Here is my 2005 site I'm still building! ...

Visit my 2005 web site...


The link is above. I'm still buildin it but that is where I'm putting my girls and my videos. k.... I have been soo busy at cpixel.com that I bearly get the time to build but I am pulling late nights.. wink...

How much i hate z90 lately...



Z90 sucks. I used to be the biggest rap fan but I cannot listen to the new 2004 stuff. I hope 2005 has no more lil john...It is just too black. I cannot take it. There is this 93.5 hits from today and back in the day. That radio station is sick. Inland Empire has alot of dope stations. I hang out in San Marcos and Rancho Bernardo alot so I can only get inland empire stations on my radio.and Jsmooth is sounding more and more like a wigger. or how about a migger. That station fell off big time. The whole city is acting stupid, people should be ashamed of themselves.They are just A bunch of followers . I cannot beleive all of these people are my peers. A bunch of losers. They are completely lost. I see the blind leading the blind. z90 sucks and My ears hurt when I turn it on. I rather listen to my badboyjoe freestyle mix 1 , 2 or 3 mix cd or maybe some freestyle old school...

Thinking back about her.....and looking ahead



This whole experience over the past few years. I guess that crush with christine lasted a bit long. for my choice in girls,I mean It is all in the genes for me. I already know what I am looking for. I have been around enough to know what I like. Natural Selection is one of the funniest things in the natural world. Humans are genetically drawn to reproduce but in choosing the mate that is where natural selection and survival of the fittest really kicks in. Even as I get sicker and my health gets worse I still feel the same about my own future. It is funny because when I was writing huge web pages and big time blogs 3 years ago people were blown away and said my work was a little to much. They said I was a burn giving out too much information, even putting people in danger. But it seems I can;t get underground enough for anyone, everything is public now, even my own personal life. I can't go out with anyone without someone talking about it... I have spent way too many years passing out flyers and promoting some party, club or spot. Even when I was too high up as a promoter to hit the malls and pass out flyers, I mean I had runners for that. I still loved to be out there. I always liked the one on one chats with people.. I liked to be on the front lines. Front line soldier On the south bay San Diego Streets. I was a head hunter for all the guys out there. I was known to run out of my car in the middle of east h street to get a flyer to some girl. I have seen it all...

I'm listening to iesha by abc. The song is usually called "at the playground" . I like this song. It reminds me of all the feelings I have, like for christine. It is not like I'm obsessed over her, it is just I need to think about someone. I just do not get out much lately, paparatzzi and obsessed fans has forced me into a private life. I go out but it is usually in some sort of identity theft mode, I am virtually someone else. I have like 3 or 4 people I can turn into. I dress walk and even talk in a different way, people pass me off like the general public. It is sort of a reverse manipulation where I am re-direction attention away from me.

But back to the more important issue at hand. I spend alot of time by myself, and I do alot of thinking. I think about not being alone, I think about my future, I think about the next step. I have been wanting to get married and have a baby for along time. The thing is in San Diego there is not a good selection for me. I mean There are pretty girls, just none that strike me as someone worth even chatting with even for a second. There could be one or two but it would take years to erase what they already know and then re-program them. After Tina I felt that I could not even touch anyone else. I felt nothing for anyone. Untill I saw christine. There she was working at plaza Bonita. I make a living reading people but I could not read her at first. The first few times i saw her I never thought twice I was soo busy promoting baby rock and tangaloo and karma that twice a month I would go through 15,000 flyers easy. Jimmy aguilar always had a trunk full of product to get rid of. Then the games begun. You know me, I use everyone and everything as my own personal runner. I can crack and break any social scene within a few weeks. And Plaza Bonita Gossip Circles have been old news to me. Every few years the people change , the stores change, even the floor. But the gossip stays the same. It is like a constant of the universe. People will always talk and if someone new comes around like me, well lets say I let peoples minds expand. I would drop Thousands at spots in small bills. Pre paid cell phones were my vice, I mean how could I get ahold of my connect if he didn;t have a backup celly. Anyways I would tell workers all around the mall How fine I thought this girl was. The trap was set. one of the great things about knowing people is that you know exactly who is on your side and who is not. I like the people who would go to her and tell her all the bad things I do. Why I'm such a bad guy. Girls are so much smarter than That.

I really wanted her to make her own decision about me. The thing about Tina that really amazed me was how strong she was, she was her own woman. I met her as a girl and I watched her grow up in front of me. The thing about Tina is when we first started talking everyone was telling her to stay away from me. At hilltop parties jill and all her friends would tell her that I was bad news, but she didn't listen to anyone, she did what she wanted to do. She knew I was not that kind of person, at least I hope she did. There are other issues there how she wanted fame but do I really want another slander lawsuit, not in this phisical finacial quarter. I see the same qualities in Christine. I see a strong girl turning into a strong woman, I see a certian calmness about her. I see a certian intelect about her, she stays calm and cool while calculating all the same things I think about. She is actually a girl I would consider to be equal to me, and I think she is soo fucking fine. But doesn;t everyone know that already. I have my own taste, you know..........................

She never called me... I took it pretty hard

But she never called me. She never e-mailed me. I tried to talk to her. I think I could a hello out sputtering it out like some bafoon. I did all I could to woo her, even though my tacticts were out of the ordinary. I have been dealing with this for a while now. And one of the things that I try to turn to is that .. Well I tried my best. I tried my absolute best to make her like me. I tried my best to talk to her. I just have too many issues and too much emotion inside of me that getting close to her just makes me weak. I would make it to the store then inside I would lock up, I mean I would be like kryptonite to Superman, Powerless..

I gave it my best shot, but one of the sad things is I'm getting tired lately, as time goes on I get weaker. Sometimes I think if I was better looking or had money do you think she would of even talked to me? One of the reasons I never talked to herwas because I was scared of her; because I knew I wasn't good enough for her. I look in the mirror and get sad. I wonder if I was thinner maybe she would like me. I walk through macy's and see all these Men's clothes and I just get depressed again. I have no fashion sence whatso-eva . Maybe I do see something I like,maybe it is a sweater, but I just cannot afford it. I go directly to the clearance rack and look for the deals.If it is 60% off and up, I'm in.. If it is 80% off then we are talking my language... I saved more than 3 months for this computer and it is taking 8 hours to download photoshop 7 on kazaa.. And they say I'm the king of kazaa. I sure spend enough time up on that motha. I want to go see her at Plaza Bonita but I cannot afford anything in that damm store. Revolution is Expensive for Men's clothes. and besides, I'm still a boy maybe I do not belong there.The owner always gives me some mean look like I'm gonna steal something. Well I have been trying to steal something so I guess he is justified. The clothes kind of seem for black people. I'm not black. What do I do? Buy something then throw it away. Or be like everyone else and copy what people are doing 3000 miles away.

I just want her to be happy, If she ever wants to just talk to me i'm just a call or an email away. I just wish things were different. I just keep on looking. But girls who I like are hard to find. Wal-Mart has been a good friend to me and ever since tagless hanes and tagless froot of the loom I'm in heaven. I look to the time when I lived. I think to myself, what would the og Jimrock do. Not the battle scorned emotionally distrought beaten Jimrock of late. I am just a shell of what I once was. And it is everyone elses fualt, because they cannot let me live, because they cannot just leave me alone. WHy do they hate me, because they don't get me.

This has been bothering me for along time now. It goes way boyond christine, It is bigger than that. It is about me and everyone who surrounds me, it is about the whole city and the affect i have on everyone else. All these years I have been helping others no-matter where I was, but by the masses. I have seen huge social changes and actually have made social engineering differences within sub-culteres in sd. I have broken down social barriers and norms. When there was no more scenes to hang out in I created my own. I have never known a loser like me to have soo many got damm fans. because when it comes down to it, I'm just like you, I like to have fun and chill like everyone else. I just do it on a bigger scale, I travel so much around San Diego hopping scenes and working with people everywhere that I still find new and interesting things to do. It is weird. SD is like my own little playground.. I miss plaza Bonita. I miss chula... I miss Hiltop. i want to have sex someday. I guess I could just bone one of my fans for fun. I have soo many girl fans. They love my videos. I could arrange a behind the scenes tour of the studio? I just do not like messing around with my fans. It is weird. They expect me to be someone else, Jimrock. But I'm a pretty reserve person. I like to drink in empty parking lots in the middle of the night chatting business with someone. I still have never been to a night club before, that fact is one people have trouble beleiving.. Back on the grind.... I guess that is what you would call It when you see that I am back on the net..How long has it been.. to long I guess I needed a break. Sometimes peopel like me can get too far ahead of everyone else. I have to let trends and technology catch up with me...
The Cold San Diego winter of 2005


I have to say the weather is very cold lately.. We have warm days but it has been a very cold winter here in sd.. Very quiet as well... Very quiet.. Not really anything happaning anywhere. not even just a few people getting together.. I always knew about these times.. I called it the "golden age of bbh crew" . Where for about 3 to 6 years nothing would really happen. So many people are trying to make their own identity. to prove themselves, to who? Maybe you. I was talking to some gaslamp promoters and they were bitching at me and everything asking me to fill up their club, I mean what else do they want me for , a personal apperance? Yha like that would bring up property values.
Thinking back and looking toward the future in san Diego - New Year 2005


Thinking back I can tell you one thing.. I was the shit. Beyond shit. I was it. Maybe that is why I am doing so bad in these past few years, It just seems nobody is even thinking in the same huge scope I am. I mean my boy nate dogg from dos and dee ale in terra nova. There are a few ahead thinkers, and rick the connect from National City is another example. These are people who do not question me in what I do. I have ripped through ever scene like a knife. I know soo much about this city. I know soo much about everyone. I wasn't out looking for someone to teach me anything or to help me in life. I was listening to people's problems. Finding out what bothers them. Giving them tips and advice. I cannot tell you how many pro-bono therapy sessions I have had with some of the most hard core people out there. It is funny how the hardest drug dealor with ruthless morals breaks so easy by some mexican girl. I'm immune to mexican girls so It is simple to see things from a clear perspective..

I guess you could say I'm hiding in this city of my own. I usually can tell where someone is at mentally by a certian slur or a word or a simple gripe.. I think "ahhhhhh" but I keep it to myself. I wanna dance on soul train to pump up the jam.... ha. that is funny.when I feel bad I can just go back to 97 or 98 or even 2000 anytime. I guess that is something I need to do more often. I'm soo down all the time. I am stressed beyond beleif. Death threats are 10 a day sometimes... People are soo vain. I was just looking at what people type in on google.com. I get lists every day on the hot keywords. And i saw some guy was looking up himself to see who was talking about him..

Chula Vista Police - Undercover meth task force car sightings


There is a new cop car in chula vista.. Watch out for a grey sqad car with flames on the side. Word on the street that this is the new narc pickup vehicle. Along with meth task force squad enforcer. Wow. Chula Finally putting some style in the cars they drive. Well I did Teach alot of those officers as kids how to roll, they used to pay me.I showed alot of those dudes was up. But It's cool..

Spots on the net Local Guys and Girls hook UP at

Dating and the hook up scene will always be around. I know because that is all i do, look for a wife. But check this out. The main spots that the Sd locals go to to meet girls online are cpixelz and myspace. Those are the two hot spots. pixelz had the hoes and myspace has the cool girls. one is more party scene style, so why did cyberbabies sponsor them? bandwagonin? na just smart web sence. Robisons may... December 12th.. sunday... just_dos@hotmail.com Some dude was fucking with nate dog.... Nate dog was in the escort..... some dude was bitching over a parking spot... The security was watching and they didn't do shit. nate has his defence quick to the officer. the chollo was too scared to press charges.. So nate is an aggresive out of control dude at plaza bonita.... national city cops deal with stuff without the paperwork. They use a logic attitude, none of this pressing charges stuff. road rage threats the cop made. ..pinky from dos.racing crew was talking shit about my prelude. just_dos@hotmail.com

CloSING DOWN OF RACE TRACKS, Street RACING MIGHT GO BIG IN 2005



carlsbad...track .. the guy sold it to businesses.. So that spot is shut down.. the Pomona track is going to be shut down soon. This means street racers might be the next big scene in San Diego.. without those outlets racers will be forced to hit the streets. and besides it's funner on black mountian road anyways. Jimrocks new JIMROCK - BACK ON THE NET My Full Web Site| FBI Investivations| The dark Side| VHS Videos 4-Sale| Jimrock's Dopest Grafix| BBh gang Emails new Jimrock Video NEWZ| Quaga and Pizzo| OG Tweekers Only Page| Jimrock's FLYERS| Jimrock World. Kitt dog the pimp| Pimping isnt easy but necesssary| BBh Crew Rides| Pics of National City and the g's| Some 2003 Revalations| Pizzo Time,Private Pictures..| Mp3 Files-Jimrock's New RAP Cd| About the BBh Crew video| My Graphics and Design Company| Obsessions Over Girls Again| Drug and Weapons Movements| Lost Love Confessions| Who makes Videos| | BBh crew Supporter| Jimrock Video Screen Shots 1| Cb21- BBH Crew Street racers| Jimrock Message Board| Who knows what coding? Sign Guestbook| View Guestbook| Email Dammit...The Notorious Jimrock back on the net. 8 Months Banned by Law, Now Back FOR REVENGE.. September.11th. 2004.......Oh Christine would be soo happy to hear this. I met another girl to harass/Stalk . Well that is what she calls it. It is Funny because what These people do not know Is what I do with these girls are neither. It is actually a corrupt for of woo'ing . To woo someone. Yha I know it does not work to well But It self weeds out the undesired. She kind of Looks like christine. I saw her today. But I am not quite sure I like her enough to make a move. She works at The Home Depo In San Marcos as a cashier. I do not know her name but she is pretty fine. She has these drogon type eyes. I think she is full white but she looks a tiny bit asian. a sprinkle of asian to a white frame. I just think I am very very selective on who I even talk to. And I am Not going to end up with the same fate with this girl As I did with the rest. Well I couldn;t anyways. There are no stupid black people to corrupt the minds of these girls. My manipulation has always been flawless without outside influences..People hate me in this world. Tj Pulling a gun of me or mr. white integ in paradise hills saying he is gonna fuck me up when he catches me... yha yha.. Biznatch... Oh yha Where is the YAKUZA when I need them. any yakuza in san diego email me at kazaaking@hotmail.com... No triads please... It seems I am Obsessed and Determined to undermine the complete Foundation on whatever gustapo fashist type companies that engulf my home.......This includes the manipulative Palomar College faculty and It's String Of Underwritten chairman Of The Boards. For I am an unsung hero. I pray a sun burst releases radiation that causes cataracts 0n every human alive. I pray that Someday Things will change for me. I pray that someday the nightmares go away.... Even Dj Strick from pizel crush was talking shit about my coding, but I get more hits than alot of webmasters... It is all in the coding. ....... Now Back For revenge I am always training every day. Constantly Obsessing over those I have loved and Lost and for those who have done me wrong. And the only thing I live for Is Pure and Utter REVENGE.... Fuck me one... FUCk me Twice.. But I'm gonna ruin you on the third time.. I think i need a bigger black list book because Suspects...Well new Targets Keep Coming up. And for the school to sell my imformation to third party Companies to make a quick buck is Unaceptable.... September.10th. 2004 ............... Damm I'm still tripping out. San Diego has changed soo much. So many people have moved on. I have done so well. But Still so many people oppose me. I am so glad I got that whole Christine girl @ Evolutions, Revolutions off my chest. Sure She is fine and I like her but I cannot like someone who does not like me back, and It hurt for a while. It is not like I'm talking to all of these girls at Point Loma Nazarine, even though I'm in Class everyday. They Put me on some Indipendent Study thing where I study what i want to study. I hate this black shit everywhere. I used to listen to z90 but z90 sucks big time. 98.9 sucks.. I have seen Jimmy aguilar who was social baby rock boy just a year ago now he is talking about niggi this and that....They talk about feens and keys and making money. Wow what a great influence, wow such interesting ideas.. Like I have never moved weight. What is San Diego even by the border for if there wasn;t a damm tunnel from my sydro PAd directly to Revolution. YHA YHA YHA fuck you..Don't tell me about weight Untill you need to rent U-haul Trucks and back them up to the new pad off of Dairy Mart. 5 south dairy mart right then first left to the end... So shut up...Chingy trying to Roll like me in the new Caddie.Black people are acting stupid on Tv. And people need to get their own identity instead of this wiggerisms...Where is the yakuza When I need them. . . Broken Hearted At College on Monday..... I was talking to this girl... In Class and I asked her if she liked me.. And she said yes. Well I said then Email me some time and we can talk. Well I was in another class. Telling my friend about her. How fine she was. How she wears these skirts and stuff...Well I looked in the Window and there she was walking with this guy and It just felt weird. Like I have felt this feeling before. I like 112 and that peaches and cream and It is over now. But my fav. Cd is the 112 gray cd. the one called 112. That one has a song 10 or 12 an interlude 30 second jam. Its over or something. Its nice... But I like Fade into Black by Metallica alot too.. I love yahoo. I get to Watch videos in widescreen while I write my coding online.. I need to buy a .com for this site soon.. my mental State....... My mental State is worse than Ever. Nightmares haunt me every day. And every night. last night and the night 2 night before I was really having problems sleeping. I showed up to class with only 2 hours of sleep. I'm happy I moved on from Christine and Tina. Girls have always been my weakness. My life and my pain... My happyness and Sadness... Everything. Oh yha and Jessica is a dumb ass hoe.... I'm glad I never touched her.. I wish I had a girl. These students here are idiots. It is like I am dealing with lab mice but mice actually move. These so called peers of mine are comatosed.... Emails from the fans..... Tate Turner Sent : Wednesday, September 8, 2004 10:37 AM To : Subject : What music is used in the videos? The music that is used in the videos is very good, especially in the one that starts with the words something like: "now who in the world will be the last one..." and I would like to know which artist is it in this case??? Thanks already before hand... Thank you tate for being such a huge fan ... It is The Fans like you that keep me going....You know.... As a notorious hacker since 92 I have to tell you that It is great to hear people who see my graphics, videos, web sites whatever.... I wanted to know where did you get the video, how did you find me what keyword... well I already know but this is research. I'm under investigation for all kinds of stuff. but I'm at a College campus now in SAN DIEGO.... ha ha ha.. catch me now... is what is say to the fbi, and the atf agents......... i feel bad That alot of webmasters, pirate people and Overall fans are mostly scared to even talk to me. They always think I am too busy working. Well yess I create alot but In class I always have time to return my emails....all 300 of them a day sometimes... i FOUND hOE LAND. soO MANY bITCHES AT tHIS cOLLEGE ALL ON MY JOCK WANTING DICK. yESSS... I have found heaven on earth... ANother fine ass black girl in the library.. I was drinking with my boy in San Marcos and I had to come back to campus to talk to this girl... Some white chick ... and I see some new black girl .. curly hair... like 6 seats downnn........ Yha I have major issues.. I gotta fuck one of these girls on campus.. I'm not from around here, and This San Marcos is turning into hell on earth.... But in and out burger is bomb... 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cool update hu. yha we wanted to promote the parties more.here at the new pages Plaza Bonita After Closing Oct.2003and My Hero Kitt Dogg Tko Mob Oct.2003and New BBh October Page 3| | Jimrocks Hidden Web Site and go up to the top and check out my xanga site. I love xanga. It is the bomb. everyone should get one.. xanga.com they got the dope blogs, blog pages... ..HEY PArty people!! alot of videos are up. just click the box at the that says download bbh crew videos..... Yha I like part 12 the most.... alot of videos are up. just click the box at the that says download bbh crew videos..... Yha I like part 12 the most....

