I going to keep her? As we were finishing up our meal by the small
pond she told me,
'Thank you Ordici, The food was great.'
Xanya fixed the lunch for me, but how could I tell her without losing
her? I swore to myself that I would never lie to my Briana, so I
swallowed my bite and looking down at the blanket, a blush creeping
up my cheeks, I just told her. 'Umm. I didn't put the food together,'
I said softly. Then in a rush I said, 'Xanya, My clan mate did.'
Fearing to look up into her eyes I continued to stare at the blanket.
I couldn't meet her eyes, I was so ashamed. Then she did something
that melted my heart and made me fall in love with her more. She
lifted my chin made me look directly into her silvery eyes. I couldn't
speak. She just kissed me. Belar, she kissed me! Then she softly
said,
'That's alright, my love. I loved it. And I love you.'
She loved me in spite of my failing. What in this world or any other
did I do to deserve this beautiful Sendar? For the rest of the day
we were in constant contact. I just had to touch her to know this
was real. We kissed a little, held hands a lot, and I enjoyed being
with the girl of my dreams.
It had to be the best day of my life.
As we were walking back to her Cottage I just couldn't let go of
her hand. She had my rose resting on her ear, and her hair just
looked so beautiful. As we finally reached the door, I didn't want
the day to end. I stood there looking at her, trying to remember
her like this. Then she kissed me again! She asked me to wait for
her, she had something for me.
With reluctance I let her go. I entered her cottage and I decided
it was time to take some of Reidia's advice. I just hope I know
what I am doing!
Ok Ordici, time to get a grip on yourself. She will be coming
back any minute, you got to do this quick. I told myself as
Briana left me in her cottage. I went into my backpack and I started
to set things up. Candles over here on this table, candles on that
table. I pull out my lute and I test its strings. Yes, perfect!
I went to the well to get some water. I filled the tub half way
with the cold water, then I went to the hearth and I began to boil
water. I couldn't help being nervous. At any time my Briana could
be back. I could only hope that it would take a while longer.
Finally the water on the hearth was just right. I added to the water
in the tub. Belar! The steam almost knocked me back. I
went back into the main room and got a couple more candles. I set
them up in the room with the bath and then I started lighting all
the candles I had laid out. As I get to the candles in the front
room I accidentally knocked a parchment off the table.
I mumbled to myself, 'Need to move this, I don't want it getting
burned!'
I took a glance at it, but the light wasn't good enough to see what
was written, so I opened the drawer and stuck it in there.
All of the sudden the front door slams open.
'Ordici, I can explain!' My Briana stood in the doorway looking
as if all the Gods were going to strike her down where she stood.
'What happened?' I said, with fear in my voice, as I started moving
towards her.
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Briana
'Ordici, I can explain!' I cried, fear in my voice. Belar! Why did
I leave that bloody scroll lying about?
'What happened?' he asked, his face suddenly filled with fear. Was
it because of what he read, or because of my reaction?
I suddenly felt very unsure of myself. 'I...did...what were you
doing?' I asked, trying to control my voice.
'I didn't want this scroll to catch fire so I put it in the drawer.
Briana, what's the matter? You look pale,' he said, walking to me
and taking my cold hands in his.
'Fire?' I murmured. 'What...?' It was then that I noticed the room.
Candles were lit on every surface, casting a warm glow about the
room. 'Ordici, it's beautiful' I whispered, hugging him tightly,
the fear in my chest abating. He hadn't read the scroll after all.
I continued clinging to him until he pulled me off of him.
'Come on, there's more' he whispered, leading to me to my room which
held a tub full of steaming hot water. 'I thought I would return
the favour and prepare a bath for you, just as you did for me,'
he said, his voice shaking just a little now, his face unsure. I
smiled, beaming at him.
'You're so sweet, love, thank you for thinking of me' I told him.
He blushed.
'I...I'll leave you alone. T...Take your time, I'll be waiting for
you with another surprise' he said, smiling, and gently closing
the door behind him. I took off my clothes and slipped in to the
perfectly heated bathtub with a sigh. Everything was ok. He didn't
know about the scroll and I hoped to Belar he never would. I didn't
want him ever doubting my love for him. I leaned back in the water,
letting it relax away my tension. I soon found myself drifting off
in to a light, comfortable sleep.
