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6:36pm Guess what, guess what... EuJin told me to update this part of my site, "Journal". You think I want to? Can you tell? hahaha, I haven't update this much, also Susan kept on using the computer and most of the time, I use the school's computer, but then no time. Am always busy going here and there, kicking it with friends and studying or going to class... man, I'm such a slacker... hopefully I'll be able to get just a certificate that's about it. And look for a job... Well, here's another place where you can read my journals. Just click this and it'll lead u there, if you're interested in reading my thoughts... becareful, don't be hurt, don't be shock, cause there ain't much to say on there either...hahaha, ======> **DreamLand** 
7:04pm Man, today I mostly chatted with ipo EuJin. Wowser, hecka funnie. We started chatting a role in a play... read this.....
Yennie(4:53:59 PM): blah blah bleh EuJin(4:54:17 PM): *smacks Yennie* oooOoOooO EuJin(4:54:17 PM): haha EuJin(4:54:22 PM): u got SMIZZACKED Yennie(4:54:39 PM): haha Yennie(4:54:40 PM): what? Yennie(4:54:50 PM): *ducked away* Yennie(4:54:53 PM): haha, you missed EuJin(4:55:03 PM): oh heyll naw Yennie(4:55:32 PM): haha Yennie(4:55:34 PM): watevr EuJin(4:55:39 PM): *runs at Yennie and tackles her* lol whaaaa now EuJin(4:55:39 PM): lol Yennie(4:55:53 PM): oh heo no Yennie(4:56:13 PM): *kicks you and notice wowser, i thi nk i kicked him in the nuts* EuJin(4:57:36 PM): my nizzuts! dat hurt u knoooooo Yennie(4:57:54 PM): well, that's why i did that, it's working. EuJin(4:58:05 PM): *takes a pillow and knocks Yennie in da head* muahaha *runs away* EuJin(4:59:29 PM): hey four eyes, i'm over here! nah nah nah nah nahhhh *runs* Yennie(5:00:08 PM): Oh no, oh my *runs and takes ur pillow and knocks you in the head* yells out "pillow fight!" Yennie(5:00:09 PM): haha Yennie(5:00:37 PM): *uhf!!* *punch* *wam!* Yennie(5:00:49 PM): both of us giggles *hehehe* EuJin(5:00:55 PM): hehe Yennie(5:01:04 PM): Yennie thinking * he giggles just like a girl!* Yennie(5:01:05 PM): haha EuJin(5:01:23 PM): ohhhh EuJin(5:01:37 PM): *starts to tickle Yennie* EuJin(5:01:46 PM): tickle tickle tickle lol Yennie(5:02:02 PM): oh shiet Yennie(5:02:13 PM): no you didn't do that!!! *hahahaha* Yennie(5:02:40 PM): *push EuJin away and kick him again* *runs off* Get away from me, i don't like being tickled! EuJin(5:03:19 PM): hahah i found ur weak spot! *gets up slow due to the kick in the balls recieved from one Yennie* *runs after her* Yennie(5:03:57 PM): lol EuJin(5:04:13 PM): *looks around for her* hmm where did she go Yennie(5:04:43 PM): *hids somewhere at the corner of your room* hopefully he doesn't find me here. Yennie(5:05:01 PM): *peeps out* oh shiet, he's coming EuJin(5:05:30 PM): *stares into a corner and notices something weird* Yennie(5:05:56 PM): uhhh *scared* think think yen. Oh wait theres the blanket. Yennie(5:06:08 PM): *hmmm* Yennie(5:06:23 PM): oh shiet, he's getting closer, man. should i surrender? Yennie(5:06:28 PM): *think think* EuJin(5:06:39 PM): *turns around and walks the other way* EuJin(5:06:48 PM): *she thinks i dont see he but i really do* Yennie(5:07:14 PM): lol EuJin (5:07:18 PM): *turns around and dashes towards her, lifting her up out of her hiding spot and softly slams her on the bed* lol* and starts to tickle her to death* Yennie(5:07:30 PM): oh heo no Yennie(5:07:31 PM): haha EuJin (5:07:40 PM): u betta believe it Yennie(5:07:57 PM): *sniffs sniffs* my tummy