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Name Danielle N. LaFleur
Age 27
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Past Journaling...

April 2001 | March 2001 | Jan&Feb 2001 | December 2000
4/25/01-5/4/01 | 5/6/01-5/30/01 | 5/31/01-6/4/01
6/18/01-6/29/01


June 29th/Evening sometime...

When I look in the mirror the only one there is me
Every freckle on my face is where it's supposed to be
And I know our Creator didn't make no mistakes on me
My feet, my thighs, my lips, my eyes I'm lovin' what I see.

Am I less of a lady If I don't wear panty hoes?
My mama said ain't what she wears but, what she knows
But, I've drawn a conclusion, it's all and illusion confusions the name of the game
A misconception, a vast deception Something's gotta change
Don't be offended this is all my opinion ain't nothing that I'm sayin is law
This is a true confession of a life learned lesson
I was sent here to share wit ya'll
So get in where you fit in go on and shine
Free your mind, nows the time
Put your salt on the shelf
Go head and love yourself
Cuz everything's gonna be all right.

Keep your fancy drinks and your expensive minks
I don't need that to have a good time
Keep your expensive car and your Caviar
All I need is my guitar
Keep your krystyle and your pistol
I'd rather have a pretty piece of Crystal
Don't need your silly comb I can find my own
What God gave me is just fine

My worth is not determined by the price of my clothes
No matter what I'm wearing I will always be ...
India Aria


June 29th/Early Morning sometime...

I'm sooo tired! I know a lot has happened in the last few days. And I know I owe you all stories... but soooo tired! I will say the movie startup.com was great! And thank you all for coming and making my little gathering such a great success! :)

I can't believe I am watching infomercials! I'm going to sleep.


June 27th/Early Morning sometime...

A Poor Berry - Probably turn his night inside out. Hit him out of left field with my darnest ponderings.... even with typing sometimes my fingers think before my brain.

Was thinking about my great-great Aunt Gertie tonight. She was quite the rebel and intellectual of her time. Married a man 2x her age. Rich old geezer, too. She had summer homes and apparently traveled quite extensively according to some old letters and a ton of gossip. Wonder what it was like to travel around at the turn of the century. Have this picture of her on my wall. Lounging in this lavish home, in a leather chair, reading the paper. She looks so beautiful there.. hair slightly messed up, rumpled gown, intently devouring whatever it is she is reading oblivious to the picture being taken. I find her one of the most interesting of all my ancestors. Wonder what she was reading right then... stocks or the gossip column!

Left here to linger in silence, if I choose too. Will you try to understand? - Sarah McLauglin


June 26th/Early Morning sometime...

Another sleepless night. Pushing 4am and I'm still wide awake, listening to Jill Scott, and reading a Judith McNaught novel. Maybe it's the odd mood I am in tonight, maybe it's the music, heck - maybe it's this intense desire to "go" somewhere.... But I find myself missing R tonight. Rare as that moment passes it returns in force. The casual elegance that I grew to admire, respect, even love. We don't seem to carry much grace these days when going about our daily lives. The art of simply knowing a fine wine. Or how to judge a good pearl. Or the gift of fine entertained meal... These are all lost arts. I miss it. Miss having them at my fingertips. Our parties now days consist of beer and pizza. Maybe, if we feel we are 'cultured' we will have Thai at the local restaurant. But fine dinning is so blasé in today's establishments women don't even know what to do when the waiter attempts to hold their chair out. Let alone if a date tried to. I think we should all take a break and watch Gigi. Maybe learn a thing or two about social graces.


June 26th/Midnight sometime...

I miss the Islands!

I am looking forward to the day when we can all join hands and sing "Kumbya Wireless Re-Mix" - C

I have the soul of a blond - M

The voices in my head tell me I'm smart. They are really loud - so I'm going with it. - C

Geez I have funny friends!

It seems that people are confused over the Marilyn pictures. No, I'm not crazy.. I just like the above picture and thought a theme would be nice.


June 24th/Evening sometime...

Mel, her brother Chris and I went to the ATT/Seattle Center outdoor theater last night. Was a blast. They had two bands before the movie started. First one was ok... but the second, Mambo Number 9, was great! Love that big band stuff. Played a lot of Salsa/Latin stuff... was great to watch everyone dance. Was a single father there with his three daughters. Probably all of them under the age of 7. He danced with them for every single song. Had NO rhythm at all.. but was precious to watch. Will do this again on the 7th. Invite you all to come join us.


June 23th/Early Morning sometime...

OK - The Kingfish Cafe is my new FAV place to hang out. No place cooler then that. Wow, amazing menu, amazing atmosphere, amazing service, amazing, amazing, amazing! One of the owners actually was our server! She was so sweet. The whole time, I just wanted to get the gumption to ask for an autograph. The two sisters that own/run are simply beautiful people in/out. Just amazing event.

