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| Name | Danielle N. LaFleur |
| Age | 27 |
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| Reading | Pslams 125 |
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| Likes | Chocolate |
| Dislikes | Squash |
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July 12th/Early morning sometime... "...and you make those incredibly arousing whimpering sounds as your body shakes. Then you kiss me hard with this overflowing passion pressing yourself against me. Especially if I start out by teasing your lips first, just barely grazing them, flicking them with my tongue, watching your arms straining against my hand as I hold you down. Your eyes with that hungry, burning look in them. I felt how hard your nipples were and how your body trembled. I just wanted to see you. To slowly pull all of your clothes off. Watch your chest rise and fall. To feel your thighs, your smooth skin, all the way up. Bite the insides of your legs while feeling your hips rising under my hand. You are beautiful. You taste so soft, warm, and sweet. You have no idea how much I wanted to take you." |
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July 10th/Evening sometime... T took me out the other night. Was very pleasurable. He always makes me laugh and smile. Good times. Poor boy, though we wore the battery out on his car. Oh well. Week booked.. how did that happen? - I want to do a party on Thursday or Friday for the Python flick downtown. Who wants to come? What is up with all these darn errors?!? I'm sorry folks, I have no idea what is going on. All my code come through error free :( I have debugged the debugger! I know I have a few smart people reading this... anyone have clues? (Blues clues even?) Walking on Walking on Broken Glass.... as life goes on. |
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July 9th/4:30am sometime... I lied - I'm not done posting... and even as the sun is coming up, these things still must come forth. I am reading the Bible again. Yes, my few weeks of rebelling is slowing down. I still hurt. I am still betrayed. But I want to know why. Yet, that is only part of the reason. I want love more. His love. Trust to get that is going to be harder then before. Trust Him not to forsake me as before. How can I trust others if I can't even trust God? Why did he leave me then? Why did he leave me now? My Father My Father, why have you forsaken me? I am claiming Hosea again.... I want to lie and not be afraid. To be bound with chains of righteousness, justice, love and mercy. Be with me in faithfulness. Know me. Do not let me go. |
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July 9th/Evening sometime... Spent the weekend on the go it seemed. *Whew* I'm freaken exhausted. I don't have a clue what I did on thursday and friday. I know I had dates, but heaven help me I can't remember with who! I'm sorry! Ugh - that would suck for them. I hope they arent reading this. Met J before the flick on Saturday, poor man was sick. Didn't stay but for a 1/2 hour before had to ship him home. But that left me homeless for the night. God bless M for letting me crash at her place. Even thought didn't sleep a wink.. *Impish grin* - which is the norm. Anyway finally met B on Saturday.. Woo! C sure can pick em. Got these eyes that make a poor girl swoon. ButI digress. I don't know what it is about me.. but for some reason I attract the x-hippy/future hippy/or current hippy park partners. They keep sitting right by me at these events. Told M next time we are not sitting in front! On the flip side, when C and B left earlier... cute little backstreet boys sat next to me. Hot diggity, I'm fantasizing about someone named Bobby D. Good event all and all - my first time seeing Never Ending story. Wasn't what I expected.. but was cool. Princess Bride happening next week. I have/am debating, but think I will send out another post to DE about it. Trying to talk mom into going to the westside story party in redmond/renton or wherever it is. I haven't seen her in over a month now... I'm pondering what is going on. You ok? I'm worried. Met D'vd tonight. Interesting fellow. Did NOT think we had nat of common interest. Sorry, but I didn't. Wanted to hide and read my white trash romance. But, was pleasantly surprised. I admit it - I was judging before meeting. It happens. Regardless - He could hold up a conversation. Which is always pleasant to have. I think that REALLY annoying, woman hater, noise hater, chief complaining ass next door to me is a Christian! Now what do I do??? While I was puttering around earlier today I noticed his window shades were open.. First time I have ever seen them open... so I "casually" walked by.. mmm, no one there? So I walked by slower... mmmm, nope - don't see anyone. Third time is the charm, I stopped and peered in. I want to know what this jerk has in his apt. OK! - not only does this guy have a freaken degree in theology, but there are scriptures, spiritual gift writings, poems, writings, etc over his walls. (Yes, I leered long enough to read most of them!) *sigh* SOOO now what do I do? At this point, I know I am going to have to knock on his door... sometime in the late afternoon/evening with some brownies and just figure out WHO the heck this guy is. A guy who likes to bang on our joining walls - or some pastor? Klickatat.com is not working... dns? *sigh* What is going on with direcnic?Not adding pictures tonight. Don't want to. I'm lazy. |
