Complete Collection of Espen's Lyrics:
 
 
"Prepare to be Swayed"
 
1. Driven By The Devil
2. Yum Yum Gimme Some
3. Leather
4. Sweat
5. Bisexual Teens
6. Missing Her Then
7. The Last Day Of My Life (Thank You For Letting Me Go)
8. Blast Yer Brain
9. American Love
 
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"Red"
 
1. Messing With Me
2. Baby You're So Cool
3. When Susannah Cries
4. Lucky For You
5. Missing Her Then
6. American Love
7. Niki's Theme
8. All I Want Is An Angel
9. It's a Damn Shame About You
10. The Buffalo Tapes (My So-Called Friends)
 
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DRIVEN BY THE DEVIL
 
When I was a little kid I let the devil buy my soul
He bought it for a pocketful of talent and a pot of gold
But now it ain`t so fun no more
The gold is spent my soul is torn
I feel like Robert Johnson wearing dreads
Hey devilman be cool with me
Release my soul oh can`t you see
I`m outta luck
I`m so fucked
I think I`m gonna lose it and you know you made me choose it I am
 
Devil devil
Man I`m driven by the devil
Don`t fuck with me devil
Devil devil
Man I`m driven by the devil
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
 
I hear his voice inside my head he`s fucking with me all the time
He`s tryin` to gain control of me he`s masturbating with my mind
But now I`ve come to realise
That I`ve become what I despise
But will he let me bargain for my soul
No
The devil has a grip on me
He`s mapping out my destiny
I`m outta luck
I am so fucked
I think I`m gonna lose it and the devil made me choose it I am
 
Devil devil
Man I`m driven by the devil
Devil devil
Man I`m driven by the devil
 
I never look in the mirror
So scared what I might see
I am afraid that my demons
Are gonna come for me
I cannot take this much longer
I`m gonna break real soon
And you`ll find me on your rooftop
Howling at the moon
 
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YUM YUM GIMME SOME
 
I met her in the gift shop- met her at the bus stop- met her in the park fly looking like
a show stop-
Seemed to be a nice girl- seemed to be a wise girl- seemed to be a plain old no
surprise girl-
So I was a bit surprised- yes a little paralysed- when she started to undress me with
steel blue eyes
-her breath so fast i thought she wouldn`t last- she ripped my shirt then things got
nasty- she said «eat this! my kiss- did you ever know that it could feel like this»- then
she loved me- bang!Behind the bushes in the park and I just went:
 
-Yum yum gimme some- so what you gonna do- what you gonna do-
yum yum gimme some-
you put this feeling in me
Yum yum gimme some- I`m on my knees
 
Then it became next week feeling like a big geek- tryin` to forget this psycho sex
freak- I hoped to meet her someday-I did that sunday- I saw her in the park I
thought this`d be fun- she said» welcome to the club man- this is bob man-6`10`` he
is my husband»- the bitch was married- she wanted to see me carried-away on a
stretcher severely harried- I`m telling you all- he was pretty tall- he alone could fill a
freakin` place like albert hall- he said»no kiss eat this- did you ever know it could
hurt like this»- then he beat me- bang!Behind the bushes in the park just because I`d
be been going:
 
-Yum yum gimme some- so what you gonna do what you gonna do-
yum yum gimme some-
you put this feeling in me
Yum yum gimme some- I`m on my knees
 
-sitting inside the bass trap- feeling that bass slap- hit me in the middle of my funky
little face whap!- feeling kinda funky- not so hunky- look like shit some low life
junkie- I learnt my lesson
-I`ll never start messing- around with a girl who starts undressing- when you`ve
known her for
minute `cause you never know what`s in it if she`s wicked you may score but you
sure won`t win no price- so beware out there- girls are rarely what they seem and
they don`t care- so you got to- remember this the next when you feel like going:
 
Yum yum gimme some!
 
