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a sad day
listening to | the tea party \ the interzone
mantras
feeling | sad :(
well, i guess
everyone pretty much knows about vic's decision to move to
brisbane by now. i put two and two together last night,
but i was hoping i was jumping to conclusions and that she would
tell me this morning that i was being silly and was wrong.
but no, this
morning we got an email from vic announcing that it was true.
although i completely understand why she is moving to brisbane
rather than sydney, it doesn't stop me from being selfish.
i shocked myself
when i cried when i read the email. vic, i guess i never really
realised how much your friendship means to me. i don't have very
many friends i get along with like i do you. you don't roll your
eyes at me when i talk about which rockstar i am going to marry
like most of my friends do. and you stick up and look out for me
much more than i would expect you to. and you're craaaaaaazy and
you make me laugh! not to mention all the other wonderful things
about you. J
plus i had been
anticipating all the fun weekends in sydney i would be having
next year. i guess i will just have to make those weekends into
crazy holidays in brisbane instead. just as long as someone is
willing to offer me a couch. J
one of the things
that is troubling me now is what i am going to do after i
finish my degree next year. the "plan" was always to
get everyone in sydney and for me to move in once i finished my
degree, but that isn't exactly going to happen now. though,
maybe vic moving to brisbane is a good thing afterall. if i end
up getting a job somewhere other than sydney (which could,
honestly, quite easlily happen) i would have been incredibly
disappointed if i hadn't have been able to move in with
everyone... whoever everyone may have been.
maybe i will work
overseas for a few years instead. europe has sexy rockstars too.
who knows. as nick said, the possibilities are infinite.
oh, and now i am
going to have to find someone else to share valentines day with
next year... thanks vic. :P
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