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Ordici
I smiled to myself as I closed the bedroom door. Things were going
great with Briana. But I couldn't help but wonder why she seamed
so terrified when she came back.
As she was taking her bath I left the cottage to scout around the
cottage to make sure everything was ok. Not seeing any tracks, or
any disturbances on this quiet, star filled night I went back into
the cottage.
'She should have been out by now,' I mumbled to myself, 'I guess
she must be relaxing.' I went around the cottage lighting more candles.
And I picked took my lute out of it's case. I strummed it a few
times. 'Have to tune the third cord,' I mumbled.
As I tuned my string I thought back to the picnic earlier. I couldn't
believe how big Briana's eyes got as she looked down at the blanket
and the basket. Gods I loved the look in her eyes as I started to
pass out the food.
Setting my lute by the couch I went and knocked on the bedroom door,
calling Briana's name softly. 'Funny,' I told myself, 'She isn't
answering.' I knocked a little louder and opened the door a crack.
Briana is everything... I gasped. I couldn't help it. Briana's body
was just perfect. I stood their like a fool as she opened her beautiful
eyes look right into my eyes. I couldn't help it. I started blushing
furiously and I made my move towards the door almost knocking over
a candle.
'I'm... I'm... Sorry... I am so sorry Bri,' I said as I was about
to close the door.
'Ordici, wait!' Briana's voice stopped me in my tracks. 'Ordici
please don't leave. Come here, it's ok,' she said in a quivering
voice.
'I... I.. I cccc... Can't. Briana,' I said in a rush, 'How can you
ever forgive me? I am so sorry!'
'Ordici,' she said, turning me to face her, 'It's all right, my
love. Everything is all right.' Then she kissed me. Standing there
in nothing but what the gods gave her. We started kissing tentatively
at first. The next thing I knew we were kissing seriously. My knees
started to turn to jelly. I reached out for her waist and felt her
smooth skin. Belar, what was I doing?!! I pulled away quickly.
'Bri.. Briana.. We got to slow down. I... I want to but...' then
she stopped with a finger to my lips.
'Shhhh. It's ok Ordici. Don't apologise. Let me get dressed and
I will see you in the main room.'
I quickly went back out to the main room, sitting on the couch next
to my forgotten lute.
'Awwww!' I groaned, 'I am going to hate myself in the morning.'
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Briana
I watched as Ordici rushed from the room and took a deep, calming
breath. I couldn't believe I had done what I had just done. But
I had my reasons, even if no one but me understood them. Ordici
was young, and he was an adventurer, which meant he was going to
be travelling the world. He'd meet lots of other women, and I wanted
to give him something to remember. Something he would come home
to. Me. And now I could only hope he wouldn't find me to be some
kind of cheap tart.
I got dressed and went out in to the living room to find Ordici
sitting by the hearth, his head in his hands, mumbling to himself.
I just took a moment to watch him, falling deeper in love with him
every second.
'Ordici' I whsipered, and he jumped to his feet.
'Briana! I...I...I'm so so sorry. Can you ever forgive me?' he pleaded.
I went to him, a tender smile on my face.
'Oh Ordici, when are you going to stop apologizing to me? I love
you. You don't ever have to apologize for showing affection. When
will you get that through your skull?' I asked. He just stared at
me, with pain in his eyes. I could see he still didn't understand
what I was trying to tell him. Maybe he was just too young to cope
with those kinds of emotions. 'Ordici, sit down and let me explain
something to you,' I told him, taking him to sit by the hearth.
'Do you know what unconditional love is? A love that has no boundaries,
or rules. It means that no matter what happens, or what you do,
or don't do, I will love you and forgive you. All I ask is your
honesty and loyalty. Does that make sense?' I asked, watching him
mull it over in his mind.
He finally nodded and smiled. 'I understand. And I swear to you
Briana, I will never do anything to purposely hurt you. I...I...I
love you' he managed to get out. We kissed again, tenderly and softly.
Ordici soon rose to his feet. 'It's late, I really should be going
if I'm going to get any kind of camp set up,' he said.
