why must you put me off?
ignore me, put me out of your schedule
it gets old girl, i can't take it
i think i'm through with playin the fool
i know i liked you, and i still like you
but i guess i have got to play smart
because it's obvious that you're not willing
to try a new start
but i guess i understand
your position on this whole thing
i won't take it wrong
i won't think that you're mean
you prolly don't care
about anything i'v got to say
but i just felt that you should know
that you were on my mind, every day
but now, i think that i've got the point
that we are through
maybe we can still be friends, maybe not
but one thing i feel you should know, i love you
i won't waste your time
this is the final verse
but i feel that my feelings for you
will forever be, my curse

Beauty

Her eyes behind her head
Her tounge licking her lips
Hands in the air, touching her face
Her hand s now rubbing my back
My hands stroking her thigh
My lips pressed against her lips
My tounge tasting every drop
of her chocolate pudding
She moans and moans
She gets louder
She screams and it gets louder
My name is called
SHe can't scream but you feel a tighter grip upon your back
She whispers "keep going"
Rubbing my hands up and down and across her chest
She shivers and she begins to move
Like Niagra she falls as it drips I taste her refreshing waters
Love
Passion
Beauty.

The One

The One I gave my heart to,
Didn't give me his.

The One I longed to hold,
Longed to hold another.

The One I called my sweetheart,
Didn't call me his.

The One I stood up,
Stood up against me.

The One I loved,
Didn't love me.

Now I must mend my broken heart,
all alone
And try to forget about
The One

When I...

When I remember us:
I remember that things were great,
I remember things were bad,
I remember how special you were,
I remember the great times we had.
When I dream of us:
I dream that things would be perfect,
I dream that things would troublesome,
I dream of how we'll be together,
I dream of that day to come.
When I cry for us:
I cry about the best times,
I cry about the worst,
I cry 'cause I can not hold you,
I cry myself to thirst.
When I smile for us:
I smile when the sun comes up,
I smile when it sets,
I smile when I see you,
I smile at our regrets.
When I wrote to you:
You said that you were confused,
You said that the cycle never ends,
You said that you can always count on me,
You said that you're my friend.
When I understand you:
I understand that you are hurt,
I understand that you are feeling pain,
I understand that you feel this way,
I understand, I once felt the same.
When I hope for us:
I hope we can get over this,
I hope that we can be friends,
I hope that we can be together,
I hope we'll never end.
When I love you:
I love you when you smile,
I love you when you cry,
I love everything about you still,
I love you, but I can't explain why.

Midnight

A lonely midnight
I stand awake
Beside the window sill-
With eager eyes
Which has the hope, still.
A silent night
No noise of a gushing spring-
No noise of a single bird,
Not a single cling!
Still I stand awake-
I know you'll return by daybreak
Won't you?
Seven years have flitted past-
The war should be over by now
Right?
A silent night.

What is love?

Love is like a passion of joy you share with each other,
Love is just like a gentle kiss from your man(____________),
Love is something you pass on to one and an other,
When you think of love, you think it's a thing you share with everyone.
When I think of love, I know it's nothing that will happen to me.
It's hard to find love...
Love sometimes will tare you apart, day by day and there's nothing you can do to help.
I once thought I was falling into love, but it was just puppy love.
I just hope one day soon you'll find love, I will probley never will...
Just remember love is a dangerous thing, so watch out and find that love...

LOVE IS

LOVE IS WHAT I FEEL FOR YOU. I NEVER KNEW I COULD
LOVE ANYONE LIKE I LOVE YOU. LOVE IS WHAT I FEEL WHEN
I SEE YOU ONLINE AND I KNOW THAT I KNOW LONGER HAVE TO
BE LONELY BECAUSE I KNOW I HAVE YOU. LOVE IS WHAT I
HEAR IN YOUR VOICE WHEN YOU CALL ME AND CALL ME BABE
OR SAY I LOVE YOU. LOVE IS WHAT WE HAVE. LOVE IS WHAT
KEEPS US TOGETHER EVEN THOUGH WE ARE MILES APART. LOVE
IS WHAT I KNOW WE WILL ALWAYS HAVE BECAUSE WE WERE
FRIENDS BEFORE WE EVER THOUGHT ABOUT BEING TOGETHER.
LOVE IS WHAT MY HEART FEELS FOR YOU. LOVE IS YOU AND
ME FOREVER AND ALWAYS.

