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| Name | Danielle N. LaFleur |
| Age | 27 |
| Needs | Dog or Cat |
| Music | Garbage |
| Reading | Hosea |
| Pet Peeve | Error 154 |
| Likes | Chocolate |
| Dislikes | Squash |
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| The lurker - I know you are there. I feel you just behind me, one step in front of me, sometimes surrounding me. Why do you hide? I know you whisper little secrets to me while I sleep. I know you think of me during the day. But still you remain silent. Always in the shadows. Always lurking. |
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Past Journaling... April
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2001 | December
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May 4th/Evening sometime... the queerest of the queer |
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May 4th/Afternoon sometime... Was told last night by someone I respect highly that I was a burden. *whew* Hurt bad. The kicker is, I try not to give them anything, (time, emotions, thoughts, input) unless they request it. Frankly I will take the blame and end up hiding within myself in order to avoid the other person. Regardless in the immortal words of the Princess Bride: I'm in the "Depths of Despair." Talk about unhealthy. Talk about taking responsibility for my own part in pain. Piss off a liberal, get a job. Other odd things going on: I have a teleconference with Dan Pink on the 8th. Former speech writer for the Vice President. Current book - Free Agent Nation Not sure if I should broadcast the fact that Gore is an idiot and announcing the fact 'you' wrote his speeches is not the wisest move on the respect value-meter. But - hey.. *wink* - As stated before, I'm a closet Republican in Seattle. My city is pretty but we arn't the smartest bunch in the group. Of course - not like my writing skills are up to par. So who am I to judge on such things? Odd - If movie critics were so good at judging movies, why aren't they making them? No more Brand You! I'm taking a stance against fad business! I think I have to go read the book of James now... I have slaughtered the world long enough and time to go be humble. PS - Oh yeah... the 'tv boyfriend' for one of the cast members of Seattle Real World called me this morning. My life is full of oddities. |
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May 4th/Afternoon sometime... Layin' Down the Law on Cell Phones. 1: Thou shalt not subject defenseless onlookers to cell phone conversations. When people cannot escape the banality of your conversation--on a plan, on a train, on a bus, in a cab, or at the dinner table--spare them. 2: Thou shalt not set thy ringer to play "La Cucaracha" every time thy phone rings. Or Beethoven's Fifth, or the Bee Gees, or any other annoying melody. Is it not enough that phones go off every other second? 3: Thou shalt turn thy cell phone off during public performances. I'm not even sure this one needs saying, but given the repeated violations of this heretofore unwritten law, I felt compelled to include it. 4: Thou shalt not wear more than two wireless devices on thy belt. This hasn't become a big problem yet. But with plenty of technojockeys sporting pagers and phones, Batman-esque utility belts are sure to follow. Let's nip this one in the bud. 5: Thou shalt not dial while driving. In all seriousness, this madness has to stop. There are enough people in the world who have problems mastering vehicles and phones individually. And Furthermore... 6: Thou shalt not wear thy earpiece in the presence of thy friends. This is not unlike being on the phone and carrying on another conversation with someone who is physically in your presence. No one knows if you're here or there. 7: Thou shalt not speak louder on thy cell phone than thou would on any other phone. These things have incredibly sensitive microphones, and it's gotten to the point where I can tell if someone is calling me from a cell because of the way they are talking, not how it sounds. If your signal cuts out, speaking louder won't help, unless the person is actually within earshot. 8: Thou shalt not grow too attached to thy cell phone. For obvious reasons, a dependency on constant communication is not healthy. At work, go nuts. At home, give it a rest. 9: Thou shalt not attempt to impress with thy cell phone. Not only is using a cell phone no longer impressive in any way (unless it's one of those really cool new phones with the space-age design), when it is used for that reason, said user can be immediately identified as a neophyte and a poseur. 10: Thou shalt not slam thy cell phone down on a restaurant table just in case it rings. This is not the Old West, and you are not a gunslinger sitting down to a game of poker in the saloon. Could you please be a little less conspicuous? If it rings, you'll hear it just as well if it's in your coat pocket or clipped on your belt. |
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May 3nd/Evening sometime... So sad the only joy I have at the moment is knowing that Tina won Survivor. 1 - No reason a woman should loose this game. 2 - A nurse won. It would be a shame to our moral mentality not to vote for someone who dedicates their life to helping others not to win.
