It
Had to Be You
As
You Were (1/3)
by thetilde
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Category: J/7 PWP WAFF (Warm and Fuzzy Feeling).
Involves loving intimacy between two women. If you take offense
at such things, stop reading.
Spoilers: Post-“End Game” and post-“Nemesis”
Disclaimers: The characters and situations of the
television program "Star Trek Voyager" are the creations
and property of Paramount Pictures, and have been used without permission.
No copyright infringement is intended. However, I retain the rights
to the plot. You may download and distribute this story as long
as my name stays on the by-line.
Archive: Ask and you shall receive. Contact me
at omegapoint79@yahoo.com.
Rating: PG-13 for heavy grown-up petting! Woo hoo!
Summary: Post-“End Game” and post-“Nemesis”.
A peek at the lives of our favorite pair, and my take of what their
life together would be like.
Author’s
note: My eternal gratitude to Gershwin, Sinatra, Bennet
and Fitzgerald; without whose music this story would never have
been possible. And yes, the chapter titles are from *classic* songs.
The versions I wrote to are (respectively) by Tony Bennet, Gershwin
and Sting. Special thanks to Timerunner and KiteInFlight.
It had to be you.
Dedication:
For all those who take each other as they are, everyday. God bless
you.
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Kathryn
Janeway stepped off the transporter platform and let out a pent-up
sigh. Rolling her head to remove the kinks in her neck, she pulled
out the pins that kept her hair up. Her auburn tresses fell to her
shoulders and she used her reflection in a nearby panel to try and
spruce up her appearance. After all, the last time the woman of
her dreams laid eyes on her, she had sproingy wet hair, a piece
of toast sticking out of her mouth, and was crawling on all fours
because she’d dropped a pip somewhere.
As
usual, her hair refused to cooperate. Running her hands through
the strands one last time, she walked down the corridor and keyed
the access code for their apartment. She dropped her pips in the
small crystal bowl, shedding her command easily and leaving her
duties outside. It had been one of the things they had both agreed
on when they began their relationship in earnest.
In
the living area, Kathryn could hear strings heralding the final
movement of a Bach concerto. As she turned the corner, the blonde
woman at the black baby grand piano joined the “orchestra”
as the recording swelled. The sunlight streamed in from the full-length
windows. It silhouetted the young woman and cast long shadows on
the pine flooring.
Kathryn
smiled as she went to the bedroom to change out of her uniform,
not wanting to interrupt her lover until the piece was over. By
the time she had pulled on her favorite cotton shirt and her khaki
slacks, the final bars of the concerto were fading out.
Kathryn
placed her hands lightly on the blonde’s shoulders as their
eyes, then lips met.
“You
are early.” Seven replied, clearly pleased.
“I
was surveying the little kingdom of PADDs on my desk and I started
getting cabin fever.” Her lover replied with a smile. “Besides,
I have to do the PR rounds tomorrow morning. So I have an excuse
to skip out a little early.”
Seven
swiveled her legs around the piano bench and pulled Kathryn into
her lap, making the petite Admiral squeal in surprise.
Kathryn
put her arms around Seven’s neck and murmured contentedly
as she felt tender kisses on her collarbone.
Raising
her head after a few moments of contented cuddling, Seven ran her
hands up Kathryn’s back. She decided to put the red-head out
of her misery. “You dislike this, don’t you?”
“I
like being close to you, love, but you’re right. I do think
this is a little awkward.” Kathryn admitted.
“Why?”
“I…
I feel like a baby.” Kathryn blushed.
Seven
smiled as she whispered conspiratorially in the Admiral’s
ear. “Sometimes I want to protect you like one.”
“Oh
Seven… I don’t need protecting.”
“Perhaps
not,” Seven replied, “But I would like to anyway.”
Coral
lips covered Kathryn’s again and she gave herself up completely
to the deliciously warm sensations. She loved kissing Seven. The
young woman was incredibly sensual, offering her something new each
time. Seven would give her soft kisses that built up to an aria,
then would decrescendo back to a whisper. And when Seven held her
delicately with those Borg-enhanced arms that made her feel so protected,
she felt safe and cared for. Seven’s gentle hands on her face
as she made love to her mouth were in complete contrast to her physical
strength. Kisses so soft and tender hands confirmed why she could
never quell the attraction she had for the ex-drone.
“I
assume then,” Seven asked when they came up for air, “that
‘baby’ is not an acceptable term of endearment?”
“Only
if I can call you ‘Annikins’, my love.”
"I
do not know why I ‘put up’ with you," Seven said,
grabbing her lover’s face and kissing the corner of her mouth
loudly.
"Because
I'm a good lay," Kathryn said in her ear.
“Indeed.”
Seven replied. “Perhaps next time Miral and Naomi sleep over
you will think twice about proving that. The way you scream will
traumatize them for years.”
“The way I scream?” Kathryn scoffed, hopping off the
taller woman’s lap. “You sound like a wounded targh
when you’re in the throes of passion!”
