Tonight as we lay together in silence unexpected behavior begins to consume me.

So pathetic I feel.

I cling to every breath…

…each expression your beauty performs is calculated… 

…and every movement you make is studied… 

…waiting to find your love will be no more.

Insecurities I have never known as a boy or man have now become me.

I dare speak hurriedly to avoid a mistake.

You proclaim your mind cannot move.

I lay in defeat.

Your beauty calls me as your hands surprisingly decide to grasp me… caressing it softly they obtain the pulsation that you believe will dispatch my minds questions…

You take these mysterious frustrations out on my being.

We orgasm.

You sleep.

I think.

 

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