Our
Love is Here to Stay
As
You Were (2/3)
by thetilde
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Category: J/7 PWP WAFF (Warm and Fuzzy Feeling).
Involves loving intimacy between two women. If you take offense
at such things, stop reading.
Spoilers: Post-“End Game” and post-“Nemesis”
Disclaimers: The characters and situations of the
television program "Star Trek Voyager" are the creations
and property of Paramount Pictures, and have been used without permission.
No copyright infringement is intended. However, I retain the rights
to the plot. You may download and distribute this story as long
as my name stays on the by-line.
Archive: Ask and you shall receive. Contact me
at omegapoint79@yahoo.com.
Rating: NC-17! I mean it! It gets rather graphic
by my standards!
Summary: Post-“End Game” and post-“Nemesis”.
A peek at the lives of our favorite pair, and my take of what their
life together would be like.
Author’s
note: My eternal gratitude to Gershwin, Sinatra, Bennet
and Fitzgerald; without whose music this story would never have
been possible. And yes, the chapter titles are from *classic* songs.
The versions I wrote to are (respectively) by Tony Bennet, Gershwin
and Sting. Special thanks to Timerunner and KiteInFlight.
It had to be you.
Dedication:
For all those who take each other as they are, everyday. God bless
you.
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Seven
woke up to Kathryn snoring in her ear. She winced and nudged the
smaller woman in the ribs with her elbow. "Oh for Kahless sake…
roll over, Kathryn." she complained.
"Chocolate
chip and macadamia" the red-head said suddenly, startled out
of sleep. Kathryn looked around in confusion and blinked a few times.
She saw Seven lying next to her and grinned sleepily. Kathryn rolled
onto her side and sighed as her lover spooned up behind her.
"Mmm,"
she hummed sweetly.
“Good
morning.” Seven said softly. She kissed Kathryn’s shoulder
as she wrapped her human arm around Kathryn’s waist.
Kathryn
closed her eyes and smiled, pushing back against Seven and wiggling
her bottom into the younger woman’s hips.
"We've
been asleep all this time?" she asked, peering at the chronometer.
"Yes.”
Seven teased. “You have been snoring away for hours and hours
and hours.”
"I
don't snore.”
“Empirical
evidence proves otherwise.”
“I’ve
never heard me snore.”
“Of
course not.” Seven stated. “That would be impossible.”
Kathryn
rolled over to face the taller woman.
"You
mumble in your sleep," she accused. "You don't even have
the courtesy to speak up so I can listen in on what you're saying."
"Borg
do not mumble," Seven said, laughing as Kathryn tickled her.
"Yes,
you do." She mumbled in imitation of Seven, moving up to kiss
her neck. "And you mutter, and laugh, and you do it all under
your breath."
“Very
well. I will instruct the computer to record the sounds in our bedroom
tonight.” Seven stated, slightly annoyed that she would succumb
to so human an idiosyncrasy as mumbling.
Kathryn
raised her eyebrows suggestively.
“It
will record the sounds while we SLEEP, Kathryn.” Seven replied,
swatting Kathryn lightly on her rear. “Considering that I
am the individual with the least experience with lovemaking, one
would naturally assume that I would be the one who would want to
make love as often as possible.”
“Seven,
how old are you?”
“31,
as you well know.”
“And
how old were you when you started thinking about making love?”
“It
was Stardate 52619.2 and I was 27.” Seven said shyly. “You
had just rescued me from the Borg Queen.”
Kathryn
smiled, her free hand drifting under Seven’s sheer night gown
and up to fondle the young woman’s right breast. “So…
before we consummated our relationship in this very bedroom, you
had only deprived yourself for what? Four years?”
Seven
nodded, gasping as she felt Kathryn’s breath on her neck.
“Before
you, I hadn’t made love to someone I really cared about in
eight years.” Kathryn said, her breath ghosting over Seven’s
clavicles as her hands pushed the night gown up above the younger
woman’s breasts. “And never before to a woman.”
“Kathryn…”
Their
kisses were hot and frantic. This was the most passionate they had
been with each other in a while; and though both women knew that
they had a full day ahead, neither of them wanted to stop.
Kathryn
undressed Seven gently and then removed her own night shirt. She
threw the little cotton panties she wore over the side of the bed.
Then she grabbed Seven’s legs. With an ankle in each hand,
she opened the young woman like a love letter. Seven gasped at the
motion, feeling so incredibly exposed to her lover.
Seven
felt smooth hands, those hands she always loved to watch, move from
her stomach to the juncture of her thighs. “Oh Kathryn, do
we have time?”
“I
don’t care.” Kathryn replied, her voice low and sultry.
