You are here. That was the theme of Campus Challenge 2001 --but it seemed to have shifted to many other phrases throughout CC, such as 'are you here?' or 'why are you here?' or 'where are you?' Because many people raved about how good Campus Challenge ever since my first year at UW, I have had high expectations (even though I didn't want to) so it wasn't as good as everyone said it was.
Here are a few highlights or things that stood out during my weekend at CC:
- Perth's KFC's has some really deformed (lopsided) forks
- Because of my late sleeping schedule lately, I missed every jam session in the evening and zonked out at 1 am (they passed out after 430 am)
- I am lactose intolerant and almost paid dearly for it (ice cream!), but I'm glad that God answered my prayer and took away any signs of a reaction by the time I went up as a panelist
- Because I had adequate amount of sleep, I made it to the last prayer meeting (I skipped the previous two because I couldn't wake up on time), no one from my small group was there!
- I had trouble staying awake for almost all of the talks =\
- The last session on self-reflection went into lunch so ppl's stomach's around me, and including mine, were growling. Not to mention that the section on "hope" wasn't that hopeful at all; it was rather depressing
- One of my friends said that I seemed to have matured in age since the end of April (maybe because I was thinking about the Sunday panel/forum),maybe I was in a group of people that I didn't know, or maybe I was just too tired
- Another friend commented that I dress differently these days. . .hmm strange
I guess my mind was constantly on Sunday night in what I was going to say (since I don't tend to enjoy sitting in front of large crowds and sharing) as a panelist, that I didn't get a chance to truly appreciate or enjoy all of the programs up until that time. One of the reasons why I ended up sharing to 180 people (a huge crowd!!), is because Natalie (a UWCCF alumni) asked me to last minute 1.5 weeks before this event to, and she said that if I didn't, then it would only be her and Stan. Well, imagine the pressure! I really was tempted to say "no" but the more I prayed about it, the less scared I was. So I tried my best. Because I'm a structured/organised person, I wrote everything out first and reviewed all the main points that I wanted to say in my head.
The funny part is that when I got up there, my legs couldn't hold still so I was actually shaking =P. But at the same time, it wasn't as scary as I thought it'd be. Hearing my voice over the speakers didn't seem distorted this time around (normally it does), and I usually hate using a microphone. However, maybe it was the way God planned it, but everyone sat toward the aisles so when I looked up, or was talking to the audience in a big auditorium, there was this big gap of empty seats, and that was rather comforting. :P People from my small group encouraged me by making funny faces, and I saw some others nodding at my points, indicating that they were actually agreeing/listening to what I had to say. I even managed to make some people laugh, which really helped me relax :).
The most encouraging thing of all, was that afterwards, people came up to me and thanked me for sharing, even though I wasn't expecting it; even ppl I didn't even know! It was funny, because one guy, Ian, comes up to me and all of a sudden says, "You're funny." (many times afterwards), and I was like, "oh. okay. I didn't know that, but thanks, and btw, what's your name?" Nat was concerned that what we had to say may not have reached the people's hearts, but from what they shared w me/what they learned, I definitely think God answered her/our prayers.
Our small group had a good time. It's too bad I missed most of their sharing because it went past 130 am, and I was asleep by then. But one passage that we thought was rather funny is found in 2 Kings 2:23-24 (NIV):
From there Elisha went up to Bethel. As he was walking along the road, some youths came out of the town and jeered at him. "Go on up, you baldhead!" they said. "Go on up, you baldhead!"
He turned around, looked at them and called down a curse on them in the name of the LORD. Then two bears came out of the woods and mauled forty-two of the youths.
Hahah, we cracked up over that passage :P.
One thing that I really learned at CC (I'll save the best for last), or maybe truly realised at CC, is that during a bicultural symposium that I attended during my free-time, is that I really appreciate the CBCs who choose to adopt to the FOB style of dress, music, speech, culture, etc. I know that I would never be able to fully relate to "FOBs" because even though I really appreciate their unique style of everything, I cannot see myself dressed that way--ever (besides, a pair of gap-material ($20) pants for $80 is a lil steep for me). And well, my Chinese is definitely lacking. But who knows, I may change my mind after I go to HK this year. I know that when a CBC is often associated as being a "FOB" is often not a compliment, but I didn't see the advantage til this weekend. By being able to relate to the "HK" or whatever "FOB" culture, and forming a circle of friends, who may be considered as true "FOBs", it's SOOO much easier to reach out to them then any CBC ever could. Even though I will continue to make fun of a certain someone, I'm keeping that in mind =).
Transcript of what we shared: CC2001FinalQuestions.doc