I looked at him, a bit surprised. 'Don't be silly, you'll stay here
tonight' I told him.
'Briana!' he cried out in shock. 'A kiss is one thing but that...!'
'Ordici!' I said, shaking my head and pointing to the pallet next
to the hearth. 'I meant there, not my bed!' I said, laughing at
his now crimson face.
'Oh' he said, and a moment later, we were both laughing together.
The rattling of the shudders awoke me from my light slumber. The
wind had picked up and the night had turned cold. I burrowed into
my blankets, trying to get warm. Then I thought of Ordici, out on
the pallet by the hearth. I climbed out of my warm bed and walked
in to the other room. There was Ordici, curled into a little ball
next to a burned out hearth. He looked like he was freezing there
in the corner.
I walked to his sleeping form, whispering softly, 'Ordici. Ordici,
wake up,' I said, gently shaking him.
'Briana?' he asked, his mind sleep fogged. 'What's wrong?' he mumbled,
and I saw his body shiver.
'Come with me, hon' I whispered, taking his ice cold hand and pulling
him to his feet.
'Briana?' he questioned again, rubbing his eyes.
'Shhh, just come with me' I told him, leading him to my bedroom.
'Get under the covers' I said, leading him to the bed.
He groggily got under the covers, his body shivering, he burrowed
himself into their downy warmth, and curled himself into a ball
once again, trying to get warm. I crawled in to bed with him, and
rubbed his back, and arms, warming him up. His body finally relaxed,
and uncurled as he drifted off again into a peaceful slumber. I
brushed back a lock of his hair, watching him sleep for a time,
then falling in to a deep slumber myself.
When I awoke the next morning it was to find myself wrapped securely
in Ordici's arms, my head on his chest. He was staring down at me,
a look of wonder on his face.
'I want to wake up this way every day for the rest of my life' he
whispered, then shook himself, as if he couldn't believe he had
said the words out loud. I giggled. He was so adoreable, this man
that I was coming to love more and more each day. I couldn't help
myself, I lifted my head, kissing him, slow long and deep. When
I pulled away, his face was flushed, and his gaze was locked with
mine. Then he smiled, and looked away.
'How did I get here?' he asked.
'The night got cold so I went to check on you. The hearth was out
and you were curled up in a shivering ball. I couldn't leave you
there to freeze, so I brought you in here. It helped us both stay
warm,' I informed him, smiling.
'I love you,' he said, kissing my cheek.
'You know what that means, don't you?' I asked. For a moment his
eyes went wild. 'W...w...what?'
'It means you cook breakfast' I said, grinning and burrowing back
under my blankets. 'Kitchen is that way' I said, laughing and pointing.
He rolled his eyes and groaned, then laughed, climbing out of bed.
'You're right, it's only fair. You gave me a warm bed, I'll give
you a warm meal'. I smiled as I watched him walk out of the room.
'I hope we can wake up this way for the rest of our lives too' I
whispered.
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Ordici
'Belar what must she think!' I mumbled to myself as I headed
for the pantry. 'I hope I didn't scare her away!'
I got out the things I would need as I started the fire in the hearth.
But, Belar what a way to wake up! I couldn't believe it. Waking
up with Briana in my arms felt so right. But what must she think
of me! As I fixed a stew in the kettle upon the hearth I took the
bacon that I salvaged from the pantry and I put them on the lid,
the sizzling helping me to think my way through this.
Reidia will know what I should do. She knows all about women! Feeling
better, I went to the cupboard and pulled out a plate. I went back
to the hearth and ladled out the stew, putting the bacon on the
side.
Now for the final touch. I took a yellow rose from a vase on the
table and put it on the plate to the side of the food. I then took
some oranges out of the bag near the cabinet and cut one in half
with my dagger. As I was widdlen on the orange, I couldn't help
but think back to earlier in the
morning. Belar, I prayed I haven't asked for much in this life,
and pa throwing me out was a heavy blow. But please, Belar, please
help me to keep my Briana!