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LEATHER
There`s a courtyard in my mind
Where I am scared to go `cos I don`t know what I`ll find
Painted devils wicked dreams it`s all inside and it scares the shit outta me
They`re dressed in leather head to toe
They teach me all sorts of freaky shit that I didn`t know
Each time they leave they ask me:
"so what have we learned?"
I can`t answer `cos I`m totally burned
I`m so ashamed of what I do
Which is why I`m telling you
I guess I hope you`ll say it`s all right man it`s perfectly normal
And if you think that`s the end
Then I suggest you think again
`cos it`s merely the start of a creepy journey through my warped mind
When they fuck me I see all the things I never understood
It`s kinda like being raped I guess
only this feels so damn good
It`s liberating it`ll open up your mind
when you`ve been whipped to blood you`ll be amazed at what you find
And when it`s over and I wake up from the dream
the slashes on my back hurt so bad it makes me wanna scream
fact or fiction
truth or dare
it`s all inside me and it makes me so scared
 
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SWEAT
 
Yesterday I was at peace with myself today is another story
I feel like they`re watching me every second and that is why I worry
I just can`t stand the stifling fact that they`re looking for me now
They know where I live
They know what I look like and just don`t ask me how
 
So I sweat
So I sweat
I`m so freaked I`m soaking wet
This is it
This is it
They`ve spiked my drink
Made me sink
Freaked me out so I can`t think
So I sweat
So I sweat
 
I gaze over my shoulder every time I gotta cross the high street
I stare into the ground so as not to eyeball the ones that I meet
I guess police protection is out of the question
That much is becoming clear
This is such an outrage it is a disgrace
The way they`re fucking with little old me
Come on
 
I see their reflections in car parts mirrors and heavy fumes
And in disney tunes
They talk without whispering
`Cos they think I`m not listening
Like dolphins are singing in ultra high wavelengths thay talk to me
That`s just it you see
I just can`t shut them off
All I do is sweat
 
Well I come I come I come I come alive
With a shiver shiver shiver down my spine
I can`t believe all the things that I see
I try to run they hold on to me
Escape by foot won`t get me far
And the bastards boobietrapped my car
I totally fucking fail to see
Why this shit has to happen to poor little me
 
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 BISEXUAL TEENS
 
I met them on a New York plane
Beth and Donna were their names
They offered me no chance to forget
I left my girlfriend that same day
I never liked her anyway
Besides these girls had made me their pet
 
They were bisexual now I`m an minded open guy
I let them play me like a violin `till I arrived
Like cats in heat won`t miss a beat they knew just what to do
They taught me all the moves and all the right positions too
 
Interesting pornography
That it was they were to me
Their love was such as I had not seen
They fucked each other upside down
With tools I`ve never seen around
Do you comprehend what I mean
 
I have had lots of kicks had hundreds but none quite like this
Like playing games with warheads nuclear powered hit or miss
They were so full of life so beautiful in every way
If it was up to me I`d have`em every single day
 
And the lights from the grimy signs flickers pathetically towards the evening sky
Like saved souls on their way to heaven as they quickly pass you by
Or damned ones being heightened by their sense of asking
« why wasn`t I chosen for that glorious place where all them angels go to die»
And I say hey girl it`s not easy
To be yourself but it works I think
 
Just let the western city shine its special light on you and you`ll be fine
Just let the western city shine its special light on you and you`ll be fine
 
And don`t ever let them hold you down
No baby listen don`t ever let them hold you down
Don`t ever let them hold you down
 
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MISSING HER THEN
 
I used to love the girl but
Now I just don't know
Don't get me wrong now she could not
Have loved me more
 
It's just that the time has come for me to be gone
I guess I should be moving along
But when the city calls out her name
I'll be missing her then
Oh I'll be missing her then
 
Missing her then
Missing her then
Missing her so much then
Missing her then
Missing her then
Missing her so much then
 
When I am half asleep sometimes I hear her voice
Wish I could tell her it's all right wish I had a choice
 
But hey
I guess it was not meant to be
I guesss she was not meant for me
And when the city calls out her name
I'll be missing her
Oh I'll be missing her then
 
Missing her then
Missing her then
Missing her so much then
Missing her then
Missing her then
Missing her so much then
 
I just have to break her heart this one last time
But then she'll find her peace of mind
And when the city calls out her name
I'll be missing her
Oh I'll be missing her then
 
Missing her then
Missing her then
Missing her so much then
Missing her then
Missing her then
Missing her so much then
 
