••Mystery's Of Faith?

I enjoy reading and hearing words of encouragement. People do touch my heart in a special way. I have a brother named David who has really grown with faith over the past years. Daily, he listens to the bible on cassette tapes. David lost around $250,000 thousand dollars on the stock market but he is still joyful. As a Christian, I do not like judging people even if, they are not a Christian. I enjoy sharing a Christian love with people so, I will try to answer a few questions. The best part to me of Jesus Christ seems to be the forgiveness. People appear to judge our faith (not seen) so, who is God? Not man or woman.. I have been to a Holiness Church and I do respect their beliefs. Truth: I was an electrician wiring a fire station and the contractor and his employees belonged to a Holiness Church. The pastor visited us and I enjoyed his testimony.

Miracles Happen! The pastor told a story about, a person visiting the church to be saved from a wheel chair. The person did walk again then they "quit" going to the church. My mother-in-law was attending a church similar. I do learn from living and people hearts. I have met people who grew up in a similar church. Now, they attend a different church but, they are still a Christian. I feel a person could live a "Holy Life" as long as, they do not judge people. People can judge our lives and they will probably be judge accordingly. I learned we can not give a person faith. Jesus always asked, do you have faith in me? No faith - No miracles.. Faith is a growing process once, a person truly finds it. I should answer a few questions.

QUESTIONS:

What kind of church do you go to?

First: I will always be a Catholic. No, I'm not married through my church. I got married in a Baptist Church then we attended a Nazareth church. Finally, I attended a Baptist church. Truthfully: I am ordained to share the gospel. Church is a place to help us find God and spiritual growth together. Church is not suppose to be a show-off place. I going tell a fiction story. There was a woman attending a church and she taught Sunday school to the children. She never missed a service. Finally, she past on and God said to her, Sara you went to a church and you never missed a service but you did not know, me or my son. God cast her to hell. There was another woman named Rosa and she had a baby out of wed-lock. She gave the baby up! Daily - Rosa cried, praying for God to forgive her. Finally, Rosa past on and God said to her - Rosa you was not a Christian and you gave up your baby. Daily - You cried for forgiveness and thru this, you found me. I forgive you Rosa - Come Meet Your Baby! The story may be strange but God and Jesus seems to be love. Truthfully: I belong to all loving Christian churches.

How many kids do you have?

I have a son seven years old in the second grade. I have "helped" his foundation of faith. Dustin is a character and he says, cute things. Example: Dustin says to me, "okay" we already went to church today or he points a finger into the air and he says, I believe in God. Truth: My wife lost a second child two-months into the pregnancy. I promise, God allowed me to see the moment my wife "Sharon conceived the child." I prayed during us making love and I asked, God to bless her with a child. I prayed for a child so, my wife would never forget me. I sense, bad things happen for a reason.

Did you finish school when you were at tech and when did you go?

I have not attended school this year but I was going last year while, running a company. I do enjoy learning but, I could "only" take a class or two a semester. I wanted to do my best in school which, I did pass top of the classes. I have amazed teachers and I got to exempt finals. gpa: 3.88 - I seldom did good in school during younger days.

How old are you?

Okay - what's going on? I'm just kidding! I do feel as a child. The difference from being younger seems - I don't play much video games or etc. My son does play them. I don't want to answer "it" but I will for you. I try to forget my age but people keep reminding me. I recently turned 37 and I look around 29 or 30 years old.

What are your beliefs about living a separated life?

We should not live as the world and we should not close out the world. People do live in monasteries to close out the world. I have reached out to a monk by emails and he would not email me back. I forgive him and he probably will answer on judgment day. You should protect yourself from evil and our hearts should tell us the truth. My heart surely tells, me "right" from "wrong." I do make mistakes so, I try to correct them. I'm not perfect! Sad Part: There are people thinking that, they are perfect. I feel, be the best person (honesty) possible with God and Jesus. Our hearts can grow with faith. I was once told, a person learns more in life single but, its better to have a wife or husband than have sex with many people. My mother overcome a violent husband with faith so, I was born. My father never abused me and I would not abuse, my son or no-one.

One more thing, what is MS.

Curve ball? I feel God brings lesson to us and other people. Boy - you are going to figure me out! Multiple sclerosis is a obstacle.

Do you not believe in the Holy Ghost?

100% - Strange: There are Catholic churches which some use Holy Ghost or Holy Spirit. As a Catholic, I learned Holy Ghost but - ghost or spirit is not in flesh. Spirit fits me better than Ghost but all is good

I don't think there is nothing too personal to ask, me. People should not feel bad about, asking on my ms. I am not ashamed and truthfully: I am grateful with the Holy Ghost & Spirit. I would not ask God to heal me rather than, the world. The bible is very old and most religions follow the new testament. Truth: The old testament is pretty strict to follow beside the ten commandments. I have talked to pastors, family, and other people about, marriages. No person can answer my situation and people can only assume what, I should do. Well, my wife has put us in a bad situation. I do forgive her!

My wife will not be able to provide stability but, she will grow in time. I know, her faith will grow in her time - not mine. She was touched by God and me when she wrote a letter posted. Her faith lasted for one-week. I raised our son from a baby! My son wants to love his mom and I will be making a sacrifice leaving my son. I don't want to hurt him because, I Love Him. Sharon says, I am a "wonderful" father to Dustin and I do love my wife. My wife believes faith led the way in sin. I "faithfully" understand that, the children will control the future? I learned faith comes in "Our time." Better late than never..

I was married and I would not have wanted my husband talking to another women.

I do understand what, you are saying. I feel a real destiny pulling me in a direction and it's not a man wish. Holy Ghost? I was not always a "loyal" husband until, saved. My wife did not mind when, my old neighbors wife wanted me to visit. My wife did not show a Christian love and she believed, I was sleeping with her. I feel its okay to be Christian friends. My life has been full of adventures and God has been trying to guide me. Do you think, you should guide me? I ask this question: The "Holy Ghost" could be specking through you. I do respect your heart. Daily, my heart suffers from a falling world. My blind sister Terri can sense a persons heart of happiness or anger without seeing their facial expressions or words. She does not feel good with our marriage. You do make a difference "Living In The Large World."

Your Friend,
Thomas

PS: I can't promise to write regular but, I am a friend.

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