With a small sigh I looked at the orange. It was perfect! Then I
took the rest of the oranges and I made some orange juice. I gathered
all the food and the special orange in the shape of a heart with
an arrow going through it and I silently went back to the bedroom
door. I creaked the door open and peeked inside. My heart almost
burst. Briana was sleeping and she was holding the pillow I used
tightly against her. The pillow had my hat on it, and she had her
cheek against it.
'Belar,' I mumbled, 'she does love me.'
I couldn't help what I did next. I just put the food on the bed
beside her, and then I leaned over her beautiful sleeping face.
I kissed her tenderly and as she woke she kissed me back and pulled
me close. And what she whispered to me made me smile.
'Thank Belar last night wasn't a dream.' She opened her silvery
eyes and kissed my cheek. 'I love you, can I keep you?'
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Briana
I was awoken by a gentle kiss and opened my eyes to see
Ordici, standing there. I smiled whispering, 'Thank Belar last night
wasn't a dream,' I whispered, kissing his cheek. I grinned at him.
'I love you, can I keep you?' I asked.
He blushed slightly and answered, 'I'd love nothing more' he said,
kissing me softly. Then he smiled. 'Look! Breakfast! Scoot over
woman!' he said, laughing.
We sat there in bed, eating a leisurely breakfast, talking about
some of our more interesting adventurers. Apparently he and his
friend Maochro got themselves in to quite a few scrapes and close
calls, but always managed to either fight, lie, or sneak their way
out. I was laughing so hard, I had a hard time even eating. It was
nice seeing him so relaxed and at ease. He didn't stutter at all,
and as he held my hand, stroking it with his thumb, it was totally
unconscious on his part.
We spent an hour that way, just talking, and getting to know more
about each other. It was all too soon when Ordici said he had better
get back to Camaar. They didn't expect him to be gone so long, and
he didn't want any of his clan mates to worry about him. And he
didn't want to get into trouble with Urmela.
I helped him gather his things, and gave him some food for his long
walk home. I tried not to let him see how my heart was breaking
at his leaving. I walked him to the door and I could see he didn't
want to leave either.
I hugged him, holding him tightly, wishing he could stay just a
little longer. Finally I let him go, and we kissed, tenderly at
first, and then with more passion He finally pulled away, a look
of regret on his face.
'I better leave, before I can't,' he said, caressing my face and
backing away. 'I love you, and I'll be back soon, alright' he said,
and I was surprised to see a tear roll down one cheek.
'I love you too, Ordici. Stay safe and come back to me soon' I said,
my voice cracking with emotion. With that, he turned and walked
away, and I hurried inside, so that if he looked back, he wouldn't
see me crying.
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Ordici
I can't believe it, I thought to myself as I was
sitting in my room back at the Clan Hall. She actually loves
me. I just couldn't believe it. I was shocked to the core.
I got up and looked in the mirror, felling my scar with a finger.
I couldn't get her out of my head. I went down to the dining room
grinning when I got back from reporting to Urmela. Sure she was
worried, but I am at the stage in my training where she knows I
will be coming back alive, and she has bigger things to worry about.
Suddenly there was a knock on my door. I came out of my daydream
and opened the door. Xanya was standing there, she looked at me
and said Ordici,
'There is a young girl waiting for you in the lounge. She says it
is important she sees you. I don't remember her name.'
As I made my way down to the lounge I couldn't help but remember
my last moments with Briana. She just turned my knees to jelly as
she kissed me goodbye. 'Please come back soon,' she told me as she
said goodbye, then she ran back into her cottage. I started walking
back to Camaar, back to my duties, and I felt as if I was leaving
a piece of myself behind.
I came back upon that small hill and saw the same kind of flower
that I played She loves me, she loves me not with and I picked one.
I inhaled it's lovely fragrance and then I gently held it as I walked
back to Camaar. As I looked again at that flower as I saw Camaar
in the distance I just chuckled. Well, She loves me. No matter what
that stupid flower said!
I enter the clan hall and my jaw just drops. Sitting there by the
fountain is one of the prettiest girls in all the lands. She turns
and smiles at me as I just stare. She rushes over to me and gives
me a big hug, followed by a peck on the cheek.
'Ordici,' she breathes at me, 'I thought I would never see you again!'
I just stood there with my mouth wide open. This was the last thing
I expected. She rushed over to me and gave me a really big hug.
