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I know I have a heart because it's breaking
Friday, June 14, 2002
finally we managed to bump into each other in net once again.my heart missed a beat when i knew was him. it's been sometimes since we last spoke. i never expect that he will miss me too.*sigH..lovehurts. u know.. we could have become lovers and maybe my life wouldnt be like this now, anyway 4get it, such thing cant blame anyone but ownself. kekeke.is so nice to see u again. well well..today is friday and what it means? it means BIKERS Nite...such a pitty i couldnt join de guys tonite again.been more then 3 weeks already..i really miss u guys alot but i been down with sickness lately. think my body immue system spoil liao la...today i spend another $70 on doc. haiz..a big hole ganna burn out of my pocket.*crack *crack..heard that? that is my heart cracking. BROKE liao la...buai tahan..
Thursday, June 13, 2002
add in a link on top, the only alternative way that i can do for now. i hate myself for what i am after discover what i had done a moment ago. crazy! totally crazy.. not the kind of fun craziness. maybe i going into woodbrigde soon. i am someone whom no one can really understand.i can be a tame as a mouse and even more firece as a tiger when i blow up.never ever attempt to try me cos i turn into extremly violent when i am very very very angry.i make sure u remember me for life. i left home to smoke n think,even that cant even cool me down...now i feel so guilty. a very bad sis forever..... :'(
well well. the diffences of my blog couldnt work out..*ponder ponder. it all rip all its way up to the top..guess what i lack of now is the framing or a new column. thot it works..wont dishearted tho but rather disappointing.thot could surpise u guys who been so supportive in my blog. shall see what i can do. =þ
 seems moody suddenly le..sianz..bored..awful..everyday i sure got new problem arises one..knnz.problematic girl. wu gui wang da dan. spend whole evening undressing my cpu with tae and reinstall windows and burning some documents, not too bad, gain some learning experience but still wondering how to remove the irritating stuffs in my start up..wtF! anyway today is not a bad day afterall.trying to add in a few diffences in my blog. listening to liu ruo ying ~ hou lai.mp3
Tuesday, June 11, 2002
haiz..havent been blogging for days again.been wondering actually what is there to blog about? everyday route seems de same to me. been thinking again; it is cos of the songs which i hear recently or is it jus me? anyway i'm thinking of getting away from pc world but i know i wont be able to do it cos if i am firm, i had already done that long ago. pc been giving me probs lately too..even pc will break down one day,let alone a human. somehow i know i really disppoint alot of ppl all this while but this is me, accept what i am or leave me to be what i am. well well, cant possible ask my parents to leave me. i am a very stubborn freak. hiya, i always tell ppl to be fiexble but not myself, funny n strange. what my bf say on monday morning makes me think over n over again and yet nothing can come up for an answer. think really have to *walk one step,count one step. no one can predict what will become us in future. haiz, u never know how life can be such ironical. *ponder n wonder.... 
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