1:15 PM 10/8/2003 I saw christine today....Not Tina The girl I was Obsessed with. Christine is the pinay white who works at Plaza Bonita. She was walking out about 8:20 tonight with her man I think. Too skinny to be her man unless he lost weight. I was wearing my chargers hat yellow and blue, But she recognized me. Double take.. I always get them...... Jimrock. Dont hate the player hate the game... na I have always wanted to meet her. I used to have a huge crush on her till I got banned from her store by the owner... - how embarrasing -. Yha she is a cutie for sure.. I would go for her easy... but you know, I'll be the cool guy pretty soon so I'll have my pick of the bunch... I love greed. Selling my soul to the devil was the best choice I ever made !!! HA HA HA HA HA HAH HA



oct 7th 3:12 PM 10/7/2003 I have to say I have good feelings about that girl Kionna.. When I think about her I think like really good thoughts. Like she is the girl that fixed me. Fixed my whole way of thinking. This week alone I have made soo many changes in my life. 6 girls called me today, I swear.. I hung up on 3 of them, Just because I felt I did not need them in my life, I was fed up with them and they were a downfall to me. I know the reason I am alive and The world is soo beutifull tonight. I don;t need any drugs, I don;t even need to drink to appreaciate this... And I am perfectly Ok With alot of things in my life at this time... Like dj kid krazzy tried to say I was an Idiot and make fun of me, That really has had no effect on me. It is funny how people act when they feel they are on top, Get a little fame and They let it get to your head. I may not be an important person now but I'm on my way up and Not making friends with me is a bad career move in any field.... Yha Sasha is like the best thing that has happened to me, because like her attitude on things is so fresh. She hasn't seen the pain Other Generations have seen. Greed hasn;t gotten to her yet. She brings out the best in me. The Pure in me...and I like that. I like that alot. I like that a great deal... I met a girl and I am not obsessed with her. and I can deal with not being with her. This is a huge breakthrough. I know for a fact I can have any girl I want and That is comfort.. My graphics have been better than ever. My mood has been really good for days and days now.. People around me have told me I am different, I seem to have more life inside of me. And I know it is because of Kionna, Maybe it was the face, or the bootie.. or the skin or the smell. But she changed me. For the better. And that is exactly what the doctor ordered... there is no doubt I still hate black people. But sasha did not get that black mind..... She got the smart one.... So if your reading this girl.. Thank you for helping me get through whatever that was bothering me. Free therapy. Cool....

Plaza Bonita was packed.. sunday about 5 Pm Yha I hit the Block..You know I had to do a lap at plaza. That was a must... I had the white fila with pants and a wife beater. Girls were Jocking me. I had to beat them off with a broom. Let me talk on my boost mobile..yha I went to see if anyone else was promoting events with flyers and I didn;t see anything you know.So that means everything is set for the big party on the 31st... The strangers rasta band might be playing.. That is cool. I bought a gift for Kionna Today.. Some slippers for chillin, you know the fluffy ones.. And a pijama t shirt fr girls.. I threw it in with some cand in thise cute bag.. Yha I would give her the world but The world Is just not enough. i want to be her man but she has a man.. And you know me, I'm the type to cb anyday, But whatever makes her happy. If she is happy being with him, Then Ok, I wish her the best. But If she wants to be with me, I'm here one call away. 2 pagers and a cell or call me at the pad, anytime.. But lets say I was in a different situation and I was depressed and needed to be with someone, or I felt I needed support in some way. Then I would lay the game down. If lets say Kionna said no, well There are Tons of girls waiting in line for me. But I want the best, and Only the best. And right now I mean this week. I can wait. And a Smart Girl will see I am The One. My feelings are so real for anyone I feel them for. And I always will be in love with Tina But she has a man and Pregnant with that Dude and I just have to face the facts, Time to move on Buddy.... And though I may get caught up by the dope game, Or Rolling with Original G's, I always Choose Girls Over anything in this world. I do Something very Interesting... It is More theraputic Than anything... I treat Myself, I mean I do not care what these fake ballors roll or got In their pocket, I was born with some class. If these was a rich Stuck up Asshole group of mexican White cats In chula or Ph I would be Kickin it you know... So depending on how I feel I treat myself. Do you know I do. I go to the Mall. Yuuuup. Plaza Bonita. I have been doing up Fashion valley because I had to do some Big Things real fast, and you know Chula mall always has a place in my heart, I remember rollerblading Away from security there when they first built it. Sneaking into Nikelodean.misspeled.. Now Not too Long ago You would catch me doing laps around Plaza Hitting the pizzo Coming back from 43rd and Highland. I go alone to the mall because It will hit me on a friday or sat or sunday. The weather Has to be just right.. You know.. One of those days.... I get drunk, drunk off my ass. I get a wad of cash and I spend. If Those Dudes At the kiosk Thought they seen a gangster before,They had something coming to them when I rolled up. Buying chains and jackets and Tipping everyone, I carry 2 cell phones and I make sure They keep ringing. I keep this evil look in my eye. It is when I am In the zone. Treating myself not to material things but an emotion.... Power.. I want someone to say something. I have Stores On Lock. I get to drink I get away with soo much shit. But don;t I deserve It. I still stick around. why.. Those small perks keep me happy you see. Those small Things I get to do that Nobody else does. I have priveleges, because I earned it. The more I stay away from people The better I get. The More I get Into my own Zone. The Jimrock People Love to see, The One ON BLAST... From the cradle to the grave Just some pielt heads trying to get paid... I diss models, I swear. because they are fake. I hate fake annoying girls. they say they know me this and that... whatever HOE...I like listening to my 5th cd, It is just comedy... Parody Rap but Not really, I got fans.. can you beleive it? They want the bootleg.. They got cash.. I'm slanging cd's like master p.

Did I feel I went to far with the web site. I haven;t even begun now that I look at everything from a big picture aspect. I mean People want me to work for some reason. because I do it well. I have Free Speech Rights Don;t I? Then Why Did The Commision who Runs .Com Domain names Revoke Some Of My .Coms. Because I was Running Pirate Sites, Oh How I miss hacker Days...Kazaa Took the Job But I love this Web Site. I have Others that Get More Hits and But This One Is My baby lately. My Little girl who I raise. I wanted to say something to the girls out there. If a guy Looks up to you and Thinks the world of you. Try not to Put him down all the time because He actually listens to you and what you say means alot to him. I try not to think back to a time in my life but I sometimes do and Now that I have moved on it feels Weird. I think That is why I do not listen to the Room 112 cd by 112. Mitchy Slick Visited my web site Today. Cool HU?.... I feel Famous now....
I hate cleaning my place. labor sucks... yha Some girl tried to get with me today.. Some Girl sin Chula Vista. I didn;t let her in my car though. Yha Kionna Told me i CAN'T be phisical With her Unless She breaks up with her boyfriend. I guess there is only one thing to do then. Kill Her Boyfriend !!! HA HA HA HA HA

Email from Sasha


lol...so i got the bomb...good to know...yeah i had a good night...you made me feel like a person cause you listened to me and you read my shit...thats rare...it was nice kickin it with you but i ask that we dont get physical until i break it off with my boy...he doesnt deserve to be cheated on...no offence...i talked to some of girls today about the party crew and they were down for it...i just need to talk to cheri and melissa but im sure they'll be for it...so let me know whats goin on with all that goodness...did you get a vacuum today? haha...we need to give your house some personality..its naked...i dunno if my dad is goin to work tonight but ill call you later....oh yeah i saw you on woodman headin toward the freeway like around 3:30...ill talk to ya later though...ima go read your site now... how does "dream girls" sound?

My email to Kionna...
I am not the person You think i am..... many years ago I Did alot of incredible things... About 3 years ago or more I threw all of that away because Some girl Hurt me and I just could not handle Even Living another day... well I am bearly picking up where I left off. To me It seems Like Time has never passed. When I left I left alot of people stranded, I ruined alot of peoples lives because they depended on me for guidance and Me to throw parties and make videos and guide the crews. I basically abandoned Hundreds and Hundreds of people. And Everyone understood because I was entitled to a personal life of my own and If I made something I could break it, It was my thing and my choice. I called shots. And well a few of my people , young kinds went on solo and well They are basically copies of the old me, not selling well or getting the big crowds.... People Imitate me because I am successfull. but things change so fast You have to Imitate the changing me to stay ahead... you see.......... long story it goes real deep but I just wanted to tell you that, I am alone In This City. My mom Lives Very far away North County La costa carlsbad area. I have no brothers or sisters or family. I have no dad and I have no friends, just people I work with and usually they all have problems so I fix them....... And I am not the best looking guy but I will start working out more and running more I promise.... Like If you want to spend time with me that is ok with me....

October 31st Event Flyers !!!





Party Scene Street Reporting

Plaza Bonita was packed.. sunday about 5 Pm Yha I hit the Block..You know I had to do a lap at plaza. That was a must... I had the white fila with pants and a wife beater. Girls were Jocking me. I had to beat them off with a broom. Let me talk on my boost mobile..yha I went to see if anyone else was promoting events with flyers and I didn;t see anything you know.So that means everything is set for the big party on the 31st... The strangers rasta band might be playing.. That is cool. I bought a gift for sasha Today.. Some slippers for chillin, you know the fluffy ones.. And a pijama t shirt fr girls.. I threw it in with some cand in thise cute bag.. Yha I would give her the world but The world Is just not enough. i want to be her man but she has a man.. And you know me, I'm the type to cb anyday, But whatever makes her happy. If she is happy being with him, Then Ok, I wish her the best. But If she wants to be with me, I'm here one call away. 2 pagers and a cell or call me at the pad, anytime.. But lets say I was in a different situation and I was depressed and needed to be with someone, or I felt I needed support in some way. Then I would lay the game down. If lets say Kionna said no, well There are Tons of girls waiting in line for me. But I want the best, and Only the best. And right now I mean this week. I can wait. And a Smart Girl will see I am The One. My feelings are so real for anyone I feel them for. And I always will be in love with Tina But she has a man and Pregnant with that Dude and I just have to face the facts, Time to move on Buddy.... And though I may get caught up by the dope game, Or Rolling with Original G's, I always Choose Girls Over anything in this world.
halloween Night House party. 3 bucks for girls. 5 for guys...


a few paragraphs ahead are Never seen Jimrock Journals From June 2003

Today Was One of the Days that the stares start to get to me. I almost broke. Girls everywhere are staring at me. It seems to be getting worse and worse. It is the little comments girls make that Hurt me inside. Breaking me down like No others have done. The finest Girls begging me for Some of me. So Blunt It's Like I'm talking to myself. Any way these girls can get at me they can. From Paradise hills and Eastlake Groups of girls are stalking me. I remember just friday night I rolled up to bk after it got broken up to take more pictures. These girls at the corner. Some high school seniors at the most Asking me " Why are you filming?" i said..,"It's for a web site".. BOOM they rush the car. 4 girls fit in my window trying to grab me asking me for rides . asking me for 10 bucks for a cab ride home. It was soo funny. Today is Saturday and bk was dead but 7-11 across the street from southwestern had tons of girls. But lets get Into something more deep. It seems I have a little gift Or so called talent That I haven't used. Since the dawn of man, Kings have gained stars by being the most noble. And the most noble is the one who has the most girls. In todays trendy times of pimping and Player status That "Social label for men" Is Already Known by everyone and is not the secret it once was because of radio,tv,ect..... I will tell everyone something that they should be very scared to hear. It is well known that I have the power to manipulate the masses, because of my obvious Accomplishments with my 400 plus parties 2 million hit web sites and so on the videos you know.. The sd scene has been dead but this new young Chula Vista Scene has been waiting years to prove themselves. And a promoter like me can exploit them for what they are worth, money,film rights,and The props and street cred 4 sure. But me bringing in a new scene new parties whatever we already knew I was doing to do that. I wanted to touch On something more personal, My feelings on actually dating. For years now I have been in mourning, Even this morning I saw a girl and thought it was her. Even In the parking lot of yokozuna's In bonita I saw a girl who looked like someone I once knew. I drove closer and Even got out of the car, But once I saw it wasn;t her I turned to the right. Some fool was driving three asian girls to the liquor store next door. it was like 11:30. And I saw a girl Walk into the store. I have the pictures I'll post them up on the web site but for some reason I started walking to the liquor store. I guess you could say I was going to take a picture for the web site but for some reason I wanted a closer look. I never do this. Maybe My own body is telling me It's time to meet someone new. Even when I listen to stevie B , It doesn't hit me like it used to. But my own self seems to have a bad habit of playing the most deadly mind games with people, even without me knowing. As a Social Kingpin In San Diego I easily Play people against themselves or set people into a state of mind so confusing and repetetive that They actually Enter a skitzo-episode racking their own brains trying to figure out who knows what. when I have the anti-dote. This talk about my plans for manipulating girls in a massive scale as a social scientific thesis paper experiment will resume at another time.


