Hello, and welcome to my website!
 

Here, i will be exploring the many aspects of living and breathing an "alternative" life style, and hope to shed some understanding on the "call" to live in a D/s relationship!

In the meantime, i have joined the national safe call network and strongly encourage ALL people who are exploring BDSM to remember always! 
SAFE, SANE, AND CONSENSUAL!!!
It is a dangerous dance that we do...  lets do it safely in a fashion that is enjoyable to all!

WHO AM I??
i am known locally as nasti ~smile~   As is often the case, i have been aware of my "hidden" desires for as long as i can remember, but only discovered the reality of living the actual lifestyle four years ago.  After six months of talking with people on line, i just couldn't sit behind my computer any longer, and ventured out into the BDSM world... and haven't looked back since!

i am a 41-year-old bi-fem slave.  i started my real life explorations as a heterosexual submissive with a wonderful Master whom i had met on line, but unfortunately He lived too far away and i was "hungry."  He therefore placed me with a local Domme for more "hands on" training as He wished also for me to explore any bi-sexual  tendencies i might have lurking about somewhere <Grin> and, He also did not wish to hold me back in my growth as a submissive...
how much would be enough??  i had no idea!
In fact, i STILL have no idea!!

When Mz Randi agreed to take me on, i was both frightened and exhilarated...  i knew that we had the potential for something special, as i had been drawn to Her even before i first saw Her.  i was sitting with some friends and had literally felt Her presence enter the room.  This was a large part of why, when Master and i discussed perhaps furthering my training with Another, Hers was the first name that came out of my mouth, even though we had barely spoken two words in the three months i had known about Her!

But, the very first time we actually talked, i knew from deep within myself that i had made the right choice. After working with Her for a couple of months, i knew that i needed EVERYTHING that She wished to teach me, without restriction.  So, with great sadness i asked my Master to release me totally so that i could become Hers.

i have been with Mistress for over two years now, and continue to thrive, learning more about myself and about how unique our relationship is. We are 24/7 and i am micro managed. At first, i lived near Her with my two sons. Recently, however, the fantasy i dared not dream came true and Wwe moved into a huge Victorian house and i have been living under the same roof with Her for nearly six months now!
It had been quite an experience learning to give up the various stages that She has called out of me along the way, and now i am relearning them as i have given up the remaining controls that i had while being head of the household to my boys, who are now 2 and 13 years old.
i am totally devoted to Mistress. She has given me so much in return for my loyalty, trust and devotion that i will forever be in Her debt. She has taught me that i am not only a person, but that i am worthy of belonging to Her. In the thirty years that She has worked with and owned many submissives and slaves, i am only the fifth slave to have been honored with Her personal collar.

For that alone, i owe Her my life.
It is Hers to use as She wills.

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