hurts Yennie(5:08:03 PM): right now i mean Yennie(5:08:23 PM): okay, now it's better. hehe. now back to the story Yennie(5:08:25 PM): hehe. EuJin(5:08:36 PM): hehe xXBebexYennieXx (5:09:01 PM): *tries to tickle you back, but you didn't seem like to have any reaction* oh wait *you starts giggling all girly* xXBebexYennieXx (5:09:03 PM): haha EuJin (5:09:14 PM): ehee eheee EuJin(5:09:17 PM): lol Yennie(5:09:54 PM): oh oh *continuin ticklin you* oh oh i found it! hehe *you giggle so giggly and runs off on me* Yennie(5:10:06 PM): now who's hiding eh? EuJin(5:10:36 PM): hehe ahhhhh stop it! EuJin (5:10:43 PM): *runs* Yennie(5:11:14 PM): haha Yennie(5:11:25 PM): shiet, tummy hurts again. hold on EuJin(5:11:40 PM): hehe u are curayzee girly Yennie(5:12:29 PM): what? Yennie(5:12:34 PM): calling me crazy now? EuJin(5:12:38 PM): uh oh EuJin(5:12:44 PM): haha i knew i shouldnt hav said anything Yennie(5:12:48 PM): look who's talking? *looks at you with an attitude* EuJin(5:13:44 PM): awww my boo boo ish mad at meeee *walks over* :-D*spanks her ass really hard and takes off running* Yennie(5:14:04 PM): oh shiet Yennie(5:15:25 PM): *looks where you're heading to and then grin* hmm... *squints* hmm... you need some whoopin mister *runs after you* get yo ass back here foo! EuJin (5:15:58 PM): haha *throws a pillow at her to try to slow her down* Yennie(5:16:20 PM): *hmph* *hits my face* oh okay, you're going to get it. EuJin (5:16:33 PM): =-O Yennie(5:16:34 PM): haha EuJin(5:16:38 PM): *points and laughs* Yennie(5:17:49 PM): *take that pillow and runs after you* come here!!! come here! *grrr* *stops and look* man, he's like miles away*even though it's like only couple of feet away* *toss the pillow at cha really hard* woo hoo!!! I got him! Yennie(5:18:15 PM): *points and laughs* *looks* EuJin(5:18:24 PM): *ish knocked in da head* KAPOW!*falls down, is unconscious* Yennie(5:18:36 PM): oh? *wonders* Yennie(5:18:47 PM): Eujin? *walks up* u okay? get up... EuJin (5:18:56 PM): *....* Yennie(5:19:16 PM): *hmmm* *reached to you* *looks down* eujin! get up... *thinks* Yennie(5:19:26 PM): *kinda lighty tap you with mah foot* Yennie(5:19:33 PM): get up babe. EuJin(5:19:36 PM): *his fingers twitch, but she didnt notice* :-X Yennie(5:19:38 PM): *hmm* Yennie(5:19:40 PM): lol Yennie(5:19:50 PM): *worries* EuJin(5:19:58 PM): *ever so slightly he opens his eyes to peek at where shes at* Yennie(5:20:05 PM): dorkhead, get up, the house is on fire Yennie(5:20:20 PM): *assuming he might hear her which she lied* EuJin(5:20:21 PM): *takes a deep breath with eyes closed cuz he knows shes lying* Yennie(5:20:29 PM): lol EuJin(5:20:33 PM): *smells( EuJin(5:20:34 PM): ** EuJin(5:20:43 PM): *hmm i dun smell anytin burnin* Yennie(5:21:19 PM): *looks at him* eujin, i'm butt naked right now... wake up... haha EuJin(5:21:39 PM): *suddenly i get up and grab Yennies body and run with her to her room, and throws her on the bed* EuJin(5:21:39 PM): lol Yennie(5:21:52 PM): llol EuJin(5:22:14 PM): *den i jump weally high, and land on da other side* Yennie(5:22:47 PM): *ahhh!