Is the only scene in 2003,2004,2001,2002,2005 San Diego the tweeker smoking bomb scene? Well I seen some coked out white boys on east h driving low pro in a silver lexus with some elton jhon glasses all cocaine in their brains.Oh Today I started a new gang in San Diego. Since I am in the Real World House I wanted to be the first gang member in this new community. The name of the Gang is "palm street G'z" We are a sureno gang With one member, me. I issue a green light on myself the first day just to let other nieghborhoods know, "we ain't no joke". In the middle of the southside and Chula Vista we are closer to eastlake or olympic training center road than anything. I know It is alot of territory to cover even with the other hoods I control but i'M the main guy around here so who cares. With this Status comes perks. It seems like just like doogie houser on the wonder years when he first moves into the new house I drive up and what do I see.... NEXT DOOR A Asian Fine ass girl is watering the lawn. C'mon now, Stop the film,call it a night because this is too much like the movies. And Throwing the "BOne Eye" at me.... And that Girl was right what I needed. Dangle me some bait, cuz I'm gonna BITe. I should give a fair warning to any girl in San Diego South. Stay away From me cuz you might get fucked. Straight up.... as for this real world house I should have no problem playing people against eachother in my evil mind game warfare 2003. Sometimes I want to cry, because I miss tina soo much. but like that was years and years ago and she doesn;t like me. And tons of girls wanna talk to me and I do nothing about it so maybe I should give my number out or like mess around with a few girls?? I don't know if I feel guilty or I feel I do not deserve to be with anyone. I think I punish myself, not letting myself be happy, Who knows. I know I am breaking down though. Everyday I get closer to letting in. Letting a girl have her way with me. I know this sounds weird but girls are waiting in line to hold me, be with me.... Like 30 at least right now. Imagine if I was on the grind. is it the car? no. Is it the clothes? no. Is it the style? no. I won;t go into it but with the guy shortage, no party scene, and some other factors I'm just lucky to be in the few percentile. So Importculture.com is located actually in dolfin coze a new community in del sol? Well that falls under palm street g'z territory and There was a www.importculture.com sticker on a stop sign so I must remind these asians once again. It's taxing season and Jimrock has a reason, He gotta smoke, and this ain;t no joke. So get your fagget ass stickers off my new territory. Unless we can work out a deal or a trade for temporary immunity. Give me the pager number of your most tweeked out scandelous snake asian girl in your circle of friends and I will let you earn money tax free. Or else your mine. Sleep with one eye open because your new accord's are parker right out front buddy, not too low pro are we?? A little rob Advertisement was on a bus bench today, I'm calling my agent from sony records because I deserve a damm bus bench ad. Day 2 in "the real world" San Diego 2003-2004 secret location house. MTV Runs tons of houses in case one house goes bad.lil rob gets an ad from low profile records petty cash or advertising budget and Sony can;t even buy me a damm billboard? I looked in my conract, I get 5 million dollars in advertising. I think Those commercials and video's they have been filming of me Are where that money is going. I mean I never opened myself this way but I think I am ready to meet someone new. I have been mourning for years now...... Yha Today I saw at least 1,000 Girls because well I was working today promoting the new events in cv for the chula vista party scene, I went to tons of malls and i went to about 10 movie theaters and Hot spots. I started the day in mira mesa at the in and Out then the movie theatre across the street. palm Street G'z In a subsidirary of Del Sol After I Investigated "psg'z" 2 day history. We may have a new member to palm street g'z, but lets not get our hopes up. After Jimrock got in the crew might of been locked. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The Jimrocks Cartel (a San Diego Extrortion And Racketeering Community) ...........Extortion is the name of the game in earning money in A poor depression Leeched South San Diego. But the Jimrock's cartel has a new way to pay the bills. A new form of taxation will be passed into congress by a special Reverse veto bill "Jimrock" has signed. This Proclamation of taxation for the south bay Is revolutionary in It's foundation neverless It's whole shape and form. We all know times are hard so squeezing those dollars out of people are harder than ever. Even Some resteraunts are skimming money from customers in Chula Vista. Not to name names but thise food establishment is located in the " J Street marina " something like joe's or bill's something. Skimming cash from their own patrons by using the manditory 15 percent tip charge on parties over 10 or 12. They fradulently combine 2 groups of people, they have tons of little tricks to get that paper. This is all in line with the use of credit cards and the tip included in the bill theme. I really didn;t care to listen in on this sceme because skimming is widespread and common. I am more of a legit ballor who uses hard ball and even blackball, black list tactics with extortion qualities. Nomatter what "I get paid". That reminds me. people owe me money and It is 6 o'clock and i THINK I WILL GO COLLECT, By any means Possible. If I have to shave the hair off your head to make a wig I will. I have been known to mine for gold on estates That I have repossesed from lames who don;t pay the piper. I know there are snakes among you, and if you pay me I will play my flute and they will all go away. The price you pay for freedom and security os nothing compared to the peace of mind you will achive with our organization. Imagine a pure world, where all you see is light. As someone who is closest to enlightenment I can personally tell you absolute Peace of mind is out there, Finding it is the problem. It is funny how small minded people place their self worth on such material things when class is something you are born with not learned or taught. I am a hybrid of class with half of royalty and half of Romanistic Agressive Primal States of mentality. In my plan of taking over the world my mass manipulation and sympathy vote will be my downfall in my second term but what goes up must come down? why is that? So a gradual coming up leads to no coming down? and the east side of paradise hills is nof officialy " the city of Jimrock " Oh that lil rob bus stop ad was all crossed out on second glance. Tons of people scribing things on it. Well well well I guess I am not the only one who recognizes that That bus stop ad should be of me, my ego preceedes me. I saw that Filipino girl who lives next door from my room window. I ran downstairs to my car to maybe get a glimpse of her but the garage door was already closing. mann There needs to be some sort of flyer passed out around this new area, and all surrounding new houses. The flyer needs to warn all niegbors about Jimrock Living and how all girls from ages 15-29 are in danger and should be kept inside their homes at all times. Just driving up some mexican girl was walking throwing me another bone eye.. dammit. All girls are in immediate danger because of this new threat. The Threat goes by the name of "Jimrockas" and he becomes in heat at any time. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- a personal note from the heart...... I miss you So much. My life right now is nothing compared to what it would be like with you..... many People wonder why I am soo weird and people from my past sometimes ask me what happened to me. I never talk about it but with you I do. I still cry everyday and I do not know why. I think of you whoever you are now. a little bit of my old self sometimes comes out. Dreams at night I have. Even tonight while parking lot pimping. Even the real world San diego cannot keep me from hitting the local shopping center. The palm street and 805 shopping center is something FAT. The bomb and makes terra nova look lame in comparison, Hitting the brick today is the big time. At some time in the future.. nobody knows.... even though I am the richest person In San Diego for my age group and peer circle I feel like My life is not what i want it to be. It is not the way right now. I guess this is the same with every person. I think one of the reasons I am so imfamous and Devious is Nobody knows where i go. I ditch the film crew soo many times like you don;t even know. I always ditch them and go off low pro. People always ask "where were you, or where did you go?" That bit of mystery is what gets anyone into my devious trap of manipulation. Oh How I read people and actually Go through their own thought process.Would I consider myself a mastermind? No, But I use more of my brain than 70 percent of the general public. I think maybe because I have evolved past many modern goals people have in life. Maybe because I draw my power from my own emotions. I have mastered poise and Interpersonal Communication. But when I manipulate people in a twisted way is what I like and don;t like because I feel bad and guilty but sometimes I love it. The "Mind Game" is deadly. The Most deadly Thing you can ever imagine. I can play a mind game that will haunt your grave. When someone I know messed up really bad I said 4 sentances that fucked him up soo bad that Even today He is waiting for another responce and won;t work in a certian industry again. I wipe them out like nothing. When someone thinks they have beat me, later on they realize I was the one that won, and that is if I am even competing. The male race is a competitive one a girl said, but I guess I am competitive sometimes. Nothing is better than a sport Thinking back to the role model male -- James bond . a player,pimp and g at once... but I rarely competer with other guys or girls. I have already won, and that is what makes me sad. It seems I do not have an obsession for money. I care about money for 10 minutes out of a week maybe. I rarely give it any thought. I never think of having sex with girls when I look at them. I wonder maybe what kind of person they are but I already see it like any marter. Girls have that power since day one. Remember the old clint eastwood movie's. The spaggeti westerns. there was one scene in that clint eastwood was running away from some guys on horseback who wanted to kill him. and he got across on this ferry but pulled by a string. so the ferry guy who runs the thing was all evil and ferried clint eastwood across the river and hurried back to to get the enemies just to make a quick buck. Then the lady inside the house comes out and stops the whole thing. she knew about people and from one look could tell clint eastwood did no wrong and was a good man. A Shot caller. Women have been calling shots till the dawn of time. even when you thought the great farrows or even a president of the united states is calling shots . well in a sence they are calling shots, but Only because the girl lets them and the girl knows he has good intentions, she will guide him but absolute power of the world goes to the female.Then do I search for a girl so she can tell me what to do. And if girls are persuing guys then would they be unworthy. The battle between the sexes will go on past my small Web site that Nobody reads. BUt it's there, and you could of seen this, That is what matters. I have this web site and many Others. Some do thei specific purpuse. Some web sites like this one are more personal but Local in a way. I tell people, "YO, the web sites are for us, a small elite crowd of people". And for maybe the local san diego heads "who know was up". Or out of town people who are curious. This web site doesn;t get alot of hits compared to my huge bombers like the video's downloads pages and the crew pages and .com's.The great thing is If I get 50,000 hits or 500,000 hits in 6 months it is mostly word of mouth. We keep this underground and we keep it real wih this. Never fake the first to do soo many things. Once I hit commercial Then I jump to the next thing. Because after all you know I am years ahead of everyone In SD. I was born 2-10 years ahead of the world easy in all factors of life. But who cares how much better i am than you. That Girl Next door from my real world house I seen that girl outside today in the yard. Her granparents were driving up and she walked out in this long t-shirt. The real cute kind. And me looking like a "g" as always. g'eed up from the f'eet up. And she was Jocking. I'm gonna hit her up. And you hate this baby . Damm Smoke alarm went off in this house. In my room the alarm went off then the front room alarm went off. These new real world san diego 2003 house has smoke alarms everywhere. what the "f". I thought it was bad enough with the cameras and no privacy but this is worse. This week I hope to get alot of work done since this new house has nice trails and paths in the nieghborhood.and people leeching for money. Even in this real world house people wanting money. I think I am going to sue my slum lord for personal Emotional damages. I will sue this guy for soo much money he will crumble. I have my 3 man defence team headed by mr.Sheppard a San Diego District Court lawyer who went private for 10 years. I cannot wait for my defence team to deal with this. I was listening to 92.5 and you know late night on sundays they have that gangster slow jams and stuff. What losers call in and say I miss you spider or hey loonie, and these are wives like 40 years old. c'mon now. I have been cruising this new hood and they are still building houses down the street. Some people spend their lives watching tv, some drinking beer sitting outside. They talk to eachother trying to learn things, how funny these people are, how they are complete idiot's Is what is funny. But on a simpler note I was driving past these new movie theaters in Palm Ave. Shopping center. There is this huge amc 24. 24 fu*king screens in this movie spot in san diego south. dammm, I saw this group of friends while i was in the parking lot. I was studying the new social circles and taking notes for the planning of a new event. Anyways "I need love" by LL-Coolj and I started crying. I was crying in the car thinking about her or whoever. bobby brown said in a song "my perogative" I don't mind spreading myself around, It's my life I can do what I want to do. Well I do what I want to do and I do not get with any girls. I am very reserve with myself. I get chances all the time. I'm old school, way old fashioned. Yha sure sometimes I break when the girl is soo fine but I only hold her and maybe kiss her kneck and I usually never see them again. I always find fatal flaws. Everyone has flaws, nobody is perfect It's humanity. I have tons of flaws, but at the same time fatal flaws are more obvious to a marter like me. (marter) is a code word for another word that I will disclose at a later date. It is soo funny how I do not make myself look cool or hip when I go out. I brag but In a weird way, subliminal messages. It seems other people always make me look good, I don;t have to do anything but make an apperance once in a great while. I was threatened today. It seems like an everyday thing. People are already trying to kill me, but I do not say anything about it. I rarely talk about my personal beef on the streets. But all these people who want to kill me. Well they are hanging out in my territory. Haters always come from cities outside chula vista but they secretly love to hang out in chula. Because we have something fer everyone. Americas finest city has a hidden city within. Chula Vista ranks high as a suburbia.... I almost had to break it down for someone today, But I was this close to making someone look like a fool in front of everyone, but my sweet kind heart didn;t do that. I simply pointed out the Underlining Problem. I bring out the Hate in people, ever since i was a little kid People have been beating me up. Now that I am older and a kingpin situations just escalate to whatever level I let it get to. I was parking lot pimping at plaza bonita. Kinda dead. BUt palm shopping center is packed at the movies sunday and friday night, but burger king without a doubt and that movie theatre is the hot spot in south san diego for events and people hanging out. all that. It's bomb. As far as the pictures are going with the San Diego scene. I think there will be a Change of date for the comeback of a good strong sd party scene for 2003 - 2004 - 2005 and 2006. The guess was 2006 or 2007 by me and jimmy aguilar but the new guess by me is we could have a scene in 2 years. We need a colliding of smaller scenes and a unified south bay with the rest of sd as one. I know this sounds stupid but I'm going to say it even though it was like 4 or 5 years ago. One of the reasons I didn;t want to go to the prom with tina losbanos is because I felt I wasn't good enough looking to be with her in the picture.... and that hurts to say. I felt I wasn't good enough for her. And now look at me. I'm a made guy. my Life perspective by Jimrock I have been thinking alot about my life lately since the recent close calls with those assasins. I feel That I am very happy with my life as a whole, My accomplishments really lift me up when I feel bad inside. People ask me Sometimes about the video's or the web site and I'm like "yha I filmed it" or "yha I edited them" or "Yha I built that". I am not the cocky type to write my name over alot of my video's or web sites. I do it for daygo, I do it for my homies who aren;t out there or who Missed the parties or who are a nerd like me and are too shy to go anywhere. I go out there to bring people to you.But I'm happy with the way my video's went on kazaa.com and everyone in the world downloads them 24 hours a day. It feels cool sometimes to look up my own video's on kazaa.I have like 40 videos on full rotation Right now. That number should jump to 150 mpeg avi wmv quicktime videos.... all the parties I threw where guys and girls met and got married later. All the people I met and changed their lives by pointing out a few small things that they did not notice and I put them on the path to success. All at my own expence, but success Is already mine I feel. I may not have money or a nice car or a wife or kids or a house, but I have a piece of shit .com that is cool as fuk and everyone likes to visit it. I got a little black car I can cruise parking lots all day and Check the scene out. I was wondering why these girls were so horny in rancho del rey and it turns out they were hitting the pizzo in the bathroom low pro. Most People become jealous of me because of my lifestyle, how I never pay for anything everywhere I go, or how I live free anywhere I go. But I am an artist, Creativity and The quest for knoledge and My