Oh yeah, movie good too. *grin*

I'm missing the islands... *sigh* Something in the air? Seems like everyone is talking about traveling overseas. Hearts asked me to go to Italy with her in a few weeks, it pains me to say "no" simply cause I don't have the mula. UGH! I miss traveling. Something about the trip itself, I think that is desirable. But something about learning a new culture too.

Sunny signed my guest book... *smile* - Thank you!! And thank you for the ear and shoulder.


June 22th/Morning sometime...

C and I are going out to dinner and movies tonight. Well, actually we are going to an artsy-fartsy collection of film titles and clips sewn together for over an hour of footage. Woohoo! Dinner at Kingfish Cafe. Yumm.

Nothing much to report other then that.. sorry, I lead a dull dull life. *wink*


June 21th/Morning sometime...

OK - I don't think I like the summer edition picture... but haven't had the time to create a real one. So bare with me.

New artists I love:
Kristin Chenoweth
Jill Scott

At times I am amazed at the amount of stupidity that surrounds me. I listen to excuses come out of people's mouth and wonder if they were born that dumb or if it is a genetic thing. Alas, I shake my head and say.. "Glad you're not my child."

Just signed up for a pearl class. :)


June 20th/Evening sometime...

Seems to be some concerns for my soul by those that have read my previous posts. I shall state first for the record that what I do journal on this site is nothing more then a online journey of my experiences, good or bad, from my own perspective. How I choice to express what I am feeling is through text. To condemn, preach, or pass you're own thoughts on "how I should feel" are pointless wastes of time.

Second - The statement ""Don't try to bend God. For that is impossible. Instead realize there is no God. Then you will see the truth" is a play on the movie Matrix. Where Neo realizes what he thinks is real isn't. And he has the power to change it. It is also the realization of how alone and abandon he truly is in this environment. - If you have never been to a point in your life where you have question the existence of God, then you haven't know what it is truly like to experience God. (My page - my opinion.)


June 20th/Early Morning sometime...

I have realized that having the ability to type out ones fears help them to subside.

Russ, bless his sweet guilt ridden conscious, called me from Chicago tonight. And, folks - mark this down in your calendar, we didn't bicker once! We were supposed to go out last night, but life got in the way. As it does at times. But I miss him so. Been months since we have gathered for anything longer then a quick cup of joe. (OK OK - I miss Gog and Mog a tad more.... but that is between us.) I do miss that big old bed and those stars on the ceiling. Something comforting about his place. I think it's the idealist male sexiness that it engulfs you with when you enter his abode. It's alluringbeing in a gentleman's home. Makes me want to have slow, lust driven, passionate sex while at the same time discussing the work of Tchaikovsky.

I spent the afternoon with Carmen, hitting the dusty trail of First Hill and Capital Hill. I didn't know there was a difference between the two. But C was gracious to point out the difference. First Hill isn't as scary, but it isn't as fun either. Either way - ohhh, I want to move downtown!

Was tromping around downtown with E last week and I popped my head into a studio on first ave in belltown. I loved it! And, for some odd reason, it was only 695! Rent prices are coming down in this area buck fast. Everyone splitting town cause of the lack of jobs going on. God bless them.

I am beginning to run out of space on my grand oocities.com site, so looks like some of my older notes are going to loose their picture links soon. Sorry folks.

I am thinking of changing the layout again. Maybe even head to a white background. It's summer, (starting Thursday according to the calendar) and would like the page to reflect that 'bounty freshness.' Ideas all?

Starting to set up dates for next week... and here we go again. I will admit, I do enjoy meeting new people. Gathering new perspectives to life.

Also looking into hitting the school route again come fall. Looks like some extra cash will come in for that.. woohoo! One step closer to that degree. Thank goodness! Driving me mad being so close but still not w/n my grasp.

I will add pictures to the side of the column tomorrow, folks. It's 2:30am... time for this little chicky to curl up under my cool mint color sheets.

I missed you all - Nite!

Little PS notes -
Vann, Thanks for the hugs and wise understanding. Only Dr. I have ever met, that I actually makes me feel better.
Lady and Jag
- Thanks for song lyrics and the prayers...
especially thank you for the late evening chat.


June 18th/Evening sometime... A Dark Post!

Sometimes there is pain so deep that even rage can not release it.

Having the same dream every night for 2 weeks straight. Must be a record as far as my dreams go. - I'm surrounded by boys... somewhere between the ages of 17 and 30. I'm on the cold linoleum floor curled in a tight little ball. And they are kicking me all over. Even though I feel them creating bruises, cuts, etc. all over my back, legs, stomach I only feel pain on my right shin.

I wake up every night around 2am freaked out of my mind cause of this.

Like I said... sometimes pain can be so deep even rage can not release it.

"Don't try to bend God. For that is impossible. Instead realize there is no God. Then you will see the truth."


June 18th/Evening sometime...

GRRRR! Computer broke down.... long LONG post coming soon!


Past Journaling...

April 2001 | March 2001 | Jan&Feb 2001 | December 2000
4/25/01-5/4/01 | 5/6/01-5/30/01 | 5/31/01-6/4/01
6/18/01-6/29/01

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