And then this pretty young woman kisses me on the lips. I begin
to sweat as I hug her and kiss her back.
'Ordiana, You've grown up beautifully,' I say dumbfounded as her
dimples light up the room as she smiles. 'What are you doing here
little sister?'
'Pa sent me. He... He told me you needed to see this!' She winces
as she sees the rage in my eyes.
'Torak take our...' I almost screamed as she put her fingers to
my lips to stop me.
'Pa said the world may hang on this Ordici. For me, will you read
it?'
I could never tell my sister now when she threw her puppy dog eyes
in my direction. But should I read it? I thought as I was
handed the parchment.
I
stood there looking at the fear in Ordiana's eyes as I held the
sealed note in my hand. Should I read it? I couldn't help but think.
It would serve the old man right if I just threw this in the Fire.
After throwing me out of the house at 13 to fend for myself I owed
Pa nothing! Nothing! I could keep telling myself that, but looking
into my little sisters eyes and Thinking about her words The fate
of the world rides on this! I couldn't not read what that bastard
sent me!
I looked once more at my little sister and she put her hand to her
mouth. She could always tell what I was feeling, and the pain must
have been showing in my eyes. How could that bastard put her into
this position? And how could he use the one thing he knew I loved
above all others against me? All others that is until I found my
Briana.
With a tear rolling down my cheek and catching in my scar I broke
the wax seal to the letter that damned my life forever.
'Ordici
I know I have never been much of a father to you, I threw you out
of the house at such a young age because I couldn't bear to watch
you grow up, knowing that I would be the one to crush you in the
end.
My son I know you will never believe me when I say that I loved
you before all others, and know that I have had to share the pain
that you will undoubtedly go through.
I don't know how to tell you, so I will just show you the prophecy,
and hope you will abide by it. Please my son, The fate of the world
depends on this.
Dad.'
After reading my pa's letter I couldn't believe what I read....
He loved me! That is a lie, you do not push away those you love.
And what Prophecy was the old man talking about? I look at the next
parchment, old and faded and this is where my world truly ended.
And I realized I must lose my Briana.
'Rhellan men Beware! You are to form no attachments for your
path has already been chosen. You must not marry for love, for upon
you falls a duty, and a sacrifice.
Your house is very old, and your blood will need to be merged with
the blood of another house. Equally as old and equally as important.
Know that when your house has a third son, that the time of this
boon shall be soon. For unto the third son will be born one that
will shake the world, and shall have a small part to play before
the Final Meeting can take place.
For this third son shall have to find another who's own prophecy
shall be revealed. And unto her shall fall this greatest of burdens
to be shared by thee. Hasten therefore to my design for when thou
sire's knoweth that thou hast taken a part in my design.'
I dropped the parchment and pulled my sister to me.
'Ordiana, say it isn't so. For I have found the woman I love beyond
all others! Please little sister. Tell me that there is another
way!' I cried onto her shoulder as she gently held me, her tears
falling with mine.
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Briana
I was getting restless again. It was like Uncle used to
say, 'Rangers aren't meant to sit in one place for too long'. My
heart was torn between taking to the road, and waiting at home in
the hopes that Ordici would come back soon.
But he had his life and I had mine, and I couldn't put mine on hold
to wait for him. As much as I wanted to. That thought alone scared
me. I loved him with all of my heart, but I was starting to wonder
what married life would me. If we were to get married that was.
Was I going to turn in to some fat, old, housewife, having kids,
and tending to the garden while my husband was off adventuring.
No, that was definitely not going to be my future. If anything,
we would be doing our adventuring together. I did want children
though. I think it was necessary according to that bloody prophecy
about bloodlines.
I tried to imagine myself with a child. Would it be a boy or a girl?
A boy would be nice. Ordici would like that. But myself, I think
I'd like a little girl. I could just imagine how protective Ordici
would be of a little girl. I smiled. I couldn't imagine Ordici as
a father quite yet. He was still so young himself. But someday.
Maybe after we had been married a few years. If we got married.