Ten Things I Hate About You

I hate the way you brush your hair,
I hate the way you smile.
I hate those dumb old jeans you wear,
And that you can be so vile.
I hate the way you ignore me,
Every single day.
I hate the way you can be,
Just because you're Ray.
I hate the way people are always all around you,
And that when I see you I think I'm gonna fall.
I really hate that half of this is true,
But, the thing I hate most is that I don't hate you,
Not even a little bit,
Not at all.

Midnight

A lonely midnight
I stand awake
Beside the window sill-
With eager eyes
Which has the hope, still.
A silent night
No noise of a gushing spring-
No noise of a single bird,
Not a single cling!
Still I stand awake-
I know you'll return by daybreak
Won't you?
Seven years have flitted past-
The war should be over by now…
Right?
A silent night.

Love Is Forever

Love is but a feeling that you have for someone,
It can last a week or it can last a life-time.
When you are inlove you kno it,
and no one really understands you,
But when love is really there...It's there to stay forever

Love in Your Eyes

Whoever said that love is blind is a lie
cause when i looked
i saw it in your eyes.
Everything that decribes beautiness
are examples of you
i never knew it was poooible to fall in love with you
Every night, just about,
i long for you
wishing you were in my arms
safeness and warmth is between us two.
All i want is to prove to you that there is no greater love
than i
whoever said that love is blind is a lie
cause i saw it in your eyes.

Missing you

Didn't realise when I met you,
That I could really be in love,
But I know that it's true,
And we have created our love.
You are so great to be around,
I'm so happy whenever I'm with you,
You're always making me laugh,
It all just came out of the blue.
Now that you have gone,
I miss you more than ever,
But when you do come back,
Our love will last forever.
Whenever I'm thinking about you,
I can't help myself but cry,
I am in love with you so much,
I just can't sleep at night.
I miss your arms around me,
Nice, warm and in place,
I just can't seem to wait,
Until I see your smiling face.

Why?

Why is it when I look at you,
You always turn away,
And even when I talk to you,
You don't hear a thing I say.
Why do you always do this,
I would really like to know,
Is it because you hate me,
Please just tell me so.
Why don't you look at me,
Whenever I walk past,
When all you do is hurt me,
And just keep breaking my heart.
Why do you keep doing this,
And pretend that I'm not there,
When all this time I've liked you,
And know that you don't care.
Why are you doing this to me,
You should know it's so unfair,
You're my only true love,
But I know you'll never care.

For You, Charles Nathan Simpson

Each night I fall asleep relaxed, with a smile on my face
And I know that there's no one else out there with as much love as you have placed
Upon my heart, Baby forever this is true,
All my feelings are promises, these that I say to you.
Nathan, I am going to love you forever and a day
And I sure do hope that you will always feel the same way
As I do Baby, and I have confessed
all my love for you and I feel blessed
To have you in my heart always, this is how I want it to be
For you mean so very much to me.
I cannot openly express to you enough about how you make my heart and soul feel
I just know that I have already fell head over heels
For you Baby, and because of you Baby.
Since we've been together sharing our love for one another
I can see us in the future still loving each other
With a big house, a couple of kids and dogs too,
What a beautiful thought of me and you.
I hope that we stay together forever, Sweetheart, do you feel the same?
I am so much in love, but who am I to blame?
I just want to say thank you for loving me the way you do
And I am happy, happy because I found you.

Givin' up...

I'm givin' up on u...
Do u know y?
Probably not...
I just gave up on u because I'm just opening my eyes
and seein' u 4 who u really r.
I'm sorry 2 tell u this,
because I really thought that 1 day we would be 2-gether.
I'm sorry if this is 2 late,
but thats just how it went down.
I held on 4 as long as I could,
but u even made it hard 2 do that.
I used 2 think that if I waited long enough,
that u would get the hint...
but u didn't.
So now what I once hoped will never be,
and u know what?
I have no regrets 4 n-e thing!

Lips...