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THE LAST DAY OF MY LIFE
(THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME GO)
 
Los Angeles, at the corner of sunset and fairfax, walking west
 
Ooh, I love the smell of violence in the evening.
Hey Bob George fuck off alright.
I just got my grand wake up call.
7 pm I woke up with a gun in my right hand, and so I`m like «what».
Though at this point I suppose someone could be fucking with me, or else I`m really
gone this time. Damn crystals.
God I hate that neon sign. Let`s see, virgin records, George Michael, Mariah
Car...Yeah, what`s this then. Tony Bennett! He makes pop records too now. Aw,
this is too fucking much!
Hey Mr. Truck Driver don`t dim those fucking headlights goddamit!
You`re making me very nervous. Don`t honk at me man. I`ll fucking have you killed.
Stupid motherfucker. What`s happening to me.
I used to be cool. Now I`m like a fucking alarm clock.
Not sure exactly what`s going on but I`ll tell you this much.
I think we`re looking at the last day of my life.
 
*
On the strip, outside st. Francis hotel
 
Oooeeeh sunshine boy on the run tonight. This definitely is white boy day. Damn I
feel good. Well lookee here. Now this is a classy place. Very nice. Le mondrian.
And them latino backslapping asskissing bell boys outside. You can have anyone for
a fiver and a smile in Hollywood. Why y`all running. Haven`t you you seen a
semi-desperate guy with a loaded piece before. Elvis! Elvis! Elvis fucking Presley!!
Well get the fuck ou..well for crying out loud! Oh man...Hey look I just want you to
know Elvis that I never believed that whole FBI bullshit about you. Y`know fuck
that!
Hey folks say hi to Elvis! Whaddya mean they can`t see you. Elvis you`re making me
very very nervous now. Yeah Elvis baby I need some assistance here man. I got
these voices in my head right. I keep saying I`m funky they keep saying I`m dead.
Y`know what I`m saying.
«You the next little fucker in line, white boy!»
Yeah that`s what they say swear to god. They`re everywhere man.
Them mothers trace my narrows ass. I`m so fucked.
I got this sinking feeling that what we`re dealing with here man.
Is the last day of my life.
 
On the strip between la cienega and san vicente.
Walking past the dozen or so pavement restaurants where the rich and famous gather
during those Hollywood afternoons
 
Say Elvis what`s with the NBC car and the camera and stuff.
Hey it`s leno doing a piece for the tonight show.
Oh man this could be my break. Hey jay over here. No here. Jay! Jay!! Jay you
can`t just drive off like tha...Oh fuck!
Now what y`all lookin at!
Don`t pointing at me sucker hey man you see this. Ooeee nice piece huh. Shit. Hey
where them sirens coming from. Ah I get it I get I you rich motherfuckers out to get
me huh.
Why d`ya turn on me. I shoulda been one of you.
Shouldaa been in a tarantino movie. Y`hear I know all the lines man. Well who da
fuck needs you any damned way. Come here girl.
Yeah you blondie. You and I gonna take a walk. Shut up! Oh shit.
Meet my good friend mr. Elvis.
Shit I got a dozen voices in my head I`d like to introduce your ass to as well.
But there`s just no time.
`Cos I`m walking on a line.
With my eyes closed. Afraid to peek.
And find out that I`m looking at the last day of my life.
 
*
On the corner of sunset and horn avenue, right outside Spago`s
 
Damn tonight`s getting dark fast. Hey mr. Fucking Spago d`ya have a table for me
and my partner here mr. Elvis.
See Elvis I`m about the only motherfucker who ain`t been in there.
Now where all them cops come from huh.
Now I don`t mind saying that this is making me very very nervous!
What`s that officer. « Put the gun down and let the girl go»
No officer I really don`t think so.
See `cos I`m a bad motherfucker. Yo bitch check out this poem.
I just made it. Yeah goes like this. 3...4
« You people never treated me right. So I`m gonna make a stand tonight. I`ll place a
bullet in the bitches head. And after I`ve made sure she`s dead. Then I`ll lay me
down to sleep. And I`ll pray the lord my soul to keep. And if I should die before I
wake. Then y`all say that kid sure was a flake»
Aah come on bitch smile. I just made you live forever. Elvis my man.
I guess this is the end of the road.
Now we gonna ride into the sunset. So let`s go. No no age before beauty I insist.
Too bad I never married and got myself a wife. So she could be here now to witness.
The last day of my life. And as the sun sets in the west, I bid you all a fine farewell.
Yippie-kay-yeah motherfuckers!! Thank you for letting me go.Thank you for letting
me know. What it is that I missed. But lord. I`m not pissed.
 
