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I Don't Want To Write:

i don't want to write
anymore
what does it change, what does it prove
who cares
does anyone, do i
no, not now or anymore. maybe they never did
maybe i never should have
i hate feeling like this ...i hate feeling
i wish i could be apathetic
apathy feels no pain
but wretched I sit
here
writing about hurting
...and wishing i wasn't

©2005 Russell C. Fryman