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Well I haven't written in this thing for awhile, lots of shit going on. I think it is the time of year. Anyway, my parents are back from Kansas. In a way this is good as I was missing them but on the flip side they show up and are demanding to know where I am going and who I'll be with and what not. Now I understand that they are concerned for me but at the same time I am 22 years old and I resent the notion of checking in all the time. When challenged my mom said that in case I didn't show up, she would know how to fill out the missing persons report. AND SHE WAS SERIOUS. Christ, can you imagine that? A MISSING PERSONS REPORT. Ridiculous. She means well but FUCK! These are the sorts of things that happen when my parents are around so it is kind of annoying. I have found myself out of the house a lot more lately. Any excuse will do...Karaoke three times a week, more work...whatever. I find my social life improves exponentially when my parents are around...
Odd things are going on in my life it seems like. I feel so much better about so many things lately. Usually this is a very bad time of year for me, usually I get depressed, but I am not. Even bed things that have happened I have taken in stride. Now normally this sort of thing wouldn't be a big deal, but I have been so consistantly depressed and whinny and grim. I bitch and bitch and bitch about how rotten everything is, but lately I haven't done that...this makes me very happy. At any rate, school is almost over, Legend of Zelda is out on tuesday, and my romantic life is definately looking up. Money is a problem still, especially with Christmas coming up and me having to buy two new tires yesterday after a blow out, but it is mellow. I'll work it all out.
I haven't been spending much time online lately, chatting and such. Part of it is because I have next to no time, what with avoiding my parents and all, but also I have not wanted to that much. I go in phases in that regard where I am on all the fucking time and then not at all for awhile. This time seems different though...I think it has to do with my constant lamenting about how I have no time and never get to do anything beyond work and school so I am making time for it. That is important I think and I have been neglacting it a lot lately. I went to a movie and dinner with Nicole and Brian and we had such a great time just being together. At dinner we just laughed and carried on( not obnoxiously) and it was just so damn cool. I havn't just let go of my problems and worries that completely for a long time and it felt so good. Everything was just good. We got pulled over on the way back to their apartment for them having expired tags and even as we sat waiting for the inevidable ticket, we were still laughing and having a good time. That is pretty rare in such instances to say the least but it was very good. They aren't too stressed about the ticket as they can get all of the fines and whatnot removed if they comply within ten days, so they are cool. It was just a fun night. I need more of those.So I think there will be more of them for me and less sitting in front of the computer alone. Now that isn't to say that I don't enjoy my online friends. I love them all and I actually miss them when I don't get to talk to them for awhile but I need to balance the time better. Anyway, I am going to go play with my dog until work.
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