…then close my eyes.

I watch you undress before me with deliberate precision.

The sight of you alone demands that my most buried fantasies and desires tear free from my essence and assault my consciousness with absolute aching to envelop you with pure ecstasy.

After a bottomless breath of composure I open them once more.

I am hiding behind a translucent boundary of etiquette and calculating glances, but it is no matter.

I must have you.

I gaze upon you once more…

…then fearfully close my eyes again.

I hold my arms out to feel your skin as you enter the bed with me…

Your touch penetrates my flesh and enters my blood revealing my unmistakable lust for your softness.

I will have you.

An abstract reality consumes me as I question my own mind.

Is this woman is in fact real and are my eyes are in fact closed.

I enter you.