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ME

Inside, I am beautiful
My warmth of soul is bountiful
Articulate and sensitive, I have much to offer
As long as I remember to fill my souls coffer

Color's and feelings, the zest of life
No longer buried or at the mercy of the knife
I'm alive and growing, as free as wind blowing
By learning, I'm reaping as well as sowing

Alive and tingling, every cell renewed
Learning is living, with warmth I'm imbued
Reborn through the trials, now my own protector
Reliving childhood anew, I no longer fear the rejector

a poem of hope expressing the feelings I still hope to have someday

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Why Does No One Help Me?

Always doubted, never believed
This is the way my trust was received
Always deceived, then called a liar
How many doors will shut me in with the fire?

Can't they see it's not attention I seek?
I simply want peace before I'm too weak!
By the end of the day, I'm shell shocked and weary
Life paces on, mindless and dreary

If I think, then I cry, wanting to die
I wish I had wings, and then I could fly
Fly away where there's peace, and no one yells
No one decides you are ready and just goes and tells

When I was young, my privacy was taken
My belief in life and love forsaken
Now I am grown and people still try
To take my privacy and tell me I lie

But this life is mine! and know it I do!
They were not there, did not know what I knew!
Terror, Pain, Abandonment, and Fear!
When I cried, not a soul cared to hear

Now those same souls want to stand as a jury?
The feeling that brings is not anger it's Fury
How do these people feel this is right?
Where were they when I needed help to fight?
2/23/95

This poem talks of how people in your life will go to any length to protect their denial if they are not ready to face it.

Gazing to the future...

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