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Vol. 2 Issue No. 10/ July 2, 2005
Birthday Boy
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“You like that…?” you asked over and over again with your
hungry mouth, your voice muffled by my skin… “Yes,” I moaned back…
fuelling all the more your desire… deeper you go… lower you go… your
mouth and tongue sliding slowly down the slopes of my body… you found my
nipple… you sucked on it, your tongue frolicking… “Bite it…” I
pleaded… You complied… Pain shooting all over my body… my mouth
opening wide but no sound came out… just air hallowed… My head thrown
back… my hand clutching your head… wanting you to stop… and when you
do, regret… I push you back unto my skin… wanting you to let me feel
that pain… that exquisite pain… my cock throbbing against your
stomach, you reached for it to hold… gripping it so tightly… stroking
it… you bite my nipple again… my knees wanting to let go and let my
body fall in the bed… slowly, you lay me down… our hands entwined…
fingers, fusing…
“So, where to after this?” Paul asked as he unwraps a suman we
bought… in a fastfood restaurant where we ordered coffee and breakfast
meals…
“We go home…” I answered, looking straight in his eyes…
telling him I have not changed my mind about spending the rest of my
supposed day alone.
“Okay…” he backed off…
“I plan to sleep the whole afternoon,” I continued,
“hopefully, I would be able to sleep… nonetheless after it, I plan to
gallivant…”
“Where?” he asked taking a bite of the suman.
“I’m not going to tell you,” I answered, “besides, I
don’t know where yet…”
He smirked.
“It’s my thing…” I explained… I thought I should…
“What, shutting the world?” he countered, “fine by me… just
that if you want to be happy, which I think you do… you better start
letting people in your life…”
“You’re judgmental,” I concluded, “and I need a smoke…”
“We are no longer smoking,” he reminded me.
“I’m afraid I would find myself at Degree tonight…” I
admitted out of the blue.
He looked at me.
“Again…” he uttered, knowing I was there just the night
before.
“Does Alex know we spend time together?” I asked changing the
subject.
“Yes…” he said.
“What he said?” I asked again.
“Nothing…” I answered.
“Did you ask him?”
“It’s really none of his business…”
“True…” I commented, “still it hurts…”
“Hurt?”
“You not caring…” I answered, “I’m Alex, funny my name is
just one letter short… actually new acquaintances always get my name as
Alex.”
“He should stop.” He decided.
“As I should stop too… I tried…”
“Try harder.”
In the story of Adele H, she followed her object of obsession across the continent,
abandoned everything in order to be near him… she walks the streets
hoping to catch a glimpse of the man who had inflamed her soul. Years
later, in the searing heat of a desert town, she runs into him… she
meets the man who had unwittingly inspired her destruction—the hateful
part was that he was unaware of the damages he had wrought… she walks
past him… she looks at him but does not see him… the passion has
consumed her thoroughly that even he, the original object, no longer
matters to her.
