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5.6.2001 (Sun) Maybe Sunny....who knows?
(@1:37)
I went out with friends last evening, and nothing was really special. No wine (during dinner, but after dinner), no foie gras, no cheese cake. We were a group of 7 (odd number...very odd), and we had dinner in a Japanese restaurant in Richmond.

I didn't eat much since I didn't have the appetite. But my friends did eat a lot...lol... they ate my portion.. :) Anyway, after the dinner, we walked for about 15 minutes to a pub where we spent almost 2 hours drinking, smoking, talking, laughing... I drank a lot tonight, BUT I AM STILL SOBER NOW. At first, when we left the pub, I was feeling like a cockroach that had just been sprayed with Raid. "I have to lay down and sleep" My brain told me. I asked one of my friends to drive me home. He is living in North Van., and we were going to the same direction.

When he drove the half way to my home, I regretted to ask him for a ride. He was apparently drunk. I asked him "Can I drive?".
"Don't worry. I am not drunk." He said with his eyes half closed.
"No, I just want to drive the kick-the-mother-in-law-away car. I have never driven a 2-seat car before."
He stopped the car, and we switched the positions. Don't worry, even I drank a lot tonight, I was already sober up at that time.

He fall asleep while I was driving home. I don't really like to drive at night. My eyes are not good enough to see everything at night. I know it was quite danger to drive tonight..but well..I am save now. When I arrived home, he was still sleeping, and I don't think he can drive. I don't want to lose him, and I think I can do something. So I parked his car in my building, and I woke him up with slapping his face several times.. no j/k... I just patted his face.

"Hey, I love your car, and I am going to keep it tonight. I'll call you a taxi, and call me tomorrow, ok?"
He smiled but didn't say anything. I think he was probably still sleeping.

I remember that he didn't drink much tonight..at least he drank less than me. But he was drunk..seriously. He must be sad. I heard that it's easy to get drunk when a person is sad. Then why am I so sober now? Am I happy? I don't think so. Am I sad? Probably not .

Don't wanna make any misunderstandings.....he is not my boy!!!!

((@18:41)
My dad is sooooooo Lucky. He won a lottery again!!!

(@19:25)
My mom and I made 67 pieces (odd number again) of dumpling tonight, and we only ate about 50 something pieces. Charlie took the rest for lunch tomorrow. It was yummy yum yum.

(@22:38)
I wrote something about my roots in private property.

5.7.2001 (Mon) Cloudy and cool
(@9:15)
5.7.2001..odd numbers...9:15 odd time ..... I had an odd dream last night.

(@18:36)
Not eating breakfast and lunch till 15:30 is not fun. I don't even know how to express my feelings by words. I wasn't very hungry before eating, and I wasn't full after eating the whole plate of Hainanese Chicken Rice. It's strange. I never finish the whole plate of rice, but I did today.

I think I was too busy today, and I am feeling sick after the late lunch. I had a sore throat but not very serious. So I drank a lot of water and took 2 Strepsil, and I am feeling much better now.

(@23:10)
I am listening to Faye Wong's songs. She is so awesome. She wrote this song with ONLY 11 words. The " la ja boo, la ja boo" one. Cool, eh? I like her voice and the way she sings.

I was wandering this afternoon when I was on the way to the hospital and was thinking some silly things. I remember a case in HK. The defendant pretended that he lost part of his memories, so that he could get rid of all the accusation. And then I thought of my friend.... and then I thought of myself... and then I thought of my friend again......again and again....on and on.

Then at last, I thought if people can "choose" to lost one or even more part(s) of their memories, which parts of memories would they choose? It would be Kool if I can erase parts of my memories. I will surely request not to have the memories from 9.24.2000 to 10.29.2000. Then I would choose to record parts of my memories such as blah blah blah.. and blah blah blah. :) ask me if you wanna know.

Also, I hope my friend will forget (or at least not to always think of) the sad things. I am not an optimist , and I think I am a pessimist somehow. Whenever I decided to do something, I would think of the bad ending first, then the good one. Who knows what will happen, rite? Never expect the good stuff, then they will come unexpectedly. I think I will be more happy to see things happen unexpectedly. I don't know how to sooth my friends when they are sad, but I really hope I can do something....................just for you.

Aiyo....I have a sore throat again..I think I got to sleep now. :) who is going to do "sth" for me? Yes I have a 10"-thick face :) I am asking for your attention.

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