Hello & Welcome Back
I am Gathering, if you are here, You may already know
about Panic Attacks. But if not Please check out the
other pages, to explain more. Today I am here Just to
give a piece of Thinking in my own words and Thoughts.
I have Listened to almost every one that I come to pass
with, when it comes to Anxiety. In my Life, and I have
heard, which I have explained in other pages about what
people say. But I am not here to talk about that. I am
here how ever to tell you about Being a Mom with Anxiety.
Because ,now that my Children are getting a little older,
they ask questions...Like... Mom why dont you come on the
class trip's?
- or why dont you want to go to ?
which is a very far ride..
- or maybe Lets go shopping today..
it can be the simplest task, like taking a walk or
driving or anything to do with going somewhere we
normally go and do in everyday life.
There are so many ,and I know if you
are sruggling with this already you know all the reason's
No one knows better then a Mom, that we worry enough for
everyone, But when it start's relating to anxiety, it is
not a pretty picture. Always coming up with excuse's was
easy when they were smaller. But now? Hmm. I have found
out, that talking about it, Let's them understand and
listen and also share what they feel here and there.
Which is a good anxiety.
One of My Daughters, know's me all
to well on the school grounds.
I am always playing with her friends, well ok all my
children know me on the school grounds for this. But the
one, The days I dont come there, Her friends wanna know
where I am.. So sweet that is.
Anyhow, Amoung being sweet and it
is, I have my good days and bad. And the hardest thing is
when you "think" you cant go. Maybe because of
all those Body feelings.
But as far as being a Mom and going
threw this, No one could possible guess or think or
anything about what this feels like.
To miss class trips to miss out on
shopping or doing the girlie things, just because you
have these weird feelings. I have even heard ( dont do
this) then there going to see and act just like that.
Wow do you know what that sounds
like for a Mom?
Well let me tell you..*S*
It does not sound good.
-Is there something wrong with me?
- Am I abusing my children?
- Am I teaching them something wrong?
Funny how the next of kin is always
ready to give an answer.
Well No to all of the above!!
No I am not teaching them Mommy is afraid of everything,
because I am not.
I am teaching them That Mommy is real, with real feelings
like everyone else.
No it is not like my anxiety surrounds everything I am ,
it does not, But it is there.
I found out one thing in my walk
with the Lord
And that is I am a very honest, caring and real.
And I have no reason to hurt anyone, just to understand
them.
And so with that, I ask you understand me.
These days I talk with my children, there is nothing
wrong with me, that is any different with anyone else,
see we all have things. Some might admitt there faults
and others might try to hide them. I am one that dont
want to hide anymore. I am a good Mom and Wife. (And
everyday is a New Day to Learn something New)And Thank
the Lord he has this plan for me to reach out to others.
Praise His Name!!
You know what, it is ok, when one don't feel like going
somewhere or doing something, as long as your mind is in
the right perspective about it. As long as you are Honest
and True to your self about it. Then you will be with
others.
Dont hide, Be you!!
My Children may not understand all
of it, but how could they, I dont. And I can't dwell on
why I didnt do this or that. That is not the worth.
But if I love them with all of my heart and show them
Love , Love that The Lord has for Us....Well then nothing
can't beat that.
Dont ever get down on your self because you could not do
a certain thing.
It is ok. One day you will do those things and if not,
that's ok too.
You know we never give little people the credit they
deserve- some seem so much wiser then adults.
Children are honest when one see's beyound there
childness.
Matthew
18:2-4 And he said: "I tell you the
truth, unless you change and become like little
children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven
Philippians
2:15 so
that you may become blameless and pure, children of God
without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in
which you shine like stars in the universe.
So I
will end with this. Do not worry about what you can't do-
You Moms out there struggling with this. Your Children
Love you no matter what.
It is ok, if you have some of the thoughts which may stop
you for certain things.
You just remember what your main things are. How much you
Love and Understand and How much, you would do anything
for your child.
Because those are the things that count.
Everyday is a Learning Day.
You will over come.
Be Honest. Be You.
And let no one tell you what you should be or shouldnt.
Find a person who will help, who
will guide and most of all who will listen.
People have all kinds of disabilitys
and we accept that.
Well just the same as Migraines,Depression, Low self
esteem, Everything and Anything you can think
of.."We all have something."
It is just a matter of will we "Accept the
Person" and " Not Judge Them" and also do
what ever we can to help.
If you don't know about anxiety and yet you know someone
that has it..
The best thing you can do is READ -UP
and be there for them
Help them over come...Cause they can do it!!!
And always Listen..Be a good listener
The Lord Bless you and keep you
The Lord make His face to shine upon you.
And be gracious to you
The Lord lift up His Countenace upon you
And give you Peace.
THE LORD SAY'S "LOVE ONE ANOTHER"
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