|
9/27/05
Almost a month into school and where am I? Staying up late to watch WB shows and neglecting to do hw. It's sad how unimportant hw can seem when something else can be done.
Gonna not plan to sleep today. Given the amount of time I get anyway.
|
|
8/31/05
Back for another round of screaming and kicking. Who will be the victorious winner and who will be the sore loser in the battle of school versus student? well, we'll see.
Living in the same place, but not with the same folks. Looking forward to the 3 day weekend to do nada... heheh
|
|
8/17/05
Being back is like never going away. I still remember places, although I am very vague on the details. Coming back is good, or no?
I felt like my summer was educational. Although I regret not doing my best. I really did take away from my experiences at work and how I need to better develop myself.
Who really cares if I'm back? heheh, my room needs a total makeover and I hate sorting when that sorting is forced on me, so I have retired from that job for now and am working aimlessly around manhattan looking for spiral notebooks. I need to buy some and people better have them around here or I will be damned pissed.
So ta-ta.
|
|
6/25/05
Life is weird here in Cincinnati. So detached from so many people. Good thing I have a cellphone now though cause otherwise I'll be so so so outcasted. People are so busy though. :( heheh, I will try to keep busy too with the large amt of unknown work that I have to read through.
|
|
6/6/05
Things to say about my life style- very, very, very boring.
I've been reading again. Just plain looking at words across a page for fun... cause well, since I don't have constant access to the internet or tv, I am doomed to resort to an old fashioned entertainment. Current book is "Redemption of Athalus" or something like that. Sounds like a good read, doesn't??
|
|
6/5/05
Holed up in the dorm for another day again. God, am I useless...
|
|
6/2/05
U kno, NYC does bad stuff to u. All my life I've depended on either public transportation or my dad to cart me back and forth to places. Dependence is not exactly healthy for someone who should think about gaining some independence for now... sigh.. anyway, being in Cincinnati now makes me super limited in places that I can go. I considered renting a car, but with my sorry skills and lack of practice, I'll end up paying for too much damages, mark my words.
Surprisingly not very homesick and also, the dorms here surpass the UGAs by a whole lot. For one, they are so much more space for a single room than in stony, and get this, the closet doors are mirrors! Mirrors! They are a commodity that Stony Brook likes to take away from us. Other than that, though, complaints are that the bathroom sink is actually outside of the bathroom door, so my roommates can sorta see me picking my nose or spitting into the sink... which ain't pretty.
|
|
5/16/05
Almost to the finish line!!! One more stupid test to go thru and then I am home sweet home!!!!!!! Need to get some packing tape to tape up my stuff though...
Had the last day for a lot of things today. Mainly today is the last day for both my jobs, while also being the last day for two of my classes cause I am done for good. I do not plan to have nada to do with heat transfer and applied stress anymore.
So gl keeping ur concentration today, lil grl... I need to be happy for this summer...
|
|
5/9/05
So free... so free... nothing is due tomorrow!! Wahoo!! Free food on Wed & Thurs, and potentially on Sat! WAHooo!! One thanks to my boss, the other cause of midnight breakfast, and last from my most respected senior ^_^. I am sooo damn relaxed at this moment of writing that it will come back and haunt me like no other.
I still need to get some computer questions typed up and also start on my Final Project for applied stress, but that's not due til next week, so I am, once again, freeee.... I am soo ^_^ that I can gloat to all the world, what a bastard I am. heheh, sooo what??
Can't wait till I get to go home. It will be a totally new environment, but not all changes are bad, some are pretty well good, if I do say so myself...
So here's to a week full of vegging and basically hanging around a lil place called the l-i-b-r-a-r-y.
|
|
5/2/05
So much stuff to complete that I have no time to think of trivial stuff. Well, stuff that may seem trivial now, but later not so... moving.. moving... sigh.. goodbye la. *sniff, sniff. I feel like I'm losing a very close relative. I will never be able to see it again. sigh.. School suxs, doesn't even let me visit for one last time because of so much stuff I need to complete within this week. shucks...
|
|
4/18/05
So the time has come to be absolutely honest with the world. Heh.
|
|
4/6/05
Being out of it has some ups. I feel so awake because of the test I took early in the morning. who says using all their brain power early on in the day ends up being zombies by the time afternoon arrives??!! Oh, right, that was me. So i am now prepared to walk around lost and unfound. Sigh... more hw to complete and a stupid lab to conduct, another project to complete and another test to cram for. Who says college aint fun??!! Oh, right, that was me also.
I am getting on my own nerves... which totally doesn't make sense since I am technically the only person who's allowed to crap about my own life without facing my own judgemental attitudes. Am I making any sense, really?
|
|
3/28/05
First day of coming back from Spring Break and it rains. Heh. This is a sign that Earth is mourning with us.
|
|
3/14/05
Ok... today was an ok kind of day. Nice weather outside. Not too cool and not too sunny. This must be a good omen til spring break. Funny thing is that i don't even know if I will be having a good one this year... stupid me, wanting to get studying done and not to eat good food at home... sigh...
