Sigh.

que sera sera.

I have uploaded the pictures from yesterday. They are listed in the directory by date...go here

Did the "deep" dive this morning. Went ok. Saw an octopus. only one more dive to go to finish this certification (and that's in five hours!)...and that's all it means to me right now. Last night's dive was so much more fulfilling.

Picked up PJ tickets. Only three of the five shows are currently on sale it seems. I got shut out of one. Two shows out of three is actually pretty good when it comes to PJ. Sendai tix go on sale 14 Dec. No on sale date yet for Nagoya.

sigh.

yes. monday seems all too far away right now. 

current mood:  scared
current music: Genesis _We can't Dance_ 

Hope you're able to catch one of the pearl jam shows, that would be so awesome to get to see them again. I loaned the cd to my sis so she could hear it and now I'm craving listening to it again. lol. 

Beautiful pictures that you uploaded yesterday. Especially love those fantastic sun/light pictures. Are those sheep at the bottom of the ruins in the picture that shows all the area around it? And I missed seeing the bullfighting pictures when you posted them...was a bit scared to look, tell you the truth. ;o) But I did...that was interesting. What were the two people in with the bulls doing? They didn't appear to be taking any part, just watching..were they judging? O.o Anyway, interesting pictures, thanks for sharing. 
 
rainingvodka 
2002-12-01 02:29 
yeah. i was pretty thrilled about the 'pus. We was curled up inside a crevice though--about all we could see was one eye.

yeah...I'm really looking forward to the PJ shows. A guy i met on my last PJ trip, from germany, and another european are meeting me over here. I am getting tickets for them because it's essentially impossible to get them from out of country.

thanks for the compliments on the pix. The recent ones didn't come out as well as I hoped...the lighting is a bit dark in the scans. But no, those aren't sheep. sandbags I think...they're doing restoration work right there. The guys in the ring with the bulls are there to get the bulls motivated to fight...they don't actually take part in the fight--it's just bull on bull, and the first one to break off loses.  

9:30p   
i think maybe there might be a god.

she responded.

so now i pray to that same god that she read my reply and understands my actions have been borne of a pestilence...although i don't how she could respond to my confession. how do you respond to that? after everything i have done...how can you just accept my mental problems as the cause for it all?

but above all of it, i just want to be well. please...make me healthy.  

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