The wolf howl is a lonely sounding call, isn't it? ~~~ On a calm night it can echo for miles...~~~





IN THE STILL OF THE NIGHT

To be so long apart,
longing with all your heart,
to see the day united,
when we once again
share a love unrequited.
The reasons we were parted,
now forever,upon the wind,
a song that echoes through the canyons.

My love was with thee, Julius,
all these years I waited,
the dreams never abated,
about the day we once again,
tasted freedom in each others arms,
upon the Spirit of the wind
did my heart always return to you again.

The law saw us and removed our presence,
from each other for good you see.
Or, so they thought.
But they never knew
the power of our thoughts,
that brought you back to me once more,
my joy now overflowed.

To dance again that song of love,
having you in my arms,
I would hold you once again,
see into your soul,
the love that made me whole,
for so long they would not allow,
until you found me again somehow.

We ran together you and me,
once again we were set free,
now no one could keep us apart,
untill that awful night,
in the dark,
as each blade was thrust in new,
I felt the life coming out of you,
untill your final breath you drew.

Those Murderers! those assassins!
Why My God, did they take him from me?
What did we do so awful,
that we should suffer such indignity,
at the hands of the lawful,
by the hands of the lawless,
not knowing which is which.

The sentence now carried out,
my prison is my life,
for what was good and precious,
has been snuffed out,
by those, who claim their right,
sending me assassins in the night,
to do your will in evil light.

Give to me my will to live,
for now my heart is dead in memories,
my love now forever gone,
never to be returned to me,
somewhere out in eternity,
my souls cries out to the distant wind,
Julius, OH GOD, Julius, come to me.

For now I will walk this earth,
the years seem wasted,
hope now gone,
I simply wait till my own life is gone,
when once again I will find your Spirit,
echoing through the pines,
eternally sharing yours with mine.

What they did not count on,
was that what we had done in secret,
remains a tribute to you and to me,
for where there was only two,
one heart, me and you, divided by law,
now returns 6 fold, our love, our daughter, Stacy.

The product of our love kept hidden,
now finally revealed,
and look at how your Spirit lives,
in her and in her children now,
for 5 they be,
all reflections of the love
that used to be,
to carry on, eternally.

Oh, Julius,
look down from your place,
and see us together,
sharing love, trading memories,
giving and laughing,
the way we once were,
they now carry your blood,
that was so maliciously spread,
all over the floor.

Our song not yet ended, My Love,
the tune still plays,
only by 6 new instruments,
a chorus of love,
that not even the law and the lawless could destroy,
because Baby, our song still plays,
now a heavenly voice added.

So honey, in the still of the night
I am still with you and we dance...
and we look, into each others eyes,
seeing the love,
deep in each others souls,
floating on air making us whole.
In the still of the night...


~ written by billie ~

(The font used for this poem is called, "Julius"
if you don't have it you will see the poem in Arial or Courier)







~ In The Still Of The Night ~
Dedicated to
Julius Bryan Aubrey


He'll always be a part of me
He walks within my sight
Although he is now gone away
Our spirits now take flight

So many words they fill my heart
The way he filled my soul
These treasures I will always keep
His bounty was pure gold

Far beyond this earth you see
His love will shine on me
For every word he ever spoke
I remember tenderly

Dancing in my reveries
I feel his arms so tight
Shadows dancing on the moon
In the Still Of Every Night.

~ Francine ~


~ cFrancine Pucillo ~
This poem was written especially for Julius and I.
Please don't take it
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