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To My Stalker

"You" know "who" you are,
And..You "Won't"  win! 

I am telling you now.
I am taking my stand
and I "Will"  fight back,
today, & tomorrow, what ever it takes.

My right is to live
My rights are to surrvive
For Happiness, and freedom.
"WITHOUT ~YOU" at my side.

You had, had your chance,
But in your heart there is Black
No Light shall shed on you,
Until you repent.

So take "HEED" .... In "What"  I warn!!
Justice "Will"  be  served!  "Your"  time "will" come.

"If" not "now" today or tomorrow.
Your time "Will" come, where you go it will follow,
Perhaps "someday",  at the end or your days,.
You will remember your lies,
Remember your deeds,
You will feel the harms you tied to succeed..

We all face our maker, of this you can be sure.
In your last days as you look in the mirror
You will know pain,  you will know fear.
Your heart will cry out in such anquish and pain.
For the things you have done, the life you have lived.
.
And still I will try ,
to greive for your soul
To remember that  you were not born to be "cold".

The worst of the fight
Is  within myself
To keep the light,
inspite of "your" dark.
But I am strong, both in body and spirit.

Your cloud of evil, will not prevail.
I will survive, and I continue to grow.
My Life, my Light, and smile will go on,
With wings of the wind, and clouds lined in gold

I'll pray for your soul...That light shall be shed,
For "Your"  blackened heart,
your cowardace ways.
Other than, that..  Just, "GO AWAY"

" I "   will go on,
despite all your efforts..

Free as the wind.
As god has intended!!!
Copyright by "Secret1"
2001


And just so you "know"... You have just been recorded and "Tracked"  by date and by Time, and right to your house!!
And If the system your using belongs to another
You have  endangered your "friend"
as an accompolace to your actions.
And because you have crossed State Lines.
It's "FEDERAL " NOW!!!  You "know" FBI!!
So one day soon  by the hand of the Law...
I hope you enjoy your view of steel bars!!
Let Freedom reign .. Let Truth Prvail... Light over Darkness..
To the ends of all Time.

When Darkness does threatens to Shadow  the sun. 
Light will still shine, in the Stars up above.

and as time passes
The darkness will fade.
A new day will dawn,  Light shines again.

Our lives are but once, live to the fullest,
with freedom and love, and with your  Hearts open.

What is right is not ,  Of childhood dreams
nor a Fairy Tale,   as some would have you believe;

In the end, wrongs,  become  righted,
Truth "Will" prevail, through the darkest of hours.

Tomorrows will come,
and with it comes  light, weather the stars or the Sun, it shines Bright.
copyright 2001
The longer version of "To My Stalker"  will be posted soon.  This was the "first" draft.
As I began to publish this poem, in this "First Draft" form, I found my self adding more and more to it.
More about the realities of the actual events that took place during the time of the relationship that I had, at one time with "My Stalker".
It took me back to my period of innocence at how I had believed in him, how I had been fooled by that "Good Ol'e Boy" image that he and those like him are so "very" good at portraying.
"I" had "known" him.. "Thought" I had known him,  for a period of close to 2 years, prior to my having even gone out once with him.
"That" experience taught me,, "how" a society can believe in someone just because they have been a member of a community longer.  That compiled with the fact I do "not" believe in sharing "dirty" laundry so to speak about "anyone" else..
In order to defend myself in the public eye, that "is" what I would have / had ..to do.
Then who's to say what or who to believe.. that all just turns into.. "he said, she said" kind of thing.
The 2nd Draft, though poetic and rhythmic in the style that it was written.
Turned out to be quiet long, and in depth.

So when I do publish that page, It will only be linked to this one
So as not to burden anyone with at length reading.
After all,, that will be "my" venting.
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