overall Outlook on life puts me in a position unlike no other. Some people in this world were not meant to work in the conventional means of thinking of work. I work on having a good time and helping the world become a more enjoyable place. I study the art of kickin it. a conosoure of Smoking Bud or whatever. I just chill. I live the american dream. So why are you hating on me. Sometimes I regret not having money all the time. But I find weird new ways to spend my time that make me happier. Humans are funny sometimes because I am getting very good ad predicting every responce but the good ones are adapting their lies and I like it. The game Is like a virus. It slowly becomes immune to the same defence, And it slowly adapts and Transforms into a super Virus.a Super germ, Immune to everything. It is very scary. I really feel that someday My work whatever it Might be will transform the world. maybe with just a smile or a new way of thinking or just a positive influence on my generation is good enough for me. "Why do I sleep so well at night? I sleep well because I know I am right....." Me talking about myself some more. Ha Ha and My dedications Mann I am the shit. Fools can't fade this g shit. I am the main guy in the world. big connects always get put in check. Bla bla bla bla.. why are you reading this... Your crazy. It's just me thinking I'm the bomb. No I am pretty cool about my web sites. ""oh it's mine? just me?" No I give it all to the City OF San DIEGO....... I love you . I also Love all the supporters and the connects who hook me up for free. Props to rog that pielty one who has beef with more heads than me. Was up to enrique aka Triste in east ph holding down the "City Of Jimrock" for me. Props to Luk-e and Kitt Dogg .. Props to suerte one and christopher.. Props to Luknastee off moss. Yha props to d in terra nova and props to phil off moss no naples in chula. Props to deals mdr my daily routine graff crew. Props to fixx taxing on fools. Props to rod. Props To people I haven;t seen from mdr like hont devowr kieto heit victim viktm dealor Oh and props to chizzo and fitem tbs and bail tbs and gill . James rodriguez and Tone capone right???? Oh props to ben in jail for another 3 months. Props to his girl pre... Props to bens fiance Jessica solis. Oh jessica I'm coming to el cajon to scoop you up but I got work to put down here... damm Did I just remember last valentines day. I gave out like 8 cheap roses in a glass i bought from the 99 cent store on woodman Oh the raps are coming real hot... Jimrock rap cd Song 19 and song 18 Are one of the new singles Jimrock is releasing to san diego streets. song_jimrock demo 10a_special.mp3 is the actual demo sony records made for The new artist Jimrock. We saw jimrock shopping at plaza bonita and he said, "Damm Sony bought the getaway beat from mobb deep and then had me Bust a jam freestyle in the studio, I have to say I like the new demo. It's one of 3 we are keeping low pro. I'll realease the good stuff later, and the videos later. Hey I gotta go play video games at tilt. bye"... some songs are being held hostage by a hacker in national city. Sony Is currently in negotiation for the data.It is in tape drive format. Nobody knows this but the master file for chicken head the single that went triple platinum in Diego is there in that data. But We will get it.. At first the rap mp3 files were just for a few fans and were burned on cd for only like 10 people. I came out with more and mor3 songs. I had like 40 songs and 5 different cd's released over 4 years. But it was just a gag, a joke. But when sony records came to me I could not say no. I don;t think I'm that good but I hear wakker fools in the used section of wherehouse. so who cares. Even though I'm rich It would be cool to make my own money. Then I can buy all the things you feel are important. oh dj idol is being mean to people.Thats what paula said. or what was her name??? yha i think so. he had a swc college class with him. oh screw dj hectic, no not him. props to dj blur and angel create dmd. the chorus for the new single is "fuck hip hip, this is gangster rap, all the bitches saying you Jimrock still a mack...." It's funny to put that stuff on the internet for everyone to download. It's local stuff but really local and thats cool. I talk about todays youth and the problems that we face everyday. How these are the signs of the times. 2003 trends for youths are funny aren;t they??? hey I need some cool-aid cups to drink from. The classic one with the cool-aid face . They are small plastic cups. email me at kazaaking@hotmail.com and I'll buy them from you anytime... its 2003 june now..... A verse ...................... Don;t know why they hate my guts.................... prob because I roll escalade trucks............ Prob cuz I cot the clout and the juice card,. bitches sayin jimrock you still a star......... I love the new cd. Thank you sony for the Hummer. Thanks for the NEw House In Eastlake........ Thank you for the helicopter............ . but I wanted the apache, But I like the leather trim........... hey notepad has intelligent chips in it. It is actual software that has a weird feture with the undo button under edit. It remember and times you. scary hu... I thought it was stupid text editor. not even an editor. Just text basic code. I'm in control People know me everywhere. Step to the Jimrock get knocked. naaa. its 3;28 am. I gotta go to sleep. ITS THE NEXT NIGHT.. Real world San Diego 2003 In Dolfin Cove. We are in a small new community with all new houses. Mothafuquas still wanna step to the jimrock... I seen this fine girl like 4 houses down. dammm giving me the what? the bone eye. It was kind of half way popping at palm prominade on a monday night, but it was dead at this other spot I know about......hit the quaga was a dope song for the new cd..... I wanted to give a shot out to some girls I haven;t seen in years but I think of then sometimes.(wink)(wink) Props to joanne Kielbasa jojo a cheerleader class of 98 1998 at hilltop high and monica ariola and to sarah jimenez and to big bootie monica all fat now.. Props to that girl amy I got with at terra nova. Props to umm moni and jess. Props to that girl at foot locker plaza bonita that gave me that hickey in the hallways of plaza bonita last week. ha ha burt you hu. Props to gerry and gina who broke up because I was flossing to hard in the escalade on 22's then 24 inch rims, all day baby. gerry hating on me because his girl wanted to get with me. mozie time? mozie means hotel rool if you don't know..... I feel good and bad at the same time that this web site isn't the big hit the other web sites are. But capoboss.com didn;t take off untill 4 months in. now it's capoboss.de.vu because of mtv and that huge law suite they playes in courts. I mean we are still in litigation . I kind of want to cry right now.... I mean I was at carl's Jr and the film crew from "the real world" San Diego was following me, and well they were filming me and girls kept on staring at me wanting my number or to be with me. With or without the film crews girls or people treat me differently. I am noticing it all the time. I know why everyone I know rolls with straps. because When I am around beef follows.... I wish I had enough money to get a cell phone. I am soo poor, but I try to make it. My family is soo rich it isn;t funny but I am a person who was born alone. I have nobody in the United states. No family, No friends, I can;t even get a girlfriend. I still cry every night.how I wish I could just pick up the phone and call the girl of my dreams. How she would be right here with me. I have already met a few girls in my life who told me they would devote their lives to me but they could not wait the time i needed. see for many, many years I have been depressed and in mourning. I have been wishing I could turn back time. Now the years are just passing by and everyone I once knew have 2 or 3 or 4 kids and wife or second wife and have moved on with their lives. Here I am, a nobody.People keep asking me "So You want to live your life this way?" I think I do. But why does everyone want me to succeed when I do not want to succeed myself. I hate my life and I think i will always hate my life. I don;t even have sex with girls just to punish myself for the end of all time. I declared my room a communist nation within the united states territory. The repulic of Jimrock. the u.s.s.Jimrock is my car. my car is an official Diplomatic pouch that cannot be searched by anyone. how I miss everyone. Everyone I once knew are gone. I have nobody in this life. I have no mom and I have no dad and that just makes me cry. I am all alone in this world. Me and My computer, what a perfect match? Some people cannot wait to go to sleep because They think there is a possibility they might see someone they once knew. I cannot wait to die. This pain I have been feeling is something I cannot fix. This pain in my heart is eating away at me. I hate myself for the person I have become, So I ruin other peoples lives in my path and make long black lists so I can come back and Deal my final revenge to all those who have opposed me. All will die by my hand is only the truth. Pulse cannons will take out the electronic devices. Let them eat cake, is what I say. My oh my Let them eat cake.. All those people who have scorn me or beaten me or hurt me will eventually pay. I will find each and every-one of you and Revenge will be mine, That is what I live for. Deals or dealor from the mdr crew said "success is the best revenge". there was a time in my life that I could not be in line at a store or even walk inside ralph's for more than 10 seconds. I had to wait in the car in pain because I was soo sick. Nobody knows How sick I actually was, Lying in bed crying non stop for hours then days at a time. And I remember the times I would be gagging in bed almost throwing up. Crying all morning wishing my own life would end. Hyperventalating in the front room just trying to go to sleep. I would go to sleep hyperventalating then wake up the same way. My paranoia was at extreme levels. I used to have a wet towel over my head to keep me cool because I was soo scared. the smallest thing would set me off. all the years I would pray That Night would come so I could sleep. When I would wake up I would be soo sadd That I did not sleep the whole day. I should of killed myself then because now That I am starting to go outside and do things I do not like what I see. I am still very sick It just does not show on the outside. I have been through years and years of absolute torture. I held on, and I do not know why. To live the rest of my life alone and sad, maybe...... or to please others .. maybe not. I do know one thing. There is alot of hate inside of me, and I am capable of releasing it on the general public at any time so sleep with one eye open because I am coming to get you. day three at the "the real world" San Diego 2004 2005 location. Life is crazy. MTV keeps buying us dvd's and leaving porno mags everywhere. They bought 100 porno mags the good color ones and leave them in the laundry room and the front room and everywhere. I have a room upstairs but there is no privacy. I swear like 10 people live here sometimes. But it's cool because the cameras and stuff. Jimrock said " I hit dimes what do I need with a nine?" The true ballor slangince ice like you wouldn't beleive. A True soldier who gives San Diego a good name. Some fools walk down the street and niegbors call the cops. Jimrock walks down the street and property values go up, Girls come running out of their houses trying to get an autograph. But that is how it is when you deal with the rock....oh how I miss all the girls I used to be with, There were soo many and they gave thie hearts to me one by one. I could of had any girl I wanted and they all wanted me and still do, But In my heart I still have not seen anything good enough for me.I mean I have like that girl who worked at revolutions at plaza bonita, the filipino / white girl but I scared her off by pushing up to hard, All I wanted was to get to know her because she was so appealing to me..and that rarely happens. It rarely happens when I see a girl who is worthy enough to be with me. damm baby I love you soo much you have no clue... And everyday I think of you whoever you are. I'm living on the edge out of control and this world will just not let me slow down. I get sad alot Last Night I was crying in my bed again, for an hour or two just crying and I do not know why..... I was crying because I have nobody to love, I am so alone in this world and that is why I hurt so much inside. I walk alone and I drive alone, I live alone and I eat alone, I drink alone and smoke alone.... everything that is me is nothing, I am nothing in this world but a peice a dust or sand. I get depressed but then I think about the one thing that separates me from the others... Then a big smile comes over me...... I could but any girl the finest things but that would still mean nothing, I am soo poor all I have to give is my heart so I take care of it even though it is broken........ I do Something very Interesting... It is More theraputic Than anything... I treat Myself, I mean I do not care what these fake ballors roll or got In their pocket, I was born with some class. If these was a rich Stuck up Asshole group of mexican White cats In chula or Ph I would be Kickin it you know... So depending on how I feel I treat myself. Do you know I do. I go to the Mall. Yuuuup. Plaza Bonita. I have been doing up Fashion valley because I had to do some Big Things real fast, and you know Chula mall always has a place in my heart, I remember rollerblading Away from security there when they first built it. Sneaking into Nikelodean.misspeled.. Now Not too Long ago You would catch me doing laps around Plaza Hitting the pizzo Coming back from 43rd and Highland. I go alone to the mall because It will hit me on a friday or sat or sunday. The weather Has to be just right.. You know.. One of those days.... I get drunk, drunk off my ass. I get a wad of cash and I spend. If Those Dudes At the kiosk Thought they seen a gangster before,They had something coming to them when I rolled up. Buying chains and jackets and Tipping everyone, I carry 2 cell phones and I make sure They keep ringing. I keep this evil look in my eye. It is when I am In the zone. Treating myself not to material things but an emotion.... Power.. I want someone to say something. I have Stores On Lock. I get to drink I get away with soo much shit. But don;t I deserve It. I still stick around. why.. Those small perks keep me happy you see. Those small Things I get to do that Nobody else does. I have priveleges, because I earned it. The more I stay away from people The better I get. The More I get Into my own Zone. The Jimrock People Love to see, The One ON BLAST... From the cradle to the grave Just some pielt heads trying to get paid... I diss models, I swear. because they are fake. I hate fake annoying girls. they say they know me this and that... whatever HOE...I like listening to my 5th cd, It is just comedy... Parody Rap but Not really, I got fans.. can you beleive it? They want the bootleg.. They got cash.. I'm slanging cd's like master p. thiswillshockyou.com ... he he he he.... I could go on and On about people but i will verbally bash these guys later..I have so much to say about People out there who try to do what I do. There is a huge different between art and having a vision and Just Slapping something together. This has nothing to do with the videos or the parties just everything put together in life. There are many people out in this world, but there are only a few people that have the talent That I have. Things like Imagination and Drive come easy to me because I am a free spirit. There is nothing But Love Inside of me. Sure I hate everyone and everything, but when It comes down to things I really am a nice guy..... I mean You have no idea how Much Shit I get on the street about that Almost Illegal Video and www.thiswillshockyou.com . They tell me "you know how much money you can make with your video, your stupid release that shyt, bla bla bla... I never made videos to sell, That was not the point. I made videos for my friends and my girl to watch. I made videos for our private use, sure a couple hundred would leak out but shot caller types got hooked up you know....I remember back in the day and even just 3 years ago. I would have 10 videos on me and Like I would be driving and maybe a group of people would be kickin it late night in a parking lot. I would ask then who is the most popular dude in your group. They would point to one of them and I would give him or her a video. Or like some stoner dudes pad I would give him a video and he would watch it and Smoke bud and all his friends would come over and watch it and it was cool like that...So many people are filming and Rushing to edit and release it is funny. I will not make another video. I refuse to do at this time. Untill something happens. I will not tell you what that is but It is something obvious. I have another video inside of me and sure I have been filming and I keep dv tapes in Bank safes like you keep bomb sacks in your pocket. But Me making a video takes alot of energy out of me. I lose apart of myself to every video I make because I put soo much love into what i do. I put so much thought into it. Subliminal advertising, secret backrounds, hidden junk.
I had library study break today. I cannot beleive it myself. She is so fine. her face and her curves on her body. I picked her up at 10:54, so let me tell you she looked soo cute... I loved holding her waist and just hugging her. She felt so warm. Right now I feel just at pure peace. What Did I do in Life To deserve having study sessions With A girl so Appealing to my eyes. I must be one of those guys. The Ones that Rule The World. I mean I have it All. And I'm off That Player shit for along time now. Material Things Have been meaningless But I still spin Those Chome wHEELS in the 2003 once a week for sure. Rolling hard In The Burban Truck With The Shofer and The Tv In the center Counter. With My Cousins Going to Pemex to buy Some Modelo 6 Packs because you get the free Plastic tall party cup.Girls everywhere. I have always been A gentelman because real ballers and shot callers like me Are sauve. we Hold Women at a high Level In Society.And I am No Exception to that. I do not care what anyone says, Girls Rule The World, Girls Control men. In The Wild Animals Fight and male Dominance Is easy to see from Fighting by Lions or Zebras or Birds or whatever. In Our world Humans Have Evolved and Sure natural selection Is here but Women Control all the males On the Earth. Women Control presidents and Any walking male. From Birth to death there is always a girl around that is molding her man. Are we Slaves to this. Not if we get our shit together.Enough about Male vs. female The Never Ending Power Struggle. Ying and Yang we see the balance of the World.....