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BLAST YER BRAIN
 
Nuclear blow. Atomic flow
What a show. Way to go
Run away. Don`t you stay
On your way. Gotta pray
Liberty. On TV
Let that be. Your relief
Baby dies. Mama cries
Starving eyes. Pay the price
FBI. Eye to eye
Never lie. Or you will fry
CIA. JFK
Dallas day. Blown away
Satellite race. Shuttle days
Starfight ace. Killed in space
Take a trip man. Be a flip man
Let it rip man. Love my whip now
 
CHORUS!
You gotta scream your guts out baby
You gotta scream and shout
Or you will blast yer brain
 
When life isn`t just the way you want it
You gotta let it out
USA. Goes astray
Day by day. In every way
Big disease. Never cease
Kill the east. Like a beast
Record rates. Wall street mates
Ignore the fates. Third world states
Bomb a plane. Over Spain
Hide in vain. Claim insane
Sex debate. In every state
X- rate. What you make
Screw your mate. Fuck his date
Do it if it makes you feel great.
I`m a hit. I don`t know shit
I`m staying fit. By getting it
Don`t go to school. Don`t be a fool
Just play it cool. Make your own rules
 
CHORUS!
 
President. Money spent
Pay the rent. Intelligent
Sex thrills. Sex kills
Elvis lives. What gives
Right or wrong. Weak or strong
Short or long. Off or on
Rich or poor. What`s the score
I`m not sure. Anymore
Big bro. Video
Always know. Where I go
Coke flows. Money goes
Up my nose. Overdose
My head is void. I can`t avoid
Paranoid. Paranoid
So scared inside. No place to hide
Eat cyanide. Get one last ride
 
CHORUS!
 
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AMERICAN LOVE
 
I'm lying wide awake in bed
My eyes are closed just like I'm dead
My friends all think that I'm a bore
But I don't need them anymore
I don't get up I don't go out
I have no life to speak about
It feels so good to leave the blame with you
So that's what I do
 
I'm going down
Come around
Watch me when I hit the ground
Give me just one fix of your
Your sweet american love
I'd go blind
Lose my mind
Leave the world I know behind
Just to feel it one last time
My sweet american love
 
My telephone is off the hook
My eyes are closed I'm scared to look
I bet your happy now you're free
But what about poor little me
I draw your picture on the wall
My phone is dead and still you call
My mama asked I told her I get by
That's such a lie
 
I'm going down
Come around
Watch me when I hit the ground
Give me just one fix of your
Your sweet american love
I'd go blind
Lose my mind
Leave the world I know behind
Just to feel it one last time
My sweet american love
 
I've kept the things you gave to me
The air is clear but I can't see
And a cheerful radio boasts that love is in the air
But it's so full of shit
A sony, is it?
So what d'ya have leave me for
Was it my hair was I such a bore
Well you know baby
You were always my only choice
 
Oh Damn you
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MESSING WITH ME
 
Babe it's me calling
Are you alive and well
How is your mama has the weather been ok
Do you forget me
Do you exclude my name
When you narrate your life to all your newfound friends
But I am creeping up on you
Keeping an eye on what you do
Baby there is gonna be
No more playing games with me
 
You should not be
Messing with me
Try me and you will see
Baby don´t be
Messing with me
I can't wait to make you see
 
Give me your money
Give me your peace of mind
Just give me something in return for what you stole
I'm cut but no bleeding
Scarred but not torn apart
I just need something kinda strong to fill the hole
 
Well you can change your haircut change your name
I am gonna find you all the same
Baby there is gonna be
No more getting smart with me
 
You should not be
Messing with me
Try me and you will see
I wanna know
Where do you go
And where is that leaving me
 