She used her fingers to reveal Seven’s softness and spread
her open, unfolding her lover like an origami butterfly. Kathryn
supped at her greedily, moving to nip at her thighs lightly at intervals.
Seven
tried to clutch at the smaller woman, but she couldn't muster the
coordination to reach her.
Kathryn grabbed her thighs and hoisted them over her shoulders,
pulling Seven in further. Her mouth moved at double speed.
"Oh
Kathryn!" Seven shouted. She grabbed the sheets and balled
them into her fists. "Please!" Her hips undulated involuntarily,
not knowing if she wanted to escape the intensity of the moment,
or get more of it. She felt her nipples tighten painfully as her
body synched itself to one point of absolute bliss.
Kathryn
slid a finger inside Seven, then another. She curled them upwards,
rubbing forward and backward, while she put her other hand on the
younger woman’s mound, pressing down as she rubbed her hand
in circles. Kathryn coordinated her movements so that her palm pulled
back as her hand moved downward, creating a point of pressure where
the two met and pressed Seven’s flesh.
Seven
felt as if she were drowning in Kathryn, as if she couldn't stop
coming. Just as she thought she was past the last one, another series
of waves washed through her system. It was almost too much. The
chain reaction threw her emotions into chaos. She wanted to laugh,
cry, scream, and just pass out all at the same time. She closed
her eyes and saw colors creating kaleidoscope starbursts behind
her eyelids.
Slowly,
so slowly, her body came down from its high. Her breath was returned
to her body, and the dizzy feeling of not getting enough oxygen
set in, making her cover her eyes with her hand so she could center
herself. Seven felt Kathryn’s arms wrap around her, but she
barely responded. Her body was oversensitive and over stimulated.
"Seven,"
she heard from somewhere far off. Her orgasm had deafened her, making
her feel as if she were underwater. She felt a kiss on her forehead,
which caused a sharp little aftershock deep inside her.
"Ungh,"
was all she could muster.
Kathryn
held Seven tightly in her arms, rocking the young Borg until she
felt her stir again. Even after all this time she couldn't help
but feel a little studly at the knowledge that she drove Seven of
Nine to a furious orgasm. A foxy smirk crept onto her face. She
kissed Seven gently.
"Ready
for some more?"
Seven
looked at her hazily, focusing her eyes. "Now…? Kathryn,
your speech…”
Wincing
at the sensibility behind Seven’s words, Kathryn risked a
look at the traditional chronometer she kept on the nightstand on
her side of the bed.
“Oh
fuck.” Kathryn swore. She leapt out of the bed and nearly
tripped over her own underwear as she rushed into the sonic shower.
“Put
it on high.” Seven called from the bedroom. “It will
‘shave off’ 8.3 minutes of your usual time.”
“It
sets my teeth on edge!”
“Being
late for duty will do worse than that.” Seven retorted.
Kathryn
sighed and ordered the computer to crank the sonic shower to the
highest setting. She dried her hair, set it and threw on her uniform
in ten minutes. Old habits die hard.
“How
do you like my hair?”
“Kathryn,
your hair looks beautiful, yet no more beautiful than it has ever
looked in the 43,568 other days I have seen it.”
She
did a quick check in the mirror and brushed a stray strand into
place. Kathryn nodded, once again very much a Starfleet officer
and an Admiral. She walked out of the en suite to say goodbye to
Seven and her breath caught in her throat.
The sun shone through the window, silhouetting Seven of Nine. She
turned and Kathryn's gaze swept over her form - strong and feminine.
"Kathryn,
what is it?" Seven asked, suddenly feeling modest.
She
shook her head.
"Nothing,"
Kathryn smiled. “I ah, I have to get going.”
“I
will see you there.” She blushed as she finished dressing.
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The
room felt small, considering the number of people who were crammed
into the space. They were Starfleet’s best; decorated officers
who had served the Federation for years.
Admiral
Kathryn Janeway cleared her throat as she placed both hands on the
podium. The crowd made their way back to their seats, still cradling
their cups of coffee and tea.
“Well…
I’ll make this short.” Admiral Janeway said wryly. “Many
things have been said today about what the true spirit of the Fleet
really is and what our evolving role in the post-Dominion war Federation
should be. Overwhelmingly, these views have come to the same conclusion
that many of our citizens and our enlisted officers have agreed
is the only possible choice.”
Kathryn
took a breath while the crowd murmured their agreement. Her eyes
fell on her former shipmates. Tuvok met her gaze and nodded, sending
waves of support in his simple gesture. “Despite the need
to be ever vigilant of threats within the quadrant, from our enemies
and erstwhile allies abroad, Starfleet was founded to explore new
civilizations in order to enrich our own worlds. Our duty to the
latter, certainly supersedes our need for the former.”