Seven merely rolled her eyes primly in reply, a habit she and Icheb
had picked up almost as soon as they set foot on the planet.
Together the two women walked into the kitchen still bantering as
Kathryn replicated a glass of wine and Seven checked on their supper.
The smell of roast chicken made the Admiral realize just how hungry
she was. She replicated the flatware and began to set the table.
Her work at Starfleet Command and Seven’s activities at the
MIT-Daystrom Institute and the Veteran’s Creche did not allow
for many unhurried dinners, and they savored the rare treat. They
dug into the food silently, slowly easing in and out of conversation.
They never felt they had to talk to each other. Comfortable silences
were common between them. They had an easy way with each other that
made their friendship and relationship so successful.
“How are you and B’Elanna doing on the NanoWave project?”
Kathryn asked.
“It is ‘coming along’ and even B’Elanna’s
mood swings have stabilized.”
Kathryn nodded sympathetically. Being pregnant with a Klingon son,
even a hybrid, was always difficult because it wreaked havoc on
the mother’s hormonal levels. Luckily Seven and B’Elanna
had long ago worked out whatever animosities they had toward each
other, their mutual love for Miral cementing a friendship that their
mutual interest in Engineering could not.
“Tom and Miral must be ecstatic.” Kathryn smiled.
Seven nodded and then paused before taking another bite of her salad.
“Kathryn, the Veteran’s Creche will be needing another
round of funding for the new annex. I will have to attend the appropriations
hearing at the General Council in Lyon next week. Will you have
time to accompany me?”
"I’ll
make time.” Kathryn replied. “What about that appointment
I set up with the President for you?”
“His aide de camp rescheduled as he will be formalizing the
treaty with the Klingons for another two weeks.” Seven sighed.
By then it would be too late for the Federation’s President
to endorse the proposition for additional resources to be diverted
to the Veteran’s Creche. The orphans from the Dominion War
who had no living family and were considered wards of the Federation
had been one of Seven’s pet projects for the past two years.
Kathryn knew that Seven found it ridiculous that it was even an
issue that the Federation’s resources -- spread thinly since
they were still recovering from the Dominion War – would be
bestowed anywhere else but to the children of Starfleet personnel
that had paid the ultimate price. The question of “who should
get what” was a heated debate throughout the entire quadrant.
Kathryn herself would be speaking about the matter tomorrow.
“I think my speech still has some rough spots.” Kathryn
said. “Would you mind if I made you listen to its newest incarnation?”
Seven
smiled. “No more than I minded the other 27 times.”
“Har
har. Thanks a lot.”
The
two women finished their supper and decided to enjoy the summer
evening. The long days filled with light were Seven’s favorite
time of the year. She had been in the darkness of space for most
of her life and had only ever seen starlight. Summer sunshine played
a big part in her willing “assimilation” into Terran
culture.
Seven
walked out into their roof garden, bringing a pitcher of iced tea
and two glasses. She turned her face to the light and breathed deeply
of its silence and warmth. Kathryn smiled as she followed her lover
outside, shading her hands against the sun.
“I
once claimed that I had no favorites, no preferences… I do
not feel that way now.” Seven said softly. “This is
my favorite place of all places.”
Kathryn
wrapped her arms around Seven tenderly. “I love our garden
too. I loved how we worked together to design it, plant it, maintain
it… it’s so beautiful.”
“And
efficient.” Seven teased.
Kathryn pushed her down gently onto the hammock they had tucked
between the trellises and lay over her. Seven grinned at her as
she opened her arms to her lover's petite form. They held each other
in a warm embrace for a long time, simply enjoying the feel of a
body against another body. Their kisses were soft and sensual, the
passion coming from the deep connection they had.
Kathryn lifted her head so that Seven could kiss her neck. She gasped
as Seven started at her chin and moved to her clavicle, as if she
were savoring Kathryn’s skin with each touch of her lips.
Then Seven moved back up to her ear, licking the tender spot right
behind her earlobe. Kathryn sighed and squirmed beneath Seven’s
gentle kisses.
They kissed for a long time, enjoying making out like teenagers.
They touched each other over their clothes, giggling when they traced
over familiar ticklish spots. Neither could remember having so much
sexually charged fun without taking off their clothes.
"Mmm," Seven hummed. "You feel good in my arms.”
Kathryn smiled, caressing Seven’s cheek with her free hand.
She gazed at Seven's large blue eyes, mouth relaxed into a gentle
curve, long blonde hair mussed without pretension. She meant so
much to her. Coming home early had been such a good idea.
“You
have lost weight, haven't you?" Seven asked.
Kathryn laughed and looked up from the leonine neck she had been
kissing. "How did you know?"
"I am Borg.” Seven replied. “And I am your lover.
I know every nanometer of you."
“Inside and out?”
“Mmmhmm.” Seven replied, her borg-meshed hand drifting
up Kathryn’s inner thighs to cup and caress her sex. “Inside
and out.”
