••The "Holy Bible" - Song: Jason Carson - Holy And Anointed One-Jesus

Last night was a hard time of studying sitting close to God. How could this be? No, I'm not proud to share this true testimony but, I do grow closer to God and Jesus by faith. Why? God and Satan are always visiting me in strange ways but, God is giving me HOPE through Jesus to bless my family or the world.

Where to start?

Last year, I purchased a passport in case I needed to leave America since, I do feel a calling. I paid extra money towards getting passport quick because, my calling would be in God time. No, I don't question certain actions in my life because, my heart feels a real destiny. I wrote about, true-faith in me and family and I was willing to lose my relationship with my family if they condemned me. Family's do not share their writing very much together when it comes to their faith. My brothers and sisters have shared their testimonies, poems, or short stories. Two or more people praying together are a church?

Growing with faith is a puzzle! The more pieces you put together then, you might see God and Jesus picture. Strange: Patience's is the key towards putting a puzzle together and you should see the picture before you start. You can't cheat on most puzzles but you can see the picture. Once a puzzle has a boarder then, pieces can fall in place. Yes, faith is much as a puzzle and the picture becomes clearer over time. Life can be hard to see a clear picture unless, the picture grows. We could lose a person close to us and our lives could feel as a puzzle with missing pieces. Truth: Depends on the picture WERE putting together in our daily lives.

Truth: I have a cross on the wall and Jesus comes off it. Last night on my birthday, I took Jesus off the cross and he was in my pocket. There is a shallow grave in a field of a cross. The cows watched and a bull approached but, my faith keep it away. There is a lot more to the story but, I'm not going to write about, last night! Why? I'm still here as long as my wife stands by me or I should use my passport. God and Jesus gives me a gift of touching people lives close to me. Truth: People lives also, touch me!

Well, I should finish writing a little story about, the shallow cross grave. I have visited it several times and Once, I laid down in it full of water praying faithfully. Tonight on September 11, (first) anniversary, I poured gasoline around the cross and I prayed for God to start a fire. What happen? Smoke rose from the cross and I heard gun and rifle bullets flying nearby. There were fire truck sirens coming from a distance and someone stood on the gate watching. I was honestly trapped and I sat still praying to God. Truth: Fire trucks came to put out a fire but, I never started it. I appeared hidden from the fire men and I surely looked guilty. I am not a arson! I should be extra-careful what, I wish. God makes final calls.. 100%

(07/02/02) There is a true story, I must share. I asked my brother Larry to find all the good in his life and write it down. He must forget about, the bad past and bury it. His life story is greater than, I could ever tell so, he must write it. He must change in-order to write it! He said, I could "help?"

TRUTH: He will find it hard to write or tell unless, he gives his life to GOD and the LORD. His life has been a curse from the evil that he lived. We could try to judge him but, he does pay at his own cost.

Short Story: HE LOST FAMILY, FRIENDS, HOME, JET-SKI, CAR, EVERYTHING EXCEPT: FAITH

Now, he must find GOD or the devil will WIN.

I visited him the other day after my birthday in a institute because of drug abuse. Worst: He could of been dead because people wanted to kill him. Larry said, the fight started over $12 dollars.

First, Larry was on a roll as many times in the past and he found himself in a bad neighborhood with a person in his new car. The person asked, where is my twelve dollars? He did not have it! Suddenly, the other person friends outside the car said, Get His Keys Out The Car Ignition. The evil person grab for keys turning off the car but Larry fought to keep his keys in ignition. The people screamed get him so, Larry was beaten from inside and outside his car in the face. By the grace of God he did not give up fighting to get his car started up. The car was in drive when the person shut it off. Larry could not protect his face but, he got the car started and drove off as the person inside car continued beating him in the face. HE DID LIVE! The person inside the car finally asked, STOP THE CAR after, hitting him around thirty times.

Second, Larry car ran out of gas and he was covered with blood. HIV and HEPATITIS C positive.. The evil people will eventually be in a big surprise. God puts special people on this earth to "Help Us Grow." Special people saw Larry covered with blood and they asked, WHAT HAPPEN? Larry said, I picked up a person and I was robbed. The two men went to a store getting gas for his car then, they gave him $10 dollars. I visited him in drug institute and he got a request of two packs of cigarettes.

BOTTOM LINE: Evil people will kill you over $12 dollars or less and Good people will give hope and money. The lesson will be where are you going to die Beside good people or bad? Larry is trying to stand by the GOOD but he must put his trust and faith in the LORD. His drug battle has been going on between 6 and 7 years or longer and no institute has change him. Larry called me up because he said, I've always been there for him. Larry is doing better living in a (clean) house and he visits, "The Homeless Shelter."

LARRY IS MY BROTHER.... I LOVE HIM!

PLEASE GOD, Continue protecting him and other people in need until, they find the grace of the LORD. Larry never wished me a happy birthday but, I will always love him. Faith-Lives Part2

You have a Great Day or Weekend..

I want to share a book title.. My sister Terri got me it for my birthday and I want to pass it to my brother Larry. I've read a good bit of it and I feel its a good book to start with faith AND it leads towards the BIBLE (verses). I see it as a "cover page" for people in need of finding faith and where?

Title: God Is In The Small Stuff

Over 500,000 copies sold
$4.99 U.S.

God Bless You,
Thomas