| My Days.....page 51 |
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| March 01 , 2004 05:45pm CS |
| "You make me feel like a sticky pistil leaning into her stamen. You make me feel like Mr. Sunshine himself. You Make me feel like splendor in the grass where we're rolling, damn skippy baby. You make me feel like the Amazon's running between my thighs... You make me feel love, you make me feel like a candy apple all red and horny. You make me feel like I want to be a dumb blonde in a centerfold, the girl next door. And I would open the door and I'd be all wet with my tits soaking through this tiny little t-shirt. That I'm wearing and you would open the door, and tie me up to the bed. You make me feel love. Lover, Idon't know who I am. Am I barry White? Am I hot inside? What would I place with your hot conscious, oh baby babe babe babe, I will be your death the moon light, Take your time, You make me feel love... I'm not sure what it is about the fragrance after the rain, it jsut does things to me. It makes me smile, it makes me cry, it makes me wanna be alone, or holding someone, I never know which. I worked all day today, it was a good day though, kinda tiring, but I was busy all day so the time went by fast... I went to see Jeff during my lunch break, which was cool. We really don't get to spend any time together anymore. We just talked for a few minutes in his break room, I got a couple of interesting stares from the people he worked with, but otherwise, it went by uneventful. After I got off work, I walked outside and a tear came to my eye, seriously. That fragrance always reminds me of Savannah, or Tybee Island, I'm not sure why. Alas, I guess it's time for me to go. I hope if it's raining at your house, you are enjoying it as much as I am. Have a good day, and until the next time....Adieu, n. |
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| March 5 , 2004 012:31pm CS |
| I am at the library in McMinnville on my lunch break. As I walked out of the building to my car there was a shrill siren going off, a tornado warning. It is that weather and that time of year I guess. But it's still nice outside, I think it was like 67 when I was on my way to work this morning. It looks like it's going to rain, but it hasn't yet. I guess I have to go back to work now, which sucks, but I wanted to at least make a small entry. I am going to Jeff's tonight to stay for the evening. We went to lunch together yesterday and ate down by the river at riverfront park, which was really cool. If I could just get him to understand that I like boys not girls, we would be fine, grin. Anyway, later... |
| "If only I could get through this - I gotta get through this. I gotta get through this, I gotta make it, make it, make it through, I gotta take my mind off you. Give me just a second and I'll be all right. Surely one more moment couldn't break my heart. Give me 'til tomorrow then I'll be okay, just another day and then I'll hold you tight. When you love is falling like the rain I close my eyes and it falls again - when will I get the chance to say I love you, I pretend that you're already mine then my heart ain't breaking every time I look into your eyes..... If only I could get through this." Dear god, I could never explain all the things that happened tonight. I went to tribe with mark. We got there at around 11:30, and HRC had this HRC Post Office party where you could leave messages for people. I saw thomas, I know you guys have no idea who that is, but it was the first boy that I ever crushed on, in high school. We had a few interesting moments back then, but I never dreamed that I would meet him 6 years later at a gay bar in nashville. I have to get some sleep to absorb this, it's freaking me out. He lives only a few miles from me now, and he's a teacher... I gotta get though this. Smiles. Nic |
| March 6 , 2004 02:05am CS |
