Henny Penny said to her friend, "The sky is falling, the sky is falling!". In my last entry, my Monday did not end until that night. As I was calling Bell that day, I knocked over a fragile lamp that did not belong to me (it belonged to one of my sublettors/brothers in CCF). The outer shell shattered and left 2 gaping holes. I was like, "UH OH. Whatever am I gonna do?! I really hope that this isn't a gift from someone that contains sentimental value because even if I was to pay him back (which looked expensive too), I cannot replace the sentimental associations." Thankfully, he didn't want it (I didn't tell him about the holes though) when he came to give me last month's cheque.
After a day's crises was over, I was talking to my mother on the phone and all of a sudden realised that my driver's liscence was missing from my wallet! I said to my mom, "My driver's liscence is missing." She said, "Okay." and continued our conversation. Slowly, I started to drift paying attention to the conversation. Where did I see it last?! And I realised that my mother probably didn't hear me right and repeated what I just told her. That's when she started freaking. I was more calm then she was. Thankfully, I remembered that I had left it in the Karaoke place back in BC, and called Zeke up to help me check if it was there. Surprisingly, they still had it, and he picked it up for me. PHEW. Well, I guess I'll be IDless for a while so no clubs/drinks for me. :P.
And I thought I had a bad start to my week, until yesterday, when our CS TA told us that 4 planes attacked WTC. I was like, yeah right, you're kidding me. How can 4 (I had imagined fighter jets) planes attack a building w/o the US air security (or whatever it's called) knowning?! He said that he wasn't lying, that's why our Internet connection was so slow. I quickly logged into Twinkle after class and tried to read up on the headlines. All the major newsites were down and it was the truth. Well, not 4 at WTC, but it was pretty much exactly what he said. What a nightmare!
I think because it seems like a scene from a movie or a game (too surreal), I don't really feel anything. I mean, yeah, I'm not happy that this happened, but it's not hitting me as hard as it should. I'm just kinda numb or become desensitized or just pure cold. Definitely it's news, but somehow, I'm neither in tears nor running around like a chicken with its head cut off (like people my friends know). I think there's something wrong with me because one of the first things I thought of was (because I was looking at a Christian sale flyer), "OH! Like Columbine and Oaklahoma, someone is going to get rich just by writing on this tragedy." Great. Of all things to do or think about. Somehow though, as I was reflecting last night (on Sunday School and what I taught them last term), I realise that this would be definitely a good time for revival, prayer, and where God can work and opportunities for Christians to answer the question, "If God is such a loving God, then why does He allow pain and suffering in this world?"
I will write again. Something amusing just happened. A student came in to ask information about the language tapes and wondered if I was in second year.
"Nope."
"Oh, so are you first?"
"Actually, I'm in 4th year."
Reply: "OH! Did you fast- track or something?!"
Why does everyone automatically assume that I fast-track whenever I tell them I'm in 4th year? :P