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My Sappy Poetry Page


Hey, I have to spew my creative juices on something!

If you aren't totally freaked out by these little poems
and want to read more of my mindless twisted ramblings you can visit my live journal

A break-up

Day by day
we break our hearts
for the sake of selfish gain

over and over
we destroy our souls
for the ritches we wish to obtain

time and again
we forget the point...
when everything is meaningless
does anything ever really count?
Or am I just a figment of a
sick twisted imagination?


First Sweet Lie

Everything was so beautiful then
Like the way I felt when you held my hand
My song of life was brighter then
Like the songs we sung together…

It’s not as sweet the second time.
Nothing so far has compared with
That first sweet lie
But the truth is refreshing
And constant and
I need it more than you.


The Friendship Poem

this is for all my friends whom i'm far away from... you know who you are
The Sweetest words are those of a friend,
a friend who wants nothing more
than to appriciate the friendship

Just doing nothing together
or everything forever
laughing and dreaming away years
till someone says "goodbye"...

The Sweetest thought is knowing it's not forever
Never a true goodbye between friend
Oceans cannot hinder true kinship
We will laugh together again
Kindred Spirits



A Prayer

So many scenes we play
so many lines we recite
so many feelings we strive to convey
so many times we fall short...
and so many times you love us all the more.

Forgive my generation
saved the confused and lost
draw them to yourself
and Meet them at the cross



There you sit
so quiet
so brave
So many people
You wish to save

Oh little person can you not see,
who you've become is not who you could be?



What a funny bitterness.
An angry hurt confusion
coating my mind with pain.
Not sharp and peircing,
nor dull and aching.
But the dark pain of loneliness.



This Golden moment of sweet serentity
So out of control i've lost my sanity
could this me the ultimate revelation?
So confused and complex is my situation
I'm living and dieing from day to day
Longing and wishing to hear you say
Those little words I need to hear
The little words to make things clear



So vague and fuzzy
Like a dream you cannot fully see
you look and you look
but it's all distant and dark
Never quite comprehend and never really understand



I've given in
to the forest growing in my heart.
Tree shadows drown out the flowers.
I've given up tending this garden
and it's fallen into disaray
while i have fallen into a well...

a well of belonging
wishing and longing
That lost bird of hope

Letting go proved disaterous...
So i reach towards the tree tops
hoping the bird will return.



Someday...
~I want to fly

Someday...
~I want to walk on water

Someday...
~I want to be a star

Someday...
~I want to fall in Love