Never thought I´d get to see
The jealousy livin' inside of me
 
You should not be
Messing with me
Try me and you will see
Baby don't be
Messing with me
I can't wait to make you see
 
You should not be
Messing with me
Tru me and you will see
I wanna know
Where do you go
And where the hell is that leaving me
 
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BABY YOU'RE SO COOL
 
Oh my god here I go again I´m
About to get in deep
I´m completely obsessed with you and
That's why I lose my sleep
 
Can I be your shepherd can I hold the torch and light the way
I just wanna hold you smell you have you every day
Can I have your inner secrets can I write about them in a song
Just dont keep me hanging I've been hanging much too long
 
Oh baby you're so cool
So beautiful I bet you rule
And you're nobody's fool
Oh baby you're so cool
 
I love your white lies your spunk your grand prize
The evil in your eyes
Your smell your levi´s your taste your dress size
Your see-through alibis
 
I follow you around all day I cling to you like I'm some kind of tail
I sleep outside your doorstep and sometimes I even read your mail
I watch you every weekday and I watch you sundays in the park
Baby are you nuclear 'cos you're glowing in the dark
 
Oh baby you're so cool
So beautiful I bet you rule
And you're nobody's fool
Oh baby you're so cool
 
My perversion my introversion has got me on my knees
Let´s get down and explore each other so I can find some peace
 
One look at you it's clear I've never wanted anyone this bad
I'm pretty damn sure you're better than the best ones that I´ve had
You're such a trip just watching you sends shivers down my spine
I bet you're really bad for me now I just gotta make you mine
 
Oh baby you´re so cool
So beautiful I bet you rule
And you're nobody´s fool
Oh baby you're so cool
 
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WHEN SUSSANAH CRIES
 
When Sussanah cries
She cries a rainstorm
She cries a river
She cries a hole in the ground
She cried for love
She cries a sad song
She cries a shiver
Sometimes she cries for me too
 
And I say I'll never hurt her
But she knows it isn't true
'Cause although I never told her
I think she knows 'bout me and you
Now she cries a silent tension
This can't be right
And the downtown special cries along
'Cause I'm leaving tonite
 
When Sussanah cries
She cries a rainstorm
She cries a river
She cries a hole in the ground
She cried for love
She cries a sad song
She cries a shiver
Sometimes she cries for me too
 
Now I sit the nite around her
And I hope she'll be OK
I just pray someone will find her
And guide her on her way
'Cause I'm leaving on the one
Am and by soon Im out of sigh
But she'll always be my baby
Though I'm leaving tonite
 
Every night I hear her
Talking in her sleep
She says you know I'll always be there
And I feel like such a creep
Please take back the love she gave to me
And in time the grief may pass
Just tell her that I love her
Now it's all she has
 
When Sussanah cries
 
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LUCKY FOR YOU
 
Once in a while
When I'm sleeping
My horses are wild
And I'm weeping
Just like a child
I wake up dreaming that I've been loved
 
Nights are in blue
And castillian
Thinking of you
Senses reeling
Diving into
This illusion that I have been loved
 
Lucky for you
You know what to do
When somebody hurts you
Somebody enters your life then disappears
Leaves you in tears
Stirs up your fears
If you have a clue
About what to do
Then that's lucky for you
 
Still lucky for me
You're amazing
You made me see
Sparks come blazing
I was lucky to be
Made to feel like I had been loved
 
Lucky for you
You know what to do
When somebody hurts you
Somebody enters your life then disappears
Leaves you in tears
Stirs up your fears
If you have a clue
About what to do
Then that's lucky for you
 
I didn't think you would sacrifice
The love I made you receive
I'd pay a grand for some paradise
But I'm just too scared to believe
 
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NIKI'S THEME
 
What if I said you had to leave me
Would you believe that it was you I was thinking of
What if I told you just to fly free
Would you believe it was so you'd be better off
 
What if I told you I'm ready
What if I told you I'm prepared to make that sacrifice
Would you believe it was the best I could do
Well maybe not, but it's true
'cos I would even die for you
 
If I told you that I've loved you from that first sight
Would you believe me for I swear I tell no lie
What if I told you that just last night
I made my mind up and I promised not to cry
 
