••Mystery's
Of Faith
My dearest brother Tommy,
You taught me something very important tonight. I thought about your decision to give Mark
your camper. I thought about you giving Theresa your gold necklace. At first, I was
confused. I wondered why you would give Theresa your necklace instead of me. Not that I
wanted it so much, but that I didn't understand your reasons. Now I do understand. It is
so easy to give to those who love us so much. The way I loved to give to Mom and the way I
give to Debbie and you. It is much harder to give to those who persecute us. Why should
we? Because of the love of God and because of forgiveness. Mark and Theresa may not
understand or appreciate your gifts, but I do. You are saying to them that no matter how
they have treated you, that you forgive and still love them. God is surely smiling down
upon you Tommy. You have a pure heart.
Others in this life may never truly know you or understand you, but I do. I am so lucky to
have you for a brother. My love for you is deeper than you could ever imagine. No, that's
not right. I'm sure you can imagine. I love you as much as you love me.
I want to cry thinking you might not be around me in the future. It breaks my heart. But I
want you to know that if you need a home, you have one with me. And if you feel you need
to leave, I will support you in whatever you do. That is unselfish love. It's hard to say
that because I always want you in my life, but I love you so much to set you free for your
own path as well.
Your loving sister,
Terri
Thomas Comments: I love my
family! My sister Theresa stood next to me when, I fell down. I will never forget her
touch with LOVE. Terri appeared a little jealous over Theresa and the gold chain.
Theresa is a very SPECIAL sister and Terri is loved.
File Sharing (Backup): Pretty Evil
I enjoyed spending time learning on the
Internet. I found a bad place that, we should call the underground or better
HELL. I started a file sharing (backup) server while, I operated a company and I attended
a technical collage. I allowed 3,000 people to visit a night and there were one hundred
sixty-eight people peak. Why? I honestly tried to change a evil place filled with hate and
the server was called Download Access. Several hundred servers love playing games and they
will direct users making $money per person. I was hacked regularly and I encountered
Trojans, worms, ping of death, and more. "No hacker" could kill the server
permanently because, I operated the server by (free) Christian faith. I spent hundreds of
dollars on hard drives. Well, my fire wall and virus scan helped! Truth: The
server appeared to be a hangout and chat room.
Our world appears to poison people in different ways. There were times people or person
tried to delete the entire server hard drives. I am going to share a
"true-story" and you probably will not believe it unless, you carry
"true-faith." One night, my multiple sclerosis (label) started from a cult
(evil) spirits on the server and my body trembled by the "spirits in faith." You
may not know a silent pain? My Christian faith conquered the spirits with love but, my
physical health was permanently damage. What should I do? I started a Christian file
sharing server but, the users appeared not interested. Truth: I changed several people
evil ways full of greed, lust, hate or etc. I enjoyed meeting faithful people whom,
inspired me in different ways.
Old days, programmers enjoyed giving
software away "free." Bottom Line: I did operate the server in Christian faith!
Adults posted in the server news that, the server was "truly inspiring." I did
meet a few cool "hackers." Truth: I have directed users to Amber
"Christine" old web-site with love.
LIVE AND LEARN...
There are stories worth telling but, my
hands hurt typing. I promise, our family shares miracles. My brother Larry and me almost
drown at Folly Beach. The main reason I wrote - Destiny By Faith because, Sunrise closed
by faith.
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