I am just still a little stuned That I was holding the hand of a girl. It is all new to me. But Certian Things seem to become more natural as I get older.Am I becoming Some sort of male Mammal That is Entering maturity? Maybe. But Why Didn't this happen to me along time ago. I am like really slow at going through puberty. Nobody makes fun of me about it, Because Soo many Girls want to be with me.And they hate that, but They look and learn. What I need Is simple 5 foot 5 with dimples..Know about the life I've Been Through...(Thanks puff) I mean what guy makes a hobby out of breaking Up boyfriends with their girl by jack move only. I mean There are alot of People In Cali and Certianly 2 or 3 Million In San Diego Alone. But I bet You Nobody Does it Better Than me. I do not care What Person Steps up to me I Win hands Down. I am good at whatever I do. And I see Younger cats Coming up and I want them to succeed. Am I depressed and want to not live anymore. Not today anyways but ask me tommorow. Am I living in a Extreme Life or Death State, yes. How fast Can I get this life to go? Well I haven;t even started with my master plan........

Jimrock's master Plan.....


.....i have been Traveling all Over San Diego and I have Found over 30 Secret Worlds and Scenes I can Define and name.All Kinds of People This City is a Wonderland Of Delight.If you are A feen for Kickin It and You gotta Get around you Know What I'm talking about.The Thing is all these Micro-Groups of People do not know eachother. Sure some stray and Scout out new scenes or change scenes, But No Person has Morphed and Warped to the worlds I have been. I have seen it all, I know all the customs and The Variations on all these hoods. I know I have Put The city on lock before, we all know this. But a Larger Scale Territorial Dictatorship. I have been Running very many scenes for years now, but behind the scenes.There are alot of Other scenes with no leaders and Territory that Nobody has clamed yet, So I am planting my stake.I know I should not tell people my plans because people have seen other Imitate and copy me but I feel My ideas are open to anyone.Even if Other Promoters,directors,ceo type cats Know about 420djs.com you know... let them steal my idea they can;t do it As good as me.......
So We throw parties. And Control Half of the cITY from Mission valley to Tj. Nobody Throws a party without Going through Us. A complete Monopoly. I release a vhs Video on the streets. I mean a video That Will be The Item to get on everyones List.I got Hollywood trying to cop my bootlegs already, If I dropped a video Like it was hot The World Would Freeze.I got the Hottest Shyt. With Greed in My Eye I give the video for free to everyone. It has been along time since I schooled Thousands Of you, and You are not ready for me to go around with check moves But The master plan will Envolve a Video On the streets.Then I cut up thaT video into 60 mpeg and quicktime files along with divx 30 meg movies on kazaa like the old days with the bbh videos. I already have the Internet On Lock so I never care about using the net. But I love the fans worldwide and It is cool like that with me to Hook Them Up. So we get really well known On the streets and if You drink a go to party we Threw it. The crews get deeper past 600 and 823 to 1,800 People. A secret Alliance with no colors,race,or tatoos on any body down with us. Then a full Dictator Ship Will Be layed Down From The Don.AM I ready to lead everyone now? No I'm too Young. I still have alot to learn. See I want full Dictatorship In The South Of Sd. With 858 and 760 Folling what we do,(They always have anyways) When will the Line Of party crew to gang br Crossed? Never, We each have our own Unique Scene and So Should we have Leaders. They have the drugs, We got the girls. We win................................................................ha ha ha hah ah aha

I liked just staring at her face. She had that jawline That I'm always into. Her face was a mix of races, and she is fine as hell. I feel like One of those lottery winners. On my way to her pad I was nervous and sweating. I am as calm as a cat right now. . They put on the lace shyt hu? We went to one of her friends house, linda I think. She lives right by scpa. Anyways they were talking and Kionna Said some phrase with 5 words. Linda Said "Did you make that one up". Kionna said no someone else did, but that was the third phraze of catchy line they said. They have one line phrazes that they say to eachother, like inside jokes. They circulate in this scene within a scene. It is cute to see small scenes just right in my hood. Anyways, Sasha is Fine ass hell and I want to be with her. It feels weird to want to be with a girl, Like to be around them and talk and just Hang around eachother. I am having trouble writing because I feel weird. Scethy in a way. Like in shock maybe. A fine ass girl let me be close to her.. I mean fine as hell. And she wants to see me again, Little old me? She has a boyfriend but I told her to dump that dude and get with me. Did I just turn into Pudd daddy, Overnight? I guess those I need a girl songs really paid off.That is what she reminded me of, soft porn. Like one of those fine ass girls. I came home, and was kind of disoriented. Like What just happened, I was with a girl holding her and kissing her kneck in public and just being with her. Hanging with her and being Public-ly phisical I am understanding more of myself. I don;t feel Love and I do not feel Lust. I feel Really Strange. Like a calm before the story but there is no storm. Is my mind clear? Wow. Weird feeling. She told me to do my dishes, You know Benrock Was talking shit about my dishes but I did like half of them. She asked me "How did I get soo smart and I thought Thought That myself. It Started to happen about 4 years ago when my slang Words Started to Dissapear. It was the weirdest thing, These words were coming out of my mouth That I could not fathom. It is like maybe My brain Stored Information That just now I am tapping in now. Not a cosmic knoledge every human Knows but a learned Thing. And Today was one of the First days That I felt being Smart was not the curse That I thought. Maybe because I wasn't alone for once. damm it was nice being with sasha. MMmmmmm... Mmmmmmm.I am really starting to Understand that screwed Music the way they slow down a song or beat and rap to it. Maybe It is that lean these black dudes take while listening t it. anyways it is pleasing when it is slow paced to me sometimes. Oh Kionna said all the guys are listening to 50 cent. Good I am downloading puff daddy senorita and I need a girl so i will have the advantage over these dudes. Justing called Sasha when I was with her. I guess I am jealous of that dude. I get jealous of everyone, I am a hater, But I am ok with it. Did I just say hater? Wow. I'm ghetto now!!!! Next is a calvin pissing on haters on my back window. I have been pacing back and forth in my pad. I was looking at kazaa and trying to pick a song from my list and well...... All my music were pre-Kionna songs. Depressing love songs or gangster gangster rap. It is not the fact that I met her, It is the fact that I met someone. I think I'm picky because I only talk to the finest of the fine. Like top notch everything. See how I say Sasha. I have said that name a few times. What ever happened to that name Tina? Jimrock Don;t say that name anymore. Guess He finally moved on. (I pause In my writings)

I'm not sad anymore. I'm content, and That rarely comes. Sasha signifies a new chapter in My life. a new lifestyle for me. People said Me talking to a girl, and I am not even talking to her, Just hypothetically that would ruin my work. My projects and I would lose track of things, But I need focus and what better focus than being close to something so nice.... You have to love me for wanting the finer things in life.



Girls are stupid Throw rocks at them..
I saw jeff Today. I went to his pad in Ph off woodman To show dj Blur his House Her skin is dark and soft. I am soo relaxed right now I cannot even write anything down... Life in San Diego In October 2003. wELL IT is weird I have to say. with a depression or dead party scene for 3 or 4 years now weird things are surfacing... New crowds of people and new trends.. I guess that is life.. But as a promoter i have to keep up with these things and actually be ahead of these cats....

Some Girl Sasha Emailed me today... I met her in a drive through at Jack in the box on woodman about 2 in the morning last friday night.... I was passing out flyers and I gave her my number and email... Don;t i feel special?.... yha I guess. Life is not so bad... Ben went to fashion valley with his girl to catch the late movie in my prelude... what the fu..? Ben is banking thousands of dollars lately.. Fukin faggets out there on the 5 and 805 freeway. have you every noticed the freeways get bumpy and horrible outside of chula and ph area? I have been visiting linda vista and el cajon blvd and downtown and sorrento valley, investigating some new bomb smoking scenes. I am one of the scouts they send out to find the new scenes and figure out how advanced they are and if intergration is pheezable... he he..ClickHere 2 Go Home.. 420djs.com - The Only Real San Diego Locals Web Site....

San Diego October Kickin it Spots


Where is the dope spot to be in San Diego just to kick it.. well well I have some news for you. In any time of need in the middle of the afternoon on a friday or saturday or holiday Fashion Valley has been off the hook. But bring money and dress to impress because it is snotty as you can imagine. Lucky I am a millionare by birth so I fit in just right there. It is a huge impact on any plaza bonita veteran like me, you choose what path in life. Both have their advantages but I still bump my tech n9ne going through Nordstroms parking garage...why does 50 cent blurbr.. is he becoming an idiot more and more by the day? ..
Do you have any idea how many cops visit one of my 2,000 web pages on the net? I have cookies and counters and Java tracing people who visit the web sites and pages... I look where they come from and what exactly they type on the search engines and what pages they visit and how many seconds they stay where and when and return ext.... I do this just to see what trends are and what people want to see and what works and what doesn;t no big deal. You would not beleive the Investigators on google.com every day searching mafia this cartel that gang this... When will then understand the meaning of a crew as a party crew. We have sex with girls and drink beer and roll hummers... pretty simple... no guns. no selling drugs... We are beyond that. the ties between party crews and gangs are very close, but each person chooses his or her life.Alot of people do not know this but a big time party crew like bbh for example. If they throw a ph party in mira mesa there might be shootings, so we keep track of the beefs and the crews and gangs to throw events where people can be safe. we also impliment a ratio of more girls than guys because I have made a surprising discovery. In my reign of parties in 96 and 97 and 98 People told me I could never throw a party in Otay or Brandywine or Home ave or shell town 43rd street and have rival gangs with guns deep in the same event. I put so much ass and titties in front of these guys eyes that they cannot even think of beef or problems because Their animalistic urge to reproduce overpowers the need for Dominance, and a dash of alchohol and The right music sets the mood right....

October Nov. 2003 sAN dIEGO House Party Update


There was a house party. It was in Mira Mesa. Mira Mesa and Ph have a special alliance and Bond, each with their own ground to hold. it was the filipino scene. now the interesting thing about that scene is the filipino's have an excellent word of mouth networking Skills. They do not use info lines or web sites, not even flyers. They have sms, cells and txt messages on lock. If there was a party in ph within 6 hours the asians can have guam and Tailand Peoples Rushing to the mall for some fresh gear. But word on the streets guys were standing on the walls and the girls from morse and others in Mira mesa have party crews of girls. Reminicent of the latin party crew scenes in la in 90 91 and here in dego later on. They are still evolving. The funny thing is Dj Blur was suppost to spin there and I was told to change a party info line to promote the event on the day of.... Even we get the word. Maybe I should suscribe to the tagalog times???...

Investigating Bomb,tweek,punk & Kickin-it scenes in 858 and outside of The South Bay


.........My findings have been very interesting In me invading different circles of people and friends all around San Diego. I have gone deeper into crowds of people in all parts of diego. Linda vista you can find me with keo and em and maybe kieko or joanna right by that old school jr high or elementry in some ghetto ass low income apartments that remind me of La... You can catch me on El cajon blvd. smoked out with sinful and maybe her man and peoples bumping tech n9ne, making my way to Old Town To post up at the Houses Overlooking the airport...my most recent discover of a rancho pen and rancho b scene of rich white boys and asians...Stoner scenes are completely dead but just one year ago 1000 stoners joined up for a huge party without flyers in ph off woodman so Stoners will be stoners,,, Low pro....& I have succesfully figured out the Ib Scene and Classified that scene Pre-Historic Mexican Controlled Kickin it..More Hype and a very poor money and economic flow circulating.. But the North County scenes seem to have connects banking in the 3 to 9 grand mark weekly, and they play it off very well. The south bay is more gossip and the North is more Proff. without the fun maybe. I still have so much more to dig into like the clairmont mesa scene and the el cajon low pro scene and the lemon grove peoples... Every area seems to have It's own style. Bringing everyone together is the formula I need to figure out...

Pizzo Prices Went up 99 cents To 2$! !


......... THousands of people have been effected by this 99 cent store on highland's odassity and Mear Feeble attempt to Liquidate the publics Money for themselves. I threw my change at that dude because he was trying to tax me. It is a sad time In Southern Cali for the feens......

Ben Rokas Goes to the Movies With his Steady girl??


.........He is living Downtown with his girl. A nice Islander type girl who is very smart and very normal and down to earth. Hanging out with ben lately has made me smile to see his change to the normal world. Your surroundings will have a profound impact on anyones language slang or appearance. We almost have him to update himself from the white tennis shoes stage with some jordans or the new G-unit shoes that phil at plaza bonita can pre order for you today.... --plug--he he... yha He speaks in all new words now I think all that time with his girl has tought him.... um... English?... I now see how a place in society is possible for him. Leaving shell town was good for him. That whole ghetto gangster life or vibe just gets old after a minute or half a minute for me. Look around everyone is acting like a wigger. Trends are weird lately.. Ben is a Trip with his girl. They got nto a fight because tonight...sat sept 27th was their movie night where he needs to spend 3 hours with just her once a week thats it. and He was ignoring her inthe morning I guess. He called me to pick him up because they were fighting right. When I got there He didnlt wan't to leave and then he did, it was a classic domestic issue, lucky I have mastered the art of Family counseling and male and female conflict issues. I planted the symptoms the day before or even weeks before saying " any two people even soul mates will get sick of eachother or hate eachother after constant close contact for a certian amount of time.. It is a proven fact." Everyone needs space. Or the smallest issues will nit pick at one anothers brain and irritate and Frustrate both parties. so Ben Was telling me everything is ok and I Said..."Lets get her food and some flowers..." He said " Yha, Bomb Filipino food on plaza and 8th and some desert, Then I took him to that flower stand on sweetwaTer in front of Taco Bell.Long story short everything was cool. I let them use my car to go to the movies and everything is cool now... I save the day again. call me captian.. or super dave... yOU know what , I hate San Diego, I hate all the losers who live here. I hate a few cities and the people in them. I could live without Home ave, imperial, El cajon blvd, university, The whole city of el cojon, any 760 area, sany sydro and picador even parts of ib. maybe I'm picky but These people who are living their lives it is just depressing to look at them. fake class. sONGS OF THE DAY ARE JHONNY O - FANTASY GIRL AND 36 MAFIA ARE YOU READY FOR US. aND RBL rUTHLESS BY LAW MNOP SONG......

Jimrock takes More of a Public Stance for the 2003 BBH Crew Ads..


......... I took a step to the Front These last few Months. Even Getting my hands dirty by passing out a few flyers. I always like to talk to the people. Alot of people Said That I was An Idiot for exposing Myself but It was an Unselfish Move. People In Diego Have The Misconseption That Real Shot caller Types are Rich ballin Powerfull Bald Head Who knows what they think. I lowered myself to the Common person Just because Of the huge task at hand of Re-building South sd Scenes and making life like It once was, fun... By Making fun of myself or Showing myself as human more people can relate to me and take that chance or take that step in life. As a role model I always have kept a low key. I never wanted to Dissapoint any fans or Peers In knowing who I was. The game Ihave always played and It is and Will be the battle field for the next 100 years for sure is the Mind. We are all fighting Eachother with our minds. Out witt, out smart, out manouver, Out Play eachother. I will tell you a secret because you are smart enough to dig deep into the Internet for awnsers to whatever, or just maybe another persons point of view.. But at the End of 2003 Guess who is the main Shot caller is South bay? Some dude in jail? No, people in jail are clueless to the happanings on the streets and Even if they did know something they would be isolated to one race and Not Widespread like someone In my crew. lets say Someone in jail was the South bays Shot caller.. Well he would be Influenced and manipulated by a Puppet master and Local Agendas and peer Pressure. And time delays would be too long with yes or no decisions happening every day in every city. If I have to take control I will but I have been planting seeds of separation and Wonder in Peoples heads with my New school taxing system. Like my breathing tax. If you breath you get taxed. How Genious was that, My profits went up 30 fold in one week alone, People today still laugh about my antics but there is a method to my madness. These Proclamations of peiltness were simple An anti gang campain and a mockery of whatever crimal Social stability rules have been placed on the youth of Sd. I make people think. Think that these false dreams and Hopes of retirement at Pelican bay was not the awnser. To fight an archeac war and to work a flawed System. I could go on forever about the flaws in many Cultures society common knoledge rules. But Am I hear to verbally bach anyone, well yes but I haven;t got there yet.. he he...

Jimrock's Predicts The Future For Sd and The South bay ..


 .. I see many things going in the right direction for San Diego. Kind of like a Recipe with all the ingredients on the table waiting to be mixed then baked. We are in the middle of a race war nomatter how you look at it. In the real world whites still rule downtown and Corperate Standings.With all the Locals it is Plain to see Mexicans Rule Un-contested. I was doing some research on the black mind and Looking for hope of an evolved brain who didn;t have the classic symtoms of that Pre-historic human. Unfourtunatly I see little hope for black people in the Evolution and leadership and Structre type roles in This society. They could be advanced in Enjoying the simple pleasure of life with their loud behavoir that I love and encourage. But the mear fighting with eachother show me they are not ready for advancement like lets say the asians. The asians are making huge steps in Getting a strong foothold in power jobs and Power positions. Lucky for me that mexican ora I always make fun of has kept all asians In a mimik role. They are imitating mexicans hoping to maybe surpass or blend in or revolt on themselves. We are left with the whites who are still in Hiding in South sd. A rare breed.......

