Dear Brothers and Sisters,

Our messages or prayers can go along ways together. Thank-You!

Today (06/12/02), my wife aunt died, father hurting, and uncle suffering (many more). Her aunt son Tory is in bed for life because, gang violence by race and he was the victim. Their daughter is in jail because, she didn't follow court orders from drugs. My wife had to tell Angie the news in jail. She said, No mom is not dead! Yes, the truth can hurt! Freddie died and her daughter Angie blames herself. Freddie husband Red was at work. My wife father John found his sister Freddie then, he had to get Angie's little boy child Jonathan twelve years old and carry him into the room, where Tory paralyzed laying in bed and tell them their mother/grandmother was dead in the next room. John called his wife and I believe, she called someone to tell Freddie husband Red at work. Red had quite drinking and a friend gave him a bottle of whisky. Right now he's celebrating or ?

Death can touch many people by faith. Angie told my wife from jail, Sharon I'll change or you never talk to me again! You are the only strong headed person who can get me out. My wife and family personally knows several judges and lawyers. Tory seems the strongest! I love talking with Tory. Sad Part: Never enough time! I asked him, does your old friends come see you? Troy said, you mean aquatiance. There is allot more to the story Angie pre-mature baby dyeing years ago and her two year old child boy, twelve year old child, and Tory under Red and Freddie care. Angie use to "help" until locked up. PLEASE: Keep this family and so........many more needing our prayers! God gives my wife hope with faith and I'm going back over to family's home right now! They all really love me for some reason? They know, I've walked those roads and I'm a friend.

Truth: Everyone needs friends!

THANK-YOU for your silent prayers? Not if, GOD is listen!

Love, Tommy

Good News: Angie got out of jail for several hours to visit mother wake and she got out hours to attend the funeral. Miracles can happen! Yes, it cost Angie's step dad Red a little money to get a lawyer $1,500 dollars so, Angie could see her mother for the last time here. Yes, I do feel people move on to a better place or ?

Angie is a special person and she should not be in jail. Children do need love! Angie got to spend private time behind closed curtains with her mother. She went outside to release a little sorrow then, I walked outside by her and the family. Angie shouted to her family - No, ya'll don't understand Then, she ran over to me saying, You understand don't you as I held her. The family looked in confusion as I held and spoke to Angie that, I do understand. Angie found the strength to walk back inside the funeral home. I spoke several words to family members that, I lost my mother and it took me hours before, I walked up to my father's casket. I really do understand!

My wife's step-sister preacher gave a wonderful sermon. I heard Red spoke the other day, there's nothing no-one can do unless, you can bring her back. Freddie can "only" be saved by faith. I pray, the family will grow from Freddie's life and preacher sermon about, Jesus, Disciples, Bible, and God's purpose in our lives. Angie asked, me for several favors so, I must try to fulfill them. Truth: Angie don't know me personally.

Now, We're sharing a prayer for all special people past-on before us. Prayers mean nothing until you can believe?

Dear Heavenly Father,

Thank you, GOD for each special day spent living with love and today, we could face a strange day of grief or anger. Please LORD give us all the strength to find peace, hope, and fill the emptiness in our HEARTS. Jesus cried in his life and it is "okay." I'm not going to list bible verses because our faith could guide us to the right pages.

Today, we could pray that God might give us a sign by faith. I'm sorry, miracles are probably our greatest sign but, our faith can be tested just as well. What is a sign? Well, he/she or child loved lost will not rise from the dead but, our hearts can grow with purpose. We must look towards the good side of our lives and we must look away from the bad side. Our Love is a special gift and we should hold onto a special "gift." Our home could burn down and all personally items could disappear. Our Material items stolen or lost could make us suffer from our love over sentimental reasons. I'm sorry, there's nothing physical here to last forever and we could feel a emptiness living in our hearts about, God.

I "only" vision a couple of examples to share from a movie The Seventh Sign not to say, I loved it. There was a young man told to write down everything he witnessed so people could understand a little more about, God. There was a woman carrying a baby which God was going to sacrifice his soul as our ending of life. Yes, she didn't understand a loving God wishes until the final ending of her life. She was "Special" and husband never trusted her faith until, she died. God gives us a second chance from Jesus and Maybe, The Seventh Sign. Why? God wants us to trust in him, understand life beyond death, give life rather than lose life, and LOVE.

I promise, you are loved by God, Jesus, and special people because The Holy Bible said so, "Read it." I've been living it! If you have a prayer you can send it here or under Mystery's of Faith (part-3 bottom link). Truth: You could ask God personally right now to answer a prayer if, you trust in him. I've asked God and Jesus to bless all material written to "help" us see the truth or maybe a sign. Why? I LOVE YOU.

I going to share a little message from my son Dustin. Truth: Dustin don't really know Freddie but, we traveled together over there when we heard the bad news. Dustin never went to Sunday school and not much of church. I baptized him. I really do want him and wife to attend church but, faith is found in the heart by hope.

Yes, Dustin carries hope even at seven years old. I teach him in God's way as a preacher sermon.

Truth: Dustin asked me for a piece of paper so, he could write Freddie a note. I'm living by faith so, I did as he asked, no-questions. Dustin wrote as I drove towards Freddie's home and he finished as I pulled up to her home. He asked, me to spell a few words and I read the first sentence. I saw Good Children and later in same sentence I saw word Him. I asked, who is him and Dustin said, who do you think - Jesus! Dustin seemed to be upset I was reading it. If we don't read between the lines, how do we know God's real message. "Right Now," Freddie is holding Dustin message in her hand.

I'm sharing Dustin love from a child message of hope. Angie took note out her mothers hand and read it. Truth: She was touched by it. We could learn by a child's love.

Goods children have loved him with all there heart in his hand and never hate him and some love him wnever you are in trouble He will see you and he loves you with all his heart and he will always loves you.

Love Dustin

I never asked Dustin until later, How do you spell God? Dustin said, Good! He did learn how to spell another word.

Dustin wrote a letter to Freddie with love and I hope, God don't mind me sharing it WITH LOVE.. I might be unable to reply to My e-mails but, I'll be close by you with HOPE.. Thank-You, for visiting.