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311001 » a sad day

listening to | the tea party \ the interzone mantras
feeling | sad :(

well, i guess everyone pretty much knows about vic's decision to move to brisbane by now.  i put two and two together last night, but i was hoping i was jumping to conclusions and that she would tell me this morning that i was being silly and was wrong.

but no, this morning we got an email from vic announcing that it was true. although i completely understand why she is moving to brisbane rather than sydney, it doesn't stop me from being selfish.

i shocked myself when i cried when i read the email. vic, i guess i never really realised how much your friendship means to me. i don't have very many friends i get along with like i do you. you don't roll your eyes at me when i talk about which rockstar i am going to marry like most of my friends do. and you stick up and look out for me much more than i would expect you to. and you're craaaaaaazy and you make me laugh! not to mention all the other wonderful things about you. J

plus i had been anticipating all the fun weekends in sydney i would be having next year. i guess i will just have to make those weekends into crazy holidays in brisbane instead. just as long as someone is willing to offer me a couch. J

one of the things that is troubling me now is what i am going to do after i finish my degree next year. the "plan" was always to get everyone in sydney and for me to move in once i finished my degree, but that isn't exactly going to happen now. though, maybe vic moving to brisbane is a good thing afterall. if i end up getting a job somewhere other than sydney (which could, honestly, quite easlily happen) i would have been incredibly disappointed if i hadn't have been able to move in with everyone... whoever everyone may have been.

maybe i will work overseas for a few years instead. europe has sexy rockstars too. who knows. as nick said, the possibilities are infinite.

oh, and now i am going to have to find someone else to share valentines day with next year... thanks vic. :P

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