Argh, sitting in the cottage with my mind going in circles was driving
me mad. I had to get out. I got out my pack, and gathered up my
traveling gear and shut up the cottage. I penned a note to Ord,
telling him which direction I was heading, and letting him know
I'd leave markings for him if he wanted to follow. I signed it with
love, and nailed it to my front door.
I thought maybe I'd head for Darine, just for a change of scenery.
I hadn't been there in a long time, and thought it might be nice
to see some old friends I had there. I wasn't taking the roads though.
I was going through the forests and hills. Why go the easy, boring
way, when there was a world of forest to make your way through?
I smiled, happy to be out on the road once again.
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Ordici
I held my sister for seemed liked hours as she rocked my
back and forth slowly, whispering in my ear everything will be ok.
But how could it? I was just told by the man I hate most in this
world that my heart doesn't matter.
Some moth eaten' old prophecy that needs my Sacrifice so the world
will turn out it's way. How would anything ever be alright again.
And Briana! What of Briana's heart. She finally said she loves me,
and it can come to naught.
I pulled away from Ordiana and looked at the tears flowing down
her face. My little sister, now three and ten, and Pa sent her here
alone looking for me. How could she! I wanted to hate her, but it
wasn't her fault. Damn the old man for this anyhow!
'Ordiana,' I asked with my heart in my throat, 'I have to ask you
do something that you probrably won't thank me for. I can not face
Briana alone. Would you, I mean could you please come with me?'
'Yes Ordici, I will go with you. You need me more than Pa does right
now, ' she answered as she caressed my cheek. I can't tell you how
much I love that girl. She is the best part of me.
So we headed to the stables and I saddled my horse, and picked a
nice roan for my sister and we headed off to the forest around Sendar,
there to break more than just my heart, but my entire life.
So there we were, Ordiana and I, leaving through the North Gate
of Camaar on the road to Sendar. We didn't really talk too much,
except for me telling her about Briana. I just couldn't let go of
the fact that the one thing I wanted in all this world would forever
be denied to me. She tried to tell me about my Older Brothers and
about Ma and Pa, and I yelled at her it didn't matter. I have never
yelled at my sister, so it took a while for her to talk to me again.
I immediately apologized of course. But what does a family that
had no need for me really matter. But Ordiana, she was different.
She was my sister. The one woman I could count on to always be there
for me, when I needed her.
As we reached the rise in front of her cottage I just dismounted
and fell to my knees. Oriana didn't say a word. She climbed down
off her horse and sat down next to me. Just looking at the scenery.
God how I love her. She gave me the time I needed to pull myself
together. Then, walking our horses we made our way down to the cottage.
We tied the reins up to a birch tree and the horses started Grazing.
Then we made our way to the door.
Nailed to the door was a note. It was addressed to me.
'Ordici,
I had to get out in the open air again, to feel the stars overhead.
If you come back and find this here know that I am on My way to
Darine, and I am going through the forest.
I will mark my trail by marking every maple I come to with an X.
Just go the way the X's are on the tree. If you are facing the tree
the X will show you I went Straight ahead from that direction.
Know that I love you and I can't wait to see you. Please hurry and
find me.
I love you,
Briana.'
I conferred with my sister, and we decided to walk to Darine. We
put the horses out in the penned in field, got some supplies from
the cottage. Ok so I picked the lock, but Briana would understand.
And then we started through the forest, following all the marks
we could find.
It had just gotten dark as Ordiana and I noticed the smoke, and
the small beacon in the distance that could only be a campfire.
'Ordiana, sister...' I said as she took my hand, 'I am not sure
that I could do this.'
Ordiana knew everything about Briana and I. I had to keep talking,
one of the major rules of mine I have never broken on the trail.
But I couldn't help it. Prophecy demanded that I give up the only
thing I have ever wanted in my life. And I just kept imagining the
hole I would feel in myself when I was forced to walk away from
the girl of my dreams. That isn't to say that Briana was the only
thing my sister and I talked about on the trail. Apparently my brothers
were pleasing my father, where I could not. How in the hell could
that Bastard say that he loved me above all others! He had pushed
me out of his life, to fend for myself!
I stopped in my tracks as I gasp in astonishment. My sister looked
at me with her eyebrow raised. What's wrong? my sister asked me.