“For
the first time in millennia, we must once again face the problem
of scarce resources; the very real possibility of poverty in some
of the smaller, outlying colonies; the threat of stagnation and
bureaucracy stifling the inchoate fields of basic science, art,
language, history and music.” Kathryn said. “We are
at the forefront of technology. Yet nobody has ever cited technology
as a tool for thinking better. Creative thought has always, and
will always be the lifeblood of innovation. And we cannot, in good
conscience pursue our own interests when the fabric and the essence
of what we are is threatened.”
Scattered
applause broke out as Kathryn’s gaze fell on Seven of Nine,
radiant as ever in her blue and silver biosuit. Kathryn took a deep
breath and put down the PADD that contained her speech.
“I…”
She paused. “I have a lot of inspiring words written down,
words that would befit an Admiral closing this conference, words
that would bolster our decision to go before the General Council
and to state unequivocally that disarming and disbanding half the
fleet in order to conserve resources and free up manpower to different
sectors was the best service that Starfleet could provide the Federation…
But these aren’t the words that I think we would all like
to hear.”
Kathryn
stepped around the podium and off the stage, bringing her hands
up to her waist. “Not so long ago, I was a Captain struggling
to get my crew home. I was apprehensive about what ‘home’
was like, given the occasional transmission we would receive from
Starfleet headquarters… My crew gave me everything they had
under the worst and most unpredictable of circumstances.”
“Some
of them,” Kathryn said, her eyes lingering once more over
Seven, “had either never seen Earth or were too young to remember
what it was like. My Astrometrics officer asked me, years ago, what
it was that drove me to make my way back despite the odds against
my ever seeing Earth in my lifetime. I told her simply that it was
the world outside Starfleet, the way of life that I had given my
own life to defend and enrich, that I wanted to come home to.”
Kathryn
paused meaningfully. “If we have to make drastic changes in
our careers and our daily lives to preserve our cultures and our
citizens… if we have to break up not only crews, but families
we have served with… if our mission changes from exploration
to amelioration and healing… It’s a small price to pay
to finally make where and how we live ‘home’ again.”
Her
voice softened as she looked over her audience. Captains and officers
that symbolized everything that the Federation hoped to embody.
Picard. Saavik. Riker. Gomez. Sato. Grafalk. Chekhov. Sisko. Jenner.
O’ Brien. Lee. Paris. Torres. Kim. Ayala. Wildman.
“There
are worse enemies than the Jem’Hadar out there. We know their
names of old. Famine, Hubris and Apathy.” She said quietly.
“And if I have to take a desk job to beat them back into the
darkness of ancient history, then so be it.”
The
crowd erupted with cheers and hearty applause.
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The
reception that followed the conference was abuzz with conversation.
Seven of Nine didn't hear someone calling her name until she felt
a light touch on her arm.
“Seven.”
A familiar lilting voice called. “How are you?”
“Lieutenant
Commander Troi.” Seven quickly amended. “Riker.”
The
demure betazoid smiled. “Deanna will be fine, Seven.”
“I…”
Seven paused. “I do not know what the proper words are. I
would like to congratulate you on your marriage, but I also feel
sorry that you have lost a crew member. I did not know Commander
Data, but I can infer how I would feel if one of the crew of Voyager
had died.”
“Thank
you, Seven.” Deanna replied. “For both sentiments. Data’s
death hit us all very hard. Did you never meet him?”
“No,
I did not have the pleasure.”
“But
you’re familiar with positronic technology?” Deanna
asked.
“Of
course.” Seven stated, suddenly inferring where the conversation
was heading. “Would you like me to take a look at the other
android and see if the Commander’s personality can be ‘resurrected’?”
“If
it’s not too inconvenient,” Deanna hedged. “And
could we keep this off the record? Will and I don’t want to
raise anyone’s hopes…”
“I
will look into it, Deanna. However, I cannot assure you that I will
not raise false hopes. B’Elanna and I may have to consult
with Lieutenant LaForge.” Seven replied.
“Well,
before it comes to that, could you send me a subspace message on
the Titan?” Deanna requested.
“Certainly.”
Seven said. “Counselor, I also have a request for you.”
“Oh?”
“A
request for information.” Seven said, suddenly bringing her
hands behind her back and standing so straight she towered over
the petite betazoid.
“Why
don’t we go out into the hallway, then?” Deanna offered
gently.
