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I posted a profile onto a friend finder in hopes of meeting people with
similar interests..ya know..to be pen pals. I began to get such crude
mail that I went in to remove my profile. Just as I was about to remove the profile, I came across a letter from Michael. I don't know what it was about his words, but they really touched me...his intelligence, his feelings, he seemed very real..so I responded, and before I knew it...I loved him.
The first time I called him, I was so nervous, I thought I would pass out..lol. He kept telling me he had something to tell me but it would have to wait until our official meeting, but finally I said, "I love you Michael" and he paused on the phone and said, "I love you too " I was in Heaven.
I have been through a number of bad relationships in my young life, I am 21 and he is 22, and I almost gave up on love...then came Michael.
He is everything I have ever wanted in a man, honest, caring, trustworthy, respectful, giving, funny, witty..the list goes on and on! He is my all, my love, my everything..I thought I must be crazy to feel this way for a man I have never met..I mean, how could you love someone you don't know? It has been only 3 months since we first began to interact, and it is so difficult not to be able to hold him, to feel him, to be with him. I really hate it. He is the first thing i think of when I wake up, and the vision in my mind when I dream at night..=)
My family and friends believe that I have gone mad..hehe...Oh, did I mention
that he lives in Arizona, and I in New Jersey? So, indeed, one of us will
have to move eventually, but I don't care. See, Vemtira....I have always
been a strong follower of love..and soul mates..and I know in my soul that
there was a reason as to why we were both on the same site at the same time.
Why I decided to give his mail a shot, and why I didn't remove my profile a
minute sooner...the reason is fate. Michael is my destiny. I thought I felt
love before him, but when it really hits, all else seems to fade. And you
know when it is love...=) When you find that one person who can turn your
frown into a smile, who will wipe away your tears without even saying a word,
or who can turn a horrible day into one worth living, well, you know you have
found something that is worth fighting for. I have found this in him, and I
will not let him go. I am afraid, deathly afraid of the future, of what is
to come, but I feel that if we just act on our love, all will follow. For
those who love..there is no need..=) Indeed, not everyone gets the chance to
find there soul mate..but I have, and I will not let him go.
We have planned a meeting in June, and I am so anxious I don't know what to do with myself. It is so beautiful to read through your site, and look at all the
people who have made it through. They have inspired me..you have inspired
me..to get past my fears and take the chance at love. Because where there is
love there is no need..and the day I found Michael..I found love..I found
life, I found purpose...and with him in my life. I now know that love is
real, and not just a figment of the imagination..it is true..and if you are
blessed from the Heavens to obtain it..you hold on to it for dear life..and
you never, NEVER let it go...=)
Good luck to all, and Michael and I will be taking many photos of our
meeting.so..I will send some in..to add on..along with an update!
Love and Blessings...Reina Gina
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