I couldn't move, I couldn't respond! I was going to have to push
Briana out of my life... And she would feel about me, the way that
I feel about my father!
Finally, after what seamed like an eternity, but was probably more
than a few minutes I wiped my eyes and started towards that campfire,
both hoping that that was Briana down there... And praying to Belar
that it wasn't.
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Briana
I set up my camp for the night, and sat by the !fire, staring
up at the stars, enjoying the soft breeze on my face. It felt so
good to be out among nature and the stars. The sound of the leaves
in the trees, crickets, frogs. The sounds I had grown so used to
and missed when I was cooped up in my cottage.
I watched the smoke trail up through the leaves of the trees. There
was something about the smell of a campfire that brought me a great
sense of comfort. I reached in to my pack and pulled out the faded
parchment, reading it once again.
'And
there shall come a time, when the two houses
shall be joined by blood, for it is only by this
joining that destiny shall be fulfilled. Though
it shall be a small act the fruit of this joining
needs be perform, it is critical in the fight
against Torak One Eye. If the bloodlines are not
joined, many shall needlessly die at the hand of
the evil one's minions.'
I
sighed, folding the parchment up and putting it back in my pack.
Please, Belar, don't let this interfere with things with Ordici.
I turned the pheasant over the fire, then stared in to the flames
for awhile, thinking about what my future would be like without
Ordici in it, and I couldn't bare the thought. I leaned back against
the log, staring up at the stars and began sending up prayers to
Belar.
I heard the sounds of footfalls walking in the direction of my camp.
I swiftly got to my feet, slowly unsheathing my sword, and walking
around so my back was to the campfire. I stepped off to the side
into some trees, and waited as the footsteps grew closer. My first
thought was it was only Ordici, following me as I had hoped, but
the sound of a second set of feet had me on alert. I watched as
the two figures walked into my camp. A man and girl, holding hands,
glancing around. I squinted into the darkness, and as they stepped
in to the light of my campfire I realized who it was.
'Ordici!' I cried, stepping out from my concealed spot. Then halted,
as I saw him holding hands with the girl, who couldn't be more than
three and ten. The second thing I noticed was his face. The look
of anguish in his face tore at my heart.
'Ordici' I whispered hoarsely, 'what is it? What's happened?' I
asked.
He looked at the girl next to him, unable to speak as tears began
to stream down his face. I looked to the girl, hoping she could
explain what was going on.
'Hello Briana, my name is Ordiana, I'm Ordici's little sister' she
said, curtseying slightly. 'He...he really needs to talk with you'
she said, letting go of his hand and pushing him forward, as though
he was unable to walk on his own.
I reached for his hand pulling him to me. 'Ordici, please, talk
to me. You're scaring me' I said, holding him tightly. He began
to sob uncontrollably on my shoulder, and I looked at his sister,
who was quietly crying as she watched the two of us. I didn't know
what to do, or say, so I just held him as he cried. Finally, he
got control of himself and spoke haltingly. 'Briana...I...I love
you...you know I love you. But...but...' he began to cry once more.
'Oh Belar, help me' he cried. 'Briana, you and I can never be together'
he said, falling to his knees, crying in to his hands. I stared
at him, my heart breaking in two. 'I'm promised to another' he said,
he teeth clenched.
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Ordici
I looked up at Briana and I said through clenched teeth,
'I can not marry you, I belong to another!' Those words left my
mouth and put a hole in my heart.
'What do you mean you are promised to another?' Briana looked at
me and put her hand to her mouth as tears filled her eyes. I couldn't
help it. I looked away and told her my tale. Oriana was beside me
the whole time, with her hand upon my back, her tears flowing as
well.
I told Briana about how My father threw me out at three and ten.
I told her how I had to survive until Reidia and Wylset found me
that day near the cliffs. I told her how Mortiris invited me to
join the Adventurers.
Things she already knew. She let me speak, she didn't interrupt.
She sat back on the log she was using as a chair and just listened.
I am sure her heart was breaking seeing me like this. To tell the
truth, my heart had already broken.
Then I finally got to the point. The stars were winking overhead
and the fire was running low. I told her about that damned Prophecy
that the old man had sent me.
