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250501 » ps. no i am not drunk
listening to | the moulin rouge
soundtrack
feeling | a $10 bottle of white... so if this
entry starts making less and less sense it is
because i am slowly getting more and more drunk
feeling | relaxed
9pm
first of all i have to say that the whole bitch
thing isn't going very well. you all probably
realised this after reading the post immediately after my bitch post. could you get any more
contradictory?!!? anyhoo, i have decided not to
be a bitch for the sake of being a bitch, but at
the same time i am not going to withhold my
feelings merely because i am worried about a
person's reaction. and this relates to anything
in my life. i'm not going to keep my feelings to
myself for fear of rejection, ridicule, anger,
disagreement, or whatever else. hopefully i will
be able to carry through with this promise!
i
saw moulin rouge last night. absolutely
fucking fantastic movie! my god! nicole kidman
can act! and sing! and ewan mcgregor... what can
i say? *sigh* i think i'm inlove (yes, again :P).
the movie turned me into a sooky wuss again. it
made me cry. i hate crying at the movies, it is
so embarassing! although, everyone else was
crying too, so that kinda makes me a little less
wanky.
baz luhrmann is an absolute genius! the movie is
incredibly visual and the way he uses modern
music in the score is fabulous. the scene
involving madonna's 'like a virgin' was
partiularly funny.
the movie totally reaffirmed that i will never be
able to go out with a guy who will not sing to me
again! i need a man who will sing to me! *swoon*
so romantic. i have even begun to like soppy love
song ballads. eeek! *shame* and that christina
aguilera/lil' kim/mya/pink song 'lady marmalade'
is no where near as annoying as i used to find
it.
*hey sister, go sister, soul sister, go sister!*
*french part i don't know how to spell*
*less
than half a bottle left*
k, i have forgotten what else i was going to
write about. see people, this is why you do not
drink and write journal entries at the same time.
*thinks for a while*
oh ok, i remembered something now. i am
so never going to work in a waste treatment
plant!
i had a site visit to bedminster waste treatment
plant in raymond terrace yesterday. it stank like
a tip.
bedminster take the non-recyclable materials that
people throw out and turn it into compost. pretty
nifty idea. you should see some of the things
people throw out in their garbage bins! gas
bottles, car batteries, a motorbike!
yes, a motorbike! someone threw a motorbike in
the bin! haha!
so yeah, i am never working in a
place that smells like a tip! we all got on the
bus to go back to uni and we noticed this stench.
then we realised it was us! we stank! we stank
like we had been rolling around in garbage! eeew!
i was so self conscious on the train ride home.
yukky. i had a shower once i stepped in the door!
i
was going through a heap of old photos today and
yesterday and stumbled across a couple i would
like to share. the first is of me with my 1st
guitar. hehe. and i still don't
know how to play! i think i am like 6 or 7 or so
in this pic.
it
is actuallly my uncle's guitar that he gave to me
to play with. he later kinda started teaching me
to play guitar when i was a bit older, but he
moved to sydney soon after so i gave up. i was
only young and music was fairly unimportant to me
at that time. i think kylie minogue was my
favourite singer.
ever since i got into decent music (courtesy of
previously mentioned uncle and his wife) i have
vowed to learn the guitar. i will get around to
learning! i love music too much to not be able to
play an instrument!
i
bought some more red hair dye today to redye my hair.
after seeing nicole kidmans red hair last night
in moulin rouge i had a need to dye my hair a
seductively bright red again. but today i was
looking through some photos of me after i
finished year 12. i had had my hair streaked blonde and i think it looked
fab! i've decided i may give the red a miss and
go for a lighter brown again. i have been red
for over a year (with black for a short period of
time in between. it looked like crap.) so i think
i need a change. plus lighter hair makes my skin
look more olive. *reow* hehe.
plus,
when i get sick of the lighter colour i can put
the red over the top and it will be really bright!
*sings* i hope you dont mind that i put down in
words how wonderful life is now that you're in
the world. hehe oops. i'm singing aloud again.
10.50pm
*pissed now*
oh, and a warning to you all. do not go to the
tool affiliated website dissectional.com when drunk. trippy shit
sydney.
11.15pm
*wine all gone*
almost forgotted! i am going to queensland in the
uni holidays! woohoo!
this means i get to see supersar and my
lizzybabay! i spoke to liz on the phone last
night! i miss her heeeeeeeeaps! i want the three
of us (and possibly more) to go to a big brother
eviction night! woo! how fun that would be! we
could all dress up like sara-marie and act like
lunatics. yay!
12am
i just banged my toe really hard on the antique
balnket box our tv sits on in the loungeroom. i
was in such a hurry to see the new tool clip that
i did not turn the light on and smacked my foot
straight into the box. no it was not because i
was drunk that i did it! ouchies. *rubs foot*
days
without a cigarette: 33
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