People's I actually Know and floss with r Reading the web sites... A WARNING foolio....


 I noticed some people have been reading the web sites. I will tell you what I have told everyone. These pages are manipulating and Brainwashing. I see symtoms of Headaches and Issues in some people out there. You are trying to figure me out. Well many have tried but all have failed. I have seen people with nervous breakdowns and headaches and just overall frustration. You have to understand this is advanced theory and Advanced Social Manipulation. The web sites are just a platform to gather my thoughts and Form conclusions on all my data. Basically in Lamens terms I am Hooking you up. I am figuring everything out for you then telling you before hand, making your life easy. Do not try to fix my life because I live in a Stasis, My mind is always thinking and prossesing info, If you think I'm un-happy you will see how unhappy I am when I can;t figure out some problems I have faced recently with the Sheare magnitude of Numbers of people In Sd I work with. If you still do not understand let me say this................
What Do you try to get once a week? Money right. and Maybe you really never have enough right?.. Well I know alot about money, because That is the peice of paper that buys me my clothes,food ect.... Money is infinite,Pleasure is Free,Peace of mind is a few sentances away. I treat money like I should be treating girls, Don;t think about it no big deal and it comes. This is just one example of how my mind works. I'm on a Humanitarian,ego Driven,Power Hog,Little boy who Plays games with entire cities just to prove a point that anyone can do anything with their lives if they just go for it... I know i did..I pay a price for deep thinking, Sometimes I hurt, my whole body. I have devloped little tricks in keeping the Sanity and Perspective in hard times.
This is How To Encourage Inspiration and Breakthrough Ideas and plans...
lETS Say you have a deadline for some problem or you need to figure something out. anything, money,love,life,work,whatever. And your head hurts and Your frustrated and Its been days or weeks or months working on it. First you must stop and look at yourself. Look what time it is. Is the Liquor store open? Go there and get a beer. Then go to a park or somewhere you feel the wind and step on the earth that you feel safe. Drink 12 ounces of beer and Do not think about that problem, Do not think of anything regarding your issue. Clear your mind. Put on an old song, Call someone you havent seen in years, do something like shoot a basketball and not care if it goes in or not, just that your tan is going well. Through-out the day work on staying good looking, Shower and Comb your hair. Your only concern is looking like the G you are. Go to the mall and walk around. Notice how all the girls, or guys want to get with you. How their lives are clouded and your just chillin. Grab your favourite cd or glasses or watch and Throw it on the floor in front of your peers. Step on it Saying "The dam thing didn;t work anyways." if you want to teach them something say "To move into the future you must let go of the past". in this semi medication and rlaxation technique your brain will solve the problem by itself. It already knows the question. It will hit you at the weirdest time so write it down because it will be so clear you will laugh and know you are one smart person. A smurk will come across your face and you will move on with life....

Jimrock's "I need a Girl Mind Set"


My world was not prepared for some of these girls who hound me. They want me, they Idolize me, why.. because they know...They say the way I look the was I am, That I make them feel like a brand new girl Inside. I don;t even touch some of them I just am promoting or hanging out and They want to get introduced and It is not the fact that I am picky or that I do not mess with any girls just because I am old school and romantic type, feelings mean alot to me. Private and personal to me being with someone, so That person will click with me like that, I know it.I am so fine tuned to the girls I talk to i already know what they look like and how they are. I breed myself for them and only them. They do the same for me. It is like meant to be. Props to puff daddy for making some pimp jams like senorita and I need a girl part 1 and 2. And Those slow jams for biggie and the p.e. version in Spanish. Alot of people talk smack but those jams have the real dudes like me Chillin. because he isn't scared to bow down to who? females......

Jimrock Secrets...oct.2003


I found out a year or two that I am smarter than Most people. I wondered why didn;t they take me out of school at a young age. I guess i was too unstable to socialize. That has let me persue my own Thesis papers on my own. It is a curse knowing things that seem soo obvious, and other people just remain Dumb-founded or in a daze. I cannot add math for shyt. 4.56 plus 3.50 will have my fingers adding junk with a headache. I cannot remember peoples names because I do not use names, I make my own Notes on each person on How much or less will They be usefull to me. Greed and Lust are my loves in Life. making fun of other people is a Wonderfull Pastime That I do all the time. It makes me feel better. I only talk to girls with boyfriends because I am an asshole and I like to jack some dud'es girl because I love to be evil..... I read peoples minds and Figure out what they are thinking so i am one step ahead of them and can control any given situation. In emergency Times I will play a role or become an actor to confuse the people around me so i can get away to fight another day. I can't play more than 3 monites of any video game and I get up 5 times at the movies because I am jittery. I love the mall because people look at me there and I liked to be looked at. I bulshit with tons of people because I love to shoot the shit with people. I do not abuse my tricks on people or police because I live a simple life. I never sold drugs or gang banged. I Cannot fight because I beleive in passive resistance like gandi. I envy arabs for their profitable motives and Ideas in Selling goods. The Mind games are really called advanced Interpersonal Communication and you can learn that at any college in your jr or senior year. Alot of it is body language, dress and Tone of voice.It is easy you just have to be fast minded and aware f your surrounding... ok enough about me. but people have been asking questions so I like to talk about what I go through. No biggie.
october 2003... party october 31st . 3 parties on one day. 619.406.3848 is the info line. watch out for flyers on the streets by the bbh crew and audio 101.... and i have a pager and a cell for people to get at me now just ask me for it... k... jimrock... sd 619.. Sept. 2003...

I'm in Diego..got back from Mexico City Safe and Sound. Check out the new pages Jimrock's secret world... Huge events promotion going down call 619.406.3848 for info.... event flyers above,,,,Download Jimrocks New Cd "San DIego Late Night Tip" in wav form. his 5th cd with the hit single "sd late night tip".. Local sd rapping the way you love it. peilt and shot back....

............ I have to say I like the new web site I re-designed. It only took me 30 minutes. I was thinking of making 3 tables like a normal site but I'm original so this format works for now..... kind of simple but cool... oh big party on October 31st.. call 619-406-3848 for info .. kegs , beer, bud,women,girls, hoes all that there...
...........My oh my how the San Diego scene is getting smaller and smaller. There are more smokers than ever but the scene is getting smaller. Why is that….. well the big connects are all collaborating and dealing with eachother..how did these connects make such good friends with eachother.. the peilt heads have made the alliances easy….. I have seen many rise and many fall but I see that the tweek scene will come to an end soon. I thought It would never end but I see something new… The seperation of the high shot caller peilt heaqds to a solo scene. How many times have I heard my friends say I want to get out of this game. I want to get out… People have made smoking bomb not fun anymore… And with more girls than ever on the streets I cannot see why someone would not want to just go out and pimp it…. I have found refuge in an asian part of town… Filipino land to be exact.. This is a place where I can hide and nobody knows who I am… But still not to far from bonita or chula vista….. No matter the drama I seem to be not fazed…. As the main shot caller in the South bay I see a battle emerging between me and the Mexicans in Charge,,,,, The battle is the animalistic mind against the spiritual mind.. But how I have been waiting to go against someone for along time. I feel my mind is ready for a head to head battle against the biggest and the best of the criminal underworld. But that war will not come for along time .. The thing is This transitional period San Diego is in IS a very strange and tedious one. Taking it’s time choosing people one by one who will hold out time after time to become leaders. They said we are the people who will be running the world in the future. Then If I am running things now I should be in line as royalty in 20 years , correct.. Power comes in the respect and props the people give you. Power also comes in how you take it. Do I want power.. No All I want it my life to be fun and interesting, but when everyone is obsessed with gangs and drugs it makes my life lonely. What ever happened to pimping girls or drinking beer and smoking blunts at a party? What people forgot about fucking? Who cares about who is from where or what city you are in.. Just care about that girls ass.



Do I miss everyone… Yes, I miss everyone one by One and I feel That I have learned all I can learn from these cats In South Sd. I have learned from the best Shot callers In The South Bay. They have taught me many Things, But I have come to a few conclusions Of my own. Sure the person with the most money thinks he has won but In my experience I have noticed that the guy with the finest girl wins. The guy who all the Girls want to get with Is one of the people who have a good life. Sure I am scared to go solo and see what is Out there. But That is Something I have to do. There are no More battles of Guns and Crews in the year 2003. The real battle is the one with the mind. Mind games and Mind wars have taken San Diego by Storm. Everyone is trying to establish themselves and their own identity while Transformers Like myself Dress and Speak In many forms and dialects to fool the others into a false sence of Security. I play more mind games than Honda’s Rolling in Ph on Friday Night. Wal Mart has become the big meeting place and looking place even bigger than the mall. I laugh at the type of conversations people bring up now adays. I see people argue for hours over who smoked who out or bla bla bla about music or whatever. Some girls thionk there are so smart but really are dumber than dumber.


Email came in ....Jared Ayo" .......To :kazaaking@hotmail.com
Subject : Videos
Date : Mon, 8 Sep 2003 23:19:42 -0700

I once saw a vhs of a video you guys made. I have since never seen another. I was wondering why you guys stay on the low so much. When are you guys going to sell videos. I am making a video called how san diego gets down. I am in need of more footage of parties, girls and fights and wanted to know if bbh wanted to get involved. --skem

Well Skem We keep a lor pro because well The videos have been put on hold because of the dead party scene in sd so me and blur and create are working on throwing fat parties. But I have been filming on the low and have dv and hi8 tapes ready for editing. I just havent gotten around to it.; i mean there are new videos, but just for us....


...............For along time I felt I was supppost to promote events. But I can do whatever I want. Nobody can tell me what to do. If I don’t want to throw parties I don’t have to. But I am going to have sex with some fine asian girls in South San Diego for sure. Don’t hate me because I am a player./ If you ever heard the song San Pedro By Moddona, well I have been to San Pedro and It is a place I love to be.
Aug.25th 6:09 a.m. Ph Area…… I have no Idea why I woke Up So early. Prob. Because I am not comfortable with what is coming to me. Reality is Something I have never seen and I prob will not accept it . I bought This sprite twist Remix at Plaza Bonita yesterday and It tasted Like shit. I think I will go for a drive today, Alsacia and Woodman Ave keep me happy for some reason. I just love to creep up honey Street. I saw Alec at Lolitas This weekend, He was an Old Friend From Hilltop High 1997, I thought His girlfriend looked really cute. I like those Asian Girls who have that Chula Vista Flava… I spent another night Sleeping alone. I hate to be alone, I need to meet someone soon. I need to be with someone that is just me..
I am dependant on others for sure but the moral support of a good girl is priceless. I see the obsession with money decreasing in the South Bay. People are cruising the mall again and hitting the streets. The Streets are popping Again and I love it. Is it another scene? No. It is the convergance of about 7 to 10 scenes into one huge scene. I Thought Sd Was Dead and Not popping but That is not true. Sure the tweek scene is Bigger than Ever but ever Since all 6 party Scenes From the rebels,jocks,Blacks,Asians,Chollo scenes broke up many years ago, I thought That There would be No more parties or masses of People Getting together. I was wrong to say There was a depression in SD. What was going on is Everyone and Every scene Broke up at the same time and got scattered in The same pot. One huge scene is forming slowly with a little bit of everyone inside of it. I know it is hard to believe. I guess this is Something for me to look forward to. I love when Groups of People get together or when Some new circle of People form. Something new to exploit and Manipulate.

10:23 a.m. ....... ......... I have to say This week has been one of the most influential weeks In my Life. Just because I have faced Some of my problems head on. Like seeing Tina At Lolitas, It really gave me some closure, Closure that I needed. I need to move on and meet someone else, But I just was confused, You know how I get over these girls, I break…. I REALLLY thought there would not be a life after her. But here I am. It is like I just woke up and 4 years have passed me by. Everything Is Different, People have moved on with their lives. And here I am just picking up the pieces and Starting back where I left off. At least I’m not fat I can say that’s good. What do I do when I am depressed and Driving the Prelude? 8 in The Morning I started doing laps at the first day of school at southwestern college. I treat Southwestern Like Plaza Bonita. The Only fool bumping cash money get your roll on at 10 In the morning. I saw many things at SWC including some interesting racial changes in the student body. We will talk about that later but I have to say cruising SWC really cheered me up. I saw a lot of cute girls. Now all I need is the balls to walk up to one and talk to her.. I’m tired of waiting for a girl, I am on the hunt and I feel sorry for the girl who falls for me because she is going to get fucked (literally) .
........ The South Bay is Changing and SWC is a prime example of that. I feel sad That I was wooped over some girl for so long. I want to cry but I won’t. I mean I am doing well now and I hope things pick up for me. I just cannot live this life alone, I need to be with someone and I am not afraid to admit that. I need to hold someone and I am not scared to say that. There is less hate inside of me, I am more at peace with myself and the world, But the animalistic Hunter in me is there and I keep hearing things about crazy ass Mothafuckas who kill people bla bla bla, I guess These people have never heard of me. Small Minded People out there, sure everyone has Their own breaking Point but who Moves in Stealth with calculated moves As fast as the wind,,,,, Jimrock…….
I pick Girls out like a Modeling agency is Looking for the next cover girl, Any flaw and you get dismissed. I know this is harsh but Don’t I deserve the best? I really se no competition and Girls with boyfriends are still fair game. But I need to get a haircut. I need all my money for gas because gas is like 2.22 a gallon, I can get it for 2.02 at the shell on Alta View dr. I need gas to cruise around. I like cruising around, It is like a hobby to me, I think of myself as a true American Just wasting gas doing laps around Southwestern College. But I got out of the car to walk around, There was a lot of girls. I liked it A lot. When will one find me good enough to be with. I will admit that I am lonely and I want to be with someone. I want to be in love again, is that to much to ask for. Please I beg you……. And to the people who object to what I do, I have a message for them….. Sue me..\
10:41........ I am waiting for Joanna to get off work. She is suppost to come see me after 2 pm. I have no idea what I will do until then waiting for her. Snitches Are calling 1-800 crime stoppers when they see me. I’m about this paper There is no time sitting behind bars. Fuck that, I would never let anyone take me out my zone…… I’m back from Southwestern College Parking Lot…. There seems to be a shortage of white boys so That means It is pimping season for cats like me. And I def. Want a nice asian girl to be my play toy every weekday and weeknight you know… he.he.he. Yha I seen some nice ass at the College and When I get a number hooked up here at the depa I will be sure to pass that Number out. You know How I do it. I want to give a shout outs to all those fine Asian Girls at SWC and to those Boyfriends who let their girls out to college for the semester to meet me. I think I will get a parking pass even though I do not go to school there. It is just me and my stiraphone cup gone off that lean and a pocket full of blunts. I had to floss on Those Cats at The bus stop you know. I was bumping my pudd daddy cd no way out and cash money greatest hits… when I hit the bus stop The song said..”and You know how slow the new rolls Royce be…..” I saw these peoples faces drop because I just changed seasons in Chula Vista. Instead of taxing season because I got to smoke, It is Flossing Season Because I gotta Shine… Splashing Season Because I gotta get wet. These girls were jocking me hard. Plenty of fools had the new navigator or caddie but I was geed up in the Prelude with the fresh fade, An unstoppable mix. So many new fresh Faces. So many new people. I love it. This is what keeps me going in Life. This is what keeps me alive. 2 pac was wrong because everywhere I go I never see the same hoe. I never want to be alone and even though all my friends have moved on to bigger and better things and I still may be at the same community college trying to talk to the same girls, well At least I never give up. I may be years behind my peers but I can always make new friends. It is only a short amount of time before I lay down the game. Today I was Only stalking my prey. Looking at the masses and choosing what genes I want for my own. I guess they say wolves Hunt In packs but I hunt alone and I let every girl know what I want and they know what I am looking for. At SWC there is a Rock that overlooks the whole campus kind of in front of the library going toward the computer lab. Well I stood on that rock today for about 20 minutes while all the new students had to pass me by. I looked closely at each person putting them into separate groups and categories in my own personal rola-dex. I saw one or two I plan to keep. When I start hitting girls up there will be no stopping me, I will manipulate each and every one of them and Probably end up destroying each of their lives by just saying a few words that will repeat in their minds for the rest of their lives. See nobody can stop me, I rule in my own territory and The only enemy I have in my area is Myself. I can only beat myself. I can only top myself. The trap is set……. Lets see what I can catch..
It is 1:19 p.m. ......and I will be seeing kieko very soon. I think she is a nice girl and I like talking to her. I saw something at the SWC parking lot at 8:23 a.m. in the back parking lot. There was a dropped blue two door accord with a Filipino guy laying back holding his girls head stroking her hair while talking about the issues of the day. I thought that was soo sweet Just him and his girl talking, it is like they are in their own little world and nobody knows about it but them. Things like that make me wish I had someone to be with and to talk to like that. I wouldn’t be sad all the time, just me and her in our own little world. I would even buy a cell phone even though I hate cell phones. I would have someone to walk with me through Plaza Bonita because I kind of hate walking alone. I would have someone to cook for because I always cook for myself and that gets boring sometimes. I would have someone to hold because my pillow doesn’t like me too much. I would go shopping with her because wal-mart sucks shopping alone. I would have someone to call because I like talking to girls more than guys. And I would have someone to love because I have a lot of love to give,