What if I told you I'm ready
What if I told you I'm prepared to make that sacrifice
Would you believe it was the best I could do
Well maybe not, but it´s true
'cos I would even die for you
 
So now my love I have to leave you
For once my words have to replace your tender love
That always paints my sky in clear blue
To try and paint this final portrait of my love
 
'cos baby now I am ready
'cos baby now I am prepared to let you out of my life
And when you said my eyes were beautiful
That´s 'cos they were looking at you
Goodbye my love just do what you do
 
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ALL I WANT IS AN ANGEL
 
I saw her first
She came around
That day my angel came to town
This is just a love song
Her shine was white she rode the light
She let her wings go where they might
´cos she looked to be a wild one
 
She just got in my car and said
"boy take me to wherever you want"
 
All I want is an angel
And I know she will stay on my mind all the way
All I want is an angel
One like you
Like you
 
We drove all day we didn´t stop
Along the way until the top
Of the cliff by the sea
She played her tapes of afghan wigs
´cos that´s the rock´n´roll she digs
It was all a fantasy
 
And when the night tumbled down on us
Her name was tattooed over my heart
 
All I want is an angel
And I know she will stay on my mind all the way
All I want is an angel
One like you
Like you
 
The moon was high and so was I
´cos I was drowning in her eyes
And while the waves crashed to the shore
I would politely ask for more
I didn´t even know her name
But frankly that was all the same
Because I just could not believe
That this was happening to me
All I want is an angel
I can hold on a leash
Who will do what I please
All I want is an angel
Just for me
For me
 
All I want is an angel
And I know she will stay on my mind all the way
All I want is an angel
One like you
Like you
 
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IT'S DAMN SHAME ABOUT YOU
Baby it's been quiet here without you
Since our love split up and parted ways
I just watch the time pass by the hour
And the hazy nights turn into days
Guess you think that I´m some kinda moron
Guess you've told your friends that I'm a freak
Guess you've told them all about my secrets
Guess you've made them think that I'm so weak
It's a shame about the weather
It's a shame about the crime
It's a shame about elvis
It's a shame about the times
It's a shame that the stories
You have heard of me are true
It's a damn shame but most of all
It's a shame I´m losing you
Oh it's a damn shame about you
Baby does it ever make you wonder
How we ever came to get this far
Living in a time warp with a nosebleed
Nothing ever seemed to be too hard
Baby are you happy where you are now
Let me know 'cos I have no idea
You should know I love you ´til it kills me
But you're better off without old me
It's a shame about the weather
It's a shame about the crime
It's a shame about elvis
It's a shame about the times
It's a shame that the stories
You have heard of me are true
It's a damn shame but most of all
It's a shame I´m losing you
Oh it's a damn shame about you
It's such a damn old shame
And here we go again
It´s such a damn old shame
We got ourselves to blame
Hauling ourselves through pain
We got it going again
It's such a damn old shame
It's a shame about the weather
It's a shame about the crime
It's a shame about elvis
It's a shame about the times
It's a shame that the stories
You have heard of me are true
It's a damn shame but most of all
It's a shame I´m losing you
Oh it's a damn shame about you
 
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THE BUFFALO TAPES (MY SO-CALLED FRIENDS)
 
There's a place by the river in the back of my mind
Daddy you showed me but back then I was blind
Just give me directions I promise I'll go
Please let me see ´cos I´m too young to know
Let me see 'cos I´m too young to know
 
I found what I searched for a warm august night
In a dream in a desert I was high as a kite
When I finally learned how to manage my states
I pured out my heart on the buffalo tapes
Oh those beautiful buffalo tapes
 
So give me one by land
Give me two if the sea
Give me three if my cool friends are asking for me
Tell them I have gone fishing
And that no one knows where
'cos daddy they hate me when I am not there
Oh they hate me when I am not there
 
Oh the tip of my pen has run totally dry
From hundreds of letters to you asking why
They sent invitatons then hated my stay
They're shooting my wings while I´m flying away
They're shooting my wings away
 
Now I'm happy that I´ve broken free
Daddy is it all that I hope it will be
Please let me see ´cos I´m too young to know
Let me see 'cos I´m to young to know
 
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