Soft and sensual with a delicate touch.
Slightly parted, not much.
A light breeze, a light rustle through the trees.
A touch of sweet ecstasy;
as they waver and then meet.
Our touch is light and sweet.
They open and our tongues embrace,
my eyes see the expression on your face.
As I fall against your chest,
you hold me.
And I feel at rest, all except the rush of joy
that slips past the rest 2 toy.
You step back, they open to speak;
but nothing comes out.
I feel weak.
Those lips of yours so full of bliss.
As we move in again for another sweet kiss

Well, well, here we go again
I'm falling in love with my best friend
Only this time the feelings are much stronger
but I refuse to be hurt by love any longer
The feelings are becoming too hard to ignore
I don't think I've felt this strongly for anyone
before
I'm araid if I tell you how I feel our friendship
won't be the same again
and I'll wind up as usual, lonely in the end
How would I go about it what would I say
I think I'm falling in love with you Desiree
I'm just going to wait and see how things go
then I'll be certain, then I'll know

The Gift

I missed the times that wew together
I missed the shared laughter
I missed crying at night
But still I'm in love with you
Although it seems not right
Honestly I really do
I thought true love has just began
But then i found out that were done
Now that I'm rekindling the love
True love i once hold
This time I am asking a gift to God
That is you
Sent back my love this time
The present i reaaly want to recieve
Enough joy to the heart
If my love returns to me

Crush

Is it love,
No, its a crush,
Crushes are nothing,
Just a fantasy waiting to become reallity,
How do I know,
Because I have a crush on you,
And you use to have a crush on me,
We dated about 3 yrs,
Then you broke it off,
That's not love,
That's a crush.

I DIED FOR LOVE

In a park where i diswell, i met a boy i loved so well
He came and took his heart from me now he is going to set me free,
He sat a strange girl upon his knee and told her things he never told me
Now i know the reason why, because that girl was prettier than I

Father came home late that night and looked for me left and right.
Up the stairs the door he broke he saw me hanging from a rope.
"O daughter dear what have done you gave your life for one man's son
Then he looked at me with out a sound and on my dresser this note he found,
" Dig my grave and dig it deep with marble stone from head to feet and on my stone please place a dove to show the world i died for love

Trapped Heart

My heart, my soul
yearns to be free to
love and to be loved.

A cage is where my
heart is locked I
can't find the key.

There is a wall of fear
and sadness ideep inside
of my heart baring all love
out.

I want to feel loved and
believe in love, true love
I want my heart to fly with
wings of joy.

How can I free my changed
heart it is trapped crying out
to be set free.

Truthfully my heart is afraid
to fly and to love a heart that
was broken.

Shattered to bits with no
one to pick up the peaces,
yet it still cries to be free
to be loved.

Words Are Not Enough

I know you'll never need me,
As much as I need you,
but if you don't give me a piece of your heart,
I'll be dead before it's through.

Every night I shed a tear,
at the thought of my most awful fear,
that you might even hate me,
for if that is truth then lies I wish to see.

I am down on my knees,
begging you to hear my pleas,
and no matter how hard I try,
at the sight of you I can't help but cry.

I pray and hope and dream and wish,
that one day I'll be on your most important list,
I just wish I knew what to do,
to make you feel about me as I do you.

I think that you and I,
we could live a life of truth and never lie,
I know that you and I,
we could be together until we die.

I want you to know that you are my life,
that for you I would suffer all strife,
that you are everything I was, am, or will be,
and I pray that this you will one day see.

No matter if you fall for me as well though,
I want you to always know.
that I am here when ever you need,
Forever, that is my life's creed.

Secretly in Luv

My feelings for you are kept inside
Cause I dont wanna loose my pride
I wish I could let you know how I feel
So you cold see that my love is real.
I dont know if you feel the same way too,
And I dont know what to do
I liked you for so very long,
But I just dont know where I went wrong
You thought I was pretty, you thought I was hot
And it really did mean to me a lot.
You did your thing, you gave me a hope
But I should have known it wasnt gonna develop.
Love is a game and has no rules,
I know you's a player, but you might lose.
I hope one day you will open your eyes
And it will make you realize
How much you mean to me.
I think of you, I dream about you
No other guy ever made me feel like you did.
Being in your arms, feeling your smell,
and tasting your kiss were
the best moments of my life
I never knew that the price was too high to pay
For ever liking you this way.
Its killing me inside to know that
you dont really care
So iam just gonna have to bear.
.....baby, I like you a lot
You've captured my heart,
Its yours now forever.
It all will work out if its meant bo be,
And someday it will be just you and me...