3:56 p.m. Aug 25th 2003........ Kieko Never showed up to Jack In the Box Parking lot. She said she would get out at 2 and be there but then she never picked up her cell phone. So I did what any guy would do. Grab a pen and paper and go to Southwestern College to get numbers. Today was just a warm up for tomorrow. I cruised by the bus stop as usual bumping puff daddy been around the world….. The Girls were Staring, then I park and Walk up to the bus stop and Look at each girl one by one walking slowly. I swear I cause a scene everywhere I go. The Girls are scared to make eye contact with me but I catch one or two. I saw a girl I thought was cute so I got a closer look. When I walked up to her she didn’t look so good so I kept on moving. I now carry a small gold chain with a huge red ruby in the middle. I twirl it Around so the sun reflects the gold and the ruby. The gold Diggers Will jump out of the bushes for that piece of A rock……….. Sometimes I feel it is a shame that my blood is Mixed with so many Races and sometimes I feel it is good because I can experience what everyone feels, I understand so much because I am mixed and I understand other people at the same time. If you think white boys are rare at Southwestern College Just Imagine how rare White boys are in Ph. Even a mixed white boy is hard to find. And that is where I come in. Forming a monopoly in My own City of Jimrock is what I do. I have already established several names for myself but Now I am doing something never done before, I am invading a secret scene and Showing up to key events to establish a Ambassador type status in ph. And The Girls who want to try something new can come my way. I get the best of both worlds….

11:24 am Aug 26th 2003........ I just came back From Southwestern College. The Tuesday Thursday Crowd Was there today….. It is the first day for them too. I promised myself I would go up to girls and ask them for their number and guess what I did….. I made a piece of paper with name and Number listed at the top like a sign up sheet. I walked around and when I saw a girl I liked I WOULD SAY……… Do you have a boyfriend? And before they can awnser I ask, Can I have your number and I put out my sheet. Most of the girls laugh.. I use some of my interpersonal communication skills in this exercise. See I only walk up to girls in groups of 2 or 3 with or without a guy. I like to give the people something to talk about when I walk away. Why do girls wear sunglasses on a sunny day at SWC? So I cannot catch them looking at me. I am just joking. But I think I made a lot of girls smile today because In front of all their friends I walk up to them and ask them for their number. And when They say they have a boyfriend I look a bit sad and say thank you and walk away. I am the ballsy type who will ask for a girls number in front of her own mom or in front of her boyfriend. There is nothing wrong with what I am trying to do, It is like asking a girl if I can have sex with her in front of all her friends and she has the option to say yes or no. I shower and brush my teeth, I wear nice clean clothes and I am polite and nice. It is weird because in those few moments that I walk up to a girl I am changing that persons life and my own at the same time. All those hours shopping and fixing her makeup and working out has paid off for her in those few seconds. That girl now has a higher self esteem in herself today. She walks with her head a little bit higher today. And you know what I will do if I get one of those girls close to me, Someone is going to get fucked, and that is for sure….. You should have seen me with puff daddy in my cd player with the lean. I was leaning to the side with my hand on the steering wheel, I hold the spot. Plenty of so called players try to get girls but Guess who is on the grind walking the campus actually hitting up girls and not just looking… Jim rock … I think I am this way because when I saw tina at lolitas and 7-11 she had this look on her face and when she spoke it was kind of sarcastic in a way. The look in her eye was “Jim you lying motherfucker , I know you have tons of girls” . I know this sounds stupid but the vibe I got from her was,…. Well she was telling me it is ok for me to go meet someone else and for me to find someone else. I know that hurts to say because I did love her for along time. But I can remember her eyes even right now, It was that look in her eye that trips me out. I was telling her I just got back from the mall and I was looking for a girl to be my girlfriend and she gave me that look. Like I was lying. I got closure if that is what you want to know. 11:59 am I plan to take a shower and go back to Southwestern College and Try to get some more girls numbers. I just want one girl, I am not trying to be greedy It is just I am working the ratios. Not every girl will like me and sometimes we wont be compatible so I have to get like 15 to 20 Numbers just to meet one.

2:41 p.m. Aug 26th 2003
I just came back from SWC. I got two girls Numbers. One Girl was sitting in that air conditioned Kick it room in the center of Campus next to the Cafeteria. She stood out like a shining light to me. I jumped a table just to get close to her. I sat down next to her and Said.. ”Do you have a boyfriend?” She said “yha, why?”. I said, “ I decided I needed to meet someone in my life so I would walk around Southwestern College and ask the Prettiest girl I see for her Number”. She said, “So you think I’m pretty hu?” . She already knew the answer to that question. I said “ give me the number of one of your friends so I can meet someone”. I think she gave me her own number but who cares, I made her feel good for the day, I made her feel special, I made her feel wanted and that is all that really matters. I got this other fine ass Asian girls Number by the auditorium in front of the school. She thought I was doing a contest with some other guys seeing who can get the most girls numbers.. I told her the truth That I just moved here from Mexico city and I was trying to meet new people. Damm she was fine, I mean a proper girl with a face to die for. I almost melted just looking at her. I should have been doing this along time ago, But I just was not true to myself. I wasn;t ready to move on from tina and I was just not ready. Now things are different, it is a new day and I really want to meet someone and be good to her. And I know I will be a good boyfriend and a good man to whatever girl chooses me……….

4:58 p.m. Tuesday Aug. 26th......... I just got back from Dropping Dee ala off at home. We both went by SWC to look at the girls. I had to show him that SWC is popping and he should fix himself up to go there sometime and talk to some girls. It is better than chillin at the pad and smoking d. I cooked some chicken for myself. I wish I had a girlfriend so I could give her some of my food. I could rub her back if she felt sore. I could turn on the air conditioner because she said she felt hot and she needed to cool down. P ditty said he hits dimes what does he need with a 9…. He is a ballor he will score and pass it. I really do not care how long these girls have been with their man. For me, it is just a matter of time. If I wanted I could take these girls from their man. If making hits is a crime, I plead guilty.

5:33 pm I want a girlfriend real bad. So bad I am devoting my whole life to finding one. I give myself about 2 weeks to find one. I have severed contact with every person I know. I have moved to a secret Location in The City of Jimrock. If it seems I am being selfish I am not. I am just looking out for myself, I deserve to be happy and finding someone special to show my love to will make me happy. I don’t care if I am working at Jack in the Box as long as I am coming home to the girl I love. I don’t care if I have to walk everywhere because my girlfriend is using my car to go to work or school, because that is the type of person I am. The person I share my time or life with means everything to me and nothing else really matters besides that. I cannot see her face in my mind, and that means she could be anyone out there. And without a girl in my life my whole world is Just falling apart. I see tons of guys out there with their Escalades and Yukon XL trucks on 22 inch rims, and here I am In my prelude just cruising around. The way I see it, is that in life It doesn’t matter if you have a good job or the biggest and best car, I think the person who talks to the prettiest girl wins. Because who are these fools trying to impress really, If they did it for themselves yha that is ok, But they are trying to floss for the girls. It is obvious. They have all these smooth lines, I have only one line, Do you have a boyfriend? Can I get your number? I have simplified the art to basic Latin. I am not mr.smooth and I get nervous around girls but I am lonely and it gets harder for me every day. So I do what I have to do and bear down and ask girls for their number. Sure I get shot down and Dee ala told me to wear my Teflon. I feel good today, Tomorrow is another day. And If I end up meeting one of these girls I got their number from today, and if we ever spend some time together I will be sure to show them how much I appreciate them spending that time with me. I will be sure to show them my love. Because without someone my whole world is falling apart. I’m not living on the edge anymore and I cannot provide all the material things a girl needs to be happy but I am willing to be there every step and if you fall I will be there to pick you up.

8/26/2003 6:52:46 PM............ I guess It is almost time for me to go to bed. I want to call those numbers I got but I do not have a phone here. I can’t afford a phone for this apartment so I think I will get a pager. I have to wait 3 days to call the numbers I got today. I guess that is a rule some original g made up. Day after tomorrow sounds good to me. Thursday night to plan something for Friday. Things will be hard in these few weeks coming up, But I will try my hardest to meet someone and , well I don’t really care who she is just along as she is with me. Am I weak person because I need someone to be with. I just do not want to be alone. I would put my whole self into any girl who would let me. Am I crazy because I am obsessed with girls? No, I think I am just human, and a dash of late puberty. I am not sure what is in store for my future but I am entering it blindly. I kind of want to cry right now. I do not want to be alone, I just wish someone would see that in me. Take one look in my eyes and see how I need you in my life. I am not sure How I will get through these days coming up. I will just take my chances I guess. Am I obsessed with girls? I think I have a serious problem. People tell me to get a job because they think I want money. I could care less about money, I could care less about clothes and Watches or chains people wear. I could care less about those nice cars. The Only think I want is some soft skin of a girl who rolls with me, a nice dark skin Filipina or a sweet Asian straight out of ph. That is all I want, nothing more than that. Those Mexican stuck up girls can suck a black dudes dick for all I care. Social Girls are played and swear they are the shit.

8/26/2003 9:57:39 PM........ I work to provide all the material things I think would make you happy. Dam how I think I have wasted so much time when I could have been with you, whoever you are. Why did I fall in love, because I do not want to be alone. Here I am crying in my room because That is what I am….. Lonely and alone. I am listening to power 96 Miami Mix Dubbed off the radio and put on kazaa. It is a freestyle mix dj laz and zombie the 5 o clock traffic mix. It is some fat mix with some star wars beat that mixes each song. Scary at times. I was sitting up thinking about life and all the people I have met and the changes I have been making in my own life this week alone. Everyone I have known I have just dropped once Again. I was thinking if things were not working well I just need to fix it. 24 hours a day I work on finding someone to love. I know it sounds stupid but it is true. I don’t want my dream girl. I just want any girl, There are tons of smart cute girls out there and I deserve one for myself. Your friends should tell you that you are lucky to have a guy like me. If I put my mind to something I cannot fail, correct? Do I live in South East Daygo? No I live IN The Pinay Section of Paradise Hills. I love to hide here, and I would love to die here. It is the perfect mix of asian, black, and a dash of Mexican. That is why a mixed white boy like me fits so well here. I would do anything for a girl who would call me her man. I would walk 10 miles on foot just to see her, I would take 3 buses just to find her. I would pick her up in the middle of the night if she called me, and if she needed somewhere to sleep she can stay with me because I am here for you….. I know I would be a good boyfriend, and I know I do not believe in god but I will pray for something. I pray for one girl to love me and I will love her and Then I can die a happy person, because I am not happy now and I have not been happy since I left tina to go to North County. I have soo many regrets and I am tired of thinking what if I did that or why didn’t I ask her on a date… Well those days of regrets are gone because I am doing all the things I was scared of along time ago,

8/26/2003 10:35:01 PM.......... Week after week I would see girls looking at me but I never made a move. I would hear them whistling at me when I would walk by, and I knew I could mess around with certain girls who would look at me in that sexy way you know. But I never made the move or approach to them. I do not why I was just not ready and I did not feel the way I do now. But Now I have made changes in my life. I remember I was asking a girl for her number and some guy was looking at me across the table and he was amazed that I just walked up and started talking to this fine ass Filipino girl . When she finished writing her number and I took the paper his jaw was still dropped, I wanted to stand up and say “class is dismissed” because I did it textbook style. And the thing is all these guys try to look cool and spit the game blab blab and condensate. You should see me, I usually stumble up to a girl tripping and falling. I look so not smooth. I have no pimp lines, Guys try to make fun of me when they hear me say “ Do you have a boyfriend? Can I get your number?” I really don’t care when people make fun of me because Those guys are losers compared to me. They make fun of something or someone they do not understand. I have been around the world, I have seen many cultures and lived deep within many of those cultures. I’m tired of running around town with a sack or rocks. Smoking bomb and kickin it is all good but I want more. I want to be with someone from the normal scene, no more shell town and no more national city. C’mon now people, I need Eastlake and I need Bonita. I was just bread that way.\

8/29/2003 1:57:44 PM............ So many things have happened since the last time I wrote here…. I got an email from dj.Blur. He said he and create are planning some shit like an event and he wanted me to be a part of it. I called all the Numbers I got on the piece of paper from the girls at SWC. Yha I am going to go see tina on Monday. She lives in otay ranch close to Eastlake. I have to call her cell at 12:55 because she gets out of class at 1pm. I need to hook up with Dj Blur because I know me and him along with create and Strick can Really throw a party. I made another decision in my life walking out from SWC today. Hey, you know I don’t go to school there, I just go there to talk to girls. I saw this beautiful Asian Girl by the Library sitting down in front of the new entrance right on those cement blocks you know. Well I passed her by and I looked to the right, she had on these sweet dark brown boots with the pointy tip with some dark blue jeans I think. She was a freak. I walked right passed her while she was sitting alone there. I got all the way to my car and I kept telling myself, (why didn’t I go talk to her?) So I told myself I do not want to live with regrets in my life. So I walked back up the stairs and looked at the same spot that girl was and guess what? She was gone, see how fast they come, that is how fast they go. But the fact that she was gone does not mean anything to me, I went back, I made the decision to cross that line I never cross. I made the choice to go back and the next time I will not be going back I will just stop. I swear sometimes I think my mind works like a computer. I will be on my trips to the mall or college and In my own mind all I am thinking is about one thing, what girls do I want. I look at each girl with terminator type eyes, as A former kingpin in the party promotion game I can evaluate any person and tell you a story about their life and where they live just from what they look like and what they wear. I know what type of girls I like. And I can just look at a girl and tell you how smart they are. I know the cool ones who think just like me. Some girls have a mind of a guy and Some guys like me have the mind of a female. I was in a group of cats the other day, somewhere in South East and well I can tell you one thing. Some heads in the room were shot callers, some were balers and some were drug dealers, but all the girls wanted to get to know me. The guy that all the girls like is the guy who all the guys envy and imitate. I have to say I really enjoy this cell phone explosion. Every girl has a cell phone and it is easier than ever to get a hold of any girl at an instance.
I like my SPM Cd I dubbed on windows media player. Some Mexicans with black vibes. South east texas they represent. That reminds me about the parties. I know why dj blur wants to work with me, It is because I know something he does not know. I know these streets and these people in the south bay a lot more than him or create put together. And he wants chula vista territory and there is only one person who owns the east side of Chula and that is Jimrock. Why Does Jimrock mean so Much to The South bay and The parties that Happen in those areas. Some people run the South Side. Some people run the north. But The pivotal area is the South bay and There is only one Crew and One guy who calls shots there, and everyone knows it.

