'I'm up bright and early and headed for work. Right now I am having a bowl of strawberry filled shreaded mini-wheats. This is some good stuff, but really expensive, sheesh, it's like US$5 for one really small box - but that's okay, it's good.
I have work today and then several appointments in the afternoon so I have a fairly busy day ahead which is starting right now. Jon is in class all day, so we will talk this evening sometime. :-) (Which I'm of course happy about)
Have a good day everyone. Always - nic
It's kind of interesting I think, how I can be so content, yet quiet and reserved. Inside me I'd like to scream out, to be heard, but I usually don't. Today, so many interesting things happened. It wasn't the best day I've had, actually it rained all day.
But I saw some things in those rain drops that were amazing. When I walked out from my office today around mid-day I was reminded that every moment is a blessing to me, and that is isn't guarenteed. I looked up and it was like I could watch each rain drop fall in slow motion. As they fell on my face, I smiled even as the cold drops fell on my nose and in my eyes.
It was really refreshing. I guess this is just another phase that I go through in life. The probability being that it seems. This time perhaps I won't loose my wit so easily. :-) All day after lunch I know people had to be wondering what was behind my devious smile.
Someone is thinking of you
someone is caring about you
someone misses you
someone wants to talk to you
someone wants to be with you
someone hopes you aren't in trouble
Someone wants to hold your hand
someone hopes everything turns out all right
someone wants you to be happy
someone is celebrating your successes
someone wants to give you a gift
someone thinks YOU are a gift
someone wants to hug you
someone loves you
someone wishes you would lavish them with small things
someone wants to do the same for you
someone is thinking of you and smiling
someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on
someone wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun
someone thinks the world of you
someone wants to protect you
someone wants to be forgiven
someone is grateful for your forgiveness
someone wants to laugh with you about life
someone thinks of you and wishes that you were there
someone needs to know that your caring is unconditional
someone values your opinion
someone wants to tell you how much they care, but is afraid
someone wants to stay up watching old movies with you
somone wants to share their dreams with you
someone wants to hold you in their arms
someone wants YOU to hold them in YOUR arms
someone treasures your spirit
someone wishes they could stop time for you
someone wishes they could stop time WITH you
someone can't wait to see you
someone wishes
someone wishes that things didn't have to change
someone loves you for who you are
someone loves the way you make them feel
someone wants to be with you
soneone is hoping they can grow old with you
someone heard a doobie bros. song that reminds them of you
someone wants to be your friend
someone stayed up all night thinking about you
someone is alive because of you
someone is glad you are his friend
someone is very remorseful after losing your friendship
someone is wishing that you noticed him
someone wants to get to know you better
someone believes that you are his soul mate
someone wants to be near you
someone misses your advice
someone has faith in you
someon trusts you
someone needs you
someone needs your support
someone needs you to have faith in them
someone will cry when they read this
someone cried when they wrote this.
That's all I have today - and I did cry. :-) Happy tears. g'nite.
He dreams a champagne dream - strawberry surprise, pink linen and white paper. Lavender and cread, fields of butterflies, reality escapes him. He says that love is for fools that fall behind and that I'm somewhere in between and I know better. MY only problem according to him is that I never really know a killer from a saviour.
This was the jest of a conversation I had today with someone from my not so distant past. The first time I gave him a chance, he nearly destroyed me, like so many others have tried to do. He was asking me to give up what I had, and what I was searching for and be with him. I laughed. After trying for over an hour with many seperate phone calls to convince me - I finally stopped answering the phone. There is nothing short of an act of God that could steer me from my current path :-)
I have actually had a really good day. I have been getting a little sick lately, but I seem to be much better today. And as bad as my day was yesterday, today reflected the opposite in the mirror, it went very well.
I completed everything that I meant to today and even had lots of time to spare. :-) I talked to Jon around mid day for about 20 minutes to see how his day was going, he was a little down, and I don't think I did a very good jon of cheering him up. but I tried :-( Maybe we will talk later I hope. YOu have a good day too, and a better one if it applies :-)
