Tori Amos
05.04.98
Tori plays SF tommorrow. It sucks I won't be there, but life sucks. At least bruce is taping it and will be sending me a clone *soon*.
It's 11:36PM. I'm in one of those 'not really awake but not really asleep' kind of states as in...I can't think enough to study but can't settle down enough to sleep. Ai yi yi. The situation leads me to sit down and type this entry out. I've been *busy* lately. Coding html for that vonnegut project/teaching html to my group/organizing who is doing what/etc. As astrology indicates, I feel comfortbale when I'm 'the leader' in such situations....but give me a situation where the situation affects no-one else or is inconsequential...I'm fucked to make a choice...
Saturday was spent sleepin in, doing homework, went to a bday BBQ for someone I barely knew w/ E...aborted a chess game to do so in fact...The night was spent doing some recording for spank again. My lords I got so intoxicated saturday night...who the hell am I to turn down free beer and pot? Regardless, it was a good time to be had, and I had it by george. :P
Sunday was spent doing more homework and recording Christa's choir concert. She came over afterwards to hear it, hoping I had her dubb finished (I hadn't, and I told her she *knew* it wouldn't be ready...) Her conductor is playing it for the choir to listen in class wednesday. I was kinda bummed I didn't get a chance to meet him, but oh well. Christa and I had some reminiscing together about the conductors in our lives...*sigh* so many wonderful people I've met in music.
Christa stayed till about 11:30 or so I think, then I had all my physics to do b4 my quiz this morning...yay big fun. Barely made it to class in time for the quiz, which threw me a loop because it was older material and I hadn't studied that recently, and it wasn't on my one allowed 'cheat' sheet...oh well. at least i never have a physics quiz again...this is the fuckin' last week of class...jesus christ but every semester seems to end in a tangle and just like everyone else i always look back amazed at 'how fast it flew by'...and these months are months unlike any I will ever have again.
Oh yeah, may as well interject that I was really tired after class so I crashed an napped from 4-8...to explain my current condition of bleah...
can you notice anything different about the writing style tonight? I can, and it's because I'm having trouble writing...it was like that with the entry on the 1st too. There's so much to say and so many thoughts to document, but I sit down and it's just bla bla bla blech...the words aren't coming.
Went by Christa's briefly cuz I wanted to use her scanner...needed it to do some work for the vonnegut project. Thanks again corny ;) Heh, I took a bath when I got home tonight...felt *good*. haven't had one in such a long time. I turned the lights off cuz the fan is on the same circuit and it's louder than hell and just as annoying...it's very dark in the bathroom...Stopped at safeway o the way home from christas cuz I had a bad craving for ben and jerry's...so i ate dilbert in the bath, in the dark, with Brad playing on my teeny tiny walkman speakers...
So you waited since friday for that tiny little entry...i
apologize ;P