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The Adventures of Paisley
Blue
Last night was truly magickal. I attended a Yule party with my friends held at Wisdom's house. Before my arrival, they conspired with a newcomer to our group, whom I shall name Hulk. They told him that he was going to be given to me as my Christmas present.
I did not find that out until this morning, though. Almost from the moment I walked in the door, there was attraction and chemistry between Hulk and I. At first I was a little weirded out and needed to talk with Mar. She and I took little 'girl talk' breaks.
I would ask her what she knew of him and whether he was safe and all those other questions girls have when they first meet a new guy. She thought I would like him, and did I, and yes, I did. Those kinda conversations. When we returned to the party, the guys were all sitting there saying they hate it when girls go off like that, cuz the guys just sit there and wonder what the girls are talking about.
Hulk flirted with me, slowly and carefully at first, and more outwardly as the hours went by. The attention was flattering but I still was not convinced... why did he like me so much so quickly? He did not even know me. Then I learned that he was 22, and had not been in a relationship since losing his wife a few years back, and that he was as scared and nervous as I was...
Finally I decided What the hell do I have to lose? He likes me, I like him, and I am in a safe place. Well, I allowed him to get closer and closer until finally, when it came time to crash for the night, I did not sleep on the couch for the first time ever while staying overnight at Wisdom's house.
I slept on the floor, with Hulk.
Wisdom had passed earplugs around to everyone else who was going to be sharing the room with us, supposedly because Hulk snored so loud it was legendary. Thinking that no one could hear us, Hulk and I got intimately acquainted on the floor of Wisdom's living room, where our sleeping bags were laid out next to the couch where Mar was sleeping, and across the room from where Hulk's friend slept.
The next morning the first thing Mar said was Those earplugs didn't work! Hulk and I both turned twenty shades of red. We were teased the rest of the morning. In my defense, I must say that I did not scream... but as Mar pointed out, some aromas are impossible to hide and that's what gave us away. As long as I know I did everything I could to be discreet... while having sex in the middle of a living room where other people were.
Good grief, I'm like a silly teenager!
He whispered the little things into my ear that a woman loves to hear. He wrote a sensual, emotional poem on a slip of paper. He kissed me and touched me and caressed me, loosening me up to him with jokes and stories. By the time we were laying on the floor together, I felt very comfortable with him.
The one detail he did not know is one that Wisdom and Mar knew right away. Hulk bears a remarkable resemblence to CB, my husband who is missing in action. Of course, I have always thought CB was handsome, so it was a little disconcerting at first. As I talked with Hulk and got to know him, though, I realized more and more that they are completely different individuals, both charming and able to make me laugh.
Another disconcerting thing that happened was that when I finally saw Michael, he knew right away what had happened. It's like he can read my mind. He seemed happy for me, and teased me mercilessly. All this teasing... makes a girl blush.
I just couldn't wipe that silly grin off my face.
~Paisley Blue |
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