July 29, 2000
I've been aching to write to for a long weekend but this weekend, the words just *HAD* to come out no matter what.  Even though I've got a fucking shitty week next week (2 tests and 2 finals... yuck.  God, someone out there definitely hates me!).  But I figured, I'll explode if I don't.  Ok, and if I don't happen to explode, then I'll just lose what I meant to write.  I hate it when that happens.  It can't be a good thing.... guts and mush all over the place.  Tha's what I'm made from.

I'm half-thankful that next week is the last week of summer school.  So many of us (who're in summer school right now) are suffering from burn-out.  I know I am.  It's like, we've essentially been in school since September without a major-major break and now, it's all finally starting to get to us.  I stare at my books in utter reluctance to study.  It's competely natural and completely annoying, especially with so little time left.  I'm working hard in helping to coordinate Shinerama so that's cool.  (I'm designing the web-page as well, even though someone else is working on it to make it look all wicked, but it's all good.... I'll have the link to that in due time)  I'm loving it like you wouldn't believe.  Finally, my chance to do some planning!!!  Even though I absolutely hate trying to rope sponsors in.  I feel bad begging for money.  In the midst of working on Shinerama this past 2 weeks, I've gotten a wash of some very freaky feelings... which have become the topic of my updates this week.  It's not much.  But then again, it's hard to say much with the intensity of the upcoming week.  Bask in it :)

July 2, 2000
The Canada Day long weekend, and oh joy, I'm blessed with studying for my anatomy midterm that's next week.  Yes, I know it sucks.  Don't hafta tell me twice.  At least I take some joy in knowing that in about a month, this is gonna be all over and I'll have slightly less than a month to chill a li'l before heading back to Brandon Hall (ahhhh, the bliss of an ethernet connection).  But I won't start counting down just yet. June 25, 2000
I had words that just *HAD* to come out this week.  That's all I'll say this time. June 17, 2000
WOOHOOOOOOO!!  It's the halfway mark for summer school - 1st semester of summer school was over this past week.  One more semester to go.  I've got a 2nd year Psych course on human learning and cogition in place of Stats next semester, and I'm still in anatomy.  Psych should be a LOT better than Stats, no doubt.  Although it's being held in the same room as Stats was - baaaaad memories!!  I really should be studying for my weekly anatomy test but the joy of finishing a semester is overwhelming.  And I decided to channel that joy to working on The Wall Of Hyperness.  I just had a thought a second ago.  That perhaps it should have a new name.  I don't know.  It was a passing thought.  Just like a passing cloud.  I've started playing around with revamps for the page.  Not quite complete revamps, just mini-ones like on the front page.  I'm working on the links page 'cause I fucked up, hit delete and saved it.  Damn!  Sometimes my fingers are just too fast for my own good.  Um, that didn't come out right!!  I'll get that links page up as soon as I get it fixed... whenever that'll be.  Eeep.  I truly hate the fact that time is such a big commodity and even more so that it's happening over summer.  *sigh*  But then again, I definitely prefer being busy rather than having huge black holes of time.  So I really shouldn't complain eh?  Ok, I won't.  I'm really looking forward to September for some strange reason.  September signals the start of the new school year.  So I'm finding it odd that I'm actually looking forward to it.  But I am.  Maybe 'cause I'll be able to experience Frosh... ahem, I mean.... Welcome Week.... again and this time, I'll be involved in it as a Maroons Welcome Week Rep, rep for the Science faculty (which sucks ass - the Science faculty never had or will have a good faculty day but oh well, it's something to do) and if things go well as planned, Shinerama rep for the Maroons, baby!!!!!!!!!  I'm crossing my fingers that that falls through for me.  It's funny how I'm looking forward to all of that more than I'm looking forward to the end of summer school, which comes earlier (August 3 and it's all over!!!!!).