* the *uck Yennie(5:22:51 PM): lol EuJin(5:23:00 PM): lol muahahaha Yennie(5:23:18 PM): okay okay. let's get this clear, who's room we're in right now? EuJin(5:23:25 PM): urs Yennie(5:23:55 PM): okay Yennie(5:24:00 PM): brb EuJin (5:24:11 PM): ok Yennie(5:28:59 PM): okay i'm back Yennie(5:29:02 PM): miss me? EuJin(5:29:06 PM): *RUNS TO HER* EuJin(5:29:13 PM): *CRASHES INTO HER* EuJin(5:29:14 PM): oof EuJin5:29:18 PM): yeaaa i missed yaaaa Yennie(5:29:39 PM): *out of the blue* what the... i didn't took that long did i? Yennie(5:29:40 PM): haha EuJin(5:29:56 PM): to me it seemed lyk FO EVA Yennie(5:30:07 PM): *pushes u off* come on now, that's like what about 5 mins Yennie(5:30:29 PM): haha, okay okay EuJin(5:30:32 PM): *pinches her ass* yeaa soooo Yennie(5:31:21 PM): *owwie* hehe *pinches ur left buttcheeks hellah hard* like that? Yennie(5:31:26 PM): ;-) EuJin(5:31:47 PM): OooOOo =-O;-) Yennie(5:32:40 PM): hehe Yennie(5:33:21 PM): *looks and stares* eh? you so quiet, what's wrong? EuJin(5:33:41 PM): *licks lips* hehehe noooooothing Yennie(5:33:49 PM): haha Yennie(5:34:29 PM): *takes ur face* look in me eyes... *squints and stares in your eyes* hmmm... I don't see "nothing" Yennie(5:34:31 PM): hehe Yennie(5:34:43 PM): *smiles* EuJin(5:34:49 PM): hehe*stares in her eyes and seeees everyything* ;-) Yennie(5:34:57 PM): lol Yennie(5:35:35 PM): hmm *thinking and searchin still staring* Hmm... i don't see "nothing" i see something, a reflection of me looking in ur eyes." *smiles* EuJin5:37:02 PM): hehe *lookin and lookin* he see's a beautiful girl with a beautiful smile :-) EuJin(5:38:59 PM): aww, shes speechless, heh Yennie(5:40:04 PM): *still looking* hmmm, i think i see a piece of lent in your eyes. *lift my finger* let me poke that out for you *pokes and then runs off* Yennie(5:40:15 PM): lol EuJin(5:40:24 PM): doofus *runs after her* EuJin(5:40:53 PM): *makes ann airplane noise as he chases her* EuJin(5:41:16 PM): *slowly creeps around the corner* EuJin(5:41:35 PM): *takes a peek around one corner, take a peek around one corner..i spot some movement* EuJin(5:42:41 PM): ppsssssst Yennie(5:43:41 PM): hehe Yennie(5:43:57 PM): *hmm* Yennie(5:44:21 PM): *wonders* i wonder if this time he finds me ..hehe *hids like in the closet* EuJin(5:45:06 PM): hehe EuJin(5:45:24 PM): *walks around and listens very carefully* hmmmm *turns head* Yennie(5:46:13 PM): *slid the closet door to peep out* oh my. EuJin (5:46:41 PM): *stops cuz he heard sumthin...shakes head like he was juss hearin things in his head. proceeds on further down the hall* EuJin(5:46:47 PM): *sticks ears to all doors and walls*, lol Yennie(5:47:12 PM): lol Yennie(5:47:13 PM): how sad EuJin (5:47:21 PM): haha xXBebexYennieXx (5:47:32 PM): *saw eujin walk out of the room* hmmm *open the closet and gets out* EuJin(5:47:42 PM): oooooo Yennie(5:47:45 PM): *peep outside* *looks and giggles* Yennie(5:47:50 PM): man how sad, look at him Yennie(5:47:51 PM): haha Yennie(5:48:16 PM): wakling down the hall with his head against th walls and doors Yennie(5:48:18 PM): how sad. EuJin (5:48:22 PM): LOL EuJin (5:48:52 PM): :-( ish sad , so i sit down and pout..*hands holdin head up* Yennie(5:50:21 PM): *walks down the hall* *silent* hmm... *thinking* oh? it's all quite... where did he go? Yennie(5:50:53 PM): *notice him sitting down* *thinking* what the... got tired already? Yennie(5:51:12 PM): *slowly walks up to u* *hands about to touch your shoulders* EuJin(5:51:41 PM): *takes a deep breath with eyes closed...wondering * EuJin(5:52:23 PM): *turns head around to see a really cute girl named Yennie behind him* EuJin (5:52:28 PM): :-) Yennie(5:52:56 PM): *eh?* what's wrong? hehe, couldn't find me? *smiles* EuJin (5:53:31 PM): yeaauuu..i thought i lost youuu Yennie(5:53:42 PM): *sits on your lap* what you don't want to play anymore? *smiles* Yennie(5:54:08 PM): *smiles* awww.... i'm right now, i'm not lost, you found me already, dork. Yennie(5:54:16 PM): i'm right here* EuJin(5:54:20 PM): dweeb, lol Yennie(5:54:22 PM): lol Well, anyways, I guess you were either finished reading that "lito" convo or just skipped it. hehe. Well, I enjoyed talking to EuJin. He's pretty funny, but I'm like pretty weird...haha... *doofus* wowser, new name. Well, have to jet now.
