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                                                                                    5.3.2001 (Thur) Shady
                                                                                     (@13:10)
                                                                                     Today is Rosanne 22nd B'day. I called her last
                                                                                    night, but no one picked up the phone. I forgot
                                                                                    the time difference between Qld and Van. It's
                                                                                    May4 in Qld now, but I will try to reach her
                                                                                    later on.

                                                                                      (@13:54)
                                                                                      HAHAHA.... I called Rosa, and she picked up
                                                                                     the phone and said " Miss, it's now 6:30 in the
                                                                                     morning." "I forgot the time difference." I
                                                                                     explained..lol Anyway, we talked for a bit, and
                                                                                     we quickly went through everything. She told
                                                                                     me she got her bellybuttom pierce. (Can't
                                                                                     believe.) and she failed her driving written test..lol. I got her a gift, but I didn't send her...yet... (she told me not to.) But I got her a b'day cake here. I can't find a cake better than this one..lol..It's super leung leung...lol .Click to see.

Happy Birthday....blah blah blah....Good friend..... blah blah blah.... you look great...lalala....And (candles) many more.....hahaha....Well.... Happy B'day, Rosa.

(@21:43)
Yeah, tomorrom my parents and Charlie have holiday, and they will spend time with me. ( Yes, we are not spending time together, they are actually spending time with me. It has difference. ) I said selfishly. I have been bored for the whole week even though I eventually found myself something to do. Knitting is a torment...for me. Besides, I have 6 scarfs, I don't want any more....lol. Anyway, I am looking forward to spending time with my family tomorrow.

For some reasons, I like to have a close and warm relationship with my family. (Who doesn't want to, you stupid.) I always do something to help my family stay close and keep the relationship fresh. I do mean it. Some people (even they live with their parents or families) they don't have a good relationship with their parents)

Or.. let's me ask you some questions then you will know how close you and your family are. When was the last time you talk to your father? ( saying hello is not counted) When was the last time you have dim sum with your whole family? How much do you know your parents' case histories? What they shouldn't eat and what they should eat more? What they like to eat and also what they don't like to eat. When was the last time you take your younger brothers or sisters out to a movie?

Well I agree that I don't know much about my family ..esp my dad.. I still have pretty much to learn and to pay attention to. But ... think about that.

(@23:09)
"Have you ever seen parents eating nacho when watching TV." I asked Charlie. "Yeah, it's weird. Usually children (like us) eat and their parents tell them not to eat too much." hahahaha......

(@23:13)
Charlie: " Someone hinted that Mother's day is coming."
Me: "hahaha.. when?"
( I don't celebrate Mother's day, so I don't know when..lol, does it make sense?)

5.4.2001 (Fri) Shower..which I hate the most..esp today is my family's day.
(@ 10:44)
I saw a real coyote. A wild coyote. He looks so ugly. I first thought, and I actually saw one in a book, a coyote is a beautiful animal. But this one is absolutely an exception. Hey, come on, you blew up my dreams.
(@19:46)
I really have no idea with what you were talking about?

5.5.2001 (Sat) Probably shower again.
(@1:00)
Well I just got home from a movie, The mummy returns.. yes movie again.. :D I think I have to stop myself from spending coz I wanted to go Victoria with Shelly for a few days during summer. Well, in fact, I don't really care where to go in summer. I just want to get out of Vancouver for a few days. May be get out of downtown for a few days. Maybe get out of my building for a few days. Or just get out of my room for a few days. Balcony would be a good place then.

(@2:33)
So I woke up in the middle of the night and wrote this in my dairy. But then I thought ... I wanted to share it with all of you. So.... here is what I wrote:

幻想終有一日會幻滅, 美夢真的會成真嗎?
為什麼我總會是那個愚蠢的代替品?
是上帝早已安排? 還是命運的捉弄?
有些東西是不會長久, 你知道我在說什麼嗎?
不明白? 不打緊......真的....一切都不打緊,
終有一天我會了解一切, 我確信這一天終會來臨o

   Goodnite, mates.

(@9:25)
Tong called me this morning and woke me unappreciately.

(@9:34)
Tong called me again, and I am totally awaken.

(@14:38)
Holding a cardboard, standing at the corner of the road, jumping, and shouting "car wash car wash" is quite fun.

(@16:43)
I got the census forms, and I got to fill it out and mail it before May15. Or my family and I will be put into jail. No kidding.

I am feeling like a squeezed lemon. Tired and dry. Aiyo yo ... I am going out with friends tonight .....Maybe... hahaha. I wanted to drink some alcohol tonight. I don't know why, just feel like a drink.. or maybe I wanna be drunk tonight.

I bought myself some roses this afternoon after the car-washing. I don't specifically like roses, but I habitually put fresh flowers in my home. OH... :( I feel like talking to Mieko again.... I wish she had the time.

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