Seven
glanced in Kathryn’s direction. She was still occupied with
Commodore Sato and Chakotay. Seven caught her lover’s eye
and tilted her head in the direction of the hallway. Kathryn smiled
and nodded.
Deanna
was already waiting for her with a glass of ice water and a mug
of green tea. Seven took a sip of the water gratefully.
“What
was it you wanted to know, Seven?” Deanna asked.
“It
is personal.”
“I
gathered.” Deanna said with a smile. “Seven, you can
always ask me a question. If it’s too personal for me to answer
then I’ll tell you and our friendship won’t suffer.”
“I…”
Seven paused. “It is… uncommon… for married spouses
to hold command positions on a Starship.”
“Yes,
usually one spouse is in the chain of command and the other takes
a civilian or advisory post,” Deanna affirmed, “but
it does happen.”
“How
did you and Captain Riker acquire permission from Starfleet Command?”
“Well,
what with the casualties after the Dominion War and with this move
to demobilize half the fleet, the top brass could hardly dictate
what capacity we would serve.” Deanna began. “Will and
I feel strongly about this issue. Alaska was one of the last territories
in North America to benefit when the unified economy was established.
Betazed is a planet dedicated to psychology, botany, zoology, music
and art… Rather than wasting the pittance left in Starfleet’s
coffers, we would rather have stayed with the Enterprise or I would
have gone into private practice. Of course, what with too many Admirals
and not enough experienced Captains… Well, you know more about
the whole issue of why we were given the Titan…”
Seven
nodded.
“Well,
aside from the fact that it would be ludicrous not to use either
of our talents for the mission… Captain Picard and Admiral
Janeway made quite an argument for our case.”
Seven’s
eyes widened in shock. “Kathryn recommended it? In your duties
as counselor, you could declare your husband unfit to command. There
would be conflicts of interest and the organizational dynamics would
be complicated.”
“I’m
sure the Admiral was very much aware of this, but after Captain
Picard testified to our professional conduct and our character,
she pointed out that a relationship had the potential to strengthen
the crew rather than undermine its well-being.” Deanna smiled.
“What has she been eating lately?”
Seven
blushed as the most accurate answer sprang to mind. “Nothing
out of the ordinary.”
“It’s
a joke, Seven.” Deanna said gently. “Why did you want
to know about our assignments? After that speech, I don’t
think Kathryn will be giving up her Admiralty so soon.”
“No,
but after the Federation has stabilized she will become restless.”
Seven replied. “I have many things to occupy my time here.
However, if she were to take another deep space mission, I would
most probably be unable to take up my former position.”
“Her
opinion on that seems to have changed.”
“Perhaps
in the case of other individuals and other Captains,” Seven
said quietly, “she and I are not married, and on her own ship
she would most probably prefer to minimize the potential for such
conflicts of interest. It would not do for the Captain to date a
subordinate.”
Deanna
placed her hand on Seven’s arm sympathetically as the young
woman took a breath.
“In
preparation for this, I was surveying what civilian science positions
would be available and interesting to me.” Seven continued.
“What
have you decided on?”
“I
think Astrophysics and Nanotechnology would be relevant fields of
interest on a deep space mission. However, I have recently found
myself fascinated with another field… child psychology.”
“Through
your work at the Veteran’s Creche?” Deanna said with
surprise.
“Yes,
as well as with my relationship with Icheb and Naomi Wildman.”
Seven replied. “You and I have worked together for the benefit
of the more traumatized children. As you have observed my work,
I would like to request a recommendation to the Harvard School of
Psychology. It would be close to the MIT-Daystrom Institute and
I would perhaps earn my PhD in two years… Would you be amenable
to my request?”
“Seven,
I had no idea you were thinking of pursuing a doctorate in anything.”
Deanna said lightly. “I’d be pleased to write a recommendation
for you. But functioning on your earlier hypothesis, I don’t
think there would be much need for a child psychologist on a deep
space mission, unless it was a multi-generational ship.”
Seven
raised an eyebrow. “I see no reason why I cannot pursue doctorates
in both sciences.”
“Well,
you do have the advantage of youth combined with Borg stamina.”
Deanna laughed. “But give it some thought anyway, and talk
about it with your partner. I get the distinct impression you’ve
been planning this all on your own. Sometimes it’s best not
to anticipate the future in such detail.”
“To
do any less would be inefficient.” Seven stated flatly.
“Life
has a way of rewarding a modicum of inefficiency, Seven.”
Deanna replied. “Shall I send you the recommendation anyway,
just in case you decide to pursue the psychology degree?”
“Yes.”
Seven said with a small smile. “Thank you very much, Deanna.”
“My
pleasure, Seven. Keep me informed.”
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