1:10pm Wow, I haven't been here for quite a long time already. Anything changed? Yes, things changed. My feeling, my life. Well, first of all, I'm glad my ex started talking to me again. I'm a bit happy about that, but as for my feelings right now. It's different. Again, having thoughts of being single again. It's not because of another guy or anything, just that my feelings for Trung is so down and off the chart now. Wow, almost 6 months, but still I don't even know him at all. I don't know him with all my heart. I can't see a future of us together. It's weird. I don't know if I still love him anymore. He's so different now. I guess I changed him or something. When he acts up all weird, it just bothers me and pisses me off. I guess he couldn't really be himself or else it's my fault for changing him. I really don't know. My mind right now is so blanked out! AHHH!!! I'm so in pain right now. my legs still hurts. =*( Owells, enoughs siad, bye.
7:50pm *....* Dream is a dream, in a realm where it's not reality at all... Is it true that dreams could affect you in reality? A place where everyone fantasize just about anything while they're asleep... As for me, I dreamt three different settings... First was getting back with my ex. Second was about a guy stalking me, while I'm trying to get rid of him. Third was a dream that I don't remember at all, but I know I woke up crying. All three just makes me think. Why am I all feeling sad? Not really sad sad, as if I want to cry, but just the feeling. Last night I was talking to Clayton asking and telling him what was going on... Hmm... He asked me, "Do you love your bf right now?" "Yes...I love him. A whole lot too," I answered. "Are you in love with him?" For that question, I didn't really gave him a simple answer but gave him a long detailed answered. I told him, "If I was ever 'in' love, that's when my whole world will revolves around me and him only.But right now it's hard to be in that position. I've been through that and I really screwed it up. I really don't want to be there until I'm really ready." There was more to that, but I dont' remember the whole conversation. Sometimes, I wonder, when would I realize that I'm really 'in' love?
2:23pm Wowser, today is Friday. Woohoo! Yeah, right. Anyways, just this morning I went and took my permit test. Again, I failed it. Man, I'm such a stupid loser! haha. Just kidding! I PASSED it!!! Happie? Hehe, I am. Well, I sure did fooled my brother telling him I failed it agian. He took it and told me that he knew it that I wouldn't be able to pass it. Well, anyways, now I need to pass the driving test. I dreamt that I wouldn't be able to pass it too. Also, Trung told me that if I wouldn't pass this, he'll break up with me. *ha!* Like I'm going to take his words seriously... I didn't even study... Right now I just feel so proud of myself. Man, wish I can hug all of my friends right now. O wells, hehe, I'm just pretending that I didn't passed and tell everyone that i failed. At home at the moment, maybe I need to clean the house agian. *sighs* Hate it when people distracts me while cleaning. Esp. Susan. Fat lard. Always cranky. Anyways, gotta go now! |
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