Hope I can fix that when spring break comes around.
|
|
3/9/05
I HATE LAB REPORTS!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel like screaming that at that top of my lungs... but I don't feel like being asked to leave... when I desperately need a compute in order to type a stupid error analysis and discussion section to an unformatted lab report.
and it doesn't help that the lab report ain't looking right visually... people who neglect to format deserve to lose points... Not having sections like discussion and error analysis loses even more points, so y am i bitching on trivial stuff when i didn't even finish my own part? who knos, I just kno I hate to put blame where it should be... like on my own shoulders for letting those stupid lab reports get on my nerve...
|
|
3/5/05
One majorly bad thing about this weekend is that I had the potential to go back... and now am just stuck on campus on the simple fact that Spring Break is like 2 weeks away and it'll seem really purposeless to go back and forth for nada.
First round of midterms are definitely over with. whewwww.
|
|
2/28/05
Snow, snow... get to skip work cause of it... but what good is this damn stuff, huh?
|
|
2/23/05
Don't this just be the charm. heheh. Lots to do, but lil time to actually complete it. Sleep will be sacrificed and food will be binged but work will continue to pile up when one foolishly wastes a weekend again.
That's the story. sad, but so true too.
|
|
2/16/05
I seriously feel like screaming now... sigh... stop me before I kill these folks...
|
|
2/9/05
So... Happy Chinese New Year!!!
|
|
2/6/05
I think time has the capacity to destroy or conquer anything that humans can get through in life. Here, I mean that destroy means to dissipate and conquer as in to your advantage. I think my vocabulary is more than a little faulty but whatever, just let me get what I have to say out of the way.
As time passes, we grow. Even me, the perpetually irresponsible child has began to take on the world in the small way of attending college. If nothing else, it makes for a better story to tell. I feel that in my major, I am slowly gaining a much needed appreciation for the topics I need to instill into my cerebrum. Even in the past examples that I gave on misscellaneous stuff seems to have more solidity than before. This I am very appreciative of because who wants to get themselves into a field that they have no interest or clue about by the time they graduate?
So how does time destroy? It destroys innocence and the feeling of safety and security that we once felt in life. Things like politics and on going threats of nuclear weapons, and warfare tell us that humans have in no evolved into a very compatible species with just its own kind. This offers a lot of weird implications that humans are definitely trying to seek out their own troubles.
How does time conquer then? It does that by letting us realize that time passes real fast sometimes and the most cherishable memories are those that have gone and passed in the blink of an eye. We have felt happiness but its rarely a feeling that sticks around long enough to leave an eternal presence.
So in short, I just want to say cherish time. To myself it means I have to make the most of my remaining one and half years in college to get as much living before I need to enter adult society. I don't mean to rob or kill or abuse drugs. I just mean I should not stick so close to computers all day long with only breaks to eat and sleep. So that's that.
|
|
2/4/05
Only reason I would be writing so frequently here is cause I'm damn bored at the sinc site and I have lost ideas of what site to look up. I would like to think I could entertain myself for at least an hour... but nah..
|
|
2/2/05
Ok, right now I'm not concentrating... sigh. I should either give up for now or not worry about it till Friday. Sigh again.
|
|
2/1/05
Funny thing, huh? I have to say that I never thought I'll be swamped with stuff that I needed done by the second week of school already. Very, really it's my own fault cause I didn't do those essays yet... I don't think my chances are that nigh good. Cause I'm not evening trying to do good ones too.
|
|
1/26/05
There isn't much to note here. Just that there might be more to library work than I thought. Right now, we are assigned the task to do book shifting, which means we are moving books from these bookcases to those bookcases. Manual labor, too, sigh. At least there's not predetermined amount that we need to do, either just till we deem the supervisor saw us away from counter for a long enough time, or when my arms start feeling pain. heheh, I'm going to choose the former.
A new semester, and the nasty snow is not making things easier to move around. My boots are full of nasty stuff and I get tired of hiking back and forth from my dorm and stuff.
Dorming, in our undergrad apartment right now, there are like 3 empty spots, which makes for a very quiet suite. heh, but hey at least that means the toilet paper and garbage bags don't run out as fast.
New classes, and more workloads, oh the joy. Already got ripped off from the bookstores on textbooks because I'm too lazy and insecure to get them online. But whatever makes the boat float. It will most likely take me 3 paychecks to compensate for those 2 books alone. sigh...
|
|
1/7/05
A new year with not much difference, huh? ^_^
|
|
For old rants from years: 2004 here | 2003 here.
|