LOVE DESCRIPTION

There are a lot of things I want to talk to you about
And when I think of them, other things cross my mind.
I want to say to you that love is not a toy
You cant just take it from me, love cant be destroyed!
But still love can be painful
In a different kind of way.
Love can get you deep inside
Were you wouldn't even imagine,
But love can touch your hart,
And it would be a part of you.
Love is like fire, each day it covers more
If you let it burn, it burns more, and more, and more.
And if the fire stops and doesn't burn anymore
That means that love is over and that's forever gone.
But one day the fire will come back to you
And maybe that's the one, you have been looking for.
Sometimes the fire will never end
Some of us have experienced the most painful love
Don't worry, that is over, you'll have to carry on.
If someone you have loved its gone, is no longer here
You'll have her there, next to you, near,
Cause souls don't die, only the body goes
Its soul will live forever, in your hart in you.
I end this now and I hope for best the best to come
And remember that your feelings count.
Don't try to oppose just go with it, you'll see
That the deepest feeling you can get is love.

What if my love for you were a house?

Would it cost 100 million?
Would it be a castle, up in the sky?
Would there be children playing in the garden,
with flowers leaning towards the sun?
Would the doors always be open,
and the windows never closed?
Would the stairs lead to heaven,
with our bed between the stars?
What if i would say to you - i dont have any money ,
but lets start building it now.

For the Lovers

We never know love until its gone
So just wait and hold on
God will supply our need,be strong
There is a saying that you can't do anything for a heartache
But believe that you'll get through it.
I think that its a test,because we will get the best
I believe in me,so take my heart,you can't have my spirit
Because when push comes shove this is my lyrics
I am strong
I am beautiful in side in out
And this is what I'm talking about!
You can love me now or love me later
But my friend I want be sitting around waiting

Lonelier than this

It doesn't get any lonelier that this,
I believe my heart'll break,
Tonight I prayed I'd die before I wake,
With every breath I'm tastin' your kiss,
And it's sweet upon my tongue,
Until the bitter tears fall one by one.

It doesn't get any lonelier than this,
Cause I'm on this road alone,
My heart beat ringin' like a hollow drum,
I'm about as lonesome as a poor boy gets,
And there's nothin' I can do,
Cause it's dark out here and I can't find you,
It doesn't get any lonelier than this.

It doesn't get any lonelier than this,
I'm as blue as blue can be,
Just an empty place where your love should be,
I'm sick and tired of walkin' around like this,
With my heart outside my skin,
Scared to death we'll never touch again,
It doesn't get any lonelier than this,
And there's no place I can go.

Just the dusty corners that the shadow's know,
Maybe this is as good as it's gonna get,
And I'll always be this way,
I'll just wander this world callin' out you name,
It doesn't get any lonelier than this.

Valentines Day

On this wonderful Valentines day
I can honestly say
I am the luckiest man today
Because in my arms you sweetly lay
For me you have done so much
Just with one look or one touch
Everything you do means so much
Everytime our lips softly touch
I always want to be with you so bad
When I cant see you Iâ ™m sad
Sometimes it kinda makes me mad
But when Im with you I just get so glad
I have an important question to ask you
But if I do
You have to be mine
So I was wondering, would you be my Valentine?

I need you...

Through the good times and the bad
I need you
Through the smiles and tears
I need you
Through the hugs and the kisses
I need you
Through the arguments and the encouragments
I need you
Through the happiness and the sadness
I need you
All because I love you
I need you

When We Parted

Do you ever think of me?
i think of you all the time,
the way we where with each other, the way we touched,
why did it all end?
It was my fault, i pushed you so hard.
It has been a long time.
i have never been able to tell you,
but i am sorry for the things i did and said,
A bound between us that was so strong
has now faded into nothing.
Why don't we talk anymore?
I have to tell you this
I MISS YOU!

Pain

Love is what i felt for you until you broke my heart,
You stole my heart i can't get back and left me in this pain
I feel as though i can't go on and that i will never love again,
I know it's over between us now
But that doesnt mean i dont care
It still tears me apart you love her now 'NOT ME'
It feels like your cheating on me but we aren't together now
The pain is like needles peircing my heart
I can't breathe and thats why i cry

Petaled Love

A flower in the morning wind
petals kissed by the sun gives to bend
alone it dies in the cold middle night
my love for you with it goes out of sight
we've drifted to far to see
that we're not in love
not you and me
i'm sorry we've gone
that long long path
only to find it wouldn't last
but have not any fear
i wouldnt trade our time together for anything my dear
for I loved u then and part of me still does
but my heart has past as was
the flower's seeds spread to a new
and I will find myself with someone true
true to me and true to my heart
this man, this one, we shall never part

Why?

why is it that guys like to hurt girls?
why is it that they tell us they love
us when they really dont?
why is it that they say they care and
they wanna be their when they really
dont?
why is it that they lie to us all the time
and we dont even know?
why is it we beleive them when they tell us
these things?
why is it that we hurt?
Why?

