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Here's something that I would really like to say. I am an intensely emotional person and feel everything deeply and passionately. I am ruled by very powerful motivation and this leads me to delve to the heart of both issues and of people. I am never content with surface appearances,seeking always to discover what lies beneath. This constant probing has brought me many valuable insights into human nature. I am capable of sharing the most profound secrets, but just as likely to keep my knowledge locked away while discarding the key
This depth of emotion has been disconcerting even to myself and I make a tremendous effort to keep these forces under control so my outer appearence of calm, detached poise belies the turbulent nature underneath. I could tend to think of myself as an emotional wreck, but there's a logical explanation for this obsessiveness. I am intensely emotional and mystically sexual (yup! oh, those eyes!). No need to apologize for that I suppose.
The key to my spiritual maintenance is finding healthful outlets for my passion, creativity, artistry and sensitivity. I have to take care not to surrender to my darker side. I have the capacity to self-destruct and to destroy others. Fear of losing control can wreak havoc, because it may induce me to grab power or attempt to control others excessively. When I am not doing well, I tend to detach and retreat from human contact. That's bad news because my intensity diffuses among groups.
Sharing is vital to my long-term bliss. My best match is someone who shares my interest in metaphysics and is charmed by my ethereal, fanciful musings. I try not to batter myself for my insecurities and emotional instabilities. I think of it as the cost of being a deep thinker. My philosophies on such topics as survival, life's deeper meanings and reincarnation couldn't have become so highly evolved without a dose of depression. Still, I think I will be fine. I have been told that my resourcefulness, work ethic, strength, courage and efficiency are my saving graces.
I am strongly supportive of a partner's hopes and wishes and will share the good times and the bad times with equal measure. I am compassionate and unflagging in the promotion of my lover's happiness, especially when she looks like this (Laura Elena Harring from Mullholland Drive) Well we can all fantasise can't we? Help me
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