I showed her the letter, and she read it and gasped! Here it comes,
I thought as she read it over. Here is where my life is to end.
And I will go on forever without my Briana.
Briana dropped the parchment on the ground and gasped. I saw the
fear in her eyes as she looked back at me. And knelt there, waiting
for the hammer to fall.
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Briana
I stared at Ordici, his words finally penetrating my numb
mind.
'But Ordici, wait!' I ran over to my pack, pulling out the parchment
I had stowed there. I was running back to his side when a piercing
pain hit me in the back, and I fell forward, clutching the prophecy
in my hand. 'Ordic....' I moaned as I hit the forest floor. A voice
rang out from the forest.
'In the name of Kal' Torak, that prophecy shall not come to pass!'
Suddenly my camp was surrounded by men. I looked down at the arrow
shaft sticking out of my chest, the blood pooling all around me.
I could feel the life flowing out of me, just as I heard the sound
of Ordici's sword, and his yelling at Ordiana to run.
I watched as he fought bravely, his whole heart in the fight. Four
men went down as the fifth turned to run. Ordici began to give chase
when I moaned his name.
'Ordici....' He stopped, turning back to me, gasping my name.
'Briana!' he cried, running to my side. 'Ordiana, help me, she's
hurt!' he cried, cradling my head, staring at the arrow sticking
out of my chest. 'I've got to pull this out Briana, it's going to
hurt' he said, tears rolling down his cheeks. I stayed his hand,
shaking my head.
'It's too late my love. This is a wound I cannot survive' I gasped
out, my hand reaching for his face one last time...'My love...my
heart...I love you. Goodbye my Ordici,' I whispered, tears of pain
and sorrow rolling down my face....
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Ordici
'Briana! Nooooooooooo!!!!' I shouted out in pain and grief,
crying my eyes out like never before. Oriana was safe. My little
sister who just witnessed my loss.
I can't tell you how long I held my Briana. Lost to our memories
of the few short months I had with her. Her smile and how it lit
up my world. Her beautiful eyes and how I could lose my soul for
hours.
I continued to rock her body and to speak incoherently, Oriana by
my side. She reached down and picked up the parchment that Briana
so recklessly got out of her bag. I couldn't read it, the tears
and smoke from the fire were in burning my eyes.
But somehow I dried up my tears, and my still bloody hands left
fingerprints all over the parchment.
After reading the words I fell into a stupor. All this worrying
and all this running around was for nothing. Briana was the woman
named in my prophecy.
I couldn't believe it. I showed it to Oriana and she just gasped.
I saw the fear in her eyes as we both came to realize just what
those words for Kal Torak meant. The dark prophecy had won this
round. And beyond that.
I have lost the one thing most dear in my life...
I had lost my Briana.
I guess that you could ask me how long I held Briana's lifeless
body their by that fire. I guess you could ask me what I did. To
tell you the truth, I just don't remember.
Let me rephrase that. I just don't remember it all. I remember bits
and pieces of that night after my world came crashing down upon
me. I can remember walking back to Briana's cottage with her lifeless
corpse resting on my shoulders, carrying her as if she was a freshly
killed deer.
I can remember setting her down on her porch while I picked the
lock and went inside.
But I just can't remember how Oriana and I got Briana back to her
cottage. I know I must have been crying, cuz I had mud streaks on
my face as I gently laid Briana down on her bedroom floor next to
the empty tub.
After heating some water on the hearth I poured out the kettle and
got a damp cloth. I sponged around the hole in her stomached and
the hole in her back. And then I removed the rest of her clothing
and washed the corpse down.
Those silvery eyes that have haunted my dreams, that I could lose
my soul in for hours were unresponsive. As I cleaned up her corpse
I went to get my pack where I got some catgut string and a curved
needle and I began to stitch my poor Briana.
After all this I couldn't help it. I just began to cry again. I
don't know what came over me but I picked up her lifeless hand in
mine and I leaned over her for one final kiss. As i kissed her lifeless
lips I felt her hand clinch. I looked back into her lifeless eyes
and realized it was a muscle spasm.
You can tell me what you like. But until my dying day I will remember
that spasm for what I felt it was meant to be. One final I love
you from the woman I loved.
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