Relaxed She Did Feel

My Love and I sat on a new Swing Love seat
it was her dream to sit on it and get snuggle in me..she said.
Both of us were in our bare feet and warm heart..with cool breeze around
Her beautiful wavy reddish brown wet hair with fragrance better than Garden of Eden flowers
Struck me on my face making every inch of my mind and body loose its
feelings
She sat facing me on my lap
I'm in love and my arms around her I wrap
We kiss and hug
Both of us felt warm and snug
For her I very much do care
I like to be alone with her in our feet bare.
I rubbed each heel
Relaxed she did feel
I massaged her toes, I kissed and sucked with a gentle she loved..
And on the rest of each foot my hand gently goes..
Even with my eye closed I could feel her body moving in joy.
"I'm in love," I said smiling and I knew she would blush hearing it...
She likes me to rub her feet making her feel good.
"It's fun being in love," I said feeling my heartbeat.
True Love is a gift from God, which very few can feel.
No Power on earth can by it. The pleasure can only be explained by the
Lover it self.
I like to be alone with my Love in our bare feet with only cool breeze
around.
When evening comes, When our hearts become one on the moonlight
The pieces of ecstasy (pure Pleasure) and
Extreme Love will warm us forever.
And nothing will be able to spoil
The moments we spent together.
For My Love of my Life

I will Always Love You

I sit and think about you day and night
About all the things that were just so right
The way you made me feel when I was with you
I felt so lost in the sky so blue
You mean the world to me
You always have
You're the one I want
But that's to bad
We were together and she came along
She stole your heart
And now your forever gone
You look so in love
I don't know what to do
I wish I could try not to look so blue
But my heart has to move on
I cant wait forever
I don't know if I can ever find any better
I just want you to know
That what Im about to say is true
I just want you to know Josh:
I will always Love You

UNTIL THEN

i haven't met you yet
but i know one day you'll come
if you cross my way
how will i know that you're the one
one day i'll meet you
when the time is right
and by then all my doubt
will be out of sight
so until then,
whomever is destined to be mine
we'll soon meet
when GOD sets the time
i promise to love you
with all i can give
and forever, together
both of us will live
so until then,
until the time we'll meet
i'll be here waiting
waiting for you to make me COMPLETE...!!!

LOVE

I am always here
To understand you
To laugh with you
To cry with you
To think with you
To talk with you
To play with you
To die with you
Even though we
might not
always be together
Please know that
I am always here
To love you
****

How Lucky I Am

I hope and pray each day,
Waiting, wandering, dreaming,
That you will come my way
Where I will stare into your eyes,
Sparkled by the shint of the evening stars
And in each others arms,
Never letting go
As the sun bounces off your beautiful hair
A smile that compliments every little part of me
Happiness goes through my body,
Bringing joy into my heart
At the end of the day, I watch you sleep
Gazing unto your angel face,
Realizing that you are meant for me
But, confusedly asked myself,
How lucky I am, to have found
The love I so richly don't deserve.

THAT THOUGHT

I was all alone
Without you
I didn't know
What I'd go through
Went through a great friendship
That lasted a long time
Then got the best boyfriend
That could ever be mine
I got the world when I got you
I got everything I'd ever need
I got everything I ever wanted
I never want to be without you
I'm sorry for my faults
I know I'm not perfect
I would be the best ever
But you're already that and more
I love you a lot
I guess I needed to put it to words
And give you that thought

WHY

Why did you leave?
Why couldn't you stay?
Why did something go wrong?
Why couldn't it be ok?
Why don't you want me back?
Why don't you care anymore?
Why don't you believe in us?
Why don't you want more?
Why can't you realize what we lost?
Why can't you love me again?
Why can't you be yourself?
Why can't you let my love in?
Will you ever come back?
Or will I continue to cry?
And remember when I
Was your little cutie pie?

WHAT CAN I DO