Kathryn moaned as she arched into Seven’s touch. Smiling,
the younger woman bestowed soft kisses on Kathryn’s forehead
while continuing to caress her. Seven’s fingers slowed their
pace from an arousing pressure to one of gentle and seductive promise.
“Oh Seven…” Kathryn sighed. “How come…
Why is it when we make love, it always feels like the first time?”
A deep laugh came from Seven’s chest and she whispered in
Kathryn’s ear. “Magic.”
“Magic?” Kathryn repeated skeptically.
Seven smiled as she tilted Kathryn’s face so that she could
gaze into her eyes. “Kathryn, have you ever experienced moments
so beautiful that you only want to experience it and never analyze
it?”
Kathryn nodded.
“My life with you is like living in that moment.” Seven
admitted softly. “I do not understand it and I do not question
it. I don’t want to break the spell."
Kathryn met Seven’s gaze as her eyes darkened with devotion.
“Neither do I.”
She kissed Seven then, with a fierce and desperate need, wanting
so much to show her how permanent and how deep their connection
really was.
“I love you, Seven.” She whispered like a prayer.
“I love you too, Kathryn.” Seven said between the deep
kisses that bruised her mouth. “I have always loved you and
only you.”
“Mmmm… not even Chakotay? Not even for a little bit?”
“No.” Seven replied. “Not in the way I have loved
you.”
“He’ll be there tomorrow, you know.”
“Of course he will.” Seven said, surprised at Kathryn’s
blatantly obvious declaration.
“We haven’t seen him in years.”
“He has been busy.”
“Hmmm. I suppose.” Kathryn said her thoughts meandering.
“Why does this disturb you?” Seven asked gently.
“Oh, no reason.” She said with forced lightness. "You
know, we haven't had much time to ourselves in a while. Not since
everything happened. I miss having you in my arms, Seven.”
“I have missed you too.” Seven sighed. “I am irritated
when our schedules do not ‘jive’ and I am not able to
spend sufficient and relevant time with you.”
Kathryn held the young woman closer to her, snuggling further into
the loose electric blue sweater that Seven loved to wear at home.
Her hands drifted up and down the planes of Seven’s body and
finally paused at her breasts, cupping them gently.
“I miss the feel of your body against mine.” Kathryn
whispered as her hands continued their explorations. “And
how good it feels to slide into you."
Kathryn’s voice was heavy and almost far off, remembering
them together.
Seven
moaned into Kathryn’s searing kiss as she clung to the smaller
woman, incredibly aroused by Kathryn’s fingers… they
seemed to be everywhere… fondling her nipples through her
sweater, caressing her thighs, pressing gently at the apex of her
mound through the comfortable denims.
The strings that held the hammock to the trellis gave a little,
protesting the intense physical activity it was forced to endure.
Both women froze as their stomachs launched into their throats at
the sudden drop. Once they were certain they wouldn’t be dropped
to the wooden deck, they burst out laughing.
“I guess we should take this inside.” Kathryn said.
“Yes.” Seven paused. “Will you hold me for a while?
I want to see the sun set over the bay.”
“Okay.” Kathryn grinned.
“Just hold me.”
“Oh fine.” Kathryn said. She pretended to pout as she
got out of the hammock and poured herself a glass of iced tea. “Did
you want one?”
Seven nodded gratefully. “Loving you always makes me thirsty.”
Kathryn waggled her eyebrows as she stuck a blue straw into the
glass and handed it to Seven. She adjusted the strings that held
the hammock and bent her knees to pull the hammock up to its previous
position. Kathryn grunted at the effort. “You’re so
heavy.”
Seven rolled her eyes. “I did not hear anyone forcing you
to adjust the hammock while I was in it. It seemed to be one of
your ill-advised, if gallant, ideas.”
“You know, Seven, I have half a mind to just drop you out
of the hammock…”
“And?” the ex-drone replied menacingly.
“And take you to bed with me.” Kathryn amended.
Seven shook her head. “Sunset first, bath second, your speech
third, and then bed.”
Kathryn laughed and took Seven’s outstretched hand as she
settled herself in the hammock again.
“Alright.” The red-head acquiesced. “It’s
just that we haven’t had much time to make love.”
“I am exquisitely aware of that.” Seven deadpanned.
“However, Kathryn Janeway, you are not going to 'get out'
of taking me on a real date. I want you to make time for me, dress
for dinner and look pretty for me.”
"Don't I always look pretty for you?" Kathryn asked, mock
hurt in her voice.
"Kathryn, I have seen you when you first wake up. I love you,
but you always look like you were slapped awake."
Kathryn guffawed loudly. It was so good to be laughing with her
again.
"Dammit, Seven," she said good naturedly, "you're
just getting more and more cruel because you know I'll keep coming
back."
“Will you?” Seven asked, half-seriously.
Kathryn nodded. “Always.”
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