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July 5th/Afternoon sometime... Saw Tomb Raider yesterday with T. Awful flick.. but very cool guns. :) He said today that I had an "intelligent, yet playfull...sweet, yet naughty...fun-loving look" *cool!* Then headed over Nick and Sandys place to watch the fireworks show. Was a good time. After the show and after most had left, I sat in the living room watching the Seattle view spending quite time with myself. Was good. Well, was interesting to say the least. It's such a beautiful house. And that view, I think, Is awe inspiring. Want to write pose every time I'm there. Nick looked "OK" but heart still aches. M and I are seeing a sneak preview of Legally Blonde tomorrow! Woohooo! :) And the outdoor shindig on Saturday! Our group keeps getting larger and larger. Supposed to be a mambo band pre-event. Mmmmm... Mambo! Sorry for the down times... not sure what is going on. Mr. CEO gave me a ring the other night. Apparently, mergers went well and he has hired a personal chef! Good God... I laughed so hard my sides split. I have never talked to anyone so spoiled.... (sorry dear, but you are.) Aww, but thank goodness he is so kindhearted. |
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July 3rd/Midnight sometime... Walked all around Cap Hill all day today. Hippies, Yuppies, Dinks, those in fashion, and those making a fashion of their own. All these people roaming around trying to get where they are going. Was an amazing feast for the eyes. I wonder what each of them were thinking and feeling at the time I walked by them. People, what amazing creations. I dumped Whitney, My Love.. couldn't handle the conflict. Switched over to "Tender Triumph" - *sweet sigh* - Page 54... "His smoothly spoken words were part invitation part order; "Come here, Katie." Damn, Katie is a lucky wench! I giggled hard with C today. Oh my... I am not allowed to post anything of our conversation here on the site, but nothing better then 3 shots of espresso, cool AC, comfy chairs, and the ability to relax and laugh the day's heat away. |
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July 2nd/Afternoon sometime... I went into this relationship like a burro. Him pulling on the rope and me not wanting to budge - Carmen That is one of the funniest statements I have heard that girl make all day! Went to greenlake last night. I need to spend more time outside at night. Saw a couple learning how to rollerblade... I think I have a mission there. Gotta stop roller falling! I have to see Legally Blond! |
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July 1st/Afternoon sometime... I wish I could tell you something exciting is going on in my life but nothing is. I merely stare at these darn perl notes wondering what got into me when I signed up for this class. It's like when they give away free elephants - yeah they're free, but where are we going to find enough peanuts to feed it? "Just say no to structure Danielle!" Growth is a hard one to comprehend. Pushing our realm of comfortable situations. From job to my relationship with God. Found I am more aware of my judgmental behavior of late. Not because I am openly judgmental but because I harbor it within my heart. Which is probably worse. New boy moved in below me. Cute as honeydew molasses. Has these golden locks... so help me - golden locks of hair. Barely 18 if he is a day. I should be "neighborly" and bring him some ice tea or something, eh? *evil grin.* It's so beautiful out! Hard to concentrate on these emails when all I want to do is go play in the sand... Singing Lyzel In E Flat: You love me especially different every time
You're different and special |
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June 30th/Evening sometime... M came up and met me at the mall today. Good M! We looked at futon stuff, found a cute little love seat I know I know - futon, how classless - but I'm in a studio girl gotta have some room to dance around! Not in the budget right now, but probably be the next phase in furniture acquirements. Well - after 3 weeks in my perl class I am having my first case of confusion. Thought I would fly through this... I apparently think a lot of things! *smile* Sometimes people amaze me. Was talking to a friend earlier this morning. He's so quiet, soft hearted, and simplistic in nature. He told me some things about his past that kind of threw me for a loop. Apparently it's the quite ones that have the most devious of pasts. Anyway, was odd - for up until today I had always viewed our friendship as "me" being the rebel and him always being the "good" one. Now, not only is there hope for myself gaining some wisdom someday.. *impish grin* but also an equal footing for our relationship as a whole. A feeling of acceptance. Was quite the liberating experience. I don't want to read the next page of my book - Whitney, My Love. I know something bad is about to happen and it torks me off. Simply cause there are only a few more chapters left AND I know 9 months of agony must take place before the end of the book. (Yes I read the last page - sue me!) I'm all out of faith |
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Past Journaling... April
2001 | March
2001 | Jan&Feb
2001 | December
2000 |