Anyways, here're the updates I've been working on all day this time round (I want Eminem's new album!  And Sisqo's new one too!  Shit, that man is fiiiiine!!!  I don't know what that has to do with anything but I do..... I also can't wait to see the next episode of Making The Band.... not that that has to do with Eminem or Sisqo at all.... I've also been craving angel wings.  They're like, semi-sparkly, semi-fluffy and I saw 'em in Le Chateau over the Christmas break (it was apparently left over from Halloween).  And now I'm craving them to wear with my star beads and candy necklace (never wear a candy necklace in humid weather, I learned that last week).  But I'm gonna hafta wait till next Halloween till I guess I'll see 'em again.  :(  *sniff*  What's wrong with this world - you can't satisfy cravings when you want to?!  Did I ever mention my ideal kinda guy?  He should be completely wacked, rubbery, have a yellow suit and a green face...... it was an epiphany after watching The Mask again a coupla weeks ago.  God, I'm fickle!  Ok, I think it's time for me to close this bracket).  There!  It's closed.  And here're the updates.......... ta-da!

May 15, 2000
Ok, two months since my last update.  Eeep.  School doesn't leave much of a life.  Here's the scoop - I was done with the school year (oh yeah, first year done and over with *whew*) in late April, moved all my shit outta Brandon Hall, and within 3 days, I found myself sitting in a boooring Stats class in summer school.  Yeah, you heard me right - summer school.  And yeah, I was ssemi-conscious when I wrote up my registration.  To actually *want* to torture myself academically for 12 whole weeks.  I figured, rather than have 4 months off, I'd rather avoid brain rot (not to mention a terrible transition period at the start of 2nd year in September.... god, I sound like such a geek) and hit summer school.  It's terrible - in the sense that there's almost a minimalistic number of people here at Mac.  I thrive on getting excited (no, not THAT kinda excited) when I see human life now.  It's sad, in a way.  And I've actually reached a point where I'm *happy* to return home to Mississauga.  Oh shit, I never thought that day would come but apaprently it has.

I've been thinking about a huge revamp for this page for the longest time.  I just haven't quite really had the time to pull it off.  Not even gradually.  I went through a huge depressive period (maybe I'll write about that someday) sometime in February and March, and that was when I first started thinking about changing this page around.  Now, I'm almost positive that I definitely wanna go through with it.  Slowly but surely.  Maybe I'll spend August (after I get outta summer school) doing it.  I figured it needs to change to reflect to NOT reflect who I was in '98 when this page first started (holy fuck, it was THAT long ago?!).

One idea for now was to do short, daily, journalistic entries.  I have time to write up a quickie.  It's just a matter of typing it up and formatting it when I get back at night.  We.... shall.... see.

In the meantime, go waste some time at.....

It's all I've been able to put together now.... I'm trying!

March 18, 2000
I can't believe I actually have time on my hands right now.  Oh well.  See if I care.  I've got a new intro page - something than emerged outta me thinking about revamping this site.  My conclusion - I'll do the changes slowly.  Why bother forcing everything?  I'm in a very depressive-bitter mood these days.  That might be one of the factors that brought about me thinking about changing this page around.  Who knows?  And who cares anyways?  I don't.  Not really at least.  I'm in an assassinating mood.  Too many people have screwed me over in the past coupla months - I'm fucking pissed.  Exams are gonna be pretty much all of April, and then I'm off to summer school for about 6 weeks.  So it's gonna be highly doubtful I'll be doing major updates (updates, if any) during then.  I know the number of people coming to The Wall Of Hyperness has significantly dropped off gradually.  But there's not much I can do about that.  Actually, there is.  I could drop outta school and work on this page exclusively.  Wouldn't I be thrilled?  No offence to you guys, but not really.  This thing still needs a shitload of work.  I know.

January 29, 2000
So I was bored enough (who in the world would study on a Friday night?!) to update my page.  Yeah, yeah.  Guilty conscience.  Not!  Anyways, most of the updates this time are my spewings.  I seem to have had a flood of those lately.  I just get ideas when people talk.  No, not THOSE kinds of ideas.  Now, YOU don't get any ideas, ok?