this site is me. plain, unexciting, mediocre me. maybe you view it as shameless self promotion, maybe you'll see it as me letting you get to know me, maybe you'll think its a waste of space. i personally, have thought of it as all of the above, depending on my mood at different points in time. sometimes i think its great, other times i wish i knew more about what i was doing.
when someone creates something for the world to view, they leave the subject open to both criticism and praise. how the viewer from the outside looking in sees and reacts to it is usually completely different than how the person who authors the work sees it. i realize that not everyone is going to like me, or how i am portrayed on the pages of this site. some people are probably going to think i'm trying to please anyone but myself. if only that was the case.. i drain my energy into the pages of this site. i don't ask you to read it, its your choice. i'm not going to lie. i do this for me. to see how i have evolved and changed between updates, to have somewhere to release whatever it is i need to release after dealing with home and school and everything else that burdens me, and also to find out how people feel about me. sure i care about opinion, i'm human being. anyone not open to hear what others have to say to or about them is either terribly closed minded, or afraid of something. maybe i'm not smart enough to know what that something is. anyway. there isn't as much content here as i would like. maybe thats because i don't have the guts to show my whole self to the world yet. i used to say that you aren't going to find awful teen poetry, because i know i can't get it right even if i do try to write it. but i write it, so i'm sure someday it will end up here.. you wanna look at me, check me out..>>here i don't really know what else i want to put. but when i figure it out. i will. take care kids..

love katie.