| Inside The Pain |
| I lay on my bed, Head resting in my soiled hands, Clock on the wall reminds me, Time never stands still, I have to be strong, I have to find the faith to carry on, Yet, Tears flow from my eyes, Trailing streams across the landscape, Of my cheeks, I cry, Oh God, Hear my plea, Hear the orchestra of my heart, Heart strings breaking, Choir singing, All I ever wanted was love, And then I see the reason, Sent from the heavens above, A message to fathom, And to try to understand, "All he was ever looking for was love, Love that he could not feel at home, Love that did not sing from the depths of his heart, A marriage gone cold, Bitter winds of defeat, Ravished his consciousness, Made him seek the comfort that , Only you could bring, Forgive him Tammy, For he could not understand what he did, All Mikekalis ever wanted, All he ever longed for, All he was seeking, Was love ", The tears cease, I feel peace, Life is a funny venture, That we all must travel, Sometimes we can only find, The anwsers that pain brings, He did not know himself, So how could he have understood me, He wanted love, A confirmation, That he was a human bieng, With emotions to share, And so he came to me, Fresh Air, And I , in return, I only wanted to see, The love he showed to me, And never really saw, The love that belonged to her, So in the end , I find, My heart is broke, But I shall survive, I am a dreamer, And someone will see, The beauty of my undying love, The soul in me P.S. I am letting go and I wish you all the happiness |