••Justice - Innocent Until Proven Guilty? Song: Garth Brooks - The Dance

(9/25/02) My wife works for the government and she had me locked up into a mental institute. I volunteered myself over to the sheriff department and they put me in handcuffs. I was taken into a hospital for an valuation. There was a counselor who talked to me and he held officer Mack and myself there for around five hours. Finally, he talked to my wife on the phone and I was committed unto a mental hospital. The sheriff officer Mack was upset because the counselor never came back to talk to me. Sheriff Mack said, he seen three cases as mine out of thousands of cases. Innocent until proven guilty? Right! I left my wife a note with my wedding ring saying, You should have trusted me so now you must trust in God. Later, I told her that I took a bottle of pills and I woke up throwing them up from a shallow cross grave. My wife works for judges and lawyers so, she had it pretty easy to get papers draw up on me. I lost my freedom! I was committed unto this behavior health center pretty upset and I said, I don't belong here! Nurse said, you are going to get patients upset so, I calmed down.

There was a person Derrick watching me for three days from our room before we talked to one another then he said, you know the game. Finally, he came out of the room and he started following with the program. Truth: God placed this man as a pastor in my room who burned down his home with no insurance. He opened up his heart too me and he shared verses from the Holy Bible. I noticed he nurtured off me and people nurtured off him and so on. There came a time a group of people gathered to say a prayer. There were two beautiful woman with one-on my left side Pattie and one-on my right side Suzan as we held hands and we said, Our Father - Who Are In Heaven. The woman on my right side jumped at the end of the prayer and she said, Your hands are on fire. You have the hands of Jesus. Truth: The twelve days locked up were the best days of my life and this place had never seen a closer group as our group. I was just a friend without a sermon because people would probably think I am crazy?

My wife never visited me and I had no money or cloths except the cloths on my back. Best Part: We can bring more good alive than dead. I will keep you in my prayers. There was a close woman friend who had a seizure (attack) and I held her close to me praying. I know 100% she can be healed since God has shown me. Sad Part: Who could honestly trust me? We should learn to follow our eyes, voice, and heart since, miracles happen! The doctors learned from me and I learned from them. Example: You should never live in the problem - You should live in the solution! I will give another example - 50% negative - 50% positive - If you can take 1% of the negative and turn it towards positive then your life will start to get better. ONE DAY AT A TIME...

Remember: Communication - Trust - Honor - Honesty

Psychiatrist love to use medicine and people will talk about, their problems. Please be careful! Psychiatrist love to double the medicine each time a person opens their heart to them. You want to talk then talk to a counselor or psychologists. I told a psychiatrist not to raise my medicine and I told her that I was not taking all my medicine. She got mad and she had blood drawn to verify that I was taking some medicine. The next day she was happy! Truth: I spit out the extra medicine in a toilet. I will follow no-doctor or no-one except my heart. Service work is the best thing to do helping people in need. Group meetings are there to help you but you could touch someone else in the group. Our messages can bring good to people lives or harm.

God - grant me the Serenity to except the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, and Wisdom to know the difference. Unity, Service, Recovery - Study the twelve steps! It works so keep coming back! Get a sponsor, Amen...

I spent seven days in treatment and the doctors wanted to release me. The doctors could not find any mental illness but my wife appealed their decision with help of judges. The institute gather more paper work on me trying to get the court to release me. The institute had to hold me for five more days until I faced a court hearing. My wife took a restraining order against me saying, I was going to take our son unto hiding and I was going to burn down our home. Truth: I told her, I felt like taking our son to my older sister Debbie home and raise him. My son has thousands of toys and I told a deacon of a church that I felt like burning down our home. Brother Thompson knows, I would never burn down our home or hurt my family! Truth: I still love my wife. Justice will be served in the eye's of God and Jesus Christ. Amen...

The doctors found no medication from an overdose in my system except, medical Maj. Today, I am 100% drug free and I do support AA and NA programs. My wife walked away from me and I found a special woman Pattie that, I loved deeply. Sad Part: She has been abused by men and NOW, she is dead from drugs. She loved me greater than any man she has ever met. Pattie said, she ONLY felt safe in my arms. Her father loved me as a son and her family appeared happy a loving man came unto their lives. Her loving daughter Courtney twelve years old felt our love and Pattie uncle pastor will do the funeral service. Soon - I hope to be going home and I might leave our country USA to sacrifice myself for my belief. GOD has never died so, you should not give up in FAITH.

Few nights ago, my city lights went pitch black as four sub-stations crashed at once and my car lights and radio flickered. God will come as a thief in the night and you will not get a sign so, Be Ready! I gained 10+ pounds of weight during first week in treatment. I would be breaking a court order leaving USA but, man does not control living destiny. American government should study the behavior institute report on me and they better follow a theory of the Peace movement under Theory Of Power or they probably be cursed? Psychiatrist Jackie said, I am a very smart person. My mother named me from an Angel and my family hearts tell the TRUTH.

Strange: My wife Sharon said, Pattie and I could spend a night at our old home so, I could spend more time with our son Dustin. Mystery Of Faith? Well, my sister Theresa sitting in the laundry room and the hangers started moving crazy. God and "Jesus Christ" controls the universe and Satan rules hell on Earth? Most my family fears no-evil because, we hold strongly unto faith. I am crazy in one-way since, I am willing to share our faith! The web-site is a big puzzle?