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May 2nd/Evening sometime... Logo Hoax! Seattlites will find this funny - others will be confused. Boring, boring, boring day. Although things got done - still board out of my little mind. Hence, nothing exciting to report. Survivor ends tomorrow - Who will win? |
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May 2nd/Midnight sometime... I hate doing things I don't really want to do. Like going to bed! It sucks! I wish I could just work for 20 hours then sleep for 10... work 20 sleep 10 and so on and so forth. Trying to eat healthy sucks.. I want a cheese cake! *Thanks clio for getting that into my head!* Good things I saw today - From the Stranger: "But I foresaw it all. A month ago, I made this big sandwich cardboard sign in my room that I wore, and it said 'The End Is Near," and on the back I wrote, "Kozmo dot who?" The last day after we went out of business, I wore it all around the warehouse. I went up to all the managers and was like, "How do you like my sign?" Have to go to bed now... Apparently I have a bed time!!! |
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May 1st/Afternoon sometime... Best Signature to date on my guest book: Thursday 04/19/2001
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April 30th/Evening sometime.. OK - Changed the layout again. I think this will be the last one for awhile. I like it. Like the font size, like the compactness, and like the colors. Plus - I can add more pictures on the side as the entries grow. *big smile* On the sad side.. if you are viewing this in Netscape, besides the fact you suck.... you won't get the full effect. So bag it and get on explorer. Watching Armageddon on the boob-tube. I do wish I had this video. Even thought I really didn't like it much when it came out - it is a Jerry flick and has the bad way of growing on you over time. Going to San Jose end of May. Woohoo! I do have to say, I'm very very very excited over the idea. What TO wear? Growing comfortable of having Phil in my life. I must say, it brings me joy to know he is around. Dream Careers: |
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April 29th/Evening sometime.. OK Is this font to small? Seems like a lot of the websites I am heading to of late, show really small font. I did a css - still figuring css out *the rules and such* but I do like it! Maybe If I made my boxes smaller do two side by side? Had coffee with Joe at the W this afternoon. Cute boy. Told him he should have his own personal Harem the for the amount of mula he spends traveling the country to take girls out on dates. Read this today, will probably end up reading the whole book tonight - Hosea 2: 18-20 - "Then you will lie down in peace and safety, unafraid; and I will bind you to Me forever with chains of righteousness and justice and love and mercy. I will betroth you to Me in faithfulness and love, and you will really know Me then as you never have before." |
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April 28th/Late Evening sometime... Ezekiel 36:26 - "I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you" Very lucky at times to have Phil in my life. No man could be more forgiving then him. Fun sites I follow from time to time http://gsl.gotskillz.cc/index-2.html http://vividcharm.com/nsync/index.html
- An nsync fan site... but very cool! - Graphics are sweet. |
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April 28th/Afternoon sometime... New web design. What do you think? Just doing a test for right now. I like the smaller font up top, but understand most of my readers are getting "up" there in years... *wink.* Be forewarned - They are raw... and now that I have written it, I feel better. And see how I can over react. Which is a very icky side to face. But, without validation and support how else is one to feel but .... Denied and how else are they to Thank You when they are given love? Watching toy story 1 and 2. I love simplistic cartoons with fun graphics. I do believe Titan A.E. will be next |
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April 27th/Midnight sometime... PS - Books I want: The
Sacred Romance: Drawing Closer to the Heart of God Boy meets Girl - Josh came out with another book! Wooohoo! Reaching for the Invisible God. Wild at Heart: Discovering Passionate Soul of a Man Greatest Salesman in the World |
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April 27th/Evening sometime... Ever feel something very deep, share it, people privately support you but publicly don't? It bothers me so. Yes, I feel let down. Yet - why does it bother me if my view was rejected? Why does it bother me people do "take backs?" Was told I am "dependent" today. I have to think about that. Since, nothing rubs my pride worse then being told such things. They are right, yet I do wonder. Is there a time when someone is not dependent on someone else? I would like to hear of such a thing. Even Adam needed Eve. Maybe a rededication on dependence is better suited. Depend on God rather then people. Yet, even God gives us people for comfort. So - I ask, is being dependent good or bad? OR is NOT being dependent good or bad? May 4th - the day to remember! Mummy 2!!!! I want to see that! OK - this sappy post is going up! |
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April 25th/Afternoon sometime... Well - busy week, although - don't have the time right now to get into all the happenings. Mainly 1 - I was sick. 2 - The "Lurker Phil" finally asked me to be his girl. *big smile* |
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