8/29/2003 6:12:16 PM.......... I just got back from WALKING TO the pay phone. I like to walk because I get time to think about my next moves. I talked to blur and I am going to pick him up tomorrow to talk about the next events. I guess create got some investors from La to throw some events at a where house in mission gorge off the 8 freeway. I am all for pushing events in the US especially in times like these when the scene is dead. Actually I was wrong when I said that the scene was dead. The scene just changed names. It changed to the gang scene then the tweak scene. All the socials left SWC and now it is Filipino and blacks there for fall 2003. So create lives right next to me and blur lives in Chula. The dream team is finally hooking up. Jimmy aguilar will be left out I think and that is a shame, that is what you get when you get greedy. I was so feeing to promote I was going to pass out flyers for dj.Idol from Lifted entertainment for some gaslamp clubs. He said he would pay cash But I am down for the south bay and Gas lamp is not me and my peoples steelo you know what I mean. I’ll push that where house in mission valley Because It is a new location and I am down for where house underground parties. Smoking bomb in where houses isn’t easy but Jimrock gotta do it. I really see nobody throwing parties in South sd or sd alone. Sparks and minx are old timers who only run the white scene. The blacks couldn’t throw a good party if churches had a half off sale on Friday night. I need to promote. It is what keeps me busy. I have been depressed lately because I have had no direction, I have had no purpose in life. People need to feel wanted, people need to feel like they are accomplishing something or helping someone to go on with life or life seems meaning less. And sure my web sites give me pleasure I mean I get hundreds of thousands of hits on all my web sites no doubt. And my video’s are the bomb and everyone loves them. But throwing the parties is what really gets to me because that is instant gratification to see something packed. That feeling when I see 200 cars lined up for half a mile on some street gives me goose bumps to this day. I love it when dre lays it down like that new song what you going to do what shit hits the fan…….. I like that pimp shit to bad eminem didn’t get a verse. 8/29/2003 6:40:15 PM I am going to see Tina On Monday. I look forward to little things like that., It keeps me going. Sure I know tomorrow when I pick up blur and we plan some events and make major money and I become famous all over again, that is cool you know. But Thinking about being alone with a female gives me that tingle, that High on life type shit. She gets out of class at 1 pm Monday morning at Southwestern College 2003 fall semester. I will drink a 12 ounce been on the way there, Calling her cell phone at 12:56 exactly. I will walk with her just talking, Since I know she takes the bus I will Offer her a ride home. Walking through SWC with her I will make myself very noticeable to all the girls On campus Soaking up the game with my game faces, even making a detour through that lounge area in the middle of campus. The car will be clean inside and out with a hint of aqua de geo you know. And I will give her a ride home like a true gentleman. But before she gets out to go home I will ask her.. “when can I see you again?”

8/29/2003 8:53:43 PM....... I just got back from walking to the shopping center on woodman and alta view. Friday night you know and well I have no friends. I have no place to go. I live alone in this one bedroom apartment. I want to cry. It is hard on me you know. Am I really that Much Of a loser. Walking the back way by zamarano elementary gave me some time to think. I was thinking about this new party promotion thing with dj blur and create that will start soon. I think back to 1996 and 1997 when I was throwing all the parties and I was soo cool I wouldn’t even show up because I had better things to do. I had a life, a good one. I quit smoking bomb. I am dreaming of love, sometimes. Sometimes I wish I had a cell phone. I think I am getting a pager tomorrow. I really enjoy walking. There is a small street called honey in ph. It is right by my pad you get on it from alsacia street. Well it is a short street, a long straight away then it curves up a hill. Well if you ever walk on that street real late at night look inside the garages you might catch some old Filipino’s playing cards . Well if you walk north on honey from alsacia it starts to bend up hill. You would swear you were in some northern Cali San Jose Suburb, The silence is Amazing. One street light reflects off the trees with a fake movie like setting in front of you. All you hear is the sound of yourself breathing, That is what happened to me tonight walking on that street. I felt like a thief in the night stalking the cars for one to steal. I love that feeling when nobody can hear me or see me but I’m there……..Walking into my apartments I saw a black dude talking to this Filipino girl and it made me sad because even he had a life and look at dumbass me just walking home to type on my computer because my clock radio sounds like shit and I don’t want to eat because I am sick of those hot wings from Costco. Right now I am listening to freestyle mixes by peter fontain, I like freestyle music it relaxes me. I want to cry again and I do not know why. Why am I such a loser? Why am I not successful? Why am I all alone? Where is my mom? Where is everyone at? Why does my world always fall apart?

8/29/2003 9:09:43 PM............ I want a cute Filipino girl to be my girlfriend, one who drives a dropped prelude or a mr2, something like that. With soft brown hair with a few streaks . I always think I am at my low point in life and It always gets worse. I get depressed every day. But throw me 20 bucks and a full tank and I’m a heavy weight ballor on the scene, flossing and the whole 9.Doing big things. I have the talent of making the best of what life gives me, or making the best of what I have. I could have 100 dollars or 10 collars and I will buy the same 32 ounce of king cobra. What the fuk? Have you seen my room. There is a cover and a pillow then a computer and a screen with a keyboard and that is it. I lye down to write things on this computer. If you ever listen to South Park Mexicans cd there is song 7 or song 8. It is called hustle town block of rock or something like that. Well they have a rapper that gets the 4th verse, low g I think is his name. He is a peilt head of the group, I love his rap. He is like the ghetto one of the group. You can tell he slang’s by his voice.. Instead of threat he says tweth . people have been jealous of me for along time. Like when I get a pager and it keeps ringing. People look at me like aren’t you going to check your voice mail. I’m like no ……… I think my life will turn around. The thing is I cannot show my pain to certain people because they look up to me and I am their idol so I need to keep their dreams alive by showing them I made it. I give people something to aspire to. It is weird that the top 3 promoters in San Diego live within 2 exits of of the 54 freeway. That suge night diss by snoop doggy dog is kind of tight. It comes on that dj bobby bootleg fan mart west coast compilation cd. Oh yha Mitchy slick is sick but luni coleone did a better verse on that pimp remix. I had to give it to him. Snoop is cold talking about suge’s ex girl how he fucked her. That is some cold shyt. I need to change my life to when I was happy. When I was with tina, well that won’t happen. So lets go a little farther back in time. When I was promoting events I was happy, I always had something to do, it kept me real busy.

8/30/2003 1:43:21 PM......... so Many things to talk about I wont say anything. It seems my apartments are the center of ruin and tribal peoples you know. I hate these cats who think they are on top when I splash on them like waves or a tsunami on top of their asian ass. You know their girl wants to get with me.
8/30/2003 5:28:08 PM...... I’m really depressd. Not because I saw that girl Christine at plaza Bonita today. She walked by me by the food court I tried to talk to her but she just kept walking. It was like deja-vu . She looked pretty, I barely got the words Christi out of my mouth I was so amazed to even see her. I am not sure if she noticed me but I almost bumped into her when she walked by me,. It was like a slow mo matrix movie move with me dodging her to my left side, I thought I was going to have a panic attack right there in the mall but it was packed with people. I looked back and she disappeared into the crowd. Am I obsessed with her, Not really I act like this with every girl Who I feel is beautiful enough to be seen with me, This is a hard time in my life. So hard on myself I always am. I cried on the 54 freeway on the way home from dropping off blur. Oh yha I have to start a new scene in the south bay as well. But extreme pressure towards my career has no affect on me. It is funny because I was walking through the mall with blur today and I did not notice one person but I saw that girl Christine from a mile away. I guess her face is that type of girl I like. I was thinking about all the people in South bay and how there is just black and Asians at Plaza Bonita Now and well…. Well. I sometimes think.. Where is everyone at?? So everyone got married and Had kids without me? I got together with the top promoters in South San Diego and we were talking and stuff and we came to the conclusion that it is up to us to throw parties. For that meeting for the mission valley party , yha I guess create went with blur and there were other crews of promoters there you know. I control the d Supply so I control what the Asians do. I control the endo so I control the blacks. I control the hoes so what does that mean, I say where the parties are at and who goes. I control the girls so the guys follow.

8/30/2003 5:54:50 PM....... I just cried a minute ago. I do not know why I cry anymore. I accept the fact that I am an unsung unknown hero in southern Cali to all my peers. Am I ashamed of myself, I just want to be with someone. I just want to love and be loved at the same time. I feel mixed emotions. The world will just not let me have the simple things. They want to give me the world, give me all the fame and all the power and all the knowledge, but all I wanted was a cute smart girl I can call my girlfriend that would be there with me and share my life nomatter how good or bad that life is. Yha I feel this life is getting harder on me because I make it that way for myself. Why do I want to pull myself out of a hole just to jump back in it and do it again to prove to everyone that I can make it a second or third time. 8/30/2003 7:29:20 PM I seen Jimmy aguilar and his cousin said “you ain’t shit” to me. Because I was talking about the new events and the new stuff and asking him if he wanted to get envolved. His cousin said “your tweeking” to me. I hate his cousin sometimes. Anyways Jimmy was saying how he is puff daddy in the promotion game and we all fell off. I am depressed again. It is because of Paradise valley Road this time. I pull out of mcdonalds and go west on Paradise Valley Road to woodman ave. . Well I make a left on woodman and I always see a lexus or Camry with some fine ass Tai Or Asian Girl all the time. Today I saw two fine girls on two different occasions turning left. I cry about 4 to 8 tIMES a day now. . . I think the fact that I do not have a girlfriend or that I have never had a girlfriend , that fact is getting to me. I cannot survive alone in this world. I cannot survive another week. When I drive Sometimes I just want to turn the wheel and Go off a cliff or drive into a wall. I hate stoners. There was some cute Filipino girls sitting at a bench at the park where I saw jimmy and his cousin. Jimmy was pointing at one of then saying “ I would fuck the one in the white skirt “ . My oh my how some people have not learned manners or respect for money. It is no wonder why He fell of as a promoter. The biggest promoter will not only be the most popular guy but also the guy all the girls want to get with. The promoter part is just apart of it. I feel bad. I feel horrible. I even called that girls number I got from swc wondering if she didn’t go to Rosarito, I also called ileen but she didn’t pick up so I left her a voice mail. Oh Yha I turned wigga yesterday. Jimmy said something funny now That I remember.. he said “don’t walk away from me”. Yha I need to meet someone seen because My heart hurts and I have work to do and this stupid issue about girls is bothering me to much and effecting my daily life too much. I knew going to Mexico City would give me a fresh perspective on life. It would help me in life, I remember talking to Jimmy aguilar on the phone in December and we were talking about the party scene and how it is dead and well I said 2 to 3 years for it to come back. But I did not expect the blacks and the Asians to form scenes in ph and national city and chula so strong and so fast grouping in numbers of 5000 plus peoples on the streets rolling hard. So harnessing this power is the way I need to roll. I did not think It would effect me Like this you know.

9/1/2003 8:07:59 AM....... More Things happened lately. But I do not want to get into it. It is like everyone moved on with their life except for me. Where did everyone go. What about me. What am I sup post to do now. I couldn’t sleep last night because that Thought was on my mind bothering me. People are on the street , More than ever, people I do not know, a new generation is emerging and the older generation is evolving. Will my life change? I am not sure.I will not work hard to provide anything for anyone.

9/2/2003 10:52:55 PM..... So many more things have happened in my life and yours but I do not want to write about it at this time. But I want to touch on a topic. The promotion thing I’m getting back into. Stressed out from the huge task at hand for me to make a scene from nothing. I mean a million people in the south bay on any given weekend and I have to make 1000 of those people go to a party somewhere on a certain date and it is a dead scene. Well I just want to say this is a hard thing to do for anyone but not for me. I got really stressed and my head started to hurt so I decided to just put those thoughts to the side, and have sex with the finest girl in Paradise Hills while her boyfriend is working at a job to buy me some furniture. In that time of my meditation I had no thoughts of parties or events or dj’s or flyers or promoting. I was just drinking king cobra 40 ounce after king cobra 32 ounce beers. Driving around drunk and listening to a boys 2 men legacy cd I bought at Wal-Mart for 9.79 in the jewelry section on the store . well An Idea hit me while driving on the 54 freeway to see Lydia at Ben and Jessie’s pad. I am a mastermind in my field. I draw my knowledge from my own pain. O heard in 15 years there will be an asteroid hitting the World and Ending the Human race., Wednesday, September 03, 2003 7:18:20 PM 1. I will talk about Tina If you want. I guess now that I realize That I will never be with her, I guess it hurts, I won’t lie I want to kill myself because of that, seeing her pregnant with some other guys baby at Lolitas On l street hurt me, because I knew I have to move on and I just can’t do it. I just refuse to accept anything anymore, I live my life in a daze an un-natural dream world. Sure I have tried to meet someone else but to tell you the absolute truth Nobody has even come close to her, She was everything to me. Without a mother and father I Idolized her. Or I don’t know. I was thinking about it right now , the reason why I loved her so much was because she was the only girl. Am I an Obsessed schizophrenic stalker with issues? No, But I do try to bring myself to a time when I was happy, because after all what are we all after, to be happy… right?,, I loved her because she was the first and only girl who liked me, she actually liked me. She would do anything for me at one time in this worlds existence. She was my dream girl. I was in complete ecstasy with her, I remember those time so well, But Just like anything in life I need to go by one of my own rules. To Move on with your future you need to get rid of things in your past. 2. Moving on has been an expensive choice on my part taking plenty of years of my life freaking out inside of my own self. Walking down woodman from Jeff’s pad on Westbrook I would see these fine Asian girls in Corollas and Nissan Skylines “oh my god, she is fine” I was thinking. So I tell myself shit this only makes things harder, all these fine girls around making me want to cry because I wish one of them was with me. Life is a struggle to me yes it is. I wouldn’t mind living this struggle if a nice female was right here by my side. I could hold her and kiss her and feed her and take her wherever she wants to go, I would even buy a TV because I think she would want to rent a DVD or something. I would go shopping with her because I know what she looks fine in. I would do anything for her because she would be my girl and I would be her man and anything she wanted I would make it happen. But would she want the world? No, She would just want to be with me and help me and hold me the same I would to her. 3. Yha I need to just get out there but I have been getting out there and I haven’t seen anything I want walking, I hunt at SWC like a savage lion in heat. I want to be in love again that is for sure. But I want to be with someone because I am lonely and I Do want to show someone my love because I have a lot of love to give someone. Sometimes I think maybe I am not good enough looking to get a girl and then I laugh. 4. Don’t let real love pass you by because I have seen it and I am addicted to it. Any guy out there who does not believe in love has not been hit by the hammer yet. I don’t care how hard core you think you are those emotions are stronger than anything you ever know. 9/3/2003 8:05:58 PM The rock as is back to his old games making fake checks at a hotel in Old town. I heard he was going to buy Armani glasses for 800 bucks at Nordstrom’s. Where did his Bitch ass get class? I don’t know. But I do know g’s up hoes down Jimrock gets around. I heard he has maybe 5 girls in one day going into the room and fucking him one after another. If it was me I could double that and I wouldn’t even have to have d. Oh did I forget to tell you. I came up with the idea of the year for the promotion thing of that party for Halloween Night. October 31st 2003 event in San Diego party people rave’s, night clubs drinks all that. Gangster rap hip-hop all that. Angel and blur were scooping out locations last Friday Night from E street alley to that new where house off of Mission George. Enya Caribbean blue makes me feel relaxed. Lets me think clearly and keep my eyes on the prize. I miss the old days on mazana with Ben and I miss Anitra. Anitra was Ben’s cousin, she was fine so fine and she used to be the Manager at Cathy Jean at plaza Bonita Years ago. I think she moved to Texas with her husband or to San Francisco . I think about anitra sometimes, she had soo much life in her. 9/3/2003 9:26:32 PM I took a drive to Chula Vista. I like to getaway there. It is my home and Eastlake I show a lot of love to you. But I can hide pretty much in any part of East Chula. How I miss AMC 24 and definitely all my peoples in Chula But I had to do my life as well you understand. And when trying to make myself happy I really have not been thinking of myself first. And I am the first Person I should worry about, taking first and asking questions later. Because, after all I deserve it, I have out in the work. And I guess everyone is doing there own thing but I was doing my own thing since 16 years old so it was no big deal to me. Everyone evolves in life at their own time. I myself went through puberty a little late and I am still going through it. To listen to a song right click the file and "save target as" Then burn it to a cd with nero or adaptec or psxcopy 2000
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