I will always be your number 2 for
There is nothing I can do far more
And if I even try; I'd just rather die
Cause a love by itself will never grow
But there will be a tomorrow for me
And a new day in creation if I believe
In a never dying promise from above
A new journey in a country of love
I have cried over a thousad tears now
There will never be enough time to allow
For all of my pain; And the riches I'd gain
You're more beautiful than you will know
I must go somewhere more comfortable and
There I can play in some shiny, happy land
By a river of truth; the melody of all youth
Remarkable grace more than anyone could know
The bottle of my heart is full
Yet grace abounds even more
Shelter from the storm I've found
And love is truly yours
Grace comes like the morning sun
Everyday it guides me on
But never fading is its light
It's the joy of life to carry on
So spring up a miracle in me
And constrain my will to yours
I love you God for making me complete
I love you with all of my soul
Some say it was shady,
But I say it's all right
No one knows how much I hate
The darkness of the night
Confusion beckons on my soul
And panic strikes me still
If you were just not so cold
Then you'd know the perfect will
Maybe life is over now
Cause skies are turning gray
Maybe you should take a bow
Your acting never sways
Why is my pain so horrible
Why such a great disbelief
Are you still in love with me
Though I am so far from reach
We shared shattering moments
Yet my thoughts cannot be seen
My speech elevated you higher
Still what I want; you can't keep
You were there for short recovery
A blinding of all of my sights
You helped me to kill what I was
You freed me from all my fright
You think you're sharing with the world
But it's not you; you know it's just not real
I have seen you before and I know your heart
I can show you it all if you'll just let me start
Cause I know, I'm better than I used to be
And I know, I can make the world a clean sweep
All my stars are falling into place
A touch of your hand a gaze of your face
You think there's something more to laughter
You think that my love's just not real enough
I go where I feel will bring my own disaster
If I go then it is my own choice to make; I make it
I can't describe the joy I feel when you're dying
I can't appreciate the source of my strength
You know that someday I'll be dying too
And you know that when I do you'll laugh too
As the ocean sparkles bright reglecting light
I see a ray of beauty up above its' full of love
There's magic everywhere in the air
And so my heart spring life; cast away strife
My soul is passionate as springs; love brings
Awaken my downtrodden heart to me this impart
That I may forever abide close, close by your side
And here an endless rest tucked close to your breast
Everyday is like a new stream an ocean's dream
To escape the daily pond and flow beyond
And arise to a new mystery where we are free
And we ne'er bid farewell but only time can
Though the red roses fade
and the stars die too
A memory is made
and a dream that will do
A fallen leaf is brown
and the ocean is blue
The king's lost his crown
and the old woman's shoe
For every thing that grows
another thing must die
A cycle never ends
and we sit and wonder, why?
I miss your smile and the warmth in your face
And the million joys we have shared
You are so dear and important to me
And the only one I've ever felt really cared
It's hard for me to write sometimes
Cause I get so overwhelmingly sad
I hope if I fill this poem with rhymes
Then it will make you happy and glad
I can't wait to see your face again
And to share some moments talking with you
You